Chapter 608 – Monday, Week 8 (19)
“Marey!”
Ran raised her voice without taking her eyes off Lauren. Even though Marais said she was dressed or she was undressed, she was vaguely wearing her clothes. Seeing her cautiously peering between the two women, she reminds us of a small herbivore.
“Ran… Labella, are you uneasy about entrusting that child to me?”
Lauren said so with a sigh.
“No, it will be fine. If it’s Ravella, she’ll definitely be able to tell wisely. She’s a good, smart kid.”
“…Why are you still insisting on her?”
Lauren let out a long breath as if she couldn’t understand Ran. She looked as frustrated as her breasts in a shirt that were about to explode. She was silent for a while.
Ran also let out a long sigh. And she slowly opened her mouth.
“It’s my child.”
Ran doesn’t even have a chance to tell Lauren what she is saying and goes on with her.
“Do you hate my teaching?”
Lauren looked at Ran for a long time without saying anything. After parting her lips a few times, she nodded her head.
“Yes, does Ran really need to do it? I am… It’s uncomfortable that Ran-nim is like this.”
“Why, do you think you will be robbed again?”
The air has changed The sound of the birds chirping outside suddenly stopped, and the temperature in the room, where there was no wind, was dropping. Marais can see that the water in the basin next to her is beginning to ice.
My vision suddenly fell. It took a few seconds for her to realize that she had collapsed. The strength in her legs gave out. Even though Lauren was glaring at Ran, as if nothing had happened, she approached Marey and carefully supported him.
“Ran… “
Lauren could see her bewilderment. With her slightly flushed face, she averted her gaze from Ran’s pupils, who were looking at her, raising Marey.
“Lauren… I made a mistake. I apologize.”
Ran bowed her head. Loren looked at the broken god through her astonished eyes. Ran ignored Lauren’s gaze as she undid Marey’s belt with a rattling sound. Lauren feels that her breath is choking when she sees her making mistakes with her clumsy hands.
Seeing a little girl who could barely reach her shoulders unfastening the slender belt of a child was like playing a joke without knowing anything.
“Don’t do it!”
“Why?”
“That… “
It seemed that she was not the Ran he knew. Lauren bit her lip as she looked at Ran, who seemed to ask as if sneering. Ran couldn’t do that. She had God locked inside herself, and she thought she knew everything about God, so she herself was the problem.
Lauren for some reason today, no. For the first time today, she felt Ran so far away. She was confused by the gentle and affectionate side of her that hadn’t changed since her Hatchling days.
“Good… To those who don’t do it, you don’t have to. Ravela, she says that child also has feelings for Marey, so let her leave it to him… “
“Lauren.”
Ran cut Lauren off. Lauren involuntarily let out a long breath at her ominous sensation.
“I like it too.”
“What… Are you talking?”
“That’s what it means. Whooping…”
She laughed as Ran covered her lips with her large sleeve. Her cheeks were stained red. Lauren involuntarily bit her lip and she slowly opened her mouth.
“Well, what… Are you talking?”
“It’s about helping the child I love play his role as a man. I don’t like it. No, I want to, but… ”
“Marey… This is Marie’s child.”
“Yeah, I know. What about it?”
Seeing Ran speak so confidently, Lauren swallowed the words that were about to jump out without realizing it.
Isn’t she Mari’s son whom she regarded as her real daughter? Why is that target, and not another person, Marey de Parwen, who resembles the hero so much? Are you trying to steal mine like Lilith? Am I being robbed again? Marey to Ran, and Ran to Marey.
The thoughts went on endlessly. I do it because I like it. She said she wanted to do it herself, but she wasn’t in a position to say anything. It was strange to care, and it was strange to intervene.
However, even she, her elder dragon, couldn’t help the fact that her fists trembled as her hands became too tight.
Why is she angry with herself? No, she could have been angry. However, she did not know which direction. Is the object of the rising nausea, Ran, whom he relied on and longed for so much? Or is it because of that little boy who looks so much like the hero that I keep losing my eyes?
It was a mess like a string that could not be untangled.
“…Do you hate it that much?”
“Yes, I hate it.”
Lauren’s eyes widened. She, too, seemed surprised by her answer, which came right out of her involuntarily. Ran looked at Lauren without saying anything. Lauren avoided her gaze. Even so, she glanced at the glance column. She’s like a misbehaving child. As if she wants to ask more.
“I affirm Lauren’s life. I also sympathize. That child is not a warrior.”
Lauren said nothing. A very, very small muffled sound escaped Lauren’s clenched teeth at the feeling of a grip on her heart.
“I am not a warrior either.”
At Ran’s confirmation of her words, Lauren closed her eyes and clenched her fists tightly.
He looked so human. As Maray looked at Lauren, she felt something crumble one by one. She saw that perfect, terrifying, and distant-looking ancient dragon called Lauren de Parwen not a monster, but a human being.
It was a very brief moment, but it seemed that Lauren would disperse at any moment.
Too big, too dangerous, too alluring, the old dragon called Lorraine de Parwen looked like it was about to break. Marey stared blankly at Lauren.
“Neither I nor Marei are substitutes for a hero.”
Lauren looked at Ran with a wounded face. Ran just took the form of a human standing in front of her with golden eyes full of compassion, no. She only looked at the dragon living as a human.
“Why… Why… Are you saying that?”
Lauren was looking at her floor. She might be accurate when she said that she was resentful, no, she was venomous. She was burning herself because she couldn’t unleash her fiery rage on Ran.
“Just… Because it is true.”
Ran was very calm. It was a cold voice, devoid of any emotion. No, it sounds like a grave voice.
“It has been buried too long. Until that rotten smell comes out, until the trace is completely lost, until only white bones remain… I was trying to bury it.”
Ran was scolding. She had heard of Lauren and Ran’s relationship before, but their relationship was too sticky and intertwined to be called mere dependence. Lauren said nothing.
Is it because Ran is acting like she can cut her strings of that bond casually, or is she unable to find an excuse.
“I don’t think this is right. She understands that Lauren is upset. She also knows that it’s a twisted feeling.”
After waiting for Lauren’s answer for a long time, Ran said that to the old dragon who didn’t say anything.
Lauren let out a long sigh. She didn’t even seem to be able to come up with an answer to herself, why she was answering, why she was still here.
“It’s not even in a playful mood. The feeling of liking her is like a flower that has already bloomed. Just, that’s all.”
“…Why is that child? Is it that child?”
Lauren asked Ran in a boiling voice.
“I just want this child I love to do well in everything.”
As Lauren shuddered at her defeat, she saw a boy staring at her with an idiotic expression in her eyes.
“Marey… Is that what the child wants?”
It was cowardly. She knew Lauren too. She was intimidated by a little boy who was afraid of her, who was difficult for her. Instead of fighting Ran, she was just threatening the little boy. It was very dirty and nasty. Lauren knew that all too well, but she glared at her little boy that she wouldn’t even come to her own chest.
“Tell me, Marey.”
“Four?! Oh, that’s… Therefore… Lo, Mr. Lauren… “
“You don’t like what this teacher tells you?”
Before Marey could say anything in a trembling voice, Ran asked the boy again.
“Oh, no… It’s not…”
“Marei de Parwen, if you are a Parwen family man, be sure. Do you want to learn masturbation from Ran? Speak straight.”
“Oh… That, that… Lauren…”
Ran let out a long sigh. Lauren’s body trembled.
“Again, repeat.”
At her barbed words, Lauren said nothing. Ran reached her tiny hand up and gently cupped her boy’s cheek.
“Marey, look at me. I want to hear what you really want.”
“Yes? Me, me… ? What I want… I, I… If Master and Lauren didn’t fight… That, sin, sorry… !”
Ran burst out laughing at the boy’s apologetic appearance even though she couldn’t find any fault of her own. She looked like a smile lovingly watching the little animal play tricks.
