Chapter 175 – Thursday, May 15 6 PM (10)
Me: Even if you don’t necessarily go to the fighting stage
Me: I’ll just be a nuisance later
Me: I wouldn’t come today anyway
Me: The reason is always the same
Me: Why should I contact you?
Me: I’m going to give up more and more like that
Soeurang: No, you get depressed.
Sourang: Why is that?
Sourang: It may not be
Me: I’ve seen a lot of cases like that.
Soeulang: It’s crazy that I can’t reassure you positively
Soeurang: Are you already trying to distance yourself from me?
Me: It’s not like I’m away once in a while
Me: If it happens to come once haha
Me: No matter how consistent a person is
Me: Won’t I get tired of it after a long time?
Soeurang: Uh
Me: And that would be the same for Seoyoon
Soeurang: Why are you so negative?
Me: If you can’t see it, your heart will go away
Me: That’s what human relationships are all about
Me: Even during the time when I thought I couldn’t live
Me: The longer we can’t see each other, the farther away we are
Me: No, I’m a bit sentimental today haha
Me: I don’t know if this is Seoyoon crying again.
Soeurang: I think I’m going to cry already.
Me: I didn’t mean to
Me: I’m sorry haha
Me: Just continuing the relationship
Me: I wanted to tell you how difficult it is
Soeurang: I’ll make some time somehow
Me: It’s not that easy
Me: Wouldn’t Seoyoon be busy?
Me: How did you make time until now?
Me: I’m not doing assignments in my spare time.
Me: If I had time, I would have to sleep.
Sourang: Then what do you do?
Me: The time doesn’t match like that
Me: It’s obvious if we keep going at each other
Sourang: I don’t like it
Me: Even if I had time
Me: You don’t know if you’ll become Seoyoon.
Me: The opposite is also possible.
Me: If you do that, you’ll eventually get farther away
Sourang: Oh really!!!!!
Me: But let’s not be angry.
Soeurang: Don’t keep doing that realistically.
Soeurang: Because the owner has no suitable alternative
Soeurang: You’re only saying negative things, aren’t you?
Soeurang: What are you saying to me?
Soeurang: I’m not saying to give up.
Soeurang: If the reason is not
Soeulang: I will say a million words too
Soeurang: Because I still want to be with you
Soeurang: I’m trying to find a way somehow
Soeurang: I think someone is silent because they don’t know
Me: Seoyoon is angry haha
Soeulang: Just like the owner, pretending to be realistic
Soeurang: If you say something bad, of course there is no reason.
Soeurang: Why are people so pessimistic?
Soeurang: There is no reason to date, no reason to meet people
Soeulang: If time is wasted, money is spent, and feelings are hurt anyway
Soeurang: Isn’t it better to just stay at home?
Soeurang: Why are we going to meet while wasting precious time?
Soeurang: Master, did you think that way while meeting me?
Me: I asked to meet you first
Me: I don’t remember that
Soeurang: You may have changed your mind.
Me: haha
Me: Yoona Seo
Sourang: Why?
Me: Seo Yoon-ah?
Sourang: Oh why?
Me: OK, so let’s calm down haha
Me: What makes me so angry
Me: It’s like seeing for the first time again
Sourang: Then what are you going to do here?
Soeurang: You can’t do it even if you take the time
Soeurang: It will be impossible anyway
Soeurang: I’ve seen many cases like that.
Soeulang: This is how I discourage myself.
Soeurang: Because who doesn’t know that?
Me: Why are you angry?
Soeurang: Then you don’t seem to be angry right now?
Soeurang: Are you suddenly saying something strange?
Soeulang: If you suggest something from this side
Soeulang: I rejected it as realistically impossible
Soeurang: So, is there anything more you can say besides just ending it here?
Me: Do you want to finish it?
Soeurang: I don’t want to die
Me: It’s to the point where I don’t want to die?
Soeurang: Because you came all the way here and you’re tired of it.
Soeurang: I’ll see if I said to quit soon
Soeurang: I’m going to go all over the place
Me: haha
Soeurang: I’m betting this on Never too
Soeurang: Even Gildong-nim
Soeurang: And to unnie too
Soeurang: Anyway, me and the owner
Soeurang: To those who know both
Soeurang: I’m going to inflate it 100 times.
Me: Seoyoon is scary haha
Me: I’m saying this out of anger, but
Me: I’m the type to make a big deal out of it really
Soeurang: I’m not kidding, really.
Me: Is this your original personality?
Me: Or is this just for me
Sourang: I don’t know
Me: Yes I guess haha
Me: It should have been like this before
Me: You must know that you are that kind of person.
Soeurang: That’s why I’m confused right now too
Soeurang: I wonder if this is okay
Me: yes yes
Sourang: But this isn’t it
Soeurang: As the owner said
Soeurang: By mutual agreement and understanding
Soeurang: I don’t know if I’ve sorted out the relationship
Soeurang: If you say you’re done because you’re tired
Me: I know what you mean
Me: okay
Me: Let’s calm down for a moment.
Soeurang: No, don’t keep passing it like that.
Soeurang: Calm down, why do you calm down haha
Me: yes yes
Me: once
Me: will you listen to me?
Sourang: yes
Me: Let’s make this one thing clear
Me: Didn’t I say I was tired of Seoyoon?
Me: I never said anything like that
Me: There was no room for misunderstanding
Me: No, I don’t think so
Me: Where the hell did that sound come from?
Soeurang: No, the owner
Me: That’s all I said
Me: I need to stop here too
Me: That was just one word? Haha
Sourang: That’s it
Me: how is that
Soeurang: Does the owner not want to see me?
Me: That’s what I’m asking here
Me: It’s actually a foul lol
Me: The answer is already decided
Me: I said I hate you, but I’m sure
Soeurang: Do you not want to see me?
Me: I miss you
Sourang: But why?
Me: haha
Me: I did it before
Me: You’re especially sensitive today
Soeurang: No, I’m not sensitive.
Me: And I’m Seoyoon haha
Me: I don’t know what you’re so worried about
With Soeu: ?
Me: Because I’m not coming here anymore
Me: Does anything change?
Me: I don’t think there’s anything
Soeurang: Why doesn’t anything change?
Soeurang: You can’t meet the owner
Me: I can’t meet you
With Soeu: ?
Me: Of course, sitting in front of the desk like now
Me: There will be less chatter while looking at the screen
Me: I’m not going to go on dates more often
Me: I can’t help it if I’m really busy
Me: You said you had nothing to do during vacation anyway
Me: I’ll give all my spare time to Seoyoon.
Soeurang: A date…
Me: It just goes from online to offline
Me: That was our intention in the first place haha
Me: I’m busy with tests and assignments right now
Me: Let’s meet more often during vacation
Me: For now, while learning in many ways
Me: take some time to think
Me: After the final exam and the semester is over
Me: let’s start over again
Sourang: That… I did
Me: I think I explained it correctly
Me: I thought Seoyoon agreed too?
Sourang: Yes…
Me: I put a little of my ejaculation on it
Me: I’ll be busier in the future
Me: Rather than meeting like this
Me: I put weight on reality
Me: He said he would only spend time with Seoyoon.
Me: I don’t know if I said something so strange
Soeurang: I don’t think so… Yo. This
Me: There are limits online
Me: Haven’t you been explaining it before?
Me: That’s what I see
Me: Did I not explain properly?
Me: The reaction is stronger than I thought haha
Me: I don’t know why people say I’m tired
Soeurang: Then we will continue to meet… ?
Me: I never said I wouldn’t meet you haha
Me: It won’t be every day like now
Me: Wouldn’t it be better to see Seoyoon in person?
Sourang: that’s
Sourang: yes
Me: I’m still using KakaoTalk anyway
Me: Talking on the phone… Well, yes
Me: I promise to do my best
Soeurang: You’re not trying to throw me away, are you?
Me: Now if I ask you to stop seeing me
Me: I think I will be stabbed by you haha
Soeurang: I don’t do that;;;;;;
Me: Seoyoon was a scary woman
Me: I’m just spreading nonsense
Sourang: No, that’s… Lol
Sourang: I’m sorry
Soeurang: I got hot
Sourang: I just did it
Me: Yeah, I said it out of anger
Me: Because I know it’s not true
Me: I’ll just skip it this time
Me: It’s better not to talk like that
Sourang: I was wrong
Me: Let’s change our position and think about it
Me: Seoyoon fell for me
Me: I said we should stop seeing each other now
Me: I have a grudge against it
Me: To the people Seoyoon knew
Me: If you go around talking about what happened
Sourang: No
Me: no, so
Me: um
Me: that
Sourang: No
Me: fuck
Soeurang: haha
Me: It was someone I couldn’t communicate with.
Me: It’s getting harder and harder to deal with
Sourang: I’m sorry
Me: yeah well, whatever
Me: let’s not do that
Me: okay?
Me: regardless of gender
Me: no matter how angry
Me: that’s not okay
Sourang: yes
Me: yes yes
Sourang: I was wrong
Me: By the way haha
Me: my dog
Me: Paranoia is a big deal really
Me: Even if you treat everything else as cute
Me: How would you like to do this?
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Me: Usually on a quiet topic
Me: sometimes
Me: Regarding trauma
Me: If that topic comes up
Me: I mean not covering the front and back
Sourang: I’m sorry
Me: I will never give up
Me: I made several promises
Me: Is it because I’m alone
Me: Did your sadness suddenly explode?
Sourang: I really have nothing to say.
Me: I should listen to what people say
Me: Then it won’t be too late to get angry haha
Me: Of course I’m not good at it either
Me: You don’t have to look like the owner to these things, right?
Soeurang: I’ll be careful next time
Me: Our smart Seoyoon
Me: There’s no way I forgot
Me: Did you just get pissed off and run into it?
Me: Without time to look at who the opponent is?
Sourang: …
Sourang: I’m sorry
Me: I said I would stop coming here haha
Me: I’m literally going to be busy
Me: It’s because I’m busy preparing for my return to school
Me: In the future, there will be more and more days where I can’t come.
Sourang: Then there is
Sourang: Master
Me: yes
Soeurang: How did you do before?
Me: What did I do when?
Soeurang: When the master went to school
Soeurang: You must have been busy even then.
Soeurang: You’ve been here all the time chatting
Me: After I went to the military, things have changed a bit
Me: Back then there were more people than now
Me: Because I’m not coming
Me: Even if there were people who were curious
Me: There was no one waiting all the time
Sourang: Oh
Me: 4 to 5 hours each in the afternoon
Me: I had no one to talk to.
Me: At most, I logged on late at night
Me: Talking for a while while doing assignments until dawn
Me: It was all about running a game
Me: There’s someone waiting for you if you don’t come now
Sourang: That… That’s right
Me: These days, we meet around 4-6 o’clock, right?
Me: Because Seoyoon has time to come home
Soeurang: Do you think you are wasting your time?
Me: no, that was just the literal meaning
Me: Seoyoon is annoying haha
Me: It’s not like I’m bored
Me: To play while chatting every day like now
Me: It’s true that it takes too much time
Soeurang: Uh
Me: These days, Seoyoon and I meet in the afternoon and talk
Me: I log on again at night and talk again
Me: Of course she doesn’t hate it
Me: It’s getting harder and harder from now on
Soeurang: I understand the situation… ㅠㅠ
Me: And if you start getting busy in the future
Me: It’s hard to come in at this time
Me: I told you earlier, seoyunah haha
Me: I’ll be back late at night
Me: I have to wake up early the next day
Me: I won’t be able to talk for a long time like now
Sourang: I know…
Me: And besides, there will be more and more days I can’t come.
Me: Where no one comes
Me: If Seoyoon waits helplessly
Me: Would you be comfortable if I left you alone?
Soeurang: That’s why you can’t wait.
Me: Then I feel hurt haha
Me: long time no see
Me: Why have you been so busy?
Me: I’m being sarcastic because of it again
Sourang: Nope
Me: At least I knew that Seoyoon was overcharged.
Soeurang: It’s overpriced… Lol
Soeurang: Why am I angry?
Soeurang: I think the owner understands too.
Me: He said he was sad
Me: Are you angry too?
Sourang: Uh… ㅠㅠ
Me: I knew I couldn’t leave it alone
Me: I don’t want to hear that you’re sad
Me: Is there really no choice but to live next to each other?
Soeurang: Then you’re not tired of me… ?
Me: I’m already fed up with what I did haha
Me: It’s been less than a month since we met?
Me: What I’ve been doing
Me: It’s only one date
Me: If you say you’re tired, it’s cheap even if you’re beaten to death
Soeurang: It’s been exactly one month since today
Me: oh yeah
Sourang: yes
Me: wow
With Soeu: ?
Me: No, that’s haha
Me: Seoyoon also had a date like that
Me: I thought you were very meticulous
Soeurang: I don’t really care
Sourang: I just remember
Soeurang: If the owner didn’t tell me
Soeurang: I would have just skipped it haha
Me: Yeah well, you’ll know when you see it
Soeurang: I don’t trust real people;;
Me: Anyway, like Seoyoon is worried about
Me: Contact is cut off right away
Me: It’s not like that so don’t worry
Me: Can I do that without saying anything?
Soeurang: Because he suddenly said he wasn’t coming.
Me: No, that’s why Seoyoon haha
Me: I won’t come from tomorrow
Me: I didn’t say you wouldn’t see it
Me: I’ll be busy preparing for my return to school
Me: Rather than just come and wait for Seoyoon
Me: I want to meet more often in real life
Soeurang: This is the first time I’ve heard of the last one.
Sourang: When did you say that?
Soeurang: I kept saying that I couldn’t come
Me: You should have given me a chance to speak
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: If you would have told me earlier
Soeurang: There was nothing to misunderstand.
Me: Hey, this makes me cry a little haha
With Soeu: ?
Me: If you give me time to explain and say that
Me: haha
Me: If someone you don’t know hears
Me: Do you think I didn’t do it on purpose?
Soeurang: Anyway, the owner is bad.
Me: No matter what I do, in the end
Me: Seoyoon is a girl too haha
Sourang: What does that mean?
Me: Don’t blink an eye
Me: You’re crossing the line of irrationality
Sourang: …
Me: ok whatever
Me: thanks
Me: I think I looked inside
Me: I have a temper more than I thought haha
Sourang: But there is
Sourang: Master
Me: yes
Me: why
Soeurang: I understood everything the master said.
Soeurang: As I get busier and busier, it becomes less and less frequent
Soeurang: Because you think you can do that enough?
Me: If Seoyoon speaks like that
Me: You said you couldn’t understand it at all.
Sourang: It’s not like that… Lol
Me: ok
Me: tell me
Soeurang: I also like meeting the owner.
Soeurang: Asking to meet offline
Soeurang: I think that’s the best
Soeurang: You say you’re busy, but you can’t use a group
Me: I have complaints, yes
Soeurang: But that’s not every day ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: If you wait like now, you won’t come.
Me: of course
Sourang: Is it natural?
Me: Unless you are married or living together
Me: How do you live by looking at your face every day?
Soeurang: I know it’s impossible for me too
Soeurang: If I can’t meet the owner
Sourang: I have nothing to do.
Soeurang: No matter what I do, I’m not motivated
Me: It needs to be fixed soon
Me: Because I see your face every day
Me: It’s never as good as you think?
Sourang: No, but… ;;;
Me: I can guarantee this
Me: As much as Seoyoon imagines
Me: It’s not romantic or sweet
Me: I can never ignore the sense of life
Soeurang: Uh
Me: You can’t expect what you see from the outside
Me: The fact that even a hundred years of unrequited love cools down
Me: I’m a bare-faced kid living on my own
Sourang: Then there is
Sourang: Master
Me: I do, but what do you keep doing?
Me: anxious
Soeurang: Are you really like that?
Soeurang: Check… Can I try it?
