LAN Line Teaching Record 218

Chapter 218 – Saturday, May 24 0:00 AM (3)

Me: I only thought about it for a week
Me: I didn’t do anything
Me: Isn’t that a bit harsh?
Me: Looks like there’s a hole in the top

Never Die: A week isn’t a long time, but I think it’s enough to boil the inside?
Never Die: While Nangi was thinking hard, how did the other people feel?
Never Die: It might be a good idea to take this opportunity to think about it.
Never Die: If you can’t do that, no matter how much you think about it, you’ll only be satisfied with yourself.

Me: no, so

Never Die: We’ve never met and talked to each other properly.

Me: It’s my fault

Never Die: I fully understand the need for time, but
Never Die: Anyway, isn’t it your decision?
Never Die: Shouldn’t it have been clear to the other party?
Never Die: It would be meaningless to play drums and janggu alone.
Never Die: It’s Nangi’s bad habit, but it’s hard to fix.

Me: ha

Never Die: If you have any idea what the problem is, while Nangi-nim is thinking about it,
Neverdie: I’d like to think about what kind of judgment the two of you made.

Me: I don’t know what’s wrong

Never Die: That’s good.

Me: But I don’t know why there are two of them?

Never Die: Of course it’s Soeulang-nim and Choco-san.

Me: Even if Kyeong-eun is like that
Me: Why do you keep talking about howling?

Never Die: From what I’ve heard, Soeulang-nim is said to have a timid personality.

Me: I’m fat

Never die: haha

Me: I can’t speak to people properly
Me: I tremble even when our eyes meet
Me: Don’t you try to cry often?
Me: He said it was uncomfortable to be together
Me: They say they don’t like being alone because they’re lonely again

Gil-dong 3-ri: It’s annoying

Me: Don’t rush into such a topic

Never Die: If such a person brings out something similar to a confession,

Me: No, let’s not talk about that?
Me: I also avoid mentioning
Me: Why do you keep taking it out?

Never Die: If you use that as an excuse because Soeulang cares about words, do you use it?

Me: no, not an excuse
Me: haha
Me: It’s something I have to worry about
Me: But why is there a fuss around me?

Never Die: Are you going to decide by yourself this time without telling Soeurang?

Me: tsk

Neverdai: Well, I think Nangi misunderstood the word responsibility.
Never Die: Of course, that’s a misconception that men often do.
Neverdie: I don’t know if you remember the two things I told you about.

Me : ?

Never Die: First, always respect the other person’s opinion.
Never Die: Fulfilling responsibility and respect are two different things.
Never Die: And the second
Never Die: Nangi said that he smells like an old man.
Never Die: I think it was probably leaked.

Me: Not once or twice

Never Die: Responsibility is, in the end, just a by-product of the consequences.
Neverdie: I said that before, do you remember?

Me: well

Never Die: It seems like it will take some time to think of it, so let’s repeat it again
Never Die: It’s natural to feel burdened with responsibilities, but
Neverdy: What you really care about is action.
Never Die: Can we say that it is the reason for such a result?
Neverdie: I briefly told you to pay attention to why it happened.

Me: what are you doing

Never Die: Of course, that kind of behavior was close to confession.

Me: It’s not like I’m waiting for you to cry

Never Die: It can’t be.

Me: yes
Me: I know

Never Die: I don’t want to fight Nangi either.

Me: I don’t fight a fight I can’t win

Never die: haha

Me: ok shit
Me: I’ll just listen
Me: I have nothing to say anyway

Never Die: The reason Nangi-nim is sensitive about that part is
Never Die: Probably because I don’t know how to judge myself.
Never Die: It seems that your aggressive tendencies are revealed inadvertently.
Never Die: In a situation like now where I am attracted to Soeulang-nim
Never Die: You probably don’t like the idea of ​​giving Choco some spare time.

Me: You said you didn’t want to fight

Never Die: Of course.

Me: People get angry when they are hit hard

Never Die: You can’t be that immature.
Never Die: Nangi-nim is now old too.
Never Die: I don’t believe I’ll ever act like I did when I was 20.

Me: I said it half as a joke
Me: I’m crying when I hear that

Never Die: Or you can say no.
Never Die: I don’t know what Nangi thinks, but
Neverdie: I don’t want to preach a sermon.
Never Die: Because of Nangi’s personality, I don’t think he’ll listen anyway. Haha

Me: I lowered my guard so just hit me

Never die: haha

Me: after

Never Die: Anyway, yes. Even if you are not attracted to the situation
Never Die: If you confirm that the other person has special feelings
Never Die: It’s true that I feel strange somehow.
Never Die: I want to pay more attention, I am interested, and I fully understand.
Never Die: I react sensitively to gossip, and I want to cover it strangely.

Me: I didn’t mean to say that
Me: I’m not talking about dating.
Me: quickly get to the point just
Me: Don’t keep it in check while adding memes

Never Die: It wasn’t my intention, but I got it.

Me: My stomach hurts

Never Die: What I want to tell you is why Soeurang-nim was driven all the way there.
Never Die: I want Nangi-nim to think about why she acted like that.
Never Die: Surprisingly, there are many cases in which the cause is more important than the result.
Neverdie: Of course, not from the point of view of evaluating intentions, but from the point of view of a clue to a solution.

Me: Are you rushing?
Me: who
Me: What?

Never Die: Of course, Soeurang.

Me: stress… Would have received
Me: Because he said he would meet Choco
Me: It was because I was nervous
Me: I thought she soothed me well
Me: Is that enough to say that it was crowded?

Never Die: The promise to meet Choco may have been a fuse, but
Neverdy: Could there be a more fundamental cause elsewhere?
Never Die: When women get angry, it’s mostly for a combination of reasons.
Never die: The dissatisfaction or irritation that has accumulated so far explodes all at once.
Neverdie: Isn’t it the last drop that always makes the glass overflow?
Never Die: But men try to find out the reason after they explode.
Never Die: I couldn’t help but hear that I didn’t know why I was angry.

Me: Then what should I do?
Me: I didn’t mean to
Me: I was just rushing
Me: I ran into a guardrail

Never Die: Is that one of the factors that make up Soeulang’s personality?

Me: I’m just going to ask if you have that kind of personality
Me: Anyway, you’re messing around with dirty words.
Me: Are you doing that on purpose?

Never die: haha

Me: And that kind of personality is right

Neverdie: Then, do you remember under what circumstances you did that?

Me: What was the situation?
Me: I think the reason was different every time

Never Die: Think carefully.
Never Die: As much as looking at what your opponent is upset about
Never Die: There’s no way to properly identify that person.

Me: When you suddenly cry?

Never Die: Soeurang-nim is suddenly crying.

Me: Sometimes I can’t overcome my temper
Me: Something unfortunate
Me: touch trauma
Me: Or when you’re anxious… Like

Neverdie: Does that happen often?

Me: Because he’s such a traumatic kid
Me: Not often
Me: I have severe emotional ups and downs
Me: Come to think of it, these days
Me: It seems to have gotten worse.

Never Die: Are you usually very weak against stress?

Me: yes

Never Die: Has it gotten worse lately?

Me: no, wait a minute
Me: I know what you mean

Never Die: It’s not like I’m blaming Nangi.
Never Die: I was going to ask if there was a possible cause.
Never Die: You seem to have frequent conversations with Soeurang, so I’d like to hear your opinion.

Me: guess
Better
Me: Not one or two

Never Die: That’s right.

Me: mostly because I’m the cause

Never Die: Is that so?

Me: Maybe he’s mad at me…

Neverdie: I haven’t seen the situation myself, so I can’t cut it out and tell you.
Never Die: But Nangi-nim thinks that maybe it’s her fault
Never Die: Maybe it’s because I have doubts about myself, right?

Me: yes… I have to wait

Never Die: Can you guess the cause of Soeulang-nim’s anxiety?

Me: It’s a bit like too many

Never Die: Do you think that is also your fault?

Me: I didn’t explain properly

Neverdie: What kind of explanation are you talking about?

Me: just something
Me: what I want to know
Me: how come all of them
Me: So it’s a bit difficult to answer

Neverdy: Do you think those things built up slowly?

Me: I guess so

Never Die: Then, in the end, it must mean that Soeuro-nim was also negligent.
Never Die: If you think about it like this, there are a lot of anxiety factors.
Never Die: Whether intentionally or by mistake, it was left unattended.
Never Die: Maybe it didn’t catch my eye.

Me: ha

Never Die: Have you ever explained it properly enough for Soeulang-nim to be satisfied?
Never Die: Have you ever been coerced into covering it up or sneaking through?
Never Die: If the results are bad, no matter how good your intentions will be evaluated, it will be difficult.
Never Die: Take this opportunity to think seriously.
Never Die: Which one was the one who put up with his selfish personality?
Never Die: Even married couples need some level of secrecy,
Neverdie: That’s to avoid causing needless confusion or anxiety.
Never Die: Rather, if it makes the other person anxious, I think it would be a reversal of the truth..

Me: I’ll bring you something to drink

Never Die: Didn’t you say you felt sick to your stomach?

Me: yes shit

Never Die: Be patient. Hehe

Me: I’m craving a cigarette I’ve never smoked before

Never Die: Anyway, from my narrow perspective, it was because Soeulang-nim was very anxious.
Never Die: I think that’s also because of the dissatisfaction that has been steadily piling up.
Never Die: I don’t know if it’s because Soeurang-nim’s heart is kind, but
Never Die: It wasn’t like I directly complained to Nangi, but
Neverdie: All I can think of is that it was driven.

Better
Me: I think I’ll fall behind, really

Never Die: I think you should think more about the cause, not the result.
Never Die: Of course, there is a way of life that says everything is good if the results are good.
Never Die: At least in human relationships, if you neglect that part, it will be a big problem.
Never Die: I thought you learned a little while dating Choco… Is not it?

Me: neglect… I did

Never die: Because the visible results appeared in the best form
Neverdy: There’s no law that says it’s best for everyone.
Never Die: Such results contain latent seeds of anxiety.
Never Die: No one knows when it will sprout.
Never Die: Maybe after a very long time
Never Die: I think it took about 5 years this time.
Never Die: You don’t want to repeat the same mistake in the future, do you?

Me: yes…

Never Die: I think Nangi should pay more attention to the cause rather than the result.
Never Die: That way, you won’t harm your health while obsessing over probation like now.
Never Die: Lately, though, I seem to be a bit more concerned with other people’s feelings.
Never Die: Wasting time talking about worries only after a situation has happened
Never Die: I think it’s the end of laziness that I’ve been steadily building up.

Me: that’s right

Neverdie: Do you know why I said Herbie?

Me: It must be because it’s useless

Never Die: Worries are of course necessary, and prudence is a virtue that should be praised.
Neverdie: But human relationships aren’t just for one person.
Never die: Rather, if it is a worry that makes the opponent nervous and produces the worst result
Neverdie: Well, at least I have to say that it’s hard for me to agree.

Me: okay
Me: I was wrong

Neverdie: I don’t want to apologize to Nangi.

Me: I know

Neverdie: Then, is it an apology to be comfortable alone?

Me: no, that
Me: okay
Me: fuck
Me: I’ll shut up

Neverdie: As I said before, I don’t want to preach.
Never Die: Because I’m in a position where I want to give you weak advice.
Never Die: If Nangi-nim has something in mind, you can say it without hesitation.

Me: what I want to say

Never Die: Yes.

Me: nothing

Neverdie: That’s right.

Me: I have nothing to say
Me: Can I ask you something?
Me: I suddenly had a question

Neverdy: Of course.

Me: like I just said
Me: The reason why Furrang is dissatisfied with me
Me: Honestly, it’s not just one or two things.

Never Die: Yes.

Me: If you say you have complaints against me
Me: I think it’s okay to be angry
Me: Actually, that’s normal
Me: I get annoyed when I have complaints
Me: Don’t talk until we reconcile

Never Die: Is that about Mr. Choco?

Me: no, not necessarily
Me: How to express dissatisfaction
Me: It’s usually like that
Me: At least all the girls I’ve met are like that.

Never Die: Hmm.

Me: Why do you think it exploded like that?

Neverdie: I’m just giving you advice.

Me: I’ll talk to Eulang later
Me: tell me what you think
Me: I think you know better than me

Never Die: I bet you know better than Nangi.
Never Die: I think it was something I wanted to make sure.

Me: Are you uncertain now?

Never Die: If you ask what kind of relationship you have with Soeurang,
Neverdie: Can you answer in one word?

Me: um

Neverdy: Of course, I’m not saying that every relationship has to be named.
Never Die: Ambiguous relationships can be attractive, like flirting.
Never Die: This is a personal area, so it’s a little touchy, but
Never Die: Still, in a situation where Soeulang-nim relies a lot
Never Die: If Nangi-nim showed an ambiguous attitude, there would be anxiety, right?

Me: I know what I did wrong

Never Die: So I think Soeulang-nim also wanted to make it clear.
Never Die: And most people do it the way they are used to.
Never Die: I like to establish relationships with others.
Never Die: I think Nangi-nim knows best.
Never Die: The relationship of love must have been the easiest to understand for Soeu and Nim.

Me: To a topic you’ve never been in love with?

Never Die: Rather than the ambiguous and difficult-to-understand relationship called Diet,
Never Die: I think it’s much more intuitive and easier to understand.
Never Die: And if Soeulang-nim felt that way
Never Die: It must be largely because of Nangi’s lack of explanation.
Never Die: Maybe you feel that dating is more attractive.

Me: after

Never Die: Of course, as Nangi said
Never Die: It must have been impulsive, but
Never Die: You’re not the type to say things without So-Eu and Nim-nim, aren’t you?

Me: I want to believe that

Never die: haha

Me: okay
Me: I’ll talk to you later

Never Die: To be honest, I’m not really worried about Soeulang.
Neverdie: Anyway, you both seem to like each other.
Never Die: If Nangi-nim paid a little attention to details,
Never Die: I can lead the direction in a good enough direction.

Me: so

Neverdy: However, it is better to contact them more often.
Never Die: It should be enough to be annoying to Nangi-nim.

Me: okay

Never Die: Actually, I want to talk to Soeulang directly, but
Never Die: I don’t think it’s going to be an honest conversation.
Never Die: Nangi-nim has no choice but to behave well with this.

Me: yes

Never Die: Making mistakes isn’t a bad thing, but
Never Die: Efforts to correct mistakes
Never Die: It should always be immediate.
Never Die: Prolonging time can only produce the worst results.
Never Die: In that sense, it’s definitely an immature treatment.
Never Die: I hope Nangi-nim will definitely reflect on this part.

Me: I will reflect

Never Die: Then what are you going to do with Choco?
Neverdie: Shall we listen to Nangi’s thoughts?
Never die: If you have been thinking until just before the hole is made in the top
Neverdie: You must have come up with a good solution.