Chapter 188 – Volume 38 – The Name of the Disease Is Love (3)
“Then it can’t be helped.”
“Sorry…”
It was a situation where a senior provided precious semen for me.
Even with the semen he absorbed, this strange seizure did not get better at all.
Obviously, even the absorption felt right, but why the hell was this happening?
“I should even have sex.”
“Yeah…?”
“If you want to cure your illness, you have no choice but to have sex and cum inside, right?”
“Seo, senior? Do you know what the senior is talking about?”
Then, suddenly, the senior brought out the word that he would cure my illness even if it was by having sex.
The senior who drew ‘I’ll Never Have Sex’ would know very well how dangerous it is.
I couldn’t understand why you said you would do it so willingly.
“But you know that too? If you have magic, most of it is replaced by magic.”
“Even though…!”
She said that she was fine because she was a wizard, and Adam lied about having a secret.
As she says she will risk her life to save me.
In case I’m worried, you’re making excuses like that.
I didn’t understand how he could do that, but that’s why the senior looked great.
I’m sure I’m just a stupid junior who only did weird things that made my seniors annoyed.
Why can you do that to me?
“Hey…!?”
“Gwa, are you okay?”
Weird.
Why do seniors take care of me and say that they want to help me?
And when you feel the warmth it contains, the seizures become terrifyingly severe.
“Haha…”
The smell of the senior’s cock that I had put in her mouth until earlier tickled the tip of her nose.
Now I want to shove her senpai over and shove her nose into the tip of her cock.
And I want to eat the cock with that strong smell right away using my pussy.
Such shady desires and imaginations fill my head.
The beating of my heart, which gets worse and worse, beats my whole body as if it would break me.
If I let go of reason like this, I felt like I would violate my senior and take away his vitality.
‘No matter how much the senior offered to help me that much… I couldn’t put a senior like a benefactor into such a dangerous situation.’
My whole body is hot, and I want to pierce my cock right away, so my lower body itches.
But even so, the reason I suppressed that urge was because I was afraid of hurting my senior, who was like my benefactor.
I can’t just let a senior suffer like that because of me…
“…It’s not a seizure, it’s just that you want to have sex with me?”
“What?”
At the senior’s completely unexpected question, she suddenly felt as if she had been hit in the head.
What I thought was a seizure was actually just me wanting to have sex with you?
I tried to refute what kind of nonsense that was, but I was speechless at the parts that somehow matched.
I thought semen intake was not effective simply because the seizures were so severe.
Now that I think about it, it was actually an improvement in the pain associated with normal seizures.
Normally, I should have had quite a sore throat from periodic bouts of severe coughing and coughing up blood from my throat, but the pain had miraculously disappeared.
‘Bar, if it’s not a seizure…?’
Now, if I take semen and say that the seizure of semen deficiency is suppressed.
All of these delusions and bodily reactions, which I thought were seizures, were developed not from the blood of a succubus, but from my own will.
In other words, I wanted to have sex with my senior…
“Stop, no way.”
In the past, I was at a level where I would say I was crazy and hurt myself.
No matter how good my seniors are to me, I have become an object of admiration.
As long as you have a body that hurts your partner when you have sex, this is an idea you should never have.
‘I thought she came to like her senpai, but…’
Maybe that feeling has grown too big before I knew it.
The fact that my sexual desire has developed this far means that I started to see my seniors not just as objects of admiration, but as objects of the opposite sex that I love.
What qualification do I have to have such a heart for a senior?
“No?”
“Of course! And in the first place, what kind of…”
“Anything like that, Amori, you’re an attractive enough person.”
“Hee!?”
It’s a start again.
He is beating towards his senior as if his heart is out of order.
Perhaps it was because of his self-awareness, the direction of his delusions related to his seniors also changed slightly.
Up until now, it was just about sex, but now it’s about kissing a senior, and it’s extremely blatantly revealing things.
“Tell me honestly.”
“…Maybe that’s the case. Maybe I’ve come to love senpai, I don’t know.”
“Thank you. For loving a guy like me.”
“Oh, on the contrary, I’m sorry. I’m an unqualified bitch who only bullied you. I’m a parasitic who will suck your life away by doing naughty things with you…”
I was embarrassed and spit out a few words, but the senior suddenly hugged me tightly.
That way she didn’t have to demean herself, she said.
Then, as she slowly stroked my hair, a sense of happiness began to come to me as if my whole body melted in the warmth that came from her hand.
“Why is senior being so good to me? I kept treating him like a weirdo…”
“Well, that was too much. It made me angry because I didn’t seem to want to hear it.”
“…Sorry.”
“But now I know why, so I’m not so angry.”
In fact, there is no reason for a senior to consider my situation.
But even so, she says she understands me and even affirms my wrong actions.
The longing to become that kind of person and the yearning to be loved by such a wonderful person mixed and swirled inside me.
“Anyway, fortunately it wasn’t a seizure, right?”
“Ah, yes. Thank you. I was able to live thanks to you. Of course, I have to consume semen regularly, but…”
“That I can help enough with.”
“Thank you.”
Once the story was over, one problem remained.
Maybe it’s because I’m still weak, but my senior keeps stroking me and comforting me.
At that time, I felt like I was going crazy because I kept wanting to attack my senior.
“Sir, senpai. Is it okay if I go home today?”
“Yeah. Easy activities… Are you okay!?”
“Haha, haha…♡”
I am afraid of each and every touch of the senior who made me feel comfortable until just now.
Every time the sunbae’s touch touched my skin, my whole skin reacted sensitively, as if it had become a pussy that I touched while masturbating.
Just now, the sensation of senpai holding me left me, and her legs gave way.
“What can I do, senior…”
“Amori?”
“I-I think I like that senior too much.
“It’s okay. There’s nothing wrong with liking it.”
“But…”
“Even if it’s not a seizure, if it’s as hard as a seizure… I can help you right now. Don’t hesitate to tell me.”
Even though it’s a word I should have rejected, my lips didn’t move.
The image of me making love with a senior is pictured in my head.
The naturally born greed fuels my conflict.
‘Come to your senses… No matter how strong your senior is, you’re still a student.’
My senior only worried about me and said things like that.
If I believed that as it was, I might lose my senpai.
And the senior doesn’t ask me to have sex with her because she likes me, she just wants to help me out of pity for me.
“She wouldn’t even like me, senpai, but just because I felt sorry for her, she didn’t have to walk down such a dangerous road… Eup!?”
It was a moment when I was trying to convince myself and my seniors to end everything.
Suddenly, the senpai grabbed my face and kissed her while kissing her on the lips as she was.
It wasn’t just her lips colliding, it was a tongue-to-tongue kiss that I had imagined earlier.
“Fuha…!? Fluffy…♡”
“Then if you like, can I walk?”
“Sir, senior…?”
“It’s true that I didn’t like you Amori at first. But now I know good Amori who want to be careful not to harm me, and I know a bright Amori who chose his dream.”
“What’s up!? Now, wait a minute…♡”
“And I definitely think I like the look of Amori, and I hope he doesn’t give up and look sad like that.”
“Haaang!? Hey…♡ Ah, no. I’m sensitive there…♡ Haeuk!?”
The moment her words hit me, which she never imagined that senior liked me, her whole body heated up even more and became sensitive enough to leave if he touched every single breath she exhaled.
At the senior’s hand stroking my body slowly and lovingly, her body, which had gone away many times, spilled her love juices.
The sacred bandage that should have been attached to cover my cunt was wet and fell off.
“Hey, wait a minute♡ Huh!?”
“You’re incredibly sensitive. I guess you expected me to do something like this?”
“That, it’s not like that…♡”
Embarrassed.
I want to show a good side to my senior, but I can’t do anything like this and show a stupid side of being dominated by her sexual desire.
I was so ashamed that I wanted to bite my tongue and die.
“Shy?”
“That, that’s…”
“It’s okay. It’s lovely to me.”
“Hey…♡”
Now I have no idea what to do or what to do.
In my head, all kinds of erotic scenes I saw in comics are played back with my seniors and me.
Unknowingly, I was masturbating by rubbing my wet groin against my senior’s leg.
“Haugh…! Haang…♡”
“What are you seducing?”
“Senior at♡”
“Ha, I’m going crazy. Hey, is this Hwagan?”
Having said that, the senior took off her pants and brought out her huge cock in front of me again.
I was intoxicated by the scent of my senpai that flowed from his cock, and I kissed his cock heavily and rubbed it against my cheeks, filling my selfishness.
And after that, the string of rationality was completely cut off, and the feeling of wanting to be loved by the senior exploded throughout the body.
