Chapter 2 – Volume 1 – Actually, This Is Another World (2)
Conveying the feeling that you like it requires a lot of courage.
No, actually, it might not be that great.
It’s just that I’m too greedy and have a weak mind.
I didn’t want to convey my feelings because I was afraid that the relationship with the person I loved would change even slightly.
I was afraid that he might become a little awkward with me and move away from me, so I hid my heart deep inside and didn’t want to show it.
If by any chance this hot heart was found out, he would run away, ignoring his sincerity through false actions.
Of course, I was greedy for such a subject, so I hated being separated from him.
Most of them just watched him practicing his swordsmanship anyway.
Even so, the time with him was sweeter and more beautiful than anything else in the world.
“Ahhh…?”
And the long hours of deceit and greed that had been spent so far were strangling me, no, his neck.
The hand that had just drawn the magic circle toward his body trembled.
What have I done?
“Carly…?”
At first, it was clearly intended to help him train.
It was because I thought it would be nice if he could enter our academy next year.
To be honest, I live in a dorm for a year, and I get anxious just thinking about not seeing him often.
Thinking that it might be the same in the next year, it was the beginning that my heart was in a hurry.
So, I suggested that we practice the magic I had recently learned together and engage in sparring.
But Carly refused, saying he would be overwhelmingly defeated anyway.
I had a slight comeback, so I provoked him by asking if I had lost not only my swordsmanship skills but also the will to fight.
Only then did Carly say that it wasn’t like that, and he got angry and treated me to my opponent.
Of course, since I started sparring for Kali’s training, I adjusted my firepower to match Kali’s skills.
This time, Carly sarcastically asked if he was keeping him in his hand because he liked him.
As it was me who provoked him first, it wasn’t that he was offended by those words.
As always, the problem was that I had a seizure when Carly asked if I liked it.
Maybe they find out that I like Carly, then Carly might reject me and move away from me.
As the bad thoughts started to fill my head, I started to deny it, unleashing a barrage of attacks that Kali couldn’t handle.
Still, thanks to the reason I was barely holding on to, I was keeping the minimum line.
No matter what, I couldn’t hurt Carly.
However, as the firepower increased, it was inevitable that it would become difficult to control the magic.
In such a state, when he had to block Kali’s sword that suddenly broke the rules and stabbed him, he had no choice but to panic.
The movement I was making after calculating everything on what to do collapsed.
I drew a magic circle without any calculations with an urgent mind that I had to stop the sword right in front of me.
The power control couldn’t work properly.
“Chi, cure… You need to cure.”
Kali, who was directly hit by the magic, rolled several times on the ground and fell out.
Of course, he lost his mind as it was, and he was bleeding all over his body.
Maybe he was wrong, and his hands trembled in fear, so he couldn’t draw the magic circle properly.
“All right, all right!”
When the letter ⴵ, which means prayer or healing, was drawn inside the magic circle.
Following my magic power, magic begins to manifest along with red glowing letters.
It’s a basic healing magic, so it won’t be able to completely solve it with just this, but it will be a first aid treatment.
“Carly, please wake up…”
As I nurse Carly, who won’t wake up for hours, I’m starting to think a lot.
As long as he can recover and wake up, it can do anything.
It’s okay if you reject me saying you don’t like me after waking up, so please wake me up.
I won’t force you to come to the academy anymore.
I won’t do anything to torment you anymore for my greed.
I will confess the feelings I hid because I was afraid of being far from you all the time.
It’s much better for me to be abandoned by you than to keep hurting you while hiding.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry Carly… So please just wake me up.”
It was scary.
I was so scared that Carly would never wake up like this.
I thought falling out with Carly was the scariest thing, but Carly dying was even more terrifying than that.
It must be because he was always by my side in good health, and I never imagined such an ending until now.
“Ah…!”
“Carly! Are you okay?”
And after half a day.
Kali finally woke up, and I offered a prayer of thanks to Mijia, the god I didn’t normally believe in properly.
Thank you Thank you very much…
But to me who was saying thanks like that, God smiled coldly as if he had something to give.
To be exact, the shocking reality came that I thought so.
“Who are you…?”
“…To?”
Carly didn’t recognize me.
Just by looking at his expression, I could understand that it wasn’t a joke or a lie.
Because it was a prayer to please wake him up, did he take away his memories of me?
I asked him, holding on to my tearing heart.
“I am Leah. Rosaria. Rosaria de Magius! Callie, do you really not remember me?”
But still he had a look on his face that he didn’t know who I was.
It was only after I saw that, realizing that this was the punishment I had to accept, bit his lip.
Yes, as long as Carly’s health is all right…
“Ah…!”
“Carly!”
Oh my god
Why am I the one who sinned, and do you put the weight on him?
Watching him clutching his head in great pain, I felt like my mind was blurring with dizziness.
Please, please, don’t touch Carly.
“Karl, Lee…?”
It seems he lost his mind like that.
When I woke up, Carly was sitting on the bed, stroking my hair and smiling.
What, what happened…?
“Lia, are you out of your mind?”
“Yeah, yeah… Lia? Carly, remember you!?”
“Oh, it was just a little bit confusing.”
Could it be that the reason Carly was in pain just now was to regain her memories of me?
The fact that those memories were erased must have been the payment for the sins I had committed.
This stupidly nice guy overcame it with his own strength, and came to see me beyond his pain.
As you bring your hand to your chest, you feel your heart beating stronger than usual.
How the hell are you going to make me fall in love?
I embraced my most beloved treasure, irreplaceable to anything in this world.
He poured out all the sins he had committed against him and began to apologize.
『In a world where erotic comics are legal』
“That, Lia? Can you move away for a bit?”
“Yea, I got it!”
Seeing her affirming and following everything I said, I wondered if this was the Rosaria I knew.
Originally, I wanted to cling to it more, so I had to endure it with strange excuses.
No, but if you look at it with an eye that wants to cling to it like that, you’re actually forcing it.
“No… Do as you please.”
“Really? Hehe…”
When I allowed it, it clung to me with a very happy face and rubbed its body against me.
He even buried his face in my body and then sniffed at me, or did something a bit high-level.
It didn’t seem like he was aware of it, so I didn’t bother tackling him.
Well, if you’re sniffing at a beautiful girl like this, you can accept it as much as you like.
“Were you worried that much?”
“…I was surprised, I wondered if he wouldn’t wake up like this.”
“They said they healed with magic, so your skills would have been enough anyway.
“You’re encouraging me too much, since I’m a freshman entering the academy right now? I don’t know how to do anything but basic magic.”
I want to refute something, but since I don’t know much about magic, it’s hard to say anything.
All I know is that Rosalia entered Graveda Academy at the top of her class, and that the magic she used during sparring earlier was appreciably powerful.
If those are the basics, how far will they be possible later?
“Anyway, you didn’t contact the family, did you?”
“…You said you wouldn’t contact your parents when you were hurt like this?”
If I had to be contacted anyway, the rumor that I was practicing my swordsmanship would only increase my unnecessary expectations.
I kept my training at this villa a secret and pretended to play here all the time, so it’s a bit quiet.
Because I still believe that my skills are like this because I haven’t practiced sincerely.
I still believe that the skills I have built through hard work are the same level of talent that comes from playing…
I didn’t want to imagine what would happen if it became known that I practiced to the point of getting hurt.
“It’s time to tell the truth. Wouldn’t it be okay if I told you that you’re working really hard?”
“Is there anything you need to be expelled from the family?”
Fortunately today, all the servants have been passed on in advance.
If you hide your wounds well, you will be able to move on as if nothing happened.
You don’t need to grow your work.
“By the way, that love you said earlier.”
“Ah, yes…”
“I like Leah too. However, I’m not sure if that’s how it feels. Will you give me some time until I’m sure?”
“What do you mean?”
“Until then, go on as usual. Instead, if you want, she can do things to me that a lover would do. Rosalia is precious to me, so as her friend, I can accept that much.”
To be honest, there were too many things intertwined right now.
For now, it was necessary to maintain the existing state as much as possible, and it would be safer to give an appropriate reward so that Rosaria would not run out of control.
It was absolutely right to fill one’s heart.
“Yeon, things that lovers would do…?”
Rosaria with her face turned red like that is also very cute.
Honestly, do you think it’s worth giving up your computer and tablet and coming to another world?
