Chapter 10 – Friday, April 18 10 PM (4)
Me: How are you feeling?
Sourang: I don’t know haha
Soeurang: It’s just weird.
Soeurang: You seem a little dizzy?
Me: Is it overload?
Sourang: Maybe so haha
Soeurang: Uh
Soeurang: Don’t do that in my name from now on.
Sourang: I feel really strange.
Soeurang: I just taught you haha
Soeurang: haha
Me: Look at the situation.
Soeurang: Looking at the situation, what is it haha
Soeurang: It’s my name, but why is Nang-nim
Soeurang: Look at the situation and don’t use it haha
Me: What can I teach you
Me: How to explain
Me: He seems to understand quickly.
Sourang: Oh
Me: Was it like that yesterday too?
Me: Didn’t it get stuck in your head?
Soeurang: haha
Sourang: That’s right…
Me: and maybe
Me: Better to use your real name
Me: Wouldn’t it be nice to have reality?
Soeulang: In the first place, the situation itself that Nang was using as an example
Soeurang: It’s less realistic… Lol
Soeulang: I just became an exposed light
Soeurang: Being a masochist?
Soeurang: What kind of reality is this haha
Me: I think I was more immersed than I thought.
Me: Do you still feel weird?
Soeurang: ㅇㅇ It’s strange ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: Nangnim says something every day
Soeurang: Because it feels like it’s directly stuck in my head
Soeulang: Do you feel like you don’t go through reason?
Me: I’m not sure what you mean.
Me: You mean hitting the bottom without going through reason?
Soeurang: Anyway, there is such a thing haha
Soeurang: So, should I say that there are aftereffects…
Soeurang: The afterglow lasts a little longer.
Soeurang: Even now, strangely, mentally tickling… Lol
Sourang: Oh really!!
Soeurang: I don’t know how you feel haha
Me: I have a lot of imagination.
Me: good good
Sourang: I don’t think it’s really like that.
Sourang: Well
Soeurang: It might be because Nangnim speaks well.
Me: There’s something else I can guess.
With Soeu: ?
Me: all my examples
Me: Being stuck in the middle of your taste.
Me: Otherwise, there’s no way you’d be so immersed, right?
Sourang: …
Me: Because I always imagined that
Me: Maybe the sync is good?
Soeulang: No comment… I will
Me: yes
Me: We must respect the right to remain silent.
Sourang: Thank you
Me: Then, while the words came out
Me: Shall we talk about the sex fantasy you usually imagine?
Soeurang: haha
So Eulang: As soon as the right to remain silent was declared
Soeulang: Suddenly, without a hitch, you come in without a hitch.
Soeurang: He said he would respect it haha
Me: Where do you have the right to remain silent?
Me: If you ask me, I will answer.
Soeurang: They said they would respect it!!
Me: You can’t respect something that doesn’t exist.
Soeurang: My situation is worse than that of a criminal.
Me: You know now, right?
Me: Than to answer and be shy
Me: The risk is higher if you don’t answer.
Sourang: That’s the way…
Soeurang: Since Nang said it, I don’t want to admit it.
With Soeu: haha
Me: Do that.
Me: Even if you say so
Me: It’s not like coming here, right?
Me: Our Seoyoon.
Soeurang: Ogi is not the kind of person who doesn’t pamper, but
Soeurang: Our Seoyoon is banned!!
Me: ok haha
Me: It’s tricky.
Soeurang: Why is this person the most comfortable to talk to?
Soeurang: I really don’t understand haha
Me: Your tastes match well.
Sourang: Isn’t it?
Me: Then throw away the right to remain silent
Me: Slice it up quickly.
Me: How do you usually play while imagining?
Soeurang: Do you really have to listen?
Me: Do you know what I have to say?
Me: Either your preference or mine.
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Me: Weren’t we supposed to have a conversation like this in the first place?
Soeurang: Yes, but haha
Sourang: I know.
Soeurang: It’s a sex fantasy…
Me: Most of the guys like you have it.
Me: It’s like a romance that I usually imagine.
Sourang: Uhm.
Soeurang: Actually, I couldn’t say it because it was in front of Choco.
Me: You can talk in front of me.
Soeurang: Can’t we laugh after hearing it?
Me: I’m not laughing
Soeurang: You can’t tell others,
Soeurang: Anyway, only you know!!
Me: I know
Soeurang: What I usually imagine… How to say,
Soeurang: You know what Nang said earlier.
Me : ?
Sourang: That’s it
Soeurang: That
Soeulang: He likes being treated as less than human…
Better
Soeurang: I’m a bit like that.
Soeurang: No, it’s not exactly the same.
Sourang: What should I say?
Soeurang: Being miserably abused and ruined
Soeurang: It’s not that I like that kind of situation.
Soeurang: Feeling a bit like a puppy?
Me: Like a pet at home?
Soeurang: yes yes yes yes!!
Soeurang: How can I say something, getting pretty?
Sourang: I like that.
Me: is that
Me: Is this a story that continues with the ideal type I mentioned earlier?
Soeurang: I can’t say no haha
So Eurang: A person who is so relied on and determined
Soeurang: While stroking my hair
Sourang: Well
Me: Do you touch my belly?
With Soeu: haha
Me: What if I lifted my chin and lightly flicked my lips?
Soeurang: haha
Me: After sitting on my lap
Soeurang: Stop it haha
Sourang: Oh
Sourang: Anyway!
Soeurang: That and again…
Me: Any more?
Soeurang: Yes.
Soeurang: Is that just a little everyday?
Soeurang: If you want to play while being so cute
Soeurang: That
Soeurang: There are times when we do each other, right?
Me: sex
Sourang: Yes…
Soeurang: That’s it haha
Soeurang: Anyway, since we’re lovers, such things can happen!!
Soeurang: I’m not weird!
Me: Why are you suddenly rushing?
Soeurang: I’m imagining something like that again
Soeurang: I’m afraid it’s because she’s an obscene woman… ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: That level is normal.
Sourang: Right?
Me: yes yes
Me: normal
With Soeu: haha
Sourang: Anyway
Soeurang: each other
Soeurang: When will it continue?
Soeurang: Should I say that it would be nice if they treated me differently… ㅠ
Soeurang: I came to think that way because of Nangnim.
Me : ?
Soeurang: Nang-nim was earlier in the day
Soeurang: It’s because they made me do something strange.
Soeurang: From the beginning, pushing a little harder
Soeurang: I thought I liked a man who controlled me, right?
Me: But why?
Me: not anymore?
Soeurang: Rather than not…
Soeurang: Now, in addition to that
Soeurang: A little pressure on me?
Soeurang: Pressing down from above?
Soeurang: I’m trying to get better at that.
Me: I said it before
Me: Don’t ever meet a guy like that.
Me: Don’t go anywhere else and get hit.
Soeurang: Whose fault is this haha
Soeurang: And it’s not that I like people who wield violence.
Soeurang: Is it a bit like saying to press down?
Sourang: Well
Soeurang: Just on top of my head?
Me: What are you talking about?
Sourang: Well
Sourang: To be more specific,
Soeurang: Do you have cats and dogs?
Soeurang: Pets.
Me: yes
Soeurang: When people raise puppies
Soeurang: If the puppy does something wrong, scold it
Soeurang: If you do well, praise me
Sourang: Isn’t it usually like that?
Me: yes
Soeurang: Why can’t I do this?
Soeurang: hit or bully
Soeurang: I didn’t even deliberately ignore it
Soeurang: hurt or
Sourang: Oh
Sourang: You don’t do that.
Soeurang: If you are a normal person!!
Me: yes
Me: Except for some crap.
With Soeu: ㅇㅇㅇ
Soeurang: So even if I do something wrong
Soeurang: Tyler or scold?
Soeurang: But if you do well again, I will praise you
Soeurang: Should I say that I depend on it that way?
Soeurang: I like someone I can completely lean on.
With Soeu: haha
Me: Well, imagination is free.
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: So usually
Soeurang: No matter what I say, accept it
Soeurang: Smiling and stroking my hair
Sourang: I’m just saying
Soeurang: At night
Soeurang: Are you too lazy today?
Soeurang: Just like this
Soeulang: To be violently knocked down and forcibly pressed down…
Soeurang: It’s a little strange ㅠㅠ
It’s me
Sourang: What is it?
Me: You asked me to treat you as a person earlier
Me: Didn’t you fucking say something to me?
Me: At least treat me like a human being.
Sourang: It was.
Me: but why now again
Me: They say they want to be treated like animals.
Soeurang: It’s a beast haha
Soeurang: That’s what they say!!
Me: No, you said you want to be treated like a dog with your mouth.
Me: Playing with her, petting her, and scolding her.
Me: Wherever you look, this is your girlfriend.
Me: It must feel like raising a real dog, right?
Soeurang: I heard that imagination is free.
Me: You are free to imagine
Me: You can’t discriminate.
Me: Who will be and who will not?
Soeurang: And what?
Sourang: What I want
Soeurang: Taking care of things very sweetly
Soeurang: I also stroke my head
Soeulang: He listens to me and stops worrying about me
Soeurang: Whatever you say, accept it
Soeurang: For being so cute
Soeurang: He’s the kind of person who treats you like a puppy.
Me: that’s true
Me: What about women…
Soeurang: Nang-nim just doesn’t treat people like that haha
Soeurang: always teasing me
Soeurang: Whenever we have free time, we tease each other!!
Soeurang: Every time I see you, I make fun of you!!!!!!!!!!
Me: I’m far from sweet.
Soeurang: Looks like he knows haha
Me: But you know what?
Me: I should eat something that was originally dirty
Me: Sweet things come with emotion.
With Soeu: No
Soeurang: Nang is not like that.
Soeurang: It’s not like bittersweet.
Soeurang: It’s just spicy.
Soeurang: It feels like the original solution of capsaicin.
Me: It’s an adult’s taste.
Soeurang: Isn’t it pervert?
Better
Me: So you…
Soeurang: What are you saying haha
Soeurang: No? Haha
Me: no no
Me: anyway
It’s me
Me: You are free to imagine
Me: Are you hurt?
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: But you didn’t ask for any other conditions.
Soeulang: If you let me dream at least, where would it be?
Me: dream too much
Me: no
Me: yes
Me: At that age, I can.
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: I think I said it for nothing.
Sourang: What the hell did I say?
Soeurang: That too in front of Nangnim ㅠㅠ
It’s me
Me: Then whenever you go out
Me: Are you envious when you see a dog walking?
Me: haha
Soeurang: Look at that haha
Soeurang: Look, use it right away.
Soeurang: I’m not just looking for opportunities to play around all day.
Soeurang: haha
Me: While imagining that the owner is on a leash
Me: If I pull it with the lead line
Me: Chasing after you while shaking your hips.
Soeurang: No, why haha
Soeurang: No haha
Me: what’s wrong
Me: you did
Soeurang: It’s just a fantasy!!
Soeurang: I can’t even imagine? Haha
Soeurang: I ask and he says something really ㅠㅠ
Me: yes yes
Me: So usually
Me: While imagining being treated as a pet
Me: Are you masturbating?
Sourang: … I do
Sourang: Oh why!!
Sourang: You can do it!
Soeurang: Seeing ㅠㅠ
Me: right
Me: I can
Me: You can do it before bed today.
Soeurang: That really won’t tell you.
Soeurang: No matter how much I ask, I will never answer.
Sourang: Really!!
Me: don’t ask
Me: I’m not really curious.
With Soeu: ㅠㅠ
Soeurang: Ha
Soeurang: It’s hot.
Me: haha
Soeurang: Anyway, it’s Nangnim’s turn now!
Soeurang: Because I answered everything really hard
Soeurang: Can I ask a question this time?
Soeurang: Please tell me that quickly haha
Me: so
Me: I have no intention of answering the question.
Soeurang: It’s not fair haha
Soeurang: They forced me to just answer.
Me: Did you try it too?
Soeurang: I don’t think even the seeds will be eaten.
Me: I saw it
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Then, do only what you can answer.
Soeurang: Do you have any real experience?
Me: What experience.
Soeurang: Well, sexual experience
Soeurang: It’s like an Escher experience.
Me: YES.
Soeurang: Please tell me about that haha
Soeurang: How did you meet… I don’t want you to answer that.
Me: yes
Me: No privacy questions.
Soeurang: Then how did you play with him?
Soeurang: Please tell me about that haha
Me: Are you talking play?
Soeurang: Yes.
Me: um
Me: play…
Soeurang: Even if Nang hated it, he would have stepped on it without forgiveness.
Better
Me: Do I need to point out that?
With Soeu: ?
Me: First of all, you taught me the concepts of Dom and Sub, right?
Sourang: Yes.
Soeurang: Dome is up
Soeurang: Sub is below.
Me: It just doesn’t work out that way.
Me: Most of my play revolves around subs.
With Soeu: ?
Me: Usually if you think of domination and subjugation
Me: You think that one side is forcing it unilaterally.
Me: But I’m not a real slave or master
Me: You mean we have no choice but to come to an agreement because we are players?
Sourang: Uh…
Sourang: Is that so?
Me: What kind of play do we like each other, and which one is out?
Me: You have to adjust the range of play while having such a conversation.
Me: Of course, a play that fails to reach an agreement is out.
B: Even if the play is mutually agreed upon, if the sub’s stamina can’t hold out, it’s over.
Sourang: Huh
Sourang: Right?
Me: Because there is a safe word
Me: It’s to decide the words in advance.
Me: A word I don’t normally use.
Soeurang: Is it like a password?
Soeurang: No, is it a rescue signal?
Me: That’s how it is.
Me: The moment I shout that, the play ends.
Sourang: That’s right.
Me: So, the Dom is right to lead the play, but
Me: For some reason, I felt that the overall initiative was on the sub side.
Me: But what is this, it could be because my partner is more experienced
Me: That’s why you shouldn’t think that what I say is everything.
Me: Anyway, it’s different for each person
Sourang: I know haha
Me: Of course, we really thoroughly deprived the freedom of subordination.
Me: Trained so that you can feel joy only by obeying
Me: to move according to the command
Me: There are people who make subs slaves.
Me: Very rare.
Sourang: Oh…
Soeurang: It’s a bit scary to hear that.
Sourang: How does that happen?;;
Me: that’s right
Me: But I have no such experience?
Me: So no matter how curious you are, I can’t tell you.
Me: why?
Me: I don’t know
Soeurang: haha
Me: So what I’m saying is
Me: Roughly accept it as a general theory + experience.
Me: that’s comfortable
Soeurang: It’s amazing enough for me so it’s okay haha
Me: I guess
Me: anyway
Me: What do you mean,
Me: It’s not like I can do anything just because I want to.
Me: Because the opponent is not a true slave, but a partner.
Sourang: Oh my God.
Soeurang: Nangnim is saying a fine thing;;
Me: BDSM is still a kind of hobby,
Me: It’s just that the form of enjoyment is different
Me: After all, it’s like sex that everyone is doing normally, isn’t it?
Me: Of course we should respect each other.
Sourang: That’s right.
Me: so as you imagine
Me: You shouldn’t think of a relationship where you can do anything.
With Soeu: haha
Soeurang: Because Nangnim is talking seriously
Soeurang: It’s kind of cringy haha
Me: noisy
Me: Anyway, so you know
Me: What did you ask?
Soeurang: Do you know that Nang-nim’s memory is a crucian carp?
Soeurang: We talked about it all the time and forgot it by ourselves haha
Me: crap
Me: You’re talking nonsense.
Soeurang: I asked what kind of play I played with my partner.
Me: tsk
Soeurang: haha
Soeurang: Let me know soon haha
Me: Okay, so don’t keep yelling at me.
Me: Let me think about it too.
