Chapter 251 – Sunday, June 1st at 4PM (1)
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Welcome, [Nang Kim]. Manner chat please ^^
Current number of participants: 2 [Kimnang, Soeulang]
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Sourang: You came… ?
Me: quick answer
Me: lol
Me: what are you
Me: I didn’t say when you would come
Me: Have you been waiting all day?
Soeurang: It’s June from today
Me: So what did you wait for?
Soeurang: I don’t think you’re coming late at night.
Soeurang: Just like always
Soeurang: Anyway, at halfway time
Soeurang: I wanted to come without saying anything
Me: 4 o’clock isn’t halfway
Me: I’m really haha
Me: I have nothing to say
Me: Now, if you pretend, you pretend
Soeurang: You have to come first and wait
Soeurang: I think it will be less scolded
Soeurang: You came earlier than usual
Me: I don’t have a set time
Me: Are you going to scold me for being late?
Me: I think I noticed a little faster.
Me: My personality never changes
Sourang: I’m sorry
Me: Seoyoon has nothing to be sorry for
Me: What are you sorry about?
Me: haha
Me: I didn’t do anything bad
Me: That makes me feel comfortable
Sourang: Yes…
Me: How long have you been waiting?
Soeurang: 2 hours… About?
Me: Are you free?
Sourang: Yes?
Me: Even though it’s Sunday
Me: no, that’s it
Me: I’m not nagging
Me: Seoyoon is not even a child
Me: I’ll figure out what to do
Soeurang: I was doing assignments while waiting.
Me: yes yes
Soeurang: I’m not free
Soeurang: I have an assignment.
Soeurang: I also have a test study
Soeurang: It’s already only 3 weeks left
Me: I heard
Me: yes
Me: working hard
Soeurang: And in the meantime, the owner
Soeurang: Because I told you not to come
Soeurang: I have nothing to do at home alone
Soeurang: I think I just kept studying.
Me: yeah well, whatever
Me: how are you
Me: Not even a week
Me: It’s been about 5 days.
Soeurang: Today is the 5th day
Me: oh yes
Me: yes
Me: Maybe I’ll meet Seoyoon
Me: I left it for so long
Me: I think this was the first time
Sourang: …
Me: You must have been bored a lot?
Soeurang: Rather than being bored
Sourang: …
Soeurang: Very
Soeurang: I was lonely
Me: Are you lonely?
Sourang: A lot…
Me: Because Seoyoon said she was lonely
Me: What a strange feeling haha
With Soeu: ?
Me: No, I don’t mean bad lol
Me: I’ve been stuck at home all this time
Me: The kid who used to roll around alone
Me: I can’t meet people
Me: To say I was lonely
Me: It’s admirable and that’s why
Soeurang: I didn’t just stay at home because I liked it…
Me: That’s why I’m especially lonely
Me: Who do you want to meet?
Me: You didn’t even think about it?
Sourang: that’s
Sourang: what
Soeurang: Being alone is comfortable
Soeurang: I don’t have the confidence to get along well
Me: But are you lonely now?
Soeurang: I get very lonely when I’m alone
Soeurang: Because you’re being punished for doing something wrong
Soeurang: I held it in, but
Soeurang: I’m nervous
Sourang: What are you doing right now?
Soeurang: There are times when I suddenly wonder
Me: Didn’t you call me for that?
Me: I said it’s okay anytime
Me: One bottle in 5 days was a bit unexpected
Soeurang: I have no face…
Me: haha
Me: Didn’t you have any face?
Sourang: I don’t know what to say
Soeurang: When I hear the owner’s voice
Soeurang: I feel like I’m going to cry right away
Me: Why are there so many tears?
Sourang: I’m sorry
Me: I want to know how you are
Me: I called you once
Me: haha
Me: You almost cried when you received it, right?
Soeurang: I didn’t really cry
Me: I was forced to hold back, but what
Soeurang: You hung up after hearing the voice anyway.
Me: I’ve been on the phone for 30 minutes
Me: Did you just hear the voice?
Me: haha
Me: It was a very long one for me
Soeurang: There were so many things I wanted to say.
Me: That’s what Seoyoon was crying about
Me: It’s because it eats up all the time
Me: It’s okay, calm down
Me: other than that
Me: what did you say
Me: I don’t even remember
Sourang: Uh…
Me: Unless I live with Seoyoon
Me: I can’t afford the phone bill haha
Me: As long as 30 minutes feels short
Me: Why do you have so many things to say?
Soeurang: It was really short…
Me: yes yes
Me: ok
Me: Compared to usual
Me: 30 minutes isn’t short
Soeurang: Originally, I don’t like talking very much.
Me: who
Me: Seoyoon?
Sourang: yes
Me: You know I’m the only one who thinks that way, right?
Soeurang: Everyone doesn’t talk to me too much.
Sourang: Because anything is fine
Sourang: Please give me your opinion
Me: haha
Soeurang: I do that every day
Me: that’s just you don’t talk
Soeurang: If you talk a lot, you get tired.
Me: As much as I usually keep my mouth shut
Me: talking to me
Me: Are you using up all your energy?
Me: At least as far as I remember
Me: I don’t think I’ve ever seen you tired
Sourang: …
Me: yes yes
Me: tell me
Me: lol
Me: okay
Soeurang: Strangely, when I’m with the owner
Soeurang: There are many things I want to say
Soeurang: What happened today
Soeurang: Very trivial things
Soeurang: I want to tell you everything
Me: yes yes
Soeurang: But I can’t even chat
Soeurang: I only got one phone call.
Soeulang: Even if you talk to me through KakaoTalk
Soeurang: Because you didn’t answer well
Soeurang: The past few days have been very difficult.
Me: No, I didn’t order anything other than chatting.
Me: People will misunderstand.
Me: You said to call me anytime?
Me: I usually don’t look at KakaoTalk
Sourang: …
Me: Is it just that Seoyoon couldn’t do it?
Me: no face
Me: no shame
Me: whether the side is sold
Me: either way
Sourang: Yes…
Me: whatever, yes
Me: time to think
Me: time to regret
Me: Kicking off the blanket
Me: I gave you time to struggle
Sourang: Really
Me: Are you in a state where you can talk calmly now?
Sourang: …
Sourang: Maybe?
Me: You’re not going to cry today are you?
Sourang: I’m not crying
Me: I’m glad
Me: lol
Me: ok then
Me: Have you been reflecting a lot?
Sourang: It’s great…
Me: Do you remember what I said at the beginning?
Soeurang: Cool your head and come back…
Me: and?
Sourang: What did I do wrong?
Sourang: Think again
Soeurang: Until the end of this week
Soeurang: Don’t log into the chat
Me: yes
Me: so how are you now
Me: Do you still think you did well?
Sourang: No…
Me: Have you changed your mind?
Sourang: I think I was wrong
Me: do you think
Sourang: I was wrong
Me: Is it really wrong?
Sourang: …
Sourang: …
Sourang: That’s it
Me: haha
Me: I regretted it
Me: Seoyoon is wrong
Me: You think you won’t admit it?
Soeurang: The owner told me not to come.
Sourang: I don’t listen
Soeurang: Go find yourself
Sourang: Because you bothered me
Soeurang: It’s true that I did something wrong.
Me: what about it?
Soeurang: I didn’t listen to the owner
Soeurang: If you’re getting scolded
Soeurang: I understand… I would
Soeurang: But I went because I was really worried.
Soeurang: You kept saying that you didn’t have to come.
Me: So you got mad?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: Did you scream in front of everyone?
Sourang: that’s
Sourang: …
Sourang: So
Soeurang: How did it happen?
Soeurang: Never intentionally… It’s not like that
Me: I know
Me: yes
Me: Seoyoon had no intention of doing that.
Me: I was surprised that the voice came out loud all of a sudden.
Sourang: Yes…
Me: But I’m trying to comfort you
Me: I put my hand on his shoulder
Me: how did you do it
Me: haha
Me: I tried to shake it off
Me: Because I fell like that
Me: Turn over the porridge you were holding
Sourang: Really
Sourang: That’s it
Sourang: …
Sourang: I’m sorry
Me: Oppa got burned on the top of his foot then
Me: Of course it spilled on my shoes haha
Me: I’m still not healed
Me: Didn’t we talk on the phone the other day?
Sourang: I’m really sorry
Me: Yeah well, rather than Seoyoon getting hurt
Me: I’d rather be hurt
Me: The problem is that as soon as Seoyoon fell
Me: I’m confused too
Me: haha
Me: I don’t know what to do
Me: The panic came and I cried.
Soeurang: I wanted to die
Sourang: just
Soeurang: In the world
Soeurang: I wanted to disappear
Me: Anyway, come to the chat
Me: to others
Me: Picking me up at the hospital
Me: I took you home
Me: You left out important facts?
Sourang: …
Me: Do you have anything to say?
Sourang: …
Sourang: No
Me: oppa passed out as soon as he got home that day
Me: I didn’t wake up until the next day
Me: I vomited blood in the bathroom haha
Sourang: Really… Yo. This?
Me: I heard there was blood mixed with brushing my teeth
Me: I was surprised pendulum
Me: haha
Me: not that bad
Me: I thought I touched my gums wrong
Me: I heard that you can do that after an endoscopy.
Sourang: Are you okay now?
Me: yes
Me: It’s been a while
Me: I’m fine now
Sourang: I’m glad…
Me: Let’s say everything like this
Me: In the end, you only worry me
Me: Not taking me to the hospital
Me: Don’t you think it’s the same thing?
Sourang: …
Me: I didn’t even bother to tell people
Me: I can’t help anything
Me: After the results come out well later
Me: If there is no problem, it will be over
Sourang: I’m sorry
Me: Did you want to brag?
Me: haha
Me: Seoyoon is better than others
Me: Do you think you are closer to me?
Soeurang: Proud… Was not
Soeurang: How did you say it?
Soeurang: Because the words came out
Soeurang: Gildong-nim or Never-nim
Soeurang: I thought you already knew
Soeurang: Because you said you heard it for the first time
Me: Are you proud of yourself?
Sourang: It’s not like that
Me: then?
Soeurang: Everyone asked if oppa was okay
Me: That’s why Seoyoon
Me: Don’t worry about people
Me: Did you want to say that you took good care of it?
Sourang: That’s…
Me: I’m not angry
Me: let’s be honest
Me: haha
Me: don’t worry
Soeurang: I’m not angry… ?
Me: yes
I’m fine
Sourang: Why?
Me: what
Soeurang: I did that to my heart’s content
Soeurang: That’s why I was punished.
Soeurang: Because he said he wasn’t angry
Soeurang: I think it’s a bit strange… West
Me: Are you aware of what you did?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: And rather than trying to punish
Me: You said it at first
Me: It was to cool down a bit
Me: When did I say scold you?
Soeurang: He told me to reflect…
Me: Of course reflection is necessary
Me: Seoyoon suddenly starts
Me: be careful
Me: huh?
Me: how many times have I said
Sourang: …
Me: I’m getting more and more contact in the future
Me: As good as being with me
Me: What I don’t like and what I don’t like
Me: It will increase proportionally together
Me: It’s a big deal if you rush like this time
Sourang: Yes…
Me: If you really intend to punish
Me: for the rest of the week
Me: No contact at all
Me: I can’t even access the chat
Me: Close to neglect play
Me: I wouldn’t let you do anything
Sourang: …
Me: But I didn’t do it on purpose.
Me: Right before falling asleep for the rest of my life
Me: I made a dark history that will come to mind
Me: Literally for the reason of cooling my head
Me: It’s been a while, but I left it alone
Soeurang: I felt like I was being punished in many ways.
Me: Or did you do that on purpose to piss me off?
Sourang: Absolutely not
Me: then you should be lucky
Me: haha
Me: usually there
Me: Are you asking why?
Sourang: I’m glad… Won but
Sourang: I’m curious
Soeurang: Maybe now it’s for real
Soeurang: I wonder if I’ve fallen in love
Me: Have you been thinking about that all along?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: haha
Me: Actually, yes
Me: At first, Seoyoon
Me: You called from the subway station, right?
Soeurang: There are more people than I thought.
Me: yes
Me: You said you wouldn’t be able to move
Me: I’m really haha
Me: I’m dumbfounded to hear that
Me: How angry were you?
Sourang: I’m sorry
Me: But did I get angry when I saw Seoyoon?
Sourang: no
Sourang: …
Soeurang: I only sighed
Me: Did you look angry?
Me: I don’t even know
Me: I can’t even see my face
Sourang: I don’t know
Soeurang: Master’s face
Sourang: I’m so sorry
Soeurang: Because I can’t look at you
Me: you both don’t know
Me: let’s say it’s okay
Me: good is good
Soeurang: I wasn’t angry…
Me : ?
Soeurang: The dog really doesn’t listen to me dirty
Soeurang: If you don’t listen to me and do whatever you want
Soeurang: I’d rather put it in my pocket
Soeurang: Shrink down… Lol
Soeulang: He said he was going to flatten out
Soeurang: I pressed my head down.
Me: Are you sick?
Soeurang: I was a little tingly
Me: It must have been a little hard
Me: lol
Me: I’m full of emotions
Soeurang: I liked it better because it hurt
Me: I just laughed for some reason
Me: lol
Me: really
Me: I’m a weird kid
Sourang: Heh…
Me: whatever, yes
Me: talk back
Me: I said I didn’t have to come
Me: Because I don’t want anyone to care
Soeurang: I’m still worried…
Me: So you said you would call me later
Me: At that time, I will wait patiently
Me: Rather, if Seoyoon is making too much of a fuss
Me: Do you have doubts because you don’t want to trust me?
Sourang: …
Sourang: yes
Me: Especially in the case of Seoyoon
Me: other ordinary women
Me: Rather than trusting a lover
Me: You have to trust me even more
Me: Does Seoyoon know why?
Sourang: I don’t believe it
Me: yes
Me: I know you’re worried
Me: But even if I’m anxious
Me: if I said it was okay
Me: I hope you wait for a while
Sourang: yes
Me: It’s not such a big deal
Me: I’m going to the hospital for a while
Me: You should know how to wait patiently
Soeurang: Saying it hurts
Soeurang: I’m being tested
Sourang: That kind of talk
Sourang: …
Sourang: No
Soeurang: I won’t do that next time
Me: why?
Sourang: No
Me: ok, ok
Me: later
Me: tell me when it’s good
Sourang: yes
Me: And just because I didn’t have to come
Me: If Seoyoon was sad
Me: I apologize for that
Me: I want to go home and sleep
Me: I suddenly had to take care of Seoyoon
Me: I must have been a little annoyed
Soeurang: Uh
Me: I couldn’t
Me: I made a mistake
Sourang: I’m sorry for bothering you.
Me: I can get annoyed
Me: I wish I was more careful
Me: Because I just made porridge
Me: Even if I fall on my shoes
Me: It was hot enough to burn me
Me: If Seoyoon fell on her face
Sourang: …
Me: what were you trying to do
Soeurang: I won’t do that in the future
Me: The location was also close
Me: just a little bit off
Me: I wish her face was burned
Sourang: I’m sorry
Me: What if you’re sorry for me
Me: you are the one who gets hurt
Me: Getting hurt while playing
Me: I can control it to some extent
Me: There’s no answer to getting hurt because you’re stupid
Sourang: …
Me: I’m pissed off talking about it
Soeurang: I’m angry… ?
Me: I’m just mad at that
Me: be careful
Me: Seoyoon is also different from before
Me: Now I get annoyed and dissatisfied
Me: If you like it, you say you like it
Sourang: yes
Me: It’s not that it’s bad
Me: Too much of anything is bad
Me: Of course, I’m just getting out of my life.
Me: It might sound funny if I do this to you
Sourang: I don’t think so
Me: I think so
Me: really this
Me: how do you feel
Me: I feel like looking back on my life
Sourang: …
Me: So I can’t be angry
Me: I wish it was like before haha
Me: Whether or not Seoyoon cries
Me: I would have shut up and put my soul first
Soeurang: In the past, I would have been scolded… ?
Me: How is Seoyoon?
Me: lol
Me: Do you like getting scolded?
Soeulang: Rather than being neglected at first
Soeurang: I’d rather get scolded
Soeurang: I thought it was better
Me: Even if I say I didn’t neglect it
Soeurang: Anyway, I felt the same way.
Me: left alone
Me: Conversely, I get annoyed
Me: keep going
Me: I’ll go to neglect play next time
Me: Leave it alone for a week
