Chapter 79 – 7. Snow Red Bird (9)
The door is open.
The neatly dressed boy took a step. Passing through the dazzling hallway and climbing the stairs, I reached the front of the Führer’s bedroom, which was firmly closed. In the meantime, the number of employees he faced increased to five.
However, all of them did not recognize the existence of a boy.
If you were young, you were young, if you were grown up, you were all grown up. The important thing is that he crossed the door. He said that he arrived here even against causality. And, like his future self, he understood this game, this rule, with a clever mind.
Even jewels that have been forged over time are originally just raw stones that have not been processed.
Even though he had an unfortunate period of growth, he was still an innocent boy. So, needless to say, it was a more valuable treasure, and a fearful expression or wearing only a thin ultramarine blue gown was rare.
Although the boy was an adult, he was like a lamb being led to the slaughter.
I was frightened before the shame to come. He, of course, did not lose his life, unlike a sheep about to be slaughtered. However, it is also true that he is not much different when viewed from the point of view of livestock.
Taste was bitter.
So, with his back in the quiet hallway, he stood upright. He stared timidly at the tightly closed door. He was wary of a time that might be heaven or hell.
It was a meaningless thing. The queen over there had already seen through to the fact that my young male prostitute was so wary.
“How long will you be like that?”
She said, it’s absurd that a strong person like her doesn’t notice a single sign around her.
“The door is open.”
The Queen’s upbringing shook the boy. It resonated in her head as if digging through her skull. It was painful, but there was a more masochistic pleasure.
The boy bit his lip and reached for the doorknob. He entered the bedroom, thinking that if he had to be hit anyway, he would be hit quickly.
“Hello…….”
The interior was very quiet. But he was never gloomy. It was thanks to the lewdness brought about by the act of daytime and the sunlight coming in through the closed windows.
“Yes, I like the way you look.”
Her elegantly decorated interior was adorned with roses of various colors. Standing at the entrance of the bedroom, the boy looked around the room and carefully looked around the unfamiliar scenery until Beatrix called him.
On the table near the window, where auspicious letters were always placed, there was a bucket full of ice and liquor. It was probably a drink prepared to quench one’s thirst between interludes of love affairs.
Unlike the queen, the boy’s physical strength had limits.
The carpet in the middle of the bedroom, the carpet that always looked solemn, was accompanied by the help of magic. Presumably, when the sun went down and the moonlight came up, it seemed to be to help them decorate themselves to the fullest.
Because the atmosphere of an affair does not live well in the dark blue twilight.
“Come closer.”
The most important bed, where a man and a woman would have sex, was covered with a bunch of gorgeous roses. They ranged from passionate red roses to cozy pink roses and white roses symbolizing purity.
It was beautiful.
Anyway, I wondered if it was someone who made it up. The boy, who had acquired a lot of background knowledge passing through the gate, also learned clearly about the dignity of the queen. And judging from her authoritarian tendencies, I realized that the fact that she had completed these preparations herself was because she dearly loved me.
“The time to be with you has finally come.”
Ilgogyeongseong.
Savings person.
And lung watering.
It was a beauty that could not be expressed with any ancient words. However, just as there are classes in the military world, roses here also have the best. The rose’s name was Beatrix, and it was Adler, who was sitting in a chair near the bed over there.
Rarely assuming a sensual posture, she was very graceful.
“…… Yes.”
The boy approached the queen who wanted to covet me. She looked at her with her chin resting on her nonchalantly, and she opened her mouth by flicking the tip of her big toe.
“Do you like it?”
There was no given. However, it was not difficult to understand its meaning. The boy scanned Beatrix’s body up and down. Not to mention her hair, which was mentioned earlier, and the corset lingerie that highlights her already excellent figure created a truly enchanting scene.
To the extent that it is somewhat irritating to an inexperienced young boy.
“…… Yes.”
It was like an old-time noble lady. There was nothing that wasn’t alluring, from the beautifully filled breasts, narrow waist, and sleek legs. Even more so, it was equipped with strength.
“Trust comes with deep relationships.”
If there is such a thing as a true goddess of beauty…….
“I won’t criticize you because you’re taking your first steps. But if you are dealing with someone you truly love, be more honest with your needs.”
It was definitely a reference to this queen.
“Because foreplay isn’t just about clumsy gestures and consolations.”
It is clear that he was enchanted by the beauty. The only thing she kept quiet about was that she didn’t know how to express it without offending her. No matter how vulgar an insult, if it came out of the mouth of a boy, she was a queen she would be happy to be.
“That, my sister…….”
“Appeal. Honest and strong.”
“Yes, it is pretty…… “
Beatrix laughed lightly. Because it was fun How she was sure of it was because the roses placed around her changed color every moment, as if resonating with her emotions.
“Your shy appearance is also truly lovable. Even if it doesn’t, that’s fine. It was because the sadness of working alone was really long. Today is the day to lust after you all day long. Even if you struggle to hate it, it’s a day that won’t stop.”
The way he made the declaration without changing his face was like a wild beast facing prey. Thanks to this, the boy had to shake her body even though he knew that her temper was like that. As befits her still introspective days, she was very different from what the Queen knew.
“How are you?”
The boy pondered for a moment, then shook her head.
“I do not know…….”
“Okay? Then, where should we add a little amusement to cheer up?”
A faint smile crept across the queen’s face. I dare say, it was a benevolent smile. Perhaps because she was about to have sex with a boy, she gently overlooked the attitude that would normally be taken for granted. He went on and whispered softly.
“If you confess that you love me here, I will be your most humble female today. I will fully satisfy your own desires and no one else’s, and I will clearly engrave in your mind the pleasure that domination brings.”
“…….”
“But if you don’t want to do that, I will play with you until I am satisfied as a reward for scorning this Sun-ae.”
She was no mere tyrant. She was, in name and reality, an independent infant of the heavens and the world. She was the Beatrix Adler that no one could ever think of passing over. Even the moment I slept with the man I loved, didn’t it overwhelm him?
Even though the man had a very rich experience against himself as a virgin.
“I promise you, it will be very painful.”
Indeed it will. It was a short taste, but it was. Being the queen’s plaything wasn’t very desirable. So the boy struggled with accepting her mischievous offer. Even then, as if the essence had not gone anywhere, he cautiously opened his mouth.
“I…….”
“Make your decision wisely. Nothing in the universe could put me under my feet. I am not a follower of rules, I am a maker of them. I am saying that I will be your lowest woman. In exchange for that one short confession of love.”
If I said I wasn’t afraid, it was a lie. Because she knew that even this sex on the bed, which should have been fun and pleasing to her, would be enough to become her torture. Because she knows that she will be able to take care of herself with only one material called pleasure.
The queen was beautiful, so it was not difficult for her to confess her love to the boy. On the contrary, if it were not for the uniqueness of this situation, I would have gathered courage despite my personality, which can be called Sukmaek.
But yes. People have a thing called conviction, and sometimes there are times when you have to go back even if you see an easy and comfortable road in front of you.
“Now, would you like to confess your affection to your true mate?”
The boy was clever. So I guessed That this woman by the name of Beatrix is truly great. So, the answer I came up with is also known in advance. That such an unconventional proposal was made from such cause and effect.
If he complied, the fall he so longed for would be completed.
If you don’t respond, you have a reason to play with it.
Neither side has anything to lose.
“…… Yes.”
It must have been an unexpected answer. Even so, it seemed like he would believe that he had eyes that looked into the future.
“If noona, like I said, remains as someone who can be loved.”
The boy added the unfinished words.
“Muh, stop being scary…….”
Thus, the Queen’s expectations were met.
“If you are forgiven for your wrongdoing, if you don’t do anything bad…….”
That I will not fall No matter how difficult the road is, I will not give up.
“Then I will be able to confess that I truly love you. Of course, getting forgiveness isn’t easy. Still, I can stand by your side. I think so. I’m insignificant, but I’ll still be able to support you so that life doesn’t feel heavy next to you…….”
“What if not?”
“In that case, I won’t confess my love…….”
The boy recalled a phrase from a novel he read once. The phrase that touched my heart said.
“Is that all?”
“That’s all.”
People don’t know how powerful a weapon insensitivity is.
“But if that’s true, why does that sound so terribly unpleasant?”
It really is. People don’t know Insensitivity is the weapon and mindset of the strong. This is because those who know how to understand others inevitably become weak.
For they pity, agonize, and waver.
But the boy believed. The strength and weakness created by this sensitivity and insensitivity would never be about justice. It’s just a sad noise in the process of people moving towards a better future. That’s why those who can endure that fate should be willing to do so.
“Everything in the world is flattering me, but not as much as your affection.”
The age is an age of intolerable iniquity. People only turn to hateful words and eyes dotted with disgust. I simply vomit the anger inherent in me and commit a mistake because of the petty desire to appear present.
“I know. If it’s an older sister, it’s not difficult to win my heart.”
“Yeah, it is as you say. You are an infinitely weak being, so a single gesture from me would do it. You won’t be able to live without me even for a day, so you’ll cling to me and act like a child again. But what use is that? What I truly love is you who do not give in even in the face of force majeure.”
Why should we hate each other? The time given is too short to be buried only in negative emotions. How can I live such a precious life while only hurting it?
“…… Whoops.”
The boy sobbed. He met the Queen’s gaze through endlessly clear tears. He was old enough to realize how unsightly he was, but he had no way to stop his overabundance of emotions. Some might tease him for his sensitive sensibility, but he was.
“Why are you crying so sadly?”
“I would have wanted to love my sister too.”
There can’t be a life that only pursues hardships. No one would have wanted a life filled with hatred from the beginning.
So the boy knew.
Whether here or there, what the man wanted was a sympathy like everyone else.
Like time with family, friends, and lovers.
That it was something that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t get it.
“But that would never happen…….”
“Why?”
“Just as I would do it for my beliefs, my sister would do it for pure love. You have no intention of blaspheming or conceding to anyone.”
Beatrix suddenly reached out her hand into the air. I opened a drawer with a complex structure far away and pulled out the pipe inside. It was with the tobacco leaves that I pressed down as much as I could, as if I was thinking of filling the room with smoke.
“Go on.”
It was an astounding telekinesis. But the boy was no longer surprised by that.
“It will be the same whether it is love between lovers or love between family members. You wouldn’t dare to think of satisfying any kind of lust. Perhaps I don’t want to put my sister on the same level as the people I love.”
The queen put her cigarette in her mouth. The time of temptation is over. She predicted what the boy would say in the future, and the boy also intuited the fate that would be given to him as soon as he finished his words.
“So I won’t confess either.”
Beatrix said whoa and let out smoke. A thick cloud of smoke poured down the boy’s face. After that, she silently immersed herself in smoking, and only when the smoke filled her room, did she slowly get up from her seat.
“Okay?”
A cruel time was foretold. Magic, whether it was magic or not, scattered the boy’s mind far away.
“Then I guess I’ll have to go into debt.”
The smoke cleared. He walked away through the wide open window.
“The prostitute who rejected her affection will have nothing else to do but pour out her lust.”
The Queen put the pipe from her mouth for a moment. Then she reached out her free hand to me and snapped her fingers. As the saying goes, I have to pay the debt, I called the boy, announcing the beginning of a sadistic love affair.
“It’s time to pay the price later.”
“Yes…….”
“Take it off, as your future did.”
The boy took off his navy blue gown.
“Kneel like your future did.”
She knelt at her feet.
“Open your mouth.”
He held her chin and opened her mouth.
“Puff around like a lowly male dog.”
Then she filled her mouth with the tobacco leaves the queen shook off and waited for her command.
“…… So that I can have fun.”
Burnt tobacco leaves and embers filled his mouth, very full.
So Jungwoo, the boy brought from the past, nodded his head with a troubled face.
