Chapter 225 – Monday, May 26 5 PM (4)
Me: Should I tell you this?
Me: After thinking about it for almost two weeks
Me: I felt like I was going to have a hole in my stomach
Chocolate milk: It’s no longer useless chatter
Chocolate milk: It’s a joke, after all
Chocolate Milk: Is your sister a fool?
Chocolate milk: haha
Chocolate milk: You know everything when you look at it
Me: I think it’s funny
Chocolate milk: what
Me: We’re not even dating anymore
Me: Why do I want to notice you
Me: To be honest, you meet a guy too
Me: I’m living my own way haha
Chocolate milk: Are you unhappy that you can’t do that?
Chocolate milk: I want to be that popular
Chocolate milk: My sister didn’t know that lol
Me: Rather than being unfair
Me: What can I say haha
Me: I don’t understand
Chocolate Milk: What do you need to convince?
Me: Why am I living like this?
Chocolate Milk: Have you been hit in life too?
Chocolate Milk: haha
Chocolate milk: It’s that kind of season, right?
Me: Why do I still look at your complexion first?
Me: It’s been years
Me: I wonder if there are any regrets like this
Me: I still don’t want to offend you
Me: I felt pathetic when I saw her desperate.
Chocolate milk: That’s it, because it’s common for each other haha
Chocolate milk: I’m not in a position to say anything.
Chocolate milk: Noona, I don’t understand that part
Me: what
Chocolate milk: Because I fell in love with another girl
Chocolate Milk: Even though I’m with my sister
Chocolate milk: I’m not saying it felt like I was digging
Me: similar
Chocolate Milk: Did you think I was mad at you for that?
Me: You hate that kind of shit
Me: I met you because of an assignment
Me: No matter how I explain it haha
Me: I change my complexion and get angry
Chocolate milk: I craved it a little too hard haha
Me: Did you cause trauma?
Me: pretty cute in front of a girl
Me: compliments like this don’t come out of my mouth
Chocolate Milk: That’s your situation.
Me: That’s really…
Chocolate Milk: Then, obviously, I have a girlfriend next to me.
Chocolate Milk: Is it normal to talk to other girls on the phone?
Me: It’s not another girl, it’s just a junior
Chocolate milk: whatever
Me: Did I flirt with him?
Me: Or did you make another appointment?
Me: Because of the next lecture and assignment
Me: You only said what was necessary
Me: And it’s urgent right now
Me: no, fuck it
Me: If we move on to the old story here
Me: I think I need to do another one
Me: My hands keep itching from a while ago
Chocolate Milk: No, that’s okay.
Chocolate Milk: So?
Me: what
Chocolate milk: Why do you keep talking about 3,000 po?
Chocolate Milk: Clearly organize your words
Chocolate Milk: What do you want to say in the end?
Chocolate Milk: You thought I was angry
Me: yes
Chocolate milk: To be honest, I don’t understand it.
Chocolate milk: Roughly, for that reason
Chocolate milk: I didn’t even answer the phone
Chocolate milk: You mean you saved yourself?
Me: Rather than sacrificing myself
Chocolate Milk: Then?
Me: I just said that shit lol
Chocolate milk: what to say
Chocolate milk: The one you said you couldn’t get a sense of?
Me: listening to your voice
Me: what to do
Me: I have no idea
Chocolate milk: yes
Me: When you get angry, you’re the type of person who recklessly crashes into me
Me: Because I don’t avoid fights that come
Me: I thought we were going to fight again.
Chocolate milk: It sounds like you saved your body.
Chocolate Milk: What if you say it’s not you?
Chocolate milk: Yes, okay haha
Chocolate milk: But noona, I have to tell you this too.
Me: what
Chocolate Milk: Was your sister angry?
I know
Chocolate Milk: But not for the reason you think
Chocolate milk: After worrying a lot haha
Choco Milk: I didn’t even get a call from you all of a sudden
Chocolate milk: He said he needed time to think
Chocolate Milk: I’m angry that I went diving
Me: I’m really sorry
Chocolate milk: With a face that looks like it will die right away haha
Chocolate Milk: Not a word until morning
Chocolate milk: I sent you home like that
Chocolate milk: You don’t even know that people care
Me: yes
Me: sorry
Chocolate milk: I’m not even dating
Chocolate milk: You must have been angry for that reason?
Chocolate Milk: Do you think you’re still in your early 20s?
Chocolate Milk: Didn’t you tell me that nothing has changed?
Choco Milk: You are the same, it’s a dog.
Me: that’s right
Me: no progress
Chocolate milk: I can only laugh
Chocolate milk: Really haha
Chocolate milk: I thought you were angry?
Me: sorry
Chocolate milk: I guess you ran away after all
Chocolate Milk: Because I’m afraid to fight
Chocolate Milk: haha
Chocolate milk: Noona is really haha
Chocolate Milk: How worried were you?
Me: Didn’t it look that bad?
Chocolate milk: Because my face is black and dead
Chocolate milk: I saw it and knew it was wrong
Chocolate milk: For a sick child
Chocolate milk: I thought I overdid it
Chocolate milk: I even thought of calling 911
Me: yes
Chocolate milk: I thought you were angry?
Chocolate milk: For just that reason haha
Chocolate Milk: You didn’t even answer the phone?
Chocolate milk: Are you mad about that?
Me: Whatever you say now seems like an excuse
Me: If you meet with your thoughts unorganized
Me: After fighting until we are exhausted
Me: As usual, have a drink and reconcile
Me: I thought it would be Yuyamuya again
Chocolate Milk: You hate that?
Me: yes
Chocolate Milk: You didn’t want to reconcile with your sister?
Me: reconciliation… Than I didn’t want to
Me: I definitely wanted to point out
Me: If I just skip this time
Me: I thought there would be no more chances
Chocolate Milk: What chance?
Me: Of course I couldn’t do it alone
Me: After being scolded by Daddy Never
Me: I did a lot of reflection too
Chocolate Milk: What chance?
Me: Honestly, it’s not normal, this
Chocolate milk: ?
Me: Don’t you think it’s weird?
Me: We broke up a few years ago
Me: We are still friends haha
Me: Yeah, well, as far as being close
Me: It’s rare, but let’s say it can happen?
Me: It’s not like I don’t have female friends either.
Chocolate Milk: What?
Me: But I don’t keep in touch with my ex-girlfriend?
Chocolate Milk: You were the one who asked me to be friends first.
Me: honestly
Me: yes
Me: I said it because I had regrets
Me: Everyone has a very different personality
Me: Right before we broke up
Me: We fought every time we saw your face
Chocolate milk: yes
Me: Aren’t you tired?
Chocolate milk: first
Chocolate Milk: go ahead
Me: I was really bored and hated it lol
Me: But I don’t know if it’s because it’s my first girlfriend
Me: I didn’t think I’d let go easily
Me: I’m tired of fighting so much
Me: I’m not completely out of touch
Me: That’s why you accepted it too
Chocolate milk: that’s right
Me: But after breaking up with you
Me: Everyone around me did that
Me: Originally with my ex-girlfriend
Me: I’m not in touch
Me: I liked her and we dated her
Me: More than I keep messing around
Me: He said he would never see me as a friend
Chocolate milk: no matter what others say
Chocolate Milk: How are you, we?
Chocolate Milk: haha
Chocolate Milk: What’s wrong with you now?
Me: yes
Chocolate Milk: Since when did you care about ordinary things?
Me: We got along well
Me: but to others
Me: it doesn’t look like that
Me: You know that too haha
Chocolate Milk: What does it matter to other people?
Me: You can’t talk like that
Chocolate Milk: No, I know haha
Chocolate Milk: Because you hate that kind of thing.
Chocolate milk: If I had a boyfriend
Chocolate milk: deliberately not contacting me
Chocolate Milk: You only met Gil-dong, right?
Me: yes
Chocolate milk: I didn’t mind at all
Chocolate Milk: Only after you say we broke up
Chocolate Milk: See you again haha
Chocolate Milk: Do you know how sad I was?
Me: Is it okay if it doesn’t matter?
Me: I have nothing to say now
Me: when I have a girlfriend
Me: I was trying not to meet you
Me: It was a problem because you didn’t pay attention
Chocolate milk: What am I
Me: I come home and hang out
Me: What kind of girlfriend would let that go?
Me: Of course we fight hard
Me: If this is the case, say let’s break up
Chocolate Milk: They weren’t going to last long anyway
Me : ?
Chocolate Milk: Their personalities are completely different in the first place, so what?
Chocolate Milk: A woman who accepts your temper
Chocolate milk: Do you know how common it is?
Chocolate milk: Every time we fight and break up
Chocolate milk: It was obvious that it wouldn’t last long, so what?
Me: I’m honestly kind of regretting it
Me: I could have done a lot better
Me: Seeing how you dated me
Me: They were kind and good kids
Me: What the hell were you blinded to?
Me: I don’t think I took it seriously
Chocolate Milk: So is it because of me?
Me: I did it because I was the one to kill
Me: Who are you going to blame now?
Me: It just happened
Chocolate Milk: Then what the hell is the problem?
Me: Did you hear me correctly?
Chocolate milk: You heard it right then
Chocolate milk: It’s not because of the furry
Me: Why do you keep falling for that?
Me: I think I should be annoyed
Me: yes
Me: that’s true
Me: In the end, it’s because of the furrow.
Chocolate milk: You admit it surprisingly quickly
Me: what are you doing now
Me: Suddenly lol
Me: you know
Me: Isn’t that why you asked?
Chocolate Milk: Until a little while ago, they wouldn’t admit it even if they died.
Me: I’m not particularly revealing privacy, so what?
Me: After all, it’s my personal problem
Me: It has nothing to do with Eulang lol
Chocolate milk: I don’t like it
Me: No, can’t we just say it’s not related?
Chocolate milk: ?
Me: At first I thought it was an opportunity
Me: First, deal with the accumulated problems
Me: in a relaxed state
Me: I was planning to seriously think about it
Me: just thinking that way
Me: They said they were using it as an excuse
Chocolate milk: I don’t know what you’re talking about.
Me: Talk about being scolded by Never’s father
Chocolate milk: ?
Me: Because I can’t behave properly
Me: I keep making you anxious these days
Me: Because it has nothing to do with you
Me: I want you to be alone over there
Me: It can look like bullying
Me: I only felt that way after being scolded
Chocolate Milk: You’re talking about Urang, right?
Me: yes
Chocolate milk: I have no idea what you’re talking about.
Chocolate Milk: Is it because you feel sorry for Eulang?
Me: If you say this with my mouth
Me: I know you’ll laugh a lot
Chocolate milk: Is this a funny story?
Me: To some extent, come to your senses later
Me: I think I brought a reason, but
Me: At the time, I didn’t even know why
Me: I don’t know why I feel sorry for Eulang
Me: I felt like I was going to die just because of the guilt
Chocolate milk: I think so
Me : ?
Chocolate Milk: Tell me honestly
Chocolate Milk: What’s your relationship with Eulang?
Me: You said you didn’t want to answer that earlier
Chocolate milk: don’t know where it went
Chocolate milk: call the exact relationship
Chocolate Milk: How are you two?
Chocolate Milk: You can say that much.
Me: Will you get angry if I say no?
Chocolate milk: Until I tell you honestly
Chocolate milk: I’m going to scratch the nagging
Me: but we’re not really in a relationship
Me: If you have to say, between seeing each other?
Me: I think I feel like a girl.
Me: I don’t know what to do yet
Me: I’m just trying to take care of things
Me: I’m just nagging you hard
Chocolate Milk: Do you feel guilty about not having a relationship?
Me: what kind of relationship should be
Me: I can’t decide
Me: It’s not that I don’t have feelings
Chocolate Milk: If it’s good, it’s good
Chocolate Milk: Why can’t I decide?
Chocolate milk: Isn’t that indecisive?
Me: I don’t have anything to say even after hearing such a thing haha
Me: I honestly don’t know what’s best yet
Me: Me too, I’m not a proper human being
Me: I don’t have very good memories of dating
Me: I’m still at the stage of hesitating, but
Chocolate milk: You really haha
Me: I’m serious though
Me: To have a leisurely conversation
Me: Especially in the case of furrows haha
Me: There’s nothing good about hurrying
Me: What is the best outcome for each other?
Me: I don’t think I should judge myself
Chocolate milk: So you can’t answer?
Me: not yet
Chocolate milk: Noona, I don’t know, Nang
Me: what
Chocolate milk: Are you procrastinating because you don’t like taking responsibility?
Chocolate Milk: Or because the other person is really important
Chocolate milk: Are you seriously trying to decide?
Me: The latter… I think it will be
Me: At least I have no intention of delaying
Chocolate milk: Do you like furry so much?
Me: I want to treat you with respect
Me: I also have personal responsibilities
Me: if you say
Me: I think you’ll misunderstand in a weird way
Chocolate Milk: Nothing happened?
Me: yes
Chocolate milk: lol
Me: Because old man never told me
Me: Responsibility is… What did you say?
Me: oh right
Me: It’s like a by-product of the result
Chocolate milk: What are you talking about?
Me: I don’t know
Chocolate milk: ?
Me: How do you know when you don’t explain
Chocolate milk: But suddenly why?
Me: After hearing the same thing a few days ago
Me: I’ve been thinking about what that means.
Me: I just decided to understand it literally
Me: I wish I was that old now
Me: Take responsibility for your actions
Chocolate milk: I think it’s a little different haha
Me: But that’s what the old man would say
Chocolate milk: Yes, but haha
Chocolate Milk: That’s too obvious
Chocolate milk: I’m not even a high school student
Chocolate milk: Of course you have to take responsibility
Me: yes
Me: of course
Chocolate Milk: Did you do anything responsible?
Me: everything in the world is your responsibility
Me: I swiped my card, so my bank account is empty
Me: Because I ate too much, I gained weight
Me: I confessed, so we’re dating
Me: I drank, so I got a hangover
Chocolate Milk: Why is he suddenly like this?
Me: I just suddenly felt that way
Me: The trivial act he committed
Me: What will come back
Me: How do I take responsibility for that?
Me: Is there anyone who lives while thinking about everything?
Chocolate milk: No, usually… ?
Me: But someone has to take responsibility
Me: And that’s usually me haha
Me: like you just said
Me: If you think about it, it makes sense
Me: Isn’t everyone forgetting?
Chocolate milk: If you think about it, you get stressed out
Chocolate milk: I have to live while forgetting in moderation
Chocolate milk: But why is that all of a sudden?
Me: just curious what you think
Chocolate Milk: I’ve never really thought about it.
Chocolate milk: I think it sounds right
Chocolate milk: Especially the credit card bill haha
Me: haha
Chocolate Milk: So?
Me: I can’t stay like this forever
Me: Of course, it’s true that I’ve had fun so far
Me: Except for my mental weakness haha
Me: I think I was a good enough friend
Chocolate milk: Is this also because of the furrow?
Me: um
Chocolate Milk: Is it because your sister made a mistake?
Chocolate Milk: Because of Eurangi’s older sister
Chocolate Milk: Did you say it was very difficult?
Me: It’s true that I feel sorry for Eulang
Me: It’s true that I don’t want to make you anxious
Me: But more fundamentally
Me: I also talked to Gildong.
Me: for me… Is a little bigger
Chocolate milk: So, did sister-in-law do something wrong?
Me: If I dragged on for years
Me: It’s time to come to a conclusion
Me: Come to think of it
Me: I think it’s too late
Chocolate milk: until now
Chocolate milk: No big fight
Chocolate Milk: You’ve been good enough
Me: I’ve been doing well so far
Me: I can’t keep doing this
Chocolate Milk: Can’t we?
Me: We really have no lingering feelings for each other
Me: If we had decided to remain as good friends
Me: Yeah well, even if it’s awkward
Me: After a while
Me: There’s a chance you’ll get along, but
Me: We’re not like that lol
Chocolate Milk: What are we doing then?
Me: It’s only now that the bill has arrived.
Me: Because I kept delaying repayment
Me: The interest rate has increased like a snowball
Me: I can talk to you before it’s too late
Me: I’m rather fortunate now
