Chapter 121 – Thursday, May 1 8 PM (5)
Me: what is that
Me: Eulang is cute and wants to get close
Me: this girl
Me: Don’t you even remember what you said with your own mouth?
Chocolate milk: Yes lol
Me: why are you like that
Chocolate milk: Just because Nangi seems to be on the other side too much?
Me: Don’t worry because I’m talking differently to Eulang.
Chocolate Milk: Yes?
Me: yes
Me: That’s why I can’t speak carelessly
Me: Everyone whines about not listening to them all the time
Me: Because he complains about saying things only to himself
Me: Even if the headache hurts, it’s not usually. Really.
Chocolate milk: We are comfortable only when the original owner suffers
Me: us?
Chocolate Milk: Oh… Lol
Me: As soon as I found out that Furang is in a similar situation
Me: Did you tie them together as a set?
Chocolate milk: Yes lol
Me: haha
Me: Kyung Eun-ah
Me: Are you too?
Chocolate Milk: What is it?
Me: You and I are fighting with each other by the collar
Me: If I don’t take your side
Chocolate milk: yes
Me: Without being closer to anyone
Me: Even though I’m arguing right and wrong
Me: Do you think you’ll be sad if I don’t embrace you?
Chocolate milk: Maybe it’s like that?
Me: tsk
Chocolate milk: But I really can’t help it haha
Chocolate milk: I know in my head that I did something wrong
Chocolate Milk: But I want you to cover me on the spot
Chocolate milk: As Nangi said earlier
Chocolate Milk: It’s not like we’ve known each other for a short period of time
Me: yes?
Chocolate Milk: I want you to treat me special
Chocolate Milk: Everyone thinks so, right?
Chocolate milk: especially in front of a guy you like
Me: Even though you know you don’t deserve it?
Chocolate milk: if you say qualification
Chocolate Milk: My heart hurts
Me: Is it like that too?
Me: let’s say it’s a position then
Chocolate milk: I still want you to do it… Lol
Chocolate milk: And Nangi
Chocolate milk: what?
Chocolate milk: Because you’re the kind of person who inadvertently wants to cling to
Chocolate milk: I was actually educated that way
Me: So it’s my responsibility?
Chocolate Milk: So no?
Me: I’m blaming myself for this.
Chocolate milk: If you think about it when you were first trained
Chocolate Milk: You taught me how to cling and beg
Chocolate milk: learn how to ask
Chocolate milk: Making the very obvious require permission
Chocolate milk: By increasing the bans one by one
Chocolate milk: Drinking a glass of water later
Chocolate milk: To make you anxious without the permission of the owner.
Me: I was like that when I was in my prime
Chocolate milk: I’m still a lot better now, but
Chocolate milk: When it was bad, I was very anxious without you by my side
Chocolate milk: To be honest, I can’t say that it doesn’t have that effect.
Chocolate milk: Still when I come home from work
Chocolate Milk: Don’t you know that I reflexively start looking at the sofa?
Me: Well, it took that much time
Chocolate milk: I’ve thoroughly developed a habit of doing it that way for several years.
Chocolate Milk: Now if you ask who is responsible haha
Me: what if you ask me
Chocolate milk: It’s just like that… ;;;
Me: Then you want to cling to me
Me: Did you keep changing men?
Chocolate milk: I have nothing to say if you say that.
Me: I know you get lonely easily
Me: That’s why finding comfort in a man
Me: I thought so and moved on
Me: now I’m blaming someone
Chocolate milk: yes
Me: Should I be responsible for that?
Chocolate milk: So far, I’ve given you all the burden
Chocolate Milk: I didn’t mean that
Me: tsk
Chocolate milk: The feeling that men fall for me
Chocolate Milk: For some reason, I think I understand… Lol
Chocolate Milk: I’m a woman I really hate.
Me: I don’t want to hang out with you, so don’t torture yourself
Me: I can’t be that diligent person
Chocolate milk: It seems like it’s kind, but it’s not.
Me: If you treat me kindly, you climb up without knowing the end.
Chocolate Milk: You won’t give me the answer you want to hear anyway
Me: It’s not that I don’t know that I don’t answer
Me: How are you talking? There are times when I want to
Me: Even if I don’t say anything, I can roughly see your intentions
Chocolate milk: But is this the owner?
Me: Rather than that
Me: I tried so fucking hard not to fight with you
Me: I’ve grown a lot
Me: I’ve come to quite understand what women are saying
Chocolate milk: good
Me: Should I call it a strange sense of competition?
Me: It seems that I am secretly wary of you
Me: I think you hurt your pride because you were envious of you
Chocolate milk: No, it’s not that my pride is hurt.
Me: Then why did the conversation keep going that way from before?
Me: It’s not like I’m going out with Eulang.
Chocolate Milk: Did I?
Me: yes
Me: just like I did to you
Me: no
Me: I’m a little different from you
Me: anyway
Me: I don’t think so with Eulang.
Chocolate milk: But this is really honest
Me: yes
Chocolate Milk: I know it sounds weird
Chocolate milk: I think I would have hated my girlfriend less.
Me: Do you feel like you lost your unique position?
Chocolate milk: Isn’t it strange?
Me: not really
Chocolate milk: I really hate it… Lol
Chocolate milk: more than I thought
Chocolate milk: I must have had much more lingering feelings
Me: Tired of fighting each other, so we ended it under an agreement
Me: What are you going to do to me if you say that now?
Chocolate milk: That’s the love side
Me: No, the same goes for Diet.
Me: Isn’t that obvious?
Me: If we decided to break up, we should end it together
Me: And you said
Me: I don’t like women with owners?
Me: I have no taste for stealing from others.
Me: What if you get caught later?
Chocolate milk: It’s okay if you don’t get caught
Me: Are you saying that now?
Chocolate milk: It’s not that there aren’t people who go hand in hand with dating.
Me: That’s when there was consent
Me: Why did I allow that in the first place?
Me: I’m a person who doesn’t understand at all
Chocolate Milk: I’ve never cheated on you though
Me: saying the obvious
Me: Don’t try to be praised
Chocolate Milk: Yes… Lol
Me: no and
Me: It’s not a matter of getting caught or not getting caught.
Me: I don’t know if you think it’s a thrill
Me: It’s nothing but trouble for me
Me: This was a story that ended a few years ago
Me: Do you want me to repeat it now?
Chocolate milk: just
Chocolate milk: I don’t know
Me: What do you not know?
Chocolate milk: No matter who you date, you keep comparing yourself
Chocolate milk: Besides, it doesn’t last very long.
Chocolate milk: in the first place
Chocolate milk: You keep accepting it
Chocolate milk: I have no regrets, so why do you keep comforting me?
Chocolate Milk: Accept all complaints
Chocolate Milk: Whenever I am having a hard time, I meet and comfort myself.
Chocolate Milk: Oh really
Chocolate Milk: Why did you do that to me?
Me: I have so many things I want to say
Me: once
Me: what you call me
Me: I told you to stop
Chocolate milk: It’s a habit, so leave it alone
Chocolate milk: In the first place, you can do whatever you want
Chocolate Milk: What are you saying to me?
Chocolate Milk: If that’s the case, don’t call me by name.
Me: huh
Chocolate milk: Because I said I do as I used to.
Chocolate milk: It’s the same with calling yourself
Chocolate Milk: Isn’t it?
Me: do whatever you want
Me: fuck
Chocolate milk: haha
Chocolate milk: I really don’t know
Chocolate Milk: Why am I complaining like this when I’m with you?
Chocolate milk: I’m not originally like this, but I
Me: You are like that
Chocolate Milk: I only do that in front of you
Me: That’s not very nice either
Chocolate milk: lol
Chocolate milk: You’re already getting used to it, right?
Chocolate Milk: Just like it did to me
Me: Not to your level yet
Chocolate Milk: Then how much is it?
Me: You say you don’t have a lot of sex drive
Me: Only masturbation was banned
Me: I don’t do it that often
Me: I kindly accepted it.
Chocolate milk: You seem to think it doesn’t matter if you don’t
Me: I’m taking away those things from the beginning
Me: Thinking it doesn’t matter if I lose it
Me: I want to be okay even if I get banned
Me: From now on, I have to increase it step by step.
Me: like you said
Me: Even if I drink a glass of water later
Me: To be anxious without my permission
Chocolate Milk: Didn’t you say you were teaching masturbation?
Me: I’m teaching you how to climax, to be precise.
Chocolate milk: yes or no
Me: I’m not teaching you how to do it.
Me: Because I didn’t know how
Me: As a result, the content will be similar, but
Me: whatever I want
Me: You think your body can feel good like this
Me: It’s because it’s firmly planted in my head
Chocolate milk: Hmm
Me: That way, you will definitely realize what you have been deprived of.
Me: Even if there are people who have never done it
Me: There is no one who has only done it once
Me: The fact that you can’t climax on your own will
Me: You don’t have to know how painful it is
Chocolate Milk: Sooner or later, I’ll get scolded.
Me: I’m honestly aiming for that
Chocolate Milk: What?
Me: Masturbating because I can’t stand it alone
Me: yes
Chocolate Milk: After being scolded so many times
Chocolate milk: Other than clinging to the master
Chocolate milk: You may think there is no way
Me: I’m also experienced, so I know
Chocolate milk: Later, just being together
Chocolate milk: I feel dirty… Lol
Chocolate Milk: You know that’s pretty miserable?
Chocolate milk: I thought it fell this far
Me: I don’t think so
Chocolate Milk: It’s me, I like naughty things haha
Me: No matter what, cover the time and place
Me: You have to be careful, especially when you’re with people.
Me: Is it really sane to expose in a restaurant?
Chocolate milk: I liked it
Me: I gave up
Chocolate milk: lol
Me: I shouldn’t listen properly
Chocolate milk: Even the furry is going through hardships
Me: Look at the way you talk
Me: first year
Chocolate Milk: Do you know what is really scary?
Me: Why don’t you listen to that bitch?
Chocolate Milk: No, I don’t mean that lol
Chocolate Milk: You won’t think that Furang made his own decision.
Chocolate Milk: He said he chose to be tamed
Me: sure
Chocolate milk: In the first place, the plate was woven in that shape
Chocolate milk: Let’s say you think and decide freely
Chocolate milk: In the end, they play on the palm of your hand.
Me: The most important thing is to make you think you made the choice.
Chocolate milk: Scary, scary;;;;
Me: I liked it so I followed it and what
Chocolate Milk: It’s me, I like being owned by a man
Chocolate Milk: I have no qualms about being treated that way.
Chocolate milk: I managed to keep up with it
Me: The furrow is also similar
Me: Instead, he’s much more dependent than you
Me: I got used to it faster than I thought
Me: I honestly thought it would take longer
Chocolate milk: Because no one will ask around
Me: And I usually don’t ask questions like this
Chocolate Milk: You’re a real bad guy
I know
Chocolate milk: tricking an ignorant child
Me: cheated
Me: bad to hear
Chocolate Milk: It’s true
Me: I explained everything from beginning to end
Me: How am I going to tame you
Me: How would you like to make it?
Me: And what kind of risks are there?
Chocolate milk: Won’t you refuse?
Me: yes
Me: I accepted it after knowing and understanding everything
Chocolate milk: You must be ‘planned’ to accept it
Me: that too
Me: not yet
Chocolate milk: I thought it would be like this
Chocolate milk: even the furrow is real
Chocolate milk: I can’t help it haha
Me: female
Me: same as you
Chocolate milk: just
Chocolate milk: I don’t know.
Chocolate milk: It’s a very strange and complicated feeling
Chocolate milk: the same way as me
Chocolate milk: To see someone who is not me being tamed
Chocolate Milk: To be honest, I’m very disturbed.
Me: will you dry it?
Chocolate milk: I don’t know
Me: sure
Chocolate Milk: Did you tell me while you knew everything?
Me: to you?
Chocolate milk: yes
Me: About half?
Chocolate milk: Only half?
Me: No, not even getting caught by other people
Me: I thought it couldn’t be helped
Me: I was giving up to some extent, actually
Me: But if it’s you, at least I can’t stop you
Chocolate Milk: Yes?
Me: On the subject of a woman who knows the joy of being possessed by a man
Me: How can I stop someone in the same situation as me from being tamed?
Me: I’m complaining about this and that because the leash is broken now
Me: You can’t deny that you were very happy at the time, right?
Chocolate Milk: It’s dishonorable to say that.
Me: Otherwise, there would be no regrets
Me: yes
Me: I heard a lot from Urang
Chocolate milk: I can’t dry it, but
Chocolate milk: I think you can do something to interfere?
Me: Are you going to disturb me?
Chocolate milk: I don’t know
Chocolate milk: It’s just that I don’t like it lol
Me: who
Me: me?
Chocolate Milk: The number of people tied to you is increasing?
Me: Why have you been silent all this time then?
Chocolate milk: It’s obvious that it won’t last long
Chocolate Milk: Why would I go against planting?
Chocolate milk: I didn’t mean it anyway
Me: um
Chocolate Milk: No?
Me: Yeah well, it was light
Chocolate milk: But I can see that I like furrang.
Chocolate milk: It’s the first time I’ve seen that kind of effort put into it
Chocolate milk: They said they already made an appointment.
Me: Because the promise is still there
Chocolate Milk: Oh yeah
Chocolate Milk: Anyway
Chocolate milk: It’s a little cheesy, but
Chocolate milk: It feels like sharing a secret that only I knew in the world.
Me: Isn’t that too sentimental?
Chocolate milk: I’m a little depressed right now
Choco Milk: Whenever it’s like this, Nangi hugs her
Choco Yuyu: I patted my head
Me: I’m talking about something
Chocolate milk: He never did it after we broke up.
Me: To be harmed by touching someone else’s woman
Chocolate milk: You don’t have to worry about that.
Me: no no
Chocolate milk: I would have always sided with Nang.
Chocolate milk: like a boyfriend
Chocolate milk: It didn’t matter much anyway
Me: I’m not in a position to do anything bad with me
Chocolate Milk: I was still a pretty sincere lover, right?
Chocolate milk: I wouldn’t say it was very sincere, but
Chocolate Milk: I have done my role as a girlfriend haha
Me: You have to apologize to them
Chocolate Milk: If you want to apologize, you should too
Chocolate Milk: Who made me like this?
Me: It’s a line I’ve heard a lot, but why does it sound so scary?
Chocolate Milk: Originally, it’s scary when a woman has resentment.
Chocolate milk: Come to think of it, it’s just May
Chocolate milk: Although May has just started lol
Me: that’s true
Chocolate Milk: Nangi doesn’t like Pierce
Chocolate milk: I think it’s really fortunate
Chocolate milk: If the owner asks for that
Chocolate milk: Because not even a furry can refuse
Me: No, it’s not that I don’t like it.
Chocolate milk: You don’t like being scratched.
Me: that’s right
Me: I talked about piercings for a while yesterday.
Me: They say they don’t want to get their ears pierced because they don’t like pain
Chocolate milk: It doesn’t hurt much if you leave it to the experts.
Me: That’s why I’m contemplating whether or not to order earrings.
Chocolate milk: What about accessories?
Chocolate milk: Unless it’s a strange atmosphere
Me: I heard you talking
Me: I don’t even know how to put on makeup.
Me: He said he buys clothes roughly from the internet.
Me: look at that
Me: I’m still 20 years old
Me: I want to decorate it a bit
Chocolate milk: that’s right
Me: To some extent, to build up my confidence
Chocolate Milk: Is that the reason you confided in me?
Me: no, not necessarily
Chocolate milk: I’m not telling you to trust me
Chocolate milk: In the end, it was because of the furry, too?
Chocolate Milk: haha
Chocolate milk: Look at me and help me. Is this it?