Chapter 159 – Seriously, Our Seoha Changed
“What…?”
“Come out.”
His body is forcibly pulled along the wrist held in his hand.
At that moment, Kim Joo-won’s gaze followed the guy’s gaze toward a place other than mine, and the sleeping bird came into his eyes.
“If not, don’t you want to show off your bitch side in front of your daughter?”
But did Kim Joo-won look like I was resisting myself because I didn’t want to leave the room?
I stared at the guy who quietly whispered in my ear for a moment, then I forced myself to stand up as the movement pulled me to myself once again.
“Kyaaak!”
When I was dragged out, I was thrown onto the sofa.
I bumped into it with the feeling of throwing things in anger.
When you feel pain from the thrill of the gripped wrist rather than the shock transmitted to your body.
“…?”
A click and the sound of the room door closing sounded in my ears.
“Why, did you hate it so much to show your daughter that you’re a father?”
“Lee Seo-ha, don’t cross the line.”
“Why? You crossed the line first. That was a long time ago.”
He laughed at the act of calling him father.
Then, Kim Joo-won kept her mouth shut and glared at me.
Just like that time
My heart started to tremble when I saw Kim Joo-won walking with blind anger towards me and doing those unimaginable harms to me.
“Why, do you want me to do whatever you want again?”
“Uh.”
As if the scars carved into the rock cannot be erased unless they are cut away.
The memories of those days, etched in my memory, try to sneak up on me once again.
However, the current me is definitely the body that gave birth to that guy’s child.
“Why? You do as you please.”
“What?”
“You said I’d do whatever you want, so you’d do whatever you want.”
I laughed at the guy to the fullest at the guy’s move to show his appearance at that time again.
But Kim Joo-won did not react at all to my ridicule.
“So I’m going to do it again like you.”
“Ha, are you and me the same?”
“Come to think of it, isn’t there much difference?”
Kim Joo-won lifts his clothes and shows the ugly scars on his stomach.
A kind of revenge that I had when I was raped and out of my mind.
“That’s right. I mortgaged your whole life, but you tried to risk mine too.”
“What? Have you finished talking? Are you saying that now?”
“Uh, is that correct? Getting stabbed by you might be a legitimate revenge.”
However, the attitude of the guy who said that confidently is dumbfounded.
I want to go back to the past at least for a moment and throw a punch at the guy who says the wrong thing while taking out the scar on his stomach that I don’t want to see.
The guy’s words that followed made him unable to even speak.
“But, you crossed the line today.”
“Fuck…”
“Not to me, but to Sae-ah.”
Bird.
A child who would have been erased according to the laws of the academy and the guardian world.
However, I used the capital I had as Seoha Lee to stop it and gave Sae-ah the light of the world.
“Why? You said you wanted to have a child. It’s a child born as a result of a fucking thing, but at least you said you wanted to present a normal family.”
I am speechless.
Come to think of it, all the words I said to Kim Joo-won earlier were the words I said in front of Sae-ah.
I’m not old enough to understand it yet, but I’ve also quarantined the space to prevent anyone from hearing it.
“I was just thinking about it. Will I be able to treat you the way I used to after hearing that I was the root cause that gave me such a terrible time?”
“…”
“But you, like a child, suddenly rushed out by yourself and said something you shouldn’t say in front of Sae-ah.”
After.
Kim Joo-won let out a small sigh.
But even with such a small act, I couldn’t move.
“So I’ve made up my mind. A little today.”
His hand touches my collarbone.
Then, along with a tingling sensation, I felt as if my entire body was momentarily paralyzed.
When was it
Was it in a dorm room at night?
The other day, with all of his clothes removed, the dirty experience of being paralyzed by his ability and being unable to move.
“Aren’t you going to solve this?”
I try to rebel against him by screaming, but my body remains motionless and I am simply dragged along as he does.
“We should scold Lee Seo-ha, who speaks carelessly according to his mood.”
“What, what bullshit…”
“That’s right. If you can’t tell the difference between what to say and what not to say, that’s a baby, isn’t it?”
Even though he was paralyzed and unable to move, was it easy to deal with him?
In an instant, I lay down on his thighs, realizing that I was in a position where I was beaten by him, I tried to turn my head.
“You, what are you trying to do?”
The only thing I can do is talk about the head that doesn’t turn.
“I said I had no parents, Seoha.”
I heard Kim Joo-won’s voice from behind.
Having become like a beaten child, I guessed what he was going to do and was stunned.
“But that memory definitely remains. What to do with a child who has made a mistake that can’t be overlooked.”
Kim Joo-won, not caring about it, continues her words and exhales lightly.
“And, our Seoha made such a mistake.”
“…”
“Seoha, but what to say in front of the child!”
“Kyaaak!”
Match-!
I feel a burning sensation in my butt.
Like hitting a child’s butt, Kim Ju-won hit my butt with her palm.
“You should have distinguished!”
“Kyaaugh!”
However, the steaming of the palm of the boy was not the end.
Tears welled up in the palms of the guy who seemed to be really scolding me instead of playing.
Kim Joo-won was accurate, and as if he intended to hit me as much as I said, he kept hitting my butt.
“It hurts…”
“You hit me because it hurts, Seoha.”
“It really hurts!”
However, the body’s reaction to being beaten by him was quite strange.
I’m sure I’m being punished painfully, but for some reason my body hurts.
In particular, the numbness in the lower part was embarrassing because it felt the same as when you were sexually humiliated by a guy.
“I told you to stop, I didn’t. Huh?”
Because of this, I couldn’t even hear his words, and I was dying to hold back the squeamishness that seemed to be mixed in without my knowledge.
To make matters worse, it was to the point that I could already feel that the bottom was getting slightly wet.
Is that why?
The reason was different, but when I spoke to him, he was silent, so Kim Ju-won stopped his hand and sighed.
“You, I think it’s fortunate that today’s baby is less than half a year old.”
A boy’s voice that is still heard.
But all I could do was calm my body, which for some reason I was feeling.
I was paralyzed and beaten right there…
I know what I’ve done wrong, but I just look at him with resentful eyes.
“It’s fine to say something to me, but don’t do it in front of Sae-ah.”
“Yes…”
Was it so difficult to speak while holding my breath as if I was about to spill it?
Kim Joo-won’s hand came to my head.
I had been beating him up until now, and I was dumbfounded by the guy who stroked my hair.
It’s not like giving a bottle or giving a medicine.
“It hurts.”
“Because I hit you because it hurts.”
“Sir, you can do that with words!”
“So you, when you talk, do you listen? It’s okay to talk about the subject of listening when it’s right, so it’s like this.”
I had nothing to say.
Just like what he said, I wouldn’t have listened to what he said earlier.
That’s why he tied me up and beat me.
“You bastard…”
“It’s Seoha. And like I said earlier, it’s not that I was worried about you being Seoha Lee.”
Kim Joo-won carefully held my hand.
Then he pulled me to sit next to him and put his arm around his shoulder.
“It’s just that I was worried about whether I could treat you like I used to.”
I lowered my head, not wanting to see his face now, but I sensed danger in his approach.
What kind of expression would he make if he said that he felt like getting hit in the butt?
From my point of view, it would have been my own advice, reminding me of the fact that I was wrong.
“Are you standing?”
“…Move away. I’ll wash up and go to bed.”
When I suddenly pushed myself away, Kim Joo-won asked me in a questionable voice.
I wanted to wash and change my clothes right away to erase the traces.
But did he take my actions in a slightly different way?
“Are you very angry?”
Without answering the flustered guy’s words, I tried to move slowly.
In fact, it was close to not having the energy to answer.
The dangerous day I had with him just now wasn’t a lie, and it seemed that neither I nor him would be able to stand it if my state was found out.
But.
“Huh? Why is the sofa wet…”
My heart skipped a beat at the voice I heard from behind, when I felt the guy who had risen from his seat approaching.
Seruk.
After the quarantined space for Sae-Ah’s crib, which I had kept in case I didn’t know, was over, I felt Kim Joo-Won standing behind me.
“Lee Seo-ha.”
And I heard the voice of the guy from behind me.
Wobbly legs.
When Kim Joo-won grabbed my arm, I, who had only been able to stand still, collapsed into my seat.
I had no choice but to raise my head and look at him, and only then did Kim Joo-won see my face, and his face was filled with absurdity.
“You can’t… Can’t you?”
“…”
Ha-.
It is simply the sound of exhaling.
However, the sound of breathing mixed with a strange tone became evidence proving what kind of state I was in.
After Kim Joo-won sighed, “Ha,” He thrust his hand straight between my legs, which I couldn’t even resist.
“Really, is our Seoha a pervert?”
“…What.”
After confirming that my genitals were wet, I heard a voice saying that I didn’t know what to say.
It was definitely not a normal reaction, as he said.
I was embarrassed that my body reacted like this right away, but how dumbfounded he was.
“You really can’t.”
But that’s it, was it hard to let go of the day when I was making a dirty expression while feeling it?
“If I do it today, will I get pregnant again?”
What the guy who said that meant that he would no longer have his hands on me.
“It’s okay. I’ll take responsibility somehow.”
“You crazy bastard…”
He was caught and lifted up.
