Chapter 177 – Thursday, May 15 6 PM (12)
Me: um
Soeurang: The owner said that before.
Soeurang: You should have one in your mouth
Soeurang: I’ll open the door… Lol
Me: no what
Me: I said so
Me: I did
Me: This is sooooo
Me: How should I take this
Me: I’m seriously thinking about it right now
Sourang: …
Me: once
Me: Yoona Seo
With Soeu: ?
Me: Seo Yoon-ah?
Soeurang: Yes, my master.
Sourang: tell me
Me: If everything you want to say is over
Me: Can I talk now?
Me: Or do you still have something to say?
Sourang: I don’t have anything to say… Lol
Soeurang: A little bit now anyway
Soeurang: I feel like I should be whatever I want to be
Soeurang: I feel like I am choking.
Me: yes
Me: fine
Sourang: Are you okay?
Me: No, it’s good that I can talk
Sourang: Oh… Lol
Me: but before that
Me: Yoona Seo
Sourang: yes
Me: Go and wash your face
Me: With cold water if possible
Me: calm down
Sourang: Why… ?
Me: Let’s cool down and talk again
Sourang: Are you calm?
Sooyoung: It’s okay
Soeurang: Calm down now
Me: Sometimes I’m mistaken like that
Me: I’m perfectly rational now
Me: Do you think it’s a cold state?
Me: But the words that come out of my mouth are a mess
Me: Seoyoon also just said that she wants to be as she is.
Sourang: No, that’s
Me: It’s okay, so let’s listen
Me: that way
Me: I’m not thinking
Me: Because you hate throwing things?
Sourang: Then what should I do?
Me: you taught me
Me: right now
Me: go
Me: Wash your face with cold water
Sourang: I don’t like it
Me: command
Soeurang: It’s an order only at times like this…
Me: I’m not listening
Me: I have to force it
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Me: So what’s the answer?
Me: I won’t say three times
Soeurang: Yes, my master.
Me: yes
Me: so
Soeurang: It’s been a while since I felt like I was being ordered.
Me: Call me when you come
Me: meanwhile
Me: I’m going to take some medicine
Soeurang: I came after washing my face
Sourang: Master
Stomachache: Stomachache
Soeurang: Isn’t it very serious?
Soeurang: You seem to be taking medicine these days.
Me: how are you
Soeurang: Did you take your medicine?
Me: yes
Me: I’m going crazy because it keeps getting hot
Me: It seems to be getting worse these days
Soeurang: Don’t you have to go to the hospital?
Me: Should I just starve today?
Me: No, it’s usually fine
Me: The doctor also said it was stressful.
Soeurang: Eat porridge
Me: yes
Me: I won’t pass on anything else
Me: Is there a place that delivers porridge nearby?
Soeurang: Don’t be sick, really
Me: I wish I did too.
Me: ok whatever
Me: Did you cool down properly?
Soeurang: I washed my face with cold water.
Soeurang: As much as it should be anyway
Soeurang: I wasn’t excited.
Soeurang: Even now, I’m completely sane.
Me: So are you still thinking the same thing?
Soeurang: Well, the owner said that first.
Soeurang: You say you’ll do as you say, but why?
Me: Just tell me not to come
Me: I said it back
Me: Can’t you think of anything?
Soeurang: Yes, why are you telling me not to come?
Me: Then I’ll ask the opposite
Me: why do you want to come
Me: There’s no way there’s anything fun in my room
Me: If you want to meet, outside is enough
Me: Coming to do housework is ridiculous
Sourang: …
Me: It must be because of Kyeong-eun
Me: yes, anyway
Me: Let’s talk about hurting your mouth
Me: I know it’s no use
Soeurang: It’s not because of unnie.
Soeurang: Because I just want to see the owner
Soeurang: I’m going to go play
Soeurang: While that was so serious
Soeurang: Is it enough to tell you not to come?
Me: Everyone’s privacy
Me: Isn’t it a law you don’t want to show?
Soeurang: Then why is unnie?
Me: So, in the end, is that the problem?
Me: no, what’s wrong haha
Me: I knew you would answer that
Soeurang: Uh
Me: But Seo Yoon-ah
Me: After a month of dating Kyeong-eun
Me: Didn’t you come home?
Soeurang: Why do you talk again when you’re dating?
Me: why are you so angry
Me: I don’t know
Me: once
Me: Won’t you listen quietly?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: It wasn’t the house I live in now, but
Me: similarly narrow
Me: It’s dirty because I didn’t even clean it
Me: Because it’s like a ring
Me: It’s really fungus everywhere.
Me: Having to take her girlfriend there
Me: Do you know how stressful it was?
Soeurang: Because I don’t care about that ;-;
Me: No, I’m stressed lol
Me: Hosting a home party at home
Me: I never know the insiders
Me: A house is the end of privacy
Me: I mean, I don’t want to bring anyone with me.
Soeurang: You said you liked house dates.
Me: Of course I like it haha
Me: but that
Me: Enough to feel safe when we are together
Me: I’m talking about when it’s close to a certain distance
Me: Instead of shaking hands with someone I met for the first time today
Me: Would it feel good if I hugged you?
Soeurang: No, master
Me: oh yeah
I know
Me: what do you want to say
Me: In the end, it’s always parallel lines
Me: As long as one side doesn’t give up stubbornness
Me: It’s a wasteful argument that never ends haha
Me: It’s the kind of emotional fight I hate the most
Sourang: …
Me: And the comparison target was wrong in the first place
Me: Seoyoon holds her tail tight
Me: Think of a growling opponent
Me: I’ve known you longer
Me: I often come to my house to play
Me: We don’t know each other
Me: He even throws pretty risky jokes
Me: Ex-girlfriend and friend of 5 years?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: That’s why I said it’s no use talking about hurting your mouth
Me: It’s an opponent that can’t be compared in the first place
Me: Let’s talk about distance or something
Me: It only causes rejection
Me: Kyeong-eun is fine
Me: Like why can’t I
Soeurang: Is it impossible to compare with me?
Me: Can you compare a lion and a killer whale?
Me: The Atlantic Ocean and the Himalayas?
Sourang: …
Me: Are the two completely different?
Sourang: It’s different…
Me: Of course I’ll admit I was confused too
Me: That’s why I promised to keep my distance from now on
Me: sorry for making you anxious
Me: that’s definitely my fault
Me: But isn’t that another problem?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: Besides, I already said no
Me: Who keeps insisting?
Me: Even going to the point where it’s useless
Soeurang: Come… No
Me: If it’s not coming, then what?
Me: Is it your last pride?
Me: Just one condom?
Me: I know how many pieces there are in a box
Me: You said you would buy one?
Sourang: …
Me: Once and many times
Me: Once done
Me: There’s not much difference.
Me: Do you think you can hold out for once?
Soeurang: It’s something you have to go through anyway
Soeurang: Because the owner will like it too
Soeurang: If you hold on to the pain
Soeurang: At least once, somehow
Soeurang: I wonder if it will work out somehow
Me: What I said earlier was mature
Me: I think I should cancel
Me: my dog
Me: It’s much worse than I thought
Me: I don’t know much about the world
Me: I was a girl who just went out haha
Soeurang: Uh
Me: I know how you feel
Me: Even Seoyoon, in the present moment
Me: You think this isn’t it?
Sourang: …
Me: But since I’m stubborn
Me: I did it out of anger
Me: Or was it true?
Me: I don’t even know
Me: An unbearable sound came out
Me: Are you confused about how to fix it?
Sourang: no
Sourang: Master
Me: I know that if I go on like this, there will be big trouble
Me: I need to fix it somehow
Me: Since Kyeong-eun talked about it
Me: It hurts my pride to step back from here
Me: That’s why I’m scared to go forward
Sourang: Master
Sourang: Master
Me: So keep your mouth shut
Me: You’re just listening to what I’m saying
Me: I don’t like the first experience like this
Me: I can’t take it back because it’s a word I said
Me: Let’s pray and move on as usual
Me: My ex-girlfriend, who is a friend, is in love with her
Me: You don’t know what to do now?
Sourang: Master
Sourang: It’s not like that
Me: That’s how it goes
Me: Like a desperate person haha
Me: I’m still playing my guts
Soeurang: Guts… It’s not even
Me: Or say no
Soeurang: Anyway, the decision is made by the owner.
Soeurang: No matter what I said
Sourang: It’s no use.
Me: I clearly said no, Seo Yoon-ah
Me: With a condition attached to it
Me: It’s you who gave it back
Me: But to no avail?
Sourang: That… That’s the case;
Me: Of course, that’s what negotiations are all about
Me: Whose hand is stronger?
Me: while comparing
Me: Because we pass each other’s turn
Me: I have no idea what to say about it
Me: If only I could take responsibility for it
Sourang: …
Me: But Seoyoon couldn’t even take responsibility
Me: You put something enormous on the scales
Me: I’m not ready right now
Me: You said you were still scared
Me: Have you thought about what that means after all?
Sourang: I don’t know
Me: If you’re scared, you’re going to die
Me: I did this
Me: I’m asking if you’re going to refuse
Me: Of course, the calculations must have already been done in my head.
Me: It seems like you’ve been kind to me lately
Me: If I go out this strong, will I have no choice but to step back?
Me: Then you can achieve your goal as you want and there is no risk.
Sourang: No, I don’t think so
Me: of course
Me: Maybe I didn’t think that far
Me: Because the condition itself is the cause
Me: Seoyoon just accepted that
Me: Is there anyone who thinks so?
Sourang: yes
Sourang: yes
Me: but if you think so
Me: A scary story
Me: I don’t have to
Me: At least here lol
Sourang: …
Me: I can’t help it even if it really hits me
Me: if you really thought so
Me: Why would you like it not to be possible?
Me: Did you say something that gave off an unpleasant nuance?
Soeurang: Of course I’m hesitant… ;;;
Sourang: How can you not?
Me: alright
Me: of course
Sourang: yes
Me: You don’t even know if this is true?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: Then you shouldn’t have said that.
Me: I don’t even know if I’m serious
Me: It’s a hesitating situation
Me: It’s a situation where you can’t take responsibility from the start
Sourang: …
Me: Is there something I used to say often?
Me: no matter what happens
Me: Seoyoon said that being a doctor is the top priority
Sourang: yes
Me: If you come out strong like that
Me: I can’t help it
Me: Did you think you would take a step back?
Sourang: It’s not like that
Me: then?
Sourang: But there is
Sourang: Master
Me: yes
Soeurang: But just like the owner said
Soeurang: If you’re scared, tell me to die…
Sourang: I didn’t mean to.
Me: So what were you thinking?
Soeurang: Come a little… It seems that it was
Soeurang: I feel like I’m being bullied by myself
Soeurang: I just hated that a lot.
Me: I understand how you feel
Me: What would you do if I sincerely accepted it?
Soeurang: I was giving up to some extent.
Soeurang: I still like the owner
Soeurang: Better than others… Degree
Me: That’s why you have no solution
Me: Are you better than others?
Me: I’ve never met anyone
Me: Well, those words come out of my mouth
Sourang: …
Me: Yoona Seo
Sourang: yes
Me: You don’t know either?
Sourang: yes
Me: I don’t know what you don’t know?
Sourang: Honestly
Sourang: It’s okay
Me: yes I guess
Soeurang: But since you’re the owner, it’s okay
Soeurang: To some extent, I was sincere.
Soeurang: Vaguely, someday… I’m thinking
Soeurang: Because there is no other person like that.
Me: what about it?
Soeurang: Because I keep comparing myself to my older sister.
Soeurang: I think the owner will be disappointed.
Soeurang: I worry a lot about getting sick
Me: Aren’t you nervous because I’m your opponent?
Sourang: …
Me: It’s okay, so tell me honestly
Me: I’m not scolding you
Soeurang: A little bit of that… Seems to have
Soeurang: It’s not that I don’t trust the owner.
Soeurang: I just feel anxious sometimes for no reason
Me: But why do you go ahead alone?
Me: You told me not to rush
Soeurang: If we don’t do something quickly
Sourang: Master
Soeurang: With my sister again
Soeurang: I think the two of us will be together
Me: What are you talking about?
Me: it won’t happen anymore
Soeurang: Just a while ago
Soeurang: When we promise, the three of us meet
Soeurang: If the two meet
Soeurang: You said you don’t drink.
Me: it was
Me: right
Soeurang: But what happened in just a few days?
Soeurang: Even if the three of us met
Soeurang: In the end, my sister and I were left alone.
Soeurang: The master was drunk… Lol
Sourang: I didn’t know anything
Me: But if you insist
Me: especially for me
Me: Do you do more than get scolded?
Sourang: I’m sorry
Me: I don’t listen to what people say
Soeurang: It just suddenly heated up
Sourang: I was wrong
Sourang: Please forgive me
Me: Do you know what a scolding is?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: Are you going to reflect properly?
Soeurang: Yes, my master.
Me: yes, you know
Me: I won’t scold you any more today
Me: Because it must feel miserable enough
Sourang: I was wrong
Me: Let’s promise one thing with me instead
Me: never again
Me: A question I can’t answer
Me: Don’t let others choose
Me: Then one day I go through being really sick
Soeurang: Yes, my master.
Me: and one more thing
Me: rather than a promise
Me: advice
With Soeu: ?
Me: Should I say that in the future?
Me: Don’t be petty bluff
Me: Because it’s hard to watch haha
Soeurang: I wasn’t bluffing.
Me: What is bluffing like?
Me: On a topic I have no experience with yet
Me: Are you going to buy condoms?
Me: Can you find it at a convenience store?
Soeurang: I saw it while passing by.
Me: If it’s just to see, who can’t
Me: take it to the checkout
Me: Can you tell me to calculate?
Sourang: …
Me: Do you know what to buy in the first place?
Me: Do you know what ultra-thin means?
Sourang: I know
Sourang: I won’t
Me: haha
Me: ok whatever
Me: Yoona Seo
Me: my dog
Soeurang: Yes, my master.
Me: Won’t you say you want to come home for a while?
Sourang: I won’t…
Sourang: I’m sorry
Sourang: I was wrong
Me: You know what I did wrong?
Soeurang: Sorry for being stubborn
Sourang: I won’t do that again
Sourang: I was wrong
Sourang: Please forgive me
Me: I heard a little bit of medicine.
Me: Yeah well, today is a bit like that
Me: Seoyoon had a hard time
Me: There were a lot of things to worry about
Sourang: I’m sorry
Me: Yoona Seo
Soeurang: Yes, my master.
Me: Do you have time tomorrow?
Soeurang: I think I will connect as usual
Sourang: Nothing special
Soeulang: Group Tasks
Soeurang: There’s a little more time left
Me: It’s Friday, aren’t you sad to be home?
With Soeu: ?
Me: There is a good pho restaurant near my house.
Me: Maybe that’s why it’s a little for a man to go alone
Me: I’d be grateful if Seoyoon went with me.
Soeurang: What kind of rice noodles are you talking about all of a sudden?
Me: I’m trying to avoid spicy food for the time being
Me: But I don’t like death very much
Me: Especially if you have to force yourself to eat, much more
Sourang: Oh
Me: Would you like to have dinner together?
Me: My present for you has arrived
Soeurang: A gift… Yo. This?
