Chapter 16 – Saturday, April 19 06:00 PM (5)
Me: hmm
Me: 60 seconds have passed, Seo Yoon-ah.
Me: what are you doing
Soeurang: ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
Me: what
Me: Are you here?
Sourang: Yes
Sourang: I’m sorry
Sourang: It’s late… ㅠㅠ
Me: It’s okay to be late
Me: what are you doing now
Soeurang: That
Sourang: Wait a minute… ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: Counting the numbers
Sourang: no
Sourang: Oh
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Me: why
Me: Why are you taking so much time?
Me: Who have you met?
Sourang: It’s not like that
Soeurang: Can’t you just let it go?
Soeurang: I know Nang-nim hates things like this.
Soeurang: I can’t even say this… ㅠㅠ
Me: Why do you say things like that?
Me: I can only hear the sound of asking for help.
Me: tell me soon
Sourang: Please
Me: what
Me: tell me
Sourang: It’s not really a big deal.
Soeurang: You can’t go over… ?
Me: I can tell you anything.
Me: you know
Me: Because I really hate that kind of thing?
Me: I wouldn’t know if I hadn’t told you from the beginning
Me: Asking me to leave the word out and move on
Me: I’m really annoyed.
Sourang: How can I not?
Me: I’m going to get scolded and cry while talking.
Me: I’ll just say it quietly and move on.
Me: Choose the good one.
Soeurang: That
Soeurang: As Nangnim ordered
Me: yes
Soeurang: While counting 60 seconds
Soeurang: Uh
Soeurang: I touched my chest.
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Me: Excited?
Soeurang: Excited… Rather than
Soeurang: Actually, I was really nervous.
Soeurang: That
Soeurang: The story of Choco suddenly comes to mind.
Soeurang: If you touch me in this situation
Sourang: How do you feel?
Soeurang: I was suddenly curious… ㅠㅠ
Me: so now
Me: don’t listen to what I said
Me: 5 minutes or in the hallway
Me: Did you come here while messing around?
Me: How are you?
Sourang: A little… ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: Really slightly.
Soeurang: I was just curious about how it felt, really.
Soeurang: I wasn’t even that excited.
Soeurang: Scary is bigger
Soeurang: I don’t know if I’m more sensitive than usual.
Soeurang: Anyway, I wasn’t excited.
Me: yes what
Me: It was a little bit different than I expected
Me: I had a hard time haha
Soeurang: I really want to stop now ㅠㅠ
Sourang: I can’t do it.
Soeurang: I’m so tired and exhausted
Soeurang: I don’t even have the energy to move.
Me: I was thinking of making it this far anyway.
Me: Even if I didn’t say it in a regretful tone earlier
Me: It would have ended there.
Soeurang: I’m not sorry…
Me: I’m slowly getting out of the level of jokes
Me: I should stop here.
Me: Otherwise it will be a big deal.
Me: I’m sorry but bear with it haha
Soeurang: I’m not sorry ㅠㅠ
Me: yes yes
Me: anyway
Me: I can still see that you’re in heat
Me: I don’t want to overdo it.
Soeurang: ;;;;;
Sourang: Anyway, thank you.
Soeurang: To be honest, it’s a bit difficult right now.
Soeurang: Psychologically, too.
Soeurang: My body hurts too ㅠㅠ
Me: Are you sick?
Soeurang: I must have been too nervous.
Soeurang: I think I will have muscle pain tomorrow, what should I do?
Me: Hurry up and take a warm shower
Me: After stretching enough before going to bed
Me: Get enough rest today.
Me: Don’t stay up all night just to study.
Sourang: yes
Sourang: I guess so.
Me: But today, even though I heard that you were in heat, there is no reaction?
Me: You told me not to talk like that yesterday
Me: I was frothing haha
Soeurang: When did I ask for a bubble;;
Soeulang: And after being treated like a puppy, what?
Soeulang: It’s new to me to trip and fall now.
Me: haha
Soeurang: Then can I wash up now?
Soeurang: My body has been a little creepy since earlier
Soeurang: I’ll take a warm bath before coming back.
Me: yes
Me: Call me when you come.
Sourang: Yes.
Soeurang: /@Kim Nang
Me: Did you come sooner than expected?
Soeurang: I just washed my body and came back haha
Soeurang: It took too long to wash my hair
Soeurang: I’m sorry if I made you wait.
Me: I don’t care
Me: anyway
Me: Are you okay?
Soeurang: I’ve calmed down a bit
Soeurang: Because the mood has calmed down
Sourang: … I want to die.
Soeurang: Ahhhhh
Soeurang: Why did you do that? Really.
Me: I want to die because I come back to my senses?
Soeurang: Being sane was sane from the beginning.
Soeurang: It’s not like I drank anything…
Soeurang: But should I say that it was a bit strangely impulsive?
Soeurang: I’m too weak against temptation.
Me: Are you feeling okay?
Soeurang: Just let me forget.
Soeurang: Even for a moment ㅠㅠ
Me: no
Me: If you leave it as it is
Me: While kicking the blankets tonight
Me: You’re going to want to stick your nose in the dishes?
Me: I’d rather shake it off now
Me: It’s good to be at ease even a little bit.
Sourang: That… Is it
Me: yes
Me: After the original play
Me: while reading
Me: Mental care is the order.
Soeurang: Play…
Me: It’s embarrassing to even call it a play
Me: Because the feeling is roughly the same
Me: As if you only tasted it?
Me: Anyway, let’s get over it.
Soeurang: Because it’s called play
Soeurang: It feels very erotic, but
Soeurang: I just unilaterally
Soeurang: I feel like I was bullied.
Soeurang: I feel ashamed
Soeurang: I want to die
Me: Is it embarrassing to think about it again?
Soeurang: Even if I don’t think about it again, it’s already embarrassing
Soeurang: Don’t make me think of you, really.
Me: I can’t help but ask.
Me: How do you feel?
Soeurang: It didn’t feel as good as I thought.
Me: well, that’s right
Soeurang: Should I say that the illusion is broken a little?
Soeurang: When I only listen to what Nangnim told me
Sourang: A little… Like this,
Soeurang: It’s embarrassing, but it feels good?
Sourang: I thought so
Soeurang: Because I actually did it
Soeurang: I’m just scared.
Me: of course
Me: There is no minimum safety guarantee
Me: You threw yourself haha
Sourang: So yeah
Me: And you said that.
Me: Everything starts with the premise of a master-servant relationship.
Me: But even though you listen well
Me: You’re not the type to obey and devote yourself to me.
Sourang: Right… ?
Me: So of course it’s hard and painful haha
Soeurang: It was really hard.
Soeurang: I’m scared, so I don’t have time to think about anything else.
Soeurang: Even if I try to touch it alone, I don’t think it feels good at all.
Soeurang: Is there anything you want to finish quickly and be praised for?
Soeurang: Other than that, I really didn’t think of anything.
Me: yes yes
With Soeu: Ha ha
Me: I understand how you feel
Me: but don’t die lol
Sourang: I don’t know.
Soeurang: Right now Nangnim is trying to hate me too
Soeurang: It’s sensitive, so don’t touch it.
Me: ok
Me: I won’t touch you haha
Soeurang: I think it was a bit nice when I was dumb at first.
Soeurang: It’s getting more and more difficult and scary…
Soeurang: Uh
Me: But, well, I didn’t play properly
Me: If you really want to go in here
Me: You’re already talking about this year, that year, and the fucking year
Me: I must have been rolling on the floor?
Soeulang: So I’m with Nangnim now
Soeurang: I’m thinking about how to look at it haha
Me: I told you to treat me kindly
Me: Was it like that too?
Sourang: It’s not like that… ㅠㅠ
Sourang: No.
Soeulang: My fault for falling for curiosity is big.
Me: After taking it off, put it on a leash and take it for a walk
Me: Or really kneel down like a dog
Me: Making me lick the floor with my tongue haha
Soeurang: No, I’m not saying that I’m curious about the contents.
Sourang: … It’s done
Me: I can guess
Me: don’t worry so much
Me: I think we played for a while.
Soeurang: And what about me?
Soeurang: I’m not even a fan of you
Soeurang: Why are you giving orders without hesitation?
Me: I want you to
Sourang: That’s the way…
Soeurang: You had no choice but to say that on the spot.
Soeurang: I think Nangnim would have done whatever he ordered.
Me: In case that’s the case, you set the right timing and quit.
Sourang: That’s… I think thank you.
Soeurang: I wish I had pushed harder there.
Soeurang: It looks like he really took it off… ㅠㅠ
Me: lol
Me: Do you think you took it off?
Sourang: I didn’t know either…
Sourang: What can I say?
Soeurang: Because I received an order… Uh
Soeurang: Are you relying on that? Dependence?
Soeurang: It became like that.
Soeulang: Scary, embarrassing, and a sense of shame
Sourang: I’m just saying
Sourang: The thoughts that come to my mind
Soeurang: I should do as quickly as possible and be praised.
Soeurang: Because I can only think like this
Soeurang: Do you have only orders from Nangnim in your head?
Soeurang: I can’t afford to think of anything other than that… ?
Soeurang: That’s how it happened.
Me: So if you press it a little more forcefully
Me: You must have taken off your clothes too?
Soeurang: I think it was.
Soeurang: But Nangnim said he had no intention of taking it off.
Soeurang: I felt relieved.
Me: That’s it, of course.
Soeurang: To be honest, I was very anxious.
Soeurang: Because Nang kept the right
Soeurang: I also watched it again… Lol
Me: Yeah, I had a hard time haha
Me: It’s not real, but it’s not easy to play, right?
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: Actually, I heard what Nangnim said yesterday.
Sourang: I’m a little curious
Soeurang: Even when Nangnim tells me to bark
Soeurang: I knew it was bait haha
Soeurang: Because I told you to do whatever you want?
Me: yes
Soeurang: But it’s not as good as I thought ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: And when I imagined, someone was always next to me.
Soeurang: Because I’m alone now
Soeulang: I feel empty, and feel ashamed.
Soeurang: I hurt my pride a little ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: That’s why I want someone to hug me
Sourang: There is no one
Soeurang: I’m hugging my knees alone.
Soeurang: I need warmth.
Me: Do you want someone to hug you?
Sourang: Omg…
Soeurang: Someone is comforting me right now
Soeurang: stroking and reassuring me
Soeurang: I desperately need something like that.
Soeurang: Because I’m alone…
Soeurang: I should hug you too ㅠㅠ
Me: Wearing a dress and sitting like that
Me: If you look through my legs
Me: I can see everything haha
Soeurang: Don’t say that, really.
Soeurang: Seeing or showing
Soeurang: If you hear that
Soeurang: I’m startled ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
Me: yes
Me: A promise is a promise
Me: No matter what you say today, I’ll pass it off roughly.
Me: I really struggled.
Sourang: Really?
Me: yes
Soeulang: I’ll just stay behind and go after it
Sourang: Isn’t that so?
Me: Who does he see as trash?
Soeurang: What have you done to me so far?
Me: ok
Me: I’ll trash it.
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Nang, trash!
Me: yes yes
Me: I will allow you today
Me: Say whatever you like.
Soeulang: Large waste!
Me: right
Me: actually
Soeurang: Non-burnable trash!
Me: But I think it will burn well if you light it.
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: What else is there?
So-eulang: Abnormal sexual desire!
Soeurang: Human end!
Soeulang: A person who only looks for porn in the corner of the room all day long!
Me: It’s only for today, really.
Soeurang: Isn’t this evil?
With Soeu: haha
Me: nope
Sourang: Really?
Me: then of course.
Me: Are you feeling better?
Soeurang: It’s still a long way.
With Soeu: haha
Me: yes yes
Soeurang: So don’t make fun of me today
Soeurang: No matter what I say, don’t be angry.
With Soeu: haha
Me: ha
Soeurang: Are you dissatisfied?
Me: It’s not like that
Me: It’s an opportunity, I stick to it because I want to
Me: Because it felt like my usual revenge.
Sourang: Well.
Soeurang: A little? Haha
Me: ok, that’s it
Me: If it changes your mood, do it as much as you like.
Me: I’ll accept it up to a certain level.
Soeurang: What if I can’t?
Me: do you want to hear it?
Sourang: No…
Me: just kidding
Me: I’ll watch over you even if you’re swearing today.
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: I’m not good at double swearing.
Soeurang: I’m not good at harsh words.
Me: I guess so.
Me: But what’s wrong with a kid like that?
Me: Did you do it to insult me?
Soeurang: I really didn’t mean to do it ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: I’m not that dissatisfied with Nangnim.
Soeurang: But just like that
Sourang: Oh
Soeurang: Because it creates an atmosphere of fear…
Me: If you keep looking at that
Me: Because the more I go, the more I cross the line
Me: It’s better to step on it when you notice it.
Soeurang: I’m not a weed ㅠㅠ
Me: Something similar.
Me: anyway
Me: I was surprised that it came along better than I thought.
Me: I did
Me: I was prepared because I thought I was going to cry?
Soeurang: Did you mean to cry?
Me: I would have cried normally
Me: that’s it
Soeurang: I’m normal too… ?
Soeurang: I’m just an ordinary person.
Me: Have you ever thought so?
Soeurang: I always think so.
Me: A normal person with no friends
Me: Eating in the bathroom but?
Sourang: Because it’s not like that.
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Nope
Sourang: I mean it’s not like that.
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Me: okay don’t cry
Me: It’s hard to do it.
Me: haha
Soeurang: He said he would treat me kindly
Soeurang: He’s not kind at all.
Me: You never said that?
Me: I used to accept whatever you said.
Soeulang: I heard that if you come to the front door well, you will be happy.
Soeurang: And what?
Soeulang: Accepting Kim
Soeurang: If you pat me a little bit
Soeurang: Where are you going!!
Me: There are many things I want.
Soeurang: I don’t even reflect on it ㅠㅠ
Me: haha
Me: okay don’t cry
Me: That’s really tricky.
Soeulang: They say it’s tricky after making a normal person walk like a dog.
Soeurang: Because you’re like a mean person who has no place in the world.
Me: Anyway, what do you mean?
Soeurang: Look at the horse turning around.
Soeurang: It was bad, really.
Me: I was proud that you did better than I thought, right?
Sourang: It’s okay.
Soeurang: No matter what they say, they seem to be saying pervert
Sourang: I feel a little like that.
Me: um
Me: There are many things I want to say…
Me: done
Sourang: Why?
Soeurang: What is it again haha
Me: no
Me: I can’t really cry.
Soeurang: I’m trying to draw tears somehow
Soeurang: I’m sorry, seriously haha
Me: I didn’t say anything
Me: curse
Me: I’ll only look at you today.
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: I promised that there would be no regrets.
Soeurang: I can’t forget.
Me: nope
Me: What if I touch you carelessly and cry?
Soeurang: I don’t cry so easily.
With Soeu: haha
Me: right
Me: If tears are too common
Me: There’s no point in ringing.
Sourang: …
Me: Are you complimenting me?
Me: What’s your reaction?
Sourang: Oh.
Soeurang: Was it a compliment?
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: He suddenly boasted of his personality
Sourang: I was wondering what it was.
Me: I like that you don’t cry
Me: It’s a compliment.
Sourang: Did that mean that?
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: I don’t think anyone saw it.
Soeurang: Precious everyday behavior haha
Me: haha
Sourang: Oh
Soeurang: Because I’m sure you talk like this
Soeurang: I think I’m feeling a little better.
Soeurang: I think talking is helpful.
With Soeu: haha
Me: right?
Soeurang: But again, I thought I was this simple.
Soeurang: Because I was embarrassed
Soeurang: In the end, it seems to be plus minus zero haha
Me: If it goes from minus to zero
Me: After all, it’s normal operation, right?
Sourang: What, is that so?
Me: forget it
Soeurang: Then why don’t you keep reminding me of that ㅠㅠ