Chapter 120 – Thursday, May 1 8 PM (4)
Chocolate Milk: If you tell me that, I won’t ask anymore
Chocolate Milk: Huh?
Chocolate Milk: Huh?
Me: What can I teach you?
Chocolate Milk: Then why are you curious?
Chocolate milk: You said you didn’t have a girlfriend
Me: yes
Chocolate milk: Aren’t you asking because you need a teaching assistant?
Chocolate milk: It’s also one by one
Chocolate milk: If you say you have to teach someone from the beginning,
Chocolate milk: Noona, the only thing that comes to mind is furry?
Me: I don’t know if it was difficult to understand
Me: I said clearly
Me: turn off attention
Me: Or how many times will I have to repeat it to get tired?
Me: Are you testing it?
Chocolate milk: I will help you if you know the exact circumstances.
Chocolate milk: It’s not the end if you shake it like a man
Chocolate milk: If you have to teach from the beginning
Chocolate Milk: Shouldn’t I tell you in detail?
Me: No, I never asked for help.
Chocolate milk: Grain?
Me: If I needed your help, I would have said that from the beginning.
Me: I just needed an opinion to refer to
Me: If you understand it that way, I’m in trouble too
Chocolate Milk: What is it?
Me: Can’t you just think of it as small talk?
Chocolate milk: I don’t think it will work haha
Chocolate Milk: What is our Nangi interested in lately?
Chocolate Milk: Noona wants to know so much
Chocolate Milk: haha
Me: This is what I said to Eulang yesterday too.
Chocolate milk: yes
Me: What the hell are you trying to figure out?
Chocolate milk: ?
Me: so
Me: yes
Me: What if I told you what you’re thinking is real?
Me: If I say I am taming the furrow
Chocolate milk: I didn’t say noona… Lol
Me: shit
Me: I put it in my mouth until a while ago
Me: If you say no now
Me: Puck or excuses
Chocolate milk: There’s nothing but gurgling, anyway
Chocolate Milk: No, noona doesn’t know
Chocolate Milk: Is there such a person or not?
Me: That’s why you’re asking now
Me: What if I told you I was taming the furrow?
Me: After kneeling in front of me like you
Me: While making them call me master
Me: What would you do if you trained as a female?
Chocolate milk: That… What?
Me: It’s not like you don’t know what taming means.
Me: You know very well that there is no room for people around you to intervene, right?
Chocolate milk: yes
Me: And no matter who I hang out with, there’s no reason to interfere
Me: I’m not even old enough to know that it’s a completely private life in the first place
Me: You also understand that this is not your area to interfere, right?
Chocolate milk: I hit you with too many facts all of a sudden.
Me: So tell me honestly
Me: Why are you curious about that?
Me: No, what are you trying to do with the answer?
Me: oh yes
Me: Didn’t you say you’re not doing well because you’re getting older?
Me: Then should I force you to be honest?
Me: Can you let me get out of old habits?
Me: Do you want to get down on your knees after a long time?
Chocolate Milk: Nang
Chocolate milk:
Chocolate Milk: Soothing
Me: What kind of sincerity is it, you son of a bitch
Me: How many times have I said just today?
Me: Don’t let his name come out
Me: Don’t take my words to death
Me: Now come and tell me to calm down?
Chocolate milk: ok
Chocolate milk: My sister was wrong
Chocolate milk: Just a little bit
Chocolate milk: Seriously try to calm it down a little bit
Chocolate milk: It’s all sister’s fault
Chocolate milk: you know
Chocolate milk: Noona’s hair is bad
Chocolate milk: I’m a fool who has no sense and no way to save it.
Chocolate Milk: Because Nang didn’t understand what I was saying.
Chocolate milk: please
Chocolate Milk: Huh?
Chocolate milk: My sister will ask for it like this
Me: haha
Me: Throwing my pride to the bottom
Me: Even while lying down and crawling
Me: It seems like she wants to protect her position as an older sister no matter what
Me: well
Me: sure shit
Me: It’s the only way to be treated like a human being by me
Me: I desperately need to defend myself
Me: yes
Me: I understand lol
Me: If you don’t have that, you’re just a female, right?
Chocolate milk: yes
Chocolate Milk: So, I’ll beg you for real.
Chocolate Milk: Noona will admit that it was a mistake
Chocolate milk: Please don’t be angry anymore.
Me: No, I still need to listen?
Chocolate milk: Oh really.
Chocolate Milk: Nang
Me: I’m not really worried
Me: tell me where
Me: If I am taming my furrow
Me: What’s your problem?
Chocolate milk: I was just curious…
Me: I’m just saying it just in case
Me: Don’t say just because you’re curious, really
Me: I must have told you to pay attention several times
Me: But I ignored it
Me: Isn’t there a reason for that?
Chocolate milk: For some reason… Nothing to say
Me: or what
Me: Did you want to get scolded for making me angry again?
Me: I’m really confused, you too
Chocolate Milk: I’m sorry.
Me: No, I’m not sorry, just tell me
Me: I didn’t even listen to people
Me: It’s only natural that I’m sorry
Me: Can you tell me why?
Chocolate milk: I wanted to be scolded for a long time
Chocolate Milk: Can’t we just think that way?
Me: tsk
Chocolate Milk: No, but it’s true that I’m really worried.
Chocolate milk: I wouldn’t even do it in moderation to your personality
Chocolate Milk: When I think about how I was trained
Chocolate milk: I wonder if I can survive it honestly
Me: Why do you care about that?
Chocolate Milk: Can I help you… I want to
Me: haha
Me: Fuck really haha
It’s me
Me: yes
Me: kinda funny
Me: Will you help me tame the furry?
Chocolate Milk: It’s a bit strange to help… Lol
Chocolate milk: I need it to educate Eulang anyway
Chocolate Milk: Didn’t you ask your sister?
Me: Let’s say yes then
Me: so?
Chocolate Milk: So… Rani?
Me: what do you want to do
Me: No, would it be better to ask what can I do?
Chocolate milk: I just want to be of some help as an older sister
Chocolate milk: yes
Chocolate Milk: Nang, because there are many things you don’t know yet.
Chocolate milk: You asked your sister and that’s it, right?
Chocolate milk: Because that’s the only thing my sister can tell me
Me: Kyung Eun-ah
Me: Kyung Eun-ah
Me: won’t you answer me?
Chocolate Milk: Yes…
Me: I see you keep saying things that don’t work
Me: I have to stop talking about that sister first.
Me: I think I’m not good at being treated like a noona anyway
Me: Are you comfortable with that too?
Chocolate Milk: No, it’s Nang
Me: Of course, I don’t think I should be like this.
Me: I can’t do it because it’s frustrating to see what you’re doing
Me: If I don’t force myself to kneel
Me: I think I’ll end up talking all night long
Choco Milk: But suddenly, the name again ㅠㅠ
Me: yes
Me: You and I are the same haha
Me: You who deliberately make me angry because I want to be scolded are you too
Me: Whenever that happens, I get emotional and come out with my old habits
Me: Because I’m the same bitch anyway
Me: Since this happened, let’s talk about it openly
Chocolate Milk: Do you know what you expect?
Me: I told you to stop talking about yourself
Chocolate Milk: Then what do you say?
Me: Call me normally, call me normally
Chocolate milk: What do you call it normally?
Me: Do I have to tell you that too?
Me: Is there anything else I need to teach you?
Chocolate Milk: Can’t we just ask how a baby is born?
Me: Do you still have time?
Me: I’m talking bullshit
Chocolate Milk: Okay
Chocolate milk: I won’t
Me: ha
Chocolate milk: You must have been a little nervous
Me: Aren’t you excited?
Chocolate milk: I tremble
Chocolate Milk: Shall I kneel?
Me: I’m not trying to play with you right now?
Chocolate Milk: Okay
Me: And if you can, don’t even say honorifics.
Me: I taught you that
Me: It doesn’t matter anyway
Chocolate milk: I think it’s hard because it’s a habit;;;;
Me: but try a bit consciously
Me: I feel uncomfortable when I see you talking respectfully
Me: I think I need to fuck it up
Chocolate milk: yes
Me: just do it as usual
Chocolate Milk: Okay… Lol
Me: I really don’t want to do this if possible
Me: No, I don’t want to go this far
It’s me
Me: Isn’t it time to quit?
Me: forever and ever
Me: Aren’t you miserable clinging to your ex?
Chocolate Milk: Not exactly an ex-boyfriend
Chocolate milk: I’m clinging to the owner.
Me: either way
Chocolate milk: it’s different
Me: Both are me anyway
Chocolate Milk: Then did you teach that to Rang?
Chocolate Milk: Don’t distinguish when you’re not with the owner
Come out
Me: I really don’t give a chance to catch my guard and rush at you
Me: I’m persistent, really haha
Me: Do you want to hear it that way?
Chocolate milk: I’m asking halfway to come.
Me: yes
Me: Let’s say I’m clinging to my master
Me: Does that make you feel less miserable?
Me: Does it seem like a pun to me?
Chocolate milk: Because I wasn’t a very good girlfriend
Chocolate milk: at least the other way around
Chocolate Milk: I’m trying to appeal, well… Lol
It’s me
Me: Kyung Eun-ah
Chocolate milk: yes
Me: How long have we known each other?
Chocolate milk: About 5 years?
Me: yes
Me: I’ve been looking at real stars all this time
Me: Now you know everything about each other, right?
Chocolate milk: I know everything except what I don’t know
Me: honestly
Me: yes
Me: Let’s admit what we have to admit and move on
Me: We didn’t finish very neatly
Me: As long as there are lingering feelings for each other, on the remaining topics
Me: I’m so tired that I don’t even want to see your face
Chocolate Milk: haha
Me: why
Me: what’s funny
Chocolate milk: They say you have lingering feelings for me
Chocolate Milk: Do you know what I did for the first time today?
Chocolate Milk: It’s been years since we broke up
Me: Of course it’s the first time I’ve said it
Me: You’re already dating another guy
Me: put it there
Me: Do I have to start over?
Chocolate Milk: Even after we broke up, I hoped that we would keep in touch
Choco Milk: I want to remain as a good older sister
Chocolate Milk: I said so.
Chocolate milk: If you had no regrets, you wouldn’t have said that?
Me: I still haven’t aged much
Me: You were younger then than you are now haha
Me: How can I understand what women are saying?
Me: I’ve gotten used to it, but I’m still not confident
Chocolate milk: just
Chocolate milk: just a little
Chocolate milk: no
Chocolate Milk: Keep saying what you said
Me: yes
Me: It’s over anyway
Chocolate milk: yes
Me: Yeah well, there was no one I liked.
Chocolate milk: It seems like gossip, so it’s a bit like that
Me: Gossip is a disease haha
Me: Who was the one who called me in the middle of the night and gave a damn?
Me: I’ll remember your boyfriends better than you do?
Chocolate milk: I’m sorry.
Me: no
Me: I’m not asking you to apologize
Me: It didn’t last long after all
Me: each other
Chocolate milk: I was busy with work
Chocolate milk: I think it was more because there was no one I liked.
Chocolate milk: I know everyone wants to be nice to you
Chocolate milk: Because it’s very different from what I want
Me: I’m just talking about taste
Chocolate milk: yes
Me: no
Me: yes
Me: Speaking of taste,
Me: I know what you want
Me: Really constantly pissing people off
Me: You’re trying to make sure you’re loved
Me: Sometimes I deliberately make you jealous
Me: And you enjoy the situation itself
Chocolate milk: yes
Me: I don’t know if it’s a concept limited to play
Me: It appears in everyday life as well.
Me: Are people tired and exhausted?
Chocolate Milk: There’s really nothing to say about that
Chocolate Milk: Everyone must have had a hard time because of me
Me: Maybe more than you think?
Chocolate Milk: But I’m not sure why
Chocolate milk: I get anxious even when we’re together
Chocolate milk: Do you feel comfortable when you get scolded for being weird?
Chocolate milk: No, of course it’s inconvenient
Chocolate milk: It would be correct to say that it feels relieved
Chocolate milk: I feel relieved because it seems to be held tightly
I know
Chocolate milk: no
Chocolate milk: We talked a lot about this too
Chocolate milk: I can’t help either.
Chocolate milk: I’m trying to fix it, but
Me: It’s because I have that kind of personality
Me: I couldn’t stand it
Me: And it’s still the same
Chocolate milk: I’m sorry.
Me: What are you going to do by apologizing for not getting along?
Me: Regardless of right or wrong, it was just that far
Chocolate milk: over there
Chocolate Milk: Nang
Me: yes
Chocolate Milk: I’m doing this now because of Mr. … ?
Me: I’ll see you soon
Chocolate milk: yes
Me ; I haven’t made a detailed appointment yet.
Me: Because I said it once
Me: I’ll pick a convenient time for myself and tell you
Chocolate milk: To leave it as a sub?
Me: if you want
Chocolate Milk: How does it look?
Me: You don’t seem to have much objection.
Me: don’t know
Me: If I shut up, I might get scared and run away
Me: I said give me enough time to think
Me: For the time being, I’m just going to wait calmly
Chocolate Milk: Are you taking a break?
Me: Because I know what to say
Chocolate milk: Your confidence is amazing… Lol
Me: I have that kind of personality
Me: I’m still not sure
Me: She believed what the woman said and then
Me: I’ve seen blood not once or twice.
Me: I’ll wait until I hear a clear answer
Chocolate Milk: When did you start working on it?
Me: Was it the very next day after coming here?
Chocolate milk: It’s fast too haha
Chocolate Milk: So you haven’t touched it yet?
Me: I’m just playing around
Me: Because I’m a kid who’s never really climaxed
Me: I have a taste for teaching
Me: Still, onple isn’t my taste
Chocolate Milk: Shall I talk to Eulang?
Me: why
Chocolate milk: I think Nangi didn’t explain properly
Me: what?
Chocolate milk: Just what, this and that?
Chocolate Milk: There are things that only women can talk about
Chocolate milk: It’s not good to have fantasies too much
Me: no need to
Me: It has nothing to do with you
Me: I’ll figure it out
Chocolate Milk: Then why did you tell me?
Chocolate milk: Does anyone else know?
Me: Daddy Never must be paying attention?
Me: I don’t think you’ll believe me if I say nothing happened
Me: I’m looking around moderately, but
Me: Everyone is probably guessing to some extent
Chocolate Milk: Is there any reason to keep it a secret?
Chocolate Milk: I’ve revealed everything
Me: I don’t like that
Chocolate milk: you like it
Me: yes
Me: I don’t ask for much
Me: I’m the type to be satisfied just by being by your side
Me: I want to be invisible to others
Chocolate Milk: Then you shouldn’t tell me either?
Me: yes
Me: why
Chocolate Milk: What is that haha
Me: I clung to it too tenaciously
Me: Well, just by chance?
Chocolate milk: haha
Me: I can’t help it if it’s my greed
Me: Personally, I hope the two get along well
Me: Eurang should have at least one unnie he can trust around him
Me: Ask about things I can’t teach you
Chocolate Milk: So what about me?
Me : ?
Chocolate Milk: Being close to Eulang
Chocolate Milk: What is it good for me?
