Chapter 86 – #14. Level Up (6)
“Sunsol~!!”
“Haha, are you really going to call me that in the future?”
“Huh! Not good?”
“No, it’s not just a name, so it’s something new.”
While chatting through messages, the idea of making a nickname for me outside came up.
Since my name is Jin Hae-sol, Ahyeon’s cute idea is to change Hae-sol to Sun.
She didn’t think much of it when she heard it, but after hearing it herself, it wasn’t too bad.
“Since I can’t be the only one called by a nickname, should I make you a nickname in return?”
“Aww! Make it! I want to be called by nicknames too!”
As soon as we met, the two of us clung to each other and never stopped talking.
Ah-hyeon must have made up her mind not to show me a gloomy side, and she was acting more lively than usual.
Her girlfriend’s cuteness is a pleasant thing, but she couldn’t stay still when it was to hide her feelings.
She said, “Let’s decide on a nickname for Ahyeon.” She hesitated for a while, then quietly held her hands and looked into her eyes.
“Ah Hyun-ah, is it difficult to confide in me?”
Ahyeon shook her head.
“Then can you tell me what is troubling me?”
“It’s really nothing…”
As I was staring at Ahyeon, she finally opened her mouth.
Why are you in such a bad mood, what are you thinking about these days?
“Actually, her mom suggested that she quit her job and start her studies.”
“Study?”
“I told her my goal, but her mother didn’t seem to like it. Even if she works as an employee of an agency, she wonders what and how great things she can do. She said that since she’s still young, wouldn’t it be better for her to dream bigger?”
“Hmm…”
It was something that Ahyeoni’s parents would have done.
However, as Hyun-yi Ah said, it was also something that did not fall under the category of “Nothing special.”
“What, it is very important. It’s deciding your future, so how can this not be important?”
“Because I wasn’t going to do it anyway…”
“Why? Wouldn’t it be better to study?”
“My dream is to help you become a star. But it doesn’t make sense to stop studying just because you’re studying.”
I know that Ahyeon should respect her opinion, but somehow she didn’t like her choice.
Shouldn’t the end be limited after working as an employee at the bottom of the company?
‘Is Ahyeon living the same life I lived on Earth?’
That’s kinda…
She knew how pitiful it was to live in a job where she was tired of working, so she wanted to dissuade Ahyeon from making such a choice.
If she were to see Ah Hyun kill young people in her office day by day, wearing a suit like me in the past, with dark circles and dynamic eyes, even if she got hurt and rolled a little, she would be able to run around freely. Do.
“I don’t think it’s a bad idea to take her mother’s words seriously.”
“… Do you think it would be better for me to quit my job and study?”
Ah-hyeon didn’t think I would say that, so her eyes widen.
“It’s nice that you help me at work, too. But if you’re only going to work because of me, I hope you change your mind. Helping me isn’t just about being an employee of our company.”
“Other way?”
He tilts his head at my words, as if he hadn’t thought of it.
I know that Ahyeon’s hobby is making her songs.
Even after quitting as a trainee, the only thing I consistently do as a hobby is writing lyrics.
She would sometimes play me a song she had written, but because of her ignorance of her singing, she couldn’t tell her anything helpful.
“I mean music. I don’t think it’s bad to learn to compose more properly. It seems to suit your aptitude, and if you make a good song, you can help me by giving it to me.”
“Because it’s something I’ve never thought about…”
“Why didn’t you think of it? I thought that since you like making songs, you might want to be a composer someday.”
“Because I am not special. The songs I made are not special. It’s just a little bit of writing as a hobby… ?”
“Where is that? The composition that the company tells you is not very professional. How can I even care about composing when I’m so busy learning to sing and dance? I don’t think it will be too late to say that after learning it properly and bumping into it here and there.”
As for Ah Hyun, she failed once as an idol and her self-esteem was very low.
Until she was 20, she studied dancing and singing to become an idol, but the moment she gave up on it, she had nothing left.
It is a difficult environment for a child who has just become an adult to endure alone.
When Ah-Hyeon decided to become an employee of her company, she took a step back in her life.
She chose complacency rather than challenge, and she thinks that choice could be the best for someone.
‘It’s not that Ah-hyun is tight on money, but since she was in her 20s, it’s too much of a waste of her youth to be complacent.’
Taking on challenges isn’t something anyone can do, either.
Ah Hyun, who still has her youth, it was not the time for her to settle for the present, but the time for her to take on a challenge.
If she hadn’t really thought about composing, she wouldn’t have blinked in her eyes the moment I said it.
Because of her low self-esteem, she is hesitant and unable to gather the courage.
She thinks that if she pushes her back, she will be able to do it better than anyone else.
“She is not afraid to fail.”
“… But have I already failed once? If you spend a few years on it and fail again, everyone will think pathetically.”
“Why do other people think of you as pathetic? And who are they to gauge your success or failure? If you don’t give up and work hard, you won’t fail until then. And if you ever feel like giving up composing, tell me. I will take care of the rest of your life.”
If Ah Hyun-yi cried that she failed again because she failed to debut as a composer, she planned to live the rest of her life as Jin Hae-sol’s wife.
Living as a man’s wife in this world was something that no one could do.
If that happens, at least women who are not chosen by men and live alone will be able to receive envious glances.
It means that no one will be able to point fingers at her as a failure.
“… What did you mean by that?”
Ahyeon’s voice trembled.
She noticed but pretended not to know.
She grabbed Ahyeon’s hand and held her in her arms, and she bit her ear gently with her teeth.
“Wow!”
“Don’t pretend you don’t know when you know.”
Ahyeon grabbed my collar tightly.
She buried her face in her chest, still uneasy, and didn’t think she would fall for a while.
After hugging her and comforting her, Ahyeon recovered her energy and told her to me.
“As you said, I will give it a try.”
“Really? Can I make a decision like this all of a sudden?”
“Huh. You said you would take responsibility for my life, so I’ll try it. If you try and it doesn’t work, I will hold you accountable.”
Snug-
He stroked Ahyeon’s beautiful forehead and her hair.
They say that when people are too cute, you want to bite them off, but that’s how I feel right now.
“It’s cute, isn’t it that you’re saying you won’t sing after you become a great composer?”
Hehe! I don’t know if it really will. So be nice to me.”
“Ah, who said that? Haha!!”
I moved her arms with Ahyeon’s hips and lifted her up.
Side side! Side side!
He kissed Ahyeon on the lips.
Ah Hyun-yi, who did not settle for the present and courageously chose a challenge, was so admirable and lovable.
Ahyeon, who was baptized with her kisses, asked me shyly, blushing.
“… Are you going to do it?”
“I want to do it because you’re so pretty, don’t you like it?”
“No. Good.”
He stole Ahyeon’s lips with a bashful smile and moved with her to her bed.
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Ah-hyeon must have made up her mind. As soon as she went to work, she wrote a letter of resignation to the company, she says.
What is surprising is that the company accepted her resignation request without much fuss.
According to what Bok-soon noona said after hearing Ah Hyun-yi’s departure, she said that among those who were trainees and then joined the company as employees and started working, it is really rare for those who stay until the end.
“There are many reasons, but it is because there are so few people who come to this floor with the intention of working properly. It’s not like they pay a lot. Thinking about the future, it’s much better to study and try other jobs. Anyway, I thought I would hold on to the end because of you, but it’s surprising.”
“He said he wanted me to give it a try. If she starts learning professionally, Ahyeon will definitely do well.”
I hope Ahyeon’s future is bright.
I really hope that the day will come when she becomes a great songwriter and makes a song for me to sing for her, and I can do activities with that song.
And Ahyeon wasn’t the only one who had to work hard for that kind of future.
“Let’s start class.”
“Why are you working harder in class these days?”
“Because I have to work hard to properly sing the songs that Ahyeon makes.”
In order not to be ashamed of my woman, shouldn’t she be a talented singer enough to sing Ah Hyun’s songs properly?
Ahead of her comeback, I was working hard to advance to a higher level.
As I focused on practicing and spending time, the time of one month was deleted.
The June calendar has turned over one more page and it’s the end of July, and as time has passed, the members and I have made a lot of progress.
“You have lost a lot of weight. Look at the sharp jawline.”
“Just the smell of chicken breast makes me vomit.”
“Your skin is shiny.”
“I slept with a pack on. And I am young.”
“Is it the spirit of an 18-year-old?”
The members did gilding while looking at each other’s faces.
We came to do our hair before our comeback.
Our comeback was almost right around the corner, so our faces were shining brighter than ever.
Now that the dyeing for this activity is over, the goal is to complete the body, so all I had to do was maintain the status quo.
“If you record and shoot a music video now, it’s a real comeback. I don’t know why time passed so quickly.”
Compared to our debut song, the quality of our songs that were decided on as mini albums has improved significantly.
“Mummm~♪ mmmm~♪”
“Shh! You can’t sing our song outside.”
“Huh, that’s right. Sorry! It must have become a habit without me knowing because I called it so many times.”
There are a total of 4 songs in this mini album.
The title song is a dance song with a flashy beat, but there are a lot of group choreography with a high level of difficulty, so I had to sweat to learn it.
The beat is strong enough to remind you of hip-hop, but it’s a well-centered song that won’t be too different from the debut song.
The company is anticipating that this activity will drive a wedge in popularity.
[NO Song Title Artist]
1. (TITLE) Remember – Airplane
2. A Summer Night’s Dream – Airplane
3. ONE – Airplane
4. Girlfriend – Airplane
Personally, I like the song Girlfriend made by Jackie other than the title track from our album.
It took a long time to learn because the vocal difficulty was high, but I don’t think anyone will say that our skills are lacking after listening to this song.
Jeki made a great song to escape from the title of ‘visual boy group’ attached to our group like a tag.
If you sing this song, the fans will have something to say to other fans.
The head of the department also acknowledged that it was a song that she could properly demonstrate her skills to the extent that she did not oppose putting Girlfriend on stage.
