Chapter 252 – Sunday, June 1 at 4 PM (2)
Soeulang: Idle play… Yo. This?
Me: I wouldn’t say I don’t know
Sourang: I don’t know
Me: I’ve never actually done it
Me: while talking
Me: How many times have you said that?
Sourang: Literally
Soeurang: From the owner
Soeurang: You’re being neglected, right?
Me: yes
Me: Neglect regardless of difficulty
Me: Now to Seoyoon
Me: Among possible plays
Me: What would you hate the most?
Sourang: No… Pray but
Me : ?
Soeurang: I don’t think it’s too dangerous.
Me: what
Soeurang: How do you endure that?
Soeurang: That’s a week or so
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: I think I’m going to die
Me: Are you going to die?
Soeurang: Usually, he dies;
Me: haha
Me: I don’t know if it’s normal
Me: Our Seoyoon
Me: Has your bluff increased?
Sourang: No, really.
Me: anyway
Me: I will die
Me: lol
Me: It’s only been a week
Soeurang: I think I’ll die in less than a day…
Me: yes yes
Me: ok
Me: lol
Me: I won’t let you go
Soeurang: I don’t mean that…
Me: They say rabbits die if they are lonely.
Me: Is it roughly the same feeling?
Me: It’s cute haha
Me: Can’t we just leave it alone for a day?
Sourang: …
Me: why
Soeurang: Maybe I’m an idle player
Soeurang: I wonder if you misunderstood
Me: literally?
Me: lol
Me: just let it go
Me: nothing difficult
Me: What’s wrong with understanding
Sourang: That… Run?
Me: What is neglect that Seoyoon knows about?
Soeurang: While I was bullying you
Sourang: For example
Soeurang: Okon… Or
Soeurang: With that feeling
Soeurang: You made me anxious
Better
Soeurang: Being neglected in that state…
Me: haha
Sourang: Otherwise
Soeurang: Before, the owner
Soeurang: Even later
Soeurang: If you don’t listen
Soeurang: After tying your hands and feet
Me: yes
Me: there is no such thing
Soeurang: Put on a blindfold
Soeurang: Because I couldn’t move
Soeul: Downstairs
Sourang: That’s it
Soeurang: A toy or something
Soeurang: Rotor… With the same
Soeurang: Because it keeps stimulating me
Me: Is that what Seoyoon thinks is neglect?
Soeurang: Until the master comes
Soeurang: being neglected
Sourang: yes
Soeurang: Because you said play
Soeurang: I wonder if it feels like that
Me: haha
Me: yes, sure
Me: If you play like that
Me: A week will be dangerous
Me: I’m sure I’ll die
Sourang: That’s right
Me: But don’t you think there are people who actually do it?
Sourang: Me too…
Me: You want to try?
Sourang: I think so
Soeurang: Really haha
Soeurang: Don’t listen strangely
Soeurang: There’s no way you want to do it
Me: yes yes
Soeurang: While learning from the master these days
Sourang: I’m thinking little by little haha
Me: what
Soeulang: Any imaginable play surface
Soeurang: Somewhere in the world
Soeurang: The person who actually does it
Soeurang: I think there might be… Lol
Me: alright
Soeurang: There are times when I am a bit scared.
Me: Unimaginable play
Me: There are people who do it haha
Me: The world is wider than we thought
Soeurang: Uh
Me: And speaking of normal idle play
Me: It hurts the mental rather than the body
Me: It’s a bit extreme
Me: Shall we take an example?
Soeurang: It’s been a while for something…
Me: right now, starting tomorrow
Me: cut off all contact
Me: I’m not answering the phone
Me: I can’t even chat
Me: I can’t find it even when I go home
Me: I cut off all interest in Seoyoon.
Sourang: …
Me: As short as a week
Me: up to half a year
Me: think about leaving it alone
Sourang: That… Is it play too?
Me: I can do anything if I try
Me: I don’t usually do that.
Me: That’s why I said extreme
Me: Of course more than play-in
B: Even if it was agreed upon in advance
Soeurang: Normally, I think I’ll just give up and leave.
Me: well, anything like that is possible
Me: Just think about it this much
Me: haha
Me: Idle play anyway
Me: Whether it’s sexual pleasure or psychological stability
Me: The purpose is to make people feel frustrated
Sourang: I don’t like it
Me: yes
I know
Sourang: I don’t like it
Me: Of course, neglect like that is out of the question
Me: Like Seoyoon said a moment ago
Me: In the midst of bullying
Me: Restrain my limbs
Me: I’m leaving
Me: covering my eyes and blocking my senses
Me: I’ll try that kind of play
Sourang: …
Me: If you cover your eyes, your senses become more sensitive.
Me: You seem to be hungry for stimulation these days haha
Me: It wouldn’t be bad to try it once
Soeurang: I’m a little scared…
Me: Safety comes first anyway
Me: I don’t leave it completely unattended
Me: in case something happens
Me: You should be waiting within reach
Soeurang: Well, you said you wouldn’t leave it unattended.
Me: who
Sourang: Master
Me: did i
Me: lol
Me: I don’t remember
Soeurang: That’s it, because it always happens
Me: noisy
Soeurang: They say that a hungry dog breaks the leash and runs away.
Soeurang: Did you deliberately keep a distance from the sub?
Soeurang: Leaving it alone?
Soeurang: I hate that kind of thing.
Soeurang: I’ve said it once before.
Me: Did I say that?
Soeurang: Ng
Me: Sometimes when I listen to what Seoyoon says
Me: That’s what I would have said
Me: I don’t really remember.
Me: I get a little goosebumps at times
Sourang: It’s true
Me: Yeah well, I wouldn’t lie
Me: I don’t know anything else lol
Me: I believe that Seoyoon is kind
Soeurang: You don’t believe in anything else?
Me: I don’t believe you’re quiet anymore
Me: It’s like saying it’s quiet
Me: Sudden rash once or twice
Me: I thought it was only in chat
Me: Do you do that in real life too?
Sourang: …
Me: Yoona Seo
Soeurang: Meongmeong
Me: I bet
Me: haha
Me: you this
Me: I will never forget
Soeurang: Don’t do it, really;;;;;;
Me: haha
Soeurang: I’m reminding you again
Soeurang: I barely got over it.
Soeurang: I went back to my place
Me: Our Seoyoon in life
Me: for the first time in my life
Me: In front of a flirting man
Me: I made a large black history
Me: Can you forget that easily?
Sourang: You said you shouldn’t?
Me: And if Seoyoon
Me: haha
Me: If you feel like forgetting
Me: I keep stabbing you from the side
Soeurang: Brother
Me: Hey, do you remember this from back in the day?
Sourang: Brother?
Me: ok
Me: lol
Me: that’s true
Me: I’m sure
Sourang: Don’t do it
Sourang: Got it?
Soeurang: If you keep doing that
Soeurang: I really bite my tongue
Me: Seoyoon is the last resort
Me: Are you biting your tongue?
Me: haha
Me: I always try to bite
Soeurang: That’s why you can’t hit your brother.
Me: If only I could hit you
Me: Sounds like you want to hit me?
Soeurang: There are times when I want to do that.
Me: I’m getting more and more honest
Me: ok
Me: sorry
Me: I’m not kidding
Soeurang: Oppa, don’t make fun of me
Soeurang: Even oppa, then
Soeurang: I really feel like crying
Me: Now they’re threatening me
Me: no matter how many tears haha
Me: It’s a woman’s weapon
Me: Didn’t you learn too quickly?
Soeurang: You don’t have to make fun of it, right?
Me: If you tell me not to make fun of Seoyoon
Me: One pleasure in life is disappearing
Soeurang: Is that the only nak in life?
Soeurang: As always haha
Soeurang: You’re a strange person, really
Me: It’s right to live by the taste you see these days
Soeurang: I won’t go over now
Soeurang: Like that every day
Soeurang: Gentlely
Soeurang: I’m just trying to get over it
Me: Shouldn’t you like it haha
Me: They say that the joy of life is you
Me: I’m not ashamed
Me: Now I’m just peckin’
Me: Where did our cute Seoyoon go?
Sourang: …
Me: do something cute
Sourang: I can’t
Me: why not
Sourang: I can’t
With Soeu: haha
Sourang: It’s embarrassing
Me: What if younger people don’t have a cute taste?
Soeurang: Let’s go meet a cute younger sister then
Me: haha
Me: Really lol
Me: It’s very tight today
Soeurang: Heung
Me: I’m trying to lighten up
Me: Why is the guard so hard?
Me: I don’t usually do it
Me: On the topic of wagging your tail right away
Soeurang: Oppa keeps reminding me of you
Soeurang: Because of that
Soeurang: These days, even when I lie down, I think of you
Soeurang: I’ve been tearing my hair out
Me: You don’t have to worry about losing your hair though
Soeurang: Brother
Me: why
Me: brother
Soeurang: Can’t you give me proper consolation?
Me: Did you ask me to comfort you?
Sourang: Then can’t you?
Me: I’m talking to Seoyoon right now
Me: Even if I receive 108 times
Me: It’s not enough
Me: You asked for comfort now?
With Soeu: haha
Me: You became very shameless
Me: haha
Me: almost anything, if anyone hears
Me: Do you think I was wrong?
Sourang: I know
With Soeu: haha
Sourang: I was wrong
Me: And Seo Yoon-ah
Sourang: Yes…
Me: This is better than moaning alone
Me: Laughing and chatting with close friends
Me: Even if I want to die right now haha
Me: Making it into a funny happening
Me: I like it because it’s less embarrassing even if I think about it later
Soeurang: Brother
Me: yes
Soeurang: Just say you want to tease
Me: haha
Me: hey shit
Me: it’s been a lot
Me: It doesn’t really work
Soeurang: How stupid do you see me…
Me: I’m not stupid
Soeurang: Don’t do it
Sourang: Don’t do it!
Soeurang: Don’t do it!!
Me: Why are you so cute today haha
Sourang: …
Sourang: …
Soeurang: I hate it
Me: I can’t be hated
Me: What if I cry again haha
Me: I really won’t do it anymore
Soeurang: I think I know why they are fighting
Me: You say something funny haha
Me: Do you think you know why we fight?
Soeurang: Rather than fighting
Me: then?
Soeurang: Are you fighting… ?
Me: what
Soeurang: The reason we fight… Rather than
Soeurang: I thought it might be
Soeurang: With an honest heart
Sourang: I wish it wasn’t like that
Me: yes
Soeurang: Even now, oppa teases me
Sourang: I told you not to do that
Soeurang: If you keep teasing me
Soeurang: I’m angry too
Me: sure
Soeurang: That feeling… ?
Me: I don’t want to fight
Soeurang: It’s true that you don’t want to fight
Soeurang: With the person I like
Soeurang: Because I want to get along well
Me: But do you think we can fight?
Soeurang: This oppa was bad
Me: haha
Soeurang: And that’s what I thought this time
Soeurang: If you don’t agree,
Soeurang: Because there will be times like that
Soeurang: Collision… Like do?
Sourang: What should I say?
Soeurang: I can’t organize my words well
Me: Our Seoyoon has really grown up a lot
Sourang: Yes?
Me: Not long ago lol
Me: doing what I like
Me: Wouldn’t it be nice to have fun?
Me: He said he couldn’t understand
Sourang: Well
Me: Do you think you know why you fight now?
Soeurang: It’s not that I’m going to fight.
Soeurang: To be honest, still
Sourang: I have a similar idea.
Me: People don’t change easily
Soeurang: With the person I like
Soeurang: What I like
Soeurang: What I want to do
Soeurang: Doing just that
Soeurang: I hope you are happy
Soeurang: I still think so.
Me: yes
Soeurang: If you fight with the master
Soeurang: Of course, I will yield first.
Soeurang: The owner is stubborn
Soeurang: Fight and reconcile
Soeurang: Because it’s too tiring for me
Soeurang: If it’s easier to tolerate it
Me: ok
Soeurang: I would have done that without worrying too much.
Me: It’s not a skill to just endure
Soeurang: I went to meet you because I was worried like this time
Soeurang: Because the owner didn’t have to come
Soeurang: You may feel sad
Soeurang: We didn’t do anything wrong.
Soeurang: The difference in position… Should I say
Me: Don’t you think I was wrong?
Sourang: I don’t know
Sourang: I was worried
Soeurang: I was really worried.
Soeurang: There is something unfair about being scolded
Me: hmm
Soeurang: I will regret my actions impulsively, but
Soeurang: If the same thing happens next time
Soeurang: I want to be by the owner’s side as much as possible.
Me: Yeah well, talk about it slowly
Sourang: yes
Me: When there is nothing wrong with each other
Me: If there is a difference in position
Me: You think you can’t give up?
Soeurang: Because sometimes I feel sad too
Me: that’s right
Soeurang: I wasn’t angry this time, but
Soeurang: Oppa is always like that too
Soeurang: It’s not something you can be calm about.
Me: Yeah well, there are times when I get annoyed
Soeurang: I wonder if that’s why everyone fights
Me: Did you have that thought during reflection?
Soeurang: If the same thing happens
Sourang: What should I do?
Sourang: I’ve been thinking about it
Sourang: I honestly don’t know
Soeurang: If you’re stubborn, you’ll end up fighting.
Soeurang: That’s why I don’t want to yield.
Me: yes
Me: that’s it for now
Soeurang: But I don’t want to fight
Me: Because Seoyoon was alone until now
Me: There wouldn’t have been any particular collision
Me: There will gradually become something I cannot concede
Soeurang: Something I can’t concede…
Me: But that’s the same for the opponent, so we’re fighting
Me: From the incredibly trivial
Me: There are many things.
Me: I won’t say that’s bad
Me: Because the important thing is different for each person
Sourang: Well
Me: Just what is important to each other
Me: If you know in advance
Me: There will be much less fighting, right?
Sourang: That… Right?
Me: I just need to know that for now
Me: tell me as much as you can
Me: If it’s something I can’t say
Me: Act foolishly
Me: I’ll accept that anytime
Sourang: Really?
Me: But don’t call me in the morning
Soeurang: They said it could be anytime
B: as far as time and place permit
Me: within common sense
Me: It’s ‘anytime’
Me: haha
Me: I can’t understand the words literally
With Soeu: haha
Me: I’ll accept it to some extent though
Me: maybe I think
Me: For the time being, I’m on Seoyoon’s side.
Me: Seoyoon will be the priority for a while
Sourang: …
Me: why
Soeurang: In times like these, even empty words are fine.
Soeurang: Master is on my side unconditionally
Soeurang: I will put you first for the rest of my life
Soeurang: Isn’t that what you have to say?
Me: no
Sourang: No?
Me: I don’t make promises I can’t keep
Me: what kind of life is life
Me: haha
Me: Think common sense
Me: Is it important that each person is different?
Me: Does it make sense that only you take precedence for the rest of your life?
Soeurang: It was bad, really
Me: Don’t expect too much from me
Soeurang: The owner doesn’t know a woman’s heart
Soeurang: You always say things like that
Soeurang: Can’t we be a little kinder sometimes?
Me: All the words of Seoyoon’s love for a woman come out of her mouth.
Me: It’s really something to live for a long time and see
Soeurang: I’m not even a woman?
Me: oh noisy
Me: Seoyoon
Sourang: Why?
Me: howl
Soeurang: Kwaaang
Me: What dog barks like that
Me: what the heck haha
Me: Can’t you even bark straight?
Soeurang: I’m not a dog
It’s not me?
Sourang: no
Me: this is going crazy
Me: Where do you speak half words?
Me: haha
Me: Am I easy now?
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: No!!
Soeurang: No!!
Me: I raised a tiger cub
Me: Our Seoyoon haha
Me: a little bit bigger
Me: Do you want to ask the owner?
With Soeu: haha
Me: I’m not denying it haha
Me: a while ago
Me: If you ask me
Me: How do you know the owner?
Me: The answer came straight away
Soeurang: Can’t we just bite a little?
Me: no
Soeurang: Really, just a little bit
Me: Then I’ll hit you lightly
Me: only with the tip of the whip
Me: don’t get hurt
Soeurang: haha
Me: you can bite
Me: Whether pinched or scratched
Me: it doesn’t matter at all
Me: Let’s use a riding whip
Soeurang: Why do you have something like that;;
Me: I have
Me: lol
Me: I’m thinking about living soon
Me: It’s a lot more expensive than I thought.
Soeurang: I’m buying a whip… ?
