Chapter 227 – Monday, May 26 5 PM (6)
Me: I’m trying
Me: It’s a bit difficult to be honest
Me: Until a while ago
Me: I thought I was angry from the top of my head
Me: I was thinking about how to apologize
Chocolate Milk: No, I’m really angry now haha
Chocolate milk: Originally after complaining moderately
Chocolate milk: I was thinking of accepting your apology
Chocolate milk: If you even say that you will lose money
Chocolate Milk: Haven’t you finished talking now?
Chocolate Milk: Is there any reason I should be patient?
Me: No, I don’t think about that now
Chocolate Milk: What did I do wrong?
Me: I didn’t do anything wrong
Chocolate Milk: No, he said he would be honest.
Chocolate Milk: Tell me where haha
Chocolate milk: Because I have complaints
Chocolate milk: I’m not talking like that.
Me: No complaints… If you say
Chocolate milk: You mean there is?
Me: The situation itself
Me: Except that I don’t like it
Me: I don’t think so
Me: If you have to ask
Me: I was wrong
Me: Do you have any complaints?
Chocolate milk: You say you don’t like it?
Me: I didn’t want to say anything because it seemed like a red flag
Me: If it’s me, fuck it, then you’ll feel comfortable haha
Me: I know exactly what kind of reaction will come
Me: I can’t say anything other than I’m sorry
Chocolate milk: I’m so dumbfounded
Chocolate milk: In my head haha
Chocolate milk: I can’t organize it right now
Me: yes
Me: I suddenly said this
Me: I’m very sorry
Me: But like I kept saying
Chocolate Milk: Can’t it be like this?
Me: I think you would be of the same opinion.
Chocolate Milk: Do you really think so?
Me: I know that much even if I don’t lie
Me: Suddenly, I didn’t even make an appointment
Me: Aren’t they using a group to come home?
Me: To the guy dying from a hangover
Me: Handing over the beer I bought at the convenience store
Me: I heard that I drank less because I was cooking
Me: Make them fit for a drinking party two days in a row
Chocolate milk: ok
Chocolate Milk: Wrong
Chocolate Milk: Was it that hard?
Chocolate milk: Enough to decide to stop losing money?
Me: That’s not what I meant
Chocolate Milk: He said he thought so at first.
Me: I’m reflecting
Chocolate Milk: Isn’t it just because you were scolded by the man?
Me: Since when did I listen to you so well?
Chocolate milk: it makes me speechless
Me: And you have complaints too
Me: I don’t know if it’s dissatisfaction or anxiety
Me: I think it’s probably because of the furrow
Me: You didn’t want it to go on like this, did you?
Choco Milk: Why is Furangi again?
Me: I don’t know exactly when it was.
Me: He told me that he would be jealous of Eulang
Me: I think I was talking about that kind of nuance
Chocolate milk: It was because the treatment was so different from me.
Me: Maybe I’m more interested
Chocolate milk: I’m not talking about that.
Me: then?
Chocolate Milk: You said you didn’t do that to me
Chocolate Milk: I’m not that kind of person in the first place.
Chocolate milk: I thought I should give up
Chocolate milk: With extreme sincerity for the furry
Choco Milk: Because she accepts all the pampering and is cute
Me: You seem to have gone mental a lot right now
Chocolate milk: I think so
Me: And the fact that I didn’t do it to you
Me: I wish it was like usual haha
Me: Everyone is different
Me: I guess I said that
Chocolate milk: It’s a habit
Me: Because I thought there was a problem with me
Me: Just because we’ve been close friends for a long time
Me: I think I may have neglected you
Chocolate milk: I really hate this kind of thing.
Me: yes
Chocolate milk: I broke up with my boyfriend a lot
Chocolate milk: I know roughly what it feels like
Chocolate milk: That feeling right before you get kicked
Chocolate Milk: But I feel more miserable?
Me: I really have nothing to say
Chocolate Milk: Honestly, I want to do well with you again
Chocolate Milk: It’s true that I had that kind of mind.
Chocolate milk: To be honest, when I think about your face at that time
Chocolate milk: I also know what is best for us
Chocolate milk: Even if you don’t like it, you start to think
Me: yes
Chocolate Milk: Are you going out with Eulang?
Me: don’t you know?
Chocolate milk: If that’s the best, you’ll do it.
Me: maybe so
Chocolate Milk: Then you can go out
Chocolate milk: I don’t have to go with my sister
Chocolate milk: I will lose money
Chocolate Milk: Do I even have to say that?
Me: I’m not saying you’re going to lose your hand
Me: Which one is best for us
Me: Let’s think together
Me: You don’t have to go to extremes
Chocolate milk: It sounds the same haha
Chocolate Milk: If you say that to me now
Chocolate Milk: Now you quietly shut up
Chocolate Milk: Is there anything else I can say to step back?
Me: I said to be honest
Me: I won’t deny it
Me: That’s one of the ways
Chocolate milk: look
Me: But if the fucking stop loss was that easy
Me: I already turned my back on you the day we broke up
Me: Everyone has regrets
Me: I wish I had a more certain personality
Me: Knowing that it gets more difficult with time
Me: Would you have remained in an ambiguous relationship with you until now?
Chocolate milk: Now it’s a bad match at all haha
Me: Is there anyone who has no regrets when parting?
Me: The couple who dated for 5 years and 10 years broke up
Me: Even couples who have lived together for the rest of their lives get divorced.
Me: Is there any reason why I am the only one special?
Me: Because I was just fucking stupid and stupid
Me: I dragged on and made it all the way here
Chocolate Milk: So?
Me: what
Chocolate Milk: What are you asking me to do?
Me: Because I don’t want to say hurry up
Me: think about what to do next
Me: I thought it couldn’t be like this
Me: I tried to be as honest as possible
Me: You can think differently
Chocolate milk: What if there is no conclusion?
Me: Until we reach a conclusion that we can both agree on
Me: For the time being, I won’t be able to do anything, damn it
Me: But I don’t intend to go over moderately
Me: In the meantime, I went over Eoyeongbuyeong several times.
Me: When I think about what kind of tail I ended up coming back to
Me: I think I will regret it for the same reason next time
Chocolate milk: I thought it was wrong from the first button
Chocolate Milk: I’ve been in a really messed up mood since before.
Chocolate Milk: Why do I always end up like this?
Chocolate Milk: You said we shouldn’t have dated in the first place
Chocolate milk: I don’t think I’m really compatible with you
Chocolate Milk: I hope I can meet a better person
Me: I’m sorry that it seems like it was unilaterally notified
Chocolate milk: If you’re really sorry
Chocolate Milk: No, that’s okay.
Chocolate milk: I don’t intend to fight anyway
Chocolate Milk: What else can I say here?
Chocolate Milk: I will only repeat what I said
Me: sure
Chocolate milk: Then I’m the only one who gets nauseous again
Chocolate milk: Noona has pride too, right?
Chocolate milk: I don’t want to get ugly in front of you
Me: Think slowly and tell me
Chocolate milk: I have thoughts that I sometimes have?
Me: what is it all of a sudden
Chocolate milk: It wasn’t suddenly, it was like that before
Chocolate Milk: Was it really filthy and melancholy?
Chocolate milk: Or fall to the bottom of your ego
Chocolate milk: At dawn when I wonder why I am alive
Me: About three or four times a month
Chocolate Milk: But I was grateful to you every time that happened?
Chocolate Milk: Because I don’t sleep until late haha
Chocolate milk: I answer every time I call
Chocolate milk: I hear a lot of complaints
Chocolate milk: Actually, there are more times when I didn’t.
Chocolate milk: You comforted me and encouraged me.
Me: yes
Chocolate milk: But on really gloomy days
Chocolate milk: I will treat you like this
Chocolate milk: There is no reason to be treated
Chocolate Milk: That’s what I think.
Me: With the fact that you listened to my complaint
Me: What is treatment?
Me: And it wasn’t just for you
Chocolate milk: It must have been so because of your personality.
Me: Unexpectedly, I listen to a lot of counseling
Chocolate Milk: Yes, okay haha
Chocolate Milk: Even so
Me: Is that why it was like that?
Chocolate milk: ?
Chocolate milk: what
Me: No, sometimes when I listen to your complaints
Me: There are days that end strangely and unsatisfyingly
Me: It’s like being strangely calm.
Me: For some reason, the context doesn’t connect?
Me: After talking about very incoherent things
Me: The day I said thank you and hung up after sinking down
Chocolate milk: yes
Me: Then you must drink soon
Me: He called me because he became a gongra
Me: You said you don’t know how hard it is
Chocolate Milk: There are days when I hate being alone.
Me: yes yes
Chocolate Milk: Anyway, thank you so much
Chocolate Milk: Because he still likes me
Chocolate milk: You do it well this way
Chocolate Milk: But if you fall in love with me in the future
Chocolate milk: Or because I got a girl I really like
Chocolate Milk: If you feel uncomfortable around me
Chocolate Milk: What should I do then?
Me: ha
Chocolate milk: Have you ever thought about that?
Me: yes
Chocolate milk: What is the truth?
Me: lingering… Although this remained
Me: I didn’t think too deeply.
Me: I can date you again
Me: I don’t think so
Chocolate milk: I think so
Me: Why did you break up with your boyfriend?
Me: I’ve been listening to it several times lol
Me: If I start dating him again
Me: I really want to kick the side
Chocolate Milk: That’s what I thought
Chocolate milk: Break a bag with your head?
Me: No, it’s half a joke
Me: What is it from a while ago haha
Me: What do you want to say?
Chocolate milk: The lingering feelings you are talking about are not love feelings, right?
Chocolate milk: It might have been right after we broke up, but
Chocolate Milk: At least not now haha
Me: what else is it?
Chocolate Milk: You might know better, right?
Chocolate Milk: Seeing you dive this time
Chocolate milk: I think worrying alone is my specialty
SYSTEM :// [Soeulang] Has entered.
Sourang: Hello
With Soeu: ?
Chocolate milk: How are you?
With Soeu: ?
Soeurang: Why are you here at this time?
Soeurang: Didn’t you go to work today?
Me: You’re not feeling well
Soeurang: Are you in a lot of pain?
Soeurang: Then I have to go to the hospital.
Chocolate milk: It’s okay.
Me: Why are you here so early?
Soeurang: I told you it would be a bit late.
Me: So why are you here now?
Sourang: Why?
Soeulang: I went to the library, got a scan, and came right away.
Me: yes yes
Me: good job
Chocolate Milk: You must be busy, but you have a lot of trouble playing with Nang.
Sourang: It’s okay… Lol
Soeurang: I don’t waste time like that.
Chocolate Milk: The furry is nice haha
Whisper [Choco Milk]: Talk to you later
Whisper [Choco Milk]: Answer the phone when I call
Whisper [Choco Milk]: Noona, I’m really upset today
Whisper to [Choco Milk] : ㅇㅋ
Whisper [Chocolate Milk]: Noona is so embarrassed
Whisper [Choco Milk]: I can’t speak well
Whisper [Choco Milk]: After organizing your thoughts
Whisper to [Choco Milk]: Got it
SYSTEM :// [Choco Milk] Has left.
Soeurang: You left without saying goodbye
Sourang: Are you okay?
Sourang: I was going to ask
Me: Yoona Seo
Sourang: What is it?
Me: Are you okay?
Soeurang: You asked about that before.
Soeurang: It’s much better haha
Soeurang: Fortunately, the owner
Soeurang: I bought you medicine and porridge yesterday
Soeurang: I think I’m much better now.
Soeurang: I don’t think I need to go to the hospital.
Me: glad
Sourang: But what happened?
Me: why?
Soeurang: For some reason, the atmosphere… Lol
Soeurang: At a strange timing
Soeurang: I think I came in
Me: Yoona Seo
Soeurang: Meong
Me: comfort me
With Soeu: ?
Me: What’s your reaction
Sourang: Master, what happened?
Soeurang: I think so haha
Soeulang: Suddenly asking for some comfort
Me: I’m a human too, so haha
Me: Don’t you need comfort?
Sourang: What’s going on?
Me: Don’t ask for details
Me: Just do something pretty
Me: haha
Me: I feel really good
Me: Go home and open the door
Me: Sitting on your lap all day
Me: I want to hug you so you can’t escape
Soeurang: Huh… Lol
Me: Honestly, I’m on the edge right now too?
Soeurang: I sent you a picture the other day
Sourang: You don’t like it very much.
Soeurang: A pretty thing… Lol
Soeurang: I’m embarrassed because you said it so suddenly
Me: No matter how self-sufficient these past few days are,
Me: Getting scolded, beaten, reflecting, regretting
Me: Caught, cursed, and urged
Me: Because I know I did something wrong
Me: Even if there is something I want to say, hold it in
Me: Because I eat dog claws everywhere
Me: I feel like I want to be comforted too haha
Soeurang: Why are you so weak?
Me: You are the only one who heals in life
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: What’s so hard?
Soeurang: Are you having trouble studying?
Soeurang: Or is it a different problem?
Me: don’t ask me for details
Me: You don’t even listen to me
Me: really haha
Me: I knew it from the time I pretended
Soeurang: What should I do because I’m nervous…
Me: oh
Sourang: But what really happened?
Soeurang: Why did you suddenly ask for comfort?
Soeurang: Was it the last time you were sick?
Soeurang: I’ve never heard of it other than that time.
Me: what the fuck life is always
Soeurang: That’s right haha
Soeulang: Me too during the lecture today
Soeulang: The day after tomorrow, I will give a quiz
Soeurang: Because it is reflected in grades
Soeurang: I really wanted to throw away the book.
Me: haha
Soeurang: I was confident to throw and hit
Me: Our Seoyoon is quite fierce haha
Me: I don’t think I’ve ever been calm
Soeurang: It’s because there are more and more things to do.
Soeurang: You know that you only listen to your own classes haha
Me: Professors are like that
Soeurang: Even before the final exams
Soeurang: There’s only one month left
Soeulang: The number of assignments shows no sign of diminishing.
Me: I see
Me: your final exam
Me: when is that
Soeurang: It’s true that it started on the 16th.
Sourang: When did it end?
Sourang: Wait a minute
Soeurang: I wrote it down on my calendar
Me: yes
Soeurang: It ends on the 20th
Me: Exactly a week
Soeurang: Don’t waste the tuition
Soeurang: It seems that the schedule is fully filled haha
Me: oh yeah
Me: Yoona Seo
Me: I have something to tell you
Soeurang: Yes, my master.
Me: Our server decided to close on the 21st
With Soeu: ?
Me: There is a server that was running here
Me: Gildong is with Never’s uncle
Me: The two of us talked
Me: I decided to keep it until next month
Sourang: Then what should I do… ?
Me: what should I do
Soeurang: Does chatting matter?
Me: yes
Me: You can continue chatting as it is
Soeurang: Then the video inside it
Soeurang: Are they all flying away?
Me: Unless you make a backup beforehand
Me: I should erase everything before that
Me: Even if I close the server
Me: Because access rights are disappearing
Me: I don’t know how to get around
Sourang: I’m glad… Lol
Me: What are you happy about?
Soeurang: As a punishment before, the owner haha
Soeurang: If I do something wrong
Soeulang: Upload it to the erotic video server
Soeurang: I said I’d let everyone see it, right?
Me: Did I?
Soeurang: Isn’t the owner really dementia?
Soeurang: No, how haha
Soeurang: I can’t remember what he said.
Me: Is it because there are so many things to remember these days?
Me: It feels like something keeps flowing down
Me: I think I said something like that haha
Soeurang: You have to keep reminding me from the side haha
Soeulang: I live with a secretary next to me then.
Me: lol
Soeurang: I’m not in a good mood today?
Soeurang: The answer from earlier was strange.
Soeurang: I think I’m very tired haha
Me: Does that look like a chat?
Soeurang: Usually, when I say something,
Soeurang: You’re just biting and stretching haha
Soeurang: If you said that just now
Soeurang: I must have replied with a word.
Soeurang: Why do I want to be quiet today?
Me: Even though you don’t seem to
Me: Do you know how to scratch?
With Soeu: haha
Me: what the heck
Me: don’t look like this
Soeurang: It’s subtly addictive
Soeurang: Like the owner haha
Soeurang: holding a horse’s tail and hanging it
Me: Things to reflect on are piled up like a mountain, really
With Soeu: haha
Me: It’s okay, so do something pretty
Me: I’m busy on weekdays
Me: I’m sick on the weekend
Me: I haven’t been able to play for a while
Soeurang: A pretty thing?
Me: yes
Me: There are so many difficult things these days
Me: I need to heal while watching you
Soeurang: What should I do to feel better… Lol
