Chapter 30 – My Sister’s Filming Location ④
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After filming, the older sister came back after changing her costume.
She said as if she was jealous when her older sister saw us laughing and talking.
“When did you two become so close?”
“We chatted while filming.”
“Uh, uh, yes. That’s right!”
Lee Ha-young looked at me and fired her eyes, and I understood Lee Ha-young’s words and struck them back.
My older sister, who was staring at us meaningfully, nodded her head as if she had nothing more to say and quietly withdrew.
“Now I have a dinner appointment with the CEO.”
Lee Ha-young, who went back to her day job while her older sister stepped down, told her sister about her last schedule for the day.
Her older sister, who said she would understand, followed Lee Ha-young, who took the lead, and left the set.
I also left the set with the two of them.
* * *
As she went back to the car, she asked her sister a question she had been curious about earlier.
“Sister, I have a question for her. Why is she so popular when that actress can’t even act?”
I thought she would be good at acting because she was a popular actress, but it turned out that she was so bad at acting that I even thought that even if I did, she would do better than that.
Of course, she seemed to have the rudiments of acting, so I wouldn’t say she’s completely bad.
Still, all I could see was that the actress couldn’t do her job.
That’s why she couldn’t understand why the actress was so popular that she asked her sister.
“Ah. Didn’t I tell you?”
However, the answer to my question came not from my older sister, but from Lee Ha-young, who was next to him.
“That actress, she was originally an idol.”
“···Yes?”
I don’t remember ever saying anything like that…
Lee Ha-young, who belatedly solved the part I was curious about, continued as if there were still more left.
“That was also a popular idol. It’s now disbanded because of a feud with her members.”
“A feud?”
“Yes. Look at that personality, it won’t cause discord.”
Ah. Acknowledge that.
From the first time I saw her, I had the impression that she was stubborn.
“Anyway. Before disbanding, they were very popular. Seohyun would know, right? It was a group called ‘Happiness’.”
“Ah. Is that group Happiness?”
Rumors of a girl group feud were circulating in the news, but she never thought it had anything to do with the actress.
“Yes. That’s why Harari, a member, stopped being an idol and turned to acting. But as you can see…”
“Can’t you act?”
“Yes. That’s why she became a popular actress who is popular but her skills aren’t that great.”
“Aha.”
So she’s saying that the breakup of the group made her a popular ‘only’ actress.
She felt relieved as if she had scratched an itch that was out of her reach, knowing all the things she had been curious about since the start of filming and seeing her actress’ foot performance.
She didn’t know why actors who couldn’t act were so popular, but it made sense considering that she was a member of the popular girl group Happiness.
So even if you act like the situation before, no one will be able to say anything.
Although she is said to be less popular than in the old days. Even so, the fan base was still strong.
At that time.
Beep!
The manager took out the car key and unlocked the parked car.
After answering my curiosity, I arrived at the car before I knew it.
When I entered the door that opened, I was greeted by the same soft sheet as when I came to the filming set.
“Ahhhhh… That’s good…”
After all, expensive cars are best.
“Seohyun.”
She closed her eyes and leaned on the soft sheet when I heard my older sister calling me from the side.
She opened her closed eyes at the sound of her sister’s voice calling me, and she answered, turning her head towards her sister.
“Why?”
She said her sister with a rather serious expression.
“What are you going to do next?”
“Huh···?”
What do you mean?
What are you going to do in the future
When I suddenly opened her eyes after receiving a strange question, my older sister, who was looking at her, corrected her words.
“You’ve become a woman. It’s about how she’s going to live from now on.”
“Ah···.”
Was that the sound?
How will she live … Of course …
I was thinking about it, but my sister suddenly blew fact violence.
“Haven’t you thought about it?”
“Ugh…”
How did know?
Come to think of it, since she became a woman, she had never given much importance to how she would live her life.
I took a leave of absence now, but the university I was attending, the resident registration card that I couldn’t use anymore as I became a woman, and most importantly, how I would live after becoming a woman from a man.
When her older sister asked if she hadn’t thought about it, she remained speechless like a dumb who had eaten honey.
“It’s nice to become a woman and become cute, but when you think about your life from now on, you have to make a decision quickly.”
“······”
“It’s possible to live as a woman and then go back to being a man—”
“This···!”
I, who had been listening quietly, closed my eyes tightly and interrupted my sister.
And said
“This is… Let’s talk about it when the family gathers tonight…”
Let’s discuss it with our families.
“······Okay.”
As I lowered my head, my older sister nodded, saying that she knew about my darkened appearance.
After that, there was only awkward silence in the smooth moving car.
* * *
In the awkward silence of the car, Lee Seo-hyun was lost in thought.
‘It’s not like I didn’t think about it either.’
About how to live in this world after becoming a woman.
‘I’m well aware of it.’
After she became a woman, somehow she was the first to get caught by Seol-ah and got help for this and that, but she said she couldn’t live like this for the rest of her life.
But there wasn’t much I could do.
What can I do if I cannot use my name properly after becoming a woman?
It was impossible to get a part-time job, and even if I did, it was clear that there would be problems.
Lee Seo-hyun, who was now a man, had to be considered a non-existent person.
No, I think it would be easier to just see him dead.
Because I am no longer a person
The only thing I can do is look for it on the Internet…
‘Uh? For a moment.’
If there was anything that was called Sala Sah on the Internet… That was the only thing.
Internet broadcasting, in other words, was to be a streamer.
Then, my identity will not be revealed, and I can communicate comfortably with viewers and enjoy the unemployed life I want.
When I became a streamer, everything was solved.
But this also had a problem.
It was that it cost a lot of money, but even setting up the broadcasting equipment until the first broadcasting had to cost a lot of money.
Even more money had to be broken to broadcast in better specifications.
I can’t say that I have a lot of money in my hands right now, but that doesn’t mean I don’t have it.
The computer in my room wasn’t good enough for broadcasting.
The conclusion was that we had to create an environment where we could broadcast by spending money, but that was the problem.
My personality is that once I make a decision, I have to do it to the end, but if it’s annoying to do it to the end, I’m the type of person who throws it away as if giving up halfway through.
So what I mean is that even if you spend a lot of money to set up your broadcasting equipment, it is questionable whether you can continue broadcasting responsibly with that equipment.
And the most important thing remained. That’s right
‘Viewers.’
They were viewers watching the broadcast.
It meant that no matter how much money was spent on setting up broadcasting equipment and starting a broadcast with a ‘Wow!’, If there were no viewers watching the broadcast, even the streamer would have no choice but to stop broadcasting.
‘······Yes, what kind of broadcast is this?’
When I weighed this and that, I wasn’t sure what I would gain compared to what I had to risk.
In a word, it was ‘High Risk, High Return’.
‘I’ll think about it later… No. Shall I talk to my sister?’
Just as I was about to completely give up my thoughts on broadcasting, I suddenly thought, ‘What if I ask my older sister?’
Even though they are 3 years apart, they have lived a lot longer than me, so I can still give them advice as seniors in life.
It’s about internet broadcasting and streamers.
So I opened my mouth to ask my sister for advice on being a streamer.
“Sister.”
“Seohyun.”
The timing of the words completely overlapped because I was afraid that someone might not be a brother or sister.
“Uh… Tell me first.”
“No. You can tell me first.”
Even making concessions was the same.
I looked at my sister and said.
“No. Sister speaks first.”
When I came out of my sister’s look that was still trying to refuse, my sister cautiously opened her mouth as if it couldn’t be helped.
“I’m sorry.”
“···Uh···?”
I didn’t expect the word of apology to come out here, so I was taken aback by my sister’s sudden apology.
“I think I… Said something very bad.”
“······”
So now, noona apologized to me with the words, ‘How are you going to live in the future?’
Maybe I apologized for staying with a dark expression.
Of course, it was because he was deep in thought that he had a dark expression on his face.
And I didn’t pay much attention to those words of my sister, but rather, I was able to think a lot about how I would live in the future because of them.
That’s why I even thought of becoming a streamer.
“Are you okay.”
“Still.”
“No, it’s really okay. Rather, it was nice to be able to think a lot.”
“I’m glad you did.”
When I spoke with a smile, my sister also smiled and replied with a smile.
However, a thought suddenly came to my mind and I smiled and asked my sister.
“But where are you going now?”
“Huh? Of course you’re going to eat, right?”
When my sister said it was natural, I continued as if I was absurd.
“Eating, you had an appointment with the CEO of Top Entertainment today, right?”
“Huh.”
“······But why am I going there?”
After hearing that, my older sister smiled and replied.
“To eat.”
“Huh···?”
Why am I interfering with my sister’s appointment and going to the restaurant…
I wondered what he was talking about because he said he was going to a restaurant to eat, but I didn’t know that I would join in as I was supposed to eat with the CEO of Top Entertainment.
