Chapter 842 – #97. Lanna (3)
A fun trip with your family.
Since I have two kids, it was hard going outside, but it was worth coming out.
Moreover, there was something that warmed her heart…
“Don’t do that tomorrow.”
“Yes?”
“Haven’t you been able to play properly because you cared about other people?”
“Ah…!”
I wondered if her husband really didn’t know, but she pretended not to know.
Lanna made her face burn with her embarrassment.
It was too late for her to think that she had gone too far.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to bother you.”
“Of course I’m worried. I’ve been on a trip, but I haven’t been able to enjoy it properly. I’m very upset.”
“!!”
You were upset!
I was so upset!!!
Ranna’s words brought her to her senses.
“I will never do anything like this in the future.”
Yeah, she can’t waste the time she spends with her family just to keep other women in check.
However, her husband’s expression becomes profound when he hears her heroic decision.
“Sometimes I think that. Lanna secretly makes her words sad.”
“Yes? Did I make you sad?”
Where the hell are you?
That is incomprehensible
And she was a bit embarrassed.
I was trying to protect my family, but they said they were sad.
“First of all, what I just said. Where’s the hard way to say, “I’ll never let this happen to my family?”
“Ah…”
Although she is the company’s CEO, she should be seen as a boss, not a co-worker, since all rights to the company belonged to her husband.
So even when she got married, she shook her head at her husband’s words to ease her words.
Then, along with her, her husband changed her comfortable tone, saying that he would keep her manners like her.
…I was secretly saddened by the reverse.
However, it was not easy for her to tell the difference between public and private affairs, and her husband was comfortable with her words.
‘I never want to be released.’
She’s not a great person herself.
Her usual life will also be buried in public affairs.
Because she knew how weak she was, she had the idea that she shouldn’t miss her tension in her daily life.
She didn’t have to think much about her appearance when she was relaxed.
Because it reminds me of her mother.
‘I’m sorry mom, but she doesn’t want to be like that.’
Her bulging belly, her thick thighs, and her hair roughly cut at a local beauty salon don’t even look good on men.
The clothes she wears are a bizarre mix of her own tastes.
Even if I tell her to wear something more appropriate, she insists that since she is old, she will wear what she wants to wear, saying, “Where can I look good at this age?”
So she had no choice but to give up on her mother’s appearance.
‘That means, after all, to be at ease, right?’
Her effort not to miss the tension in front of her husband shone.
So, on her part, it was not something that had to be corrected, but she had to stick with this behavior.
“I just think that manners are necessary among family members. Don’t you like being polite?”
“I don’t agree with what I think. I don’t know about other places, but I think family is when you relax and feel comfortable in front of your family. That’s what family is like. It’s comfortable being together.”
“…”
“But when Lanna-san is still with me, she seems to be nervous. She doesn’t seem to be comfortable.”
“I’m always comfortable when I’m with you. It’s just that I’m not comfortable with words. Because I’m lacking in ability, I don’t think I’ll be able to tell the difference between public and private if I become comfortable with words.”
She expressed her opinion to her husband, but he did not stop expressing his disapproval.
“Do you differentiate that by how big we are bound by the ball?”
“It’s big! Why isn’t it big? I invested a lot of money.”
“A person like you is worth more to me than that kind of money. I hate to say this, but I won’t be offended if Mr. Lanna ruins her company.”
“!!”
I knew.
She knows that the value of the company she runs is not that great to him.
Still, isn’t there anything I can say that will destroy her pride so much?
“…I know. The company isn’t that important to you. No matter how much money you’ve invested, no matter how big the company grows! It’s money that someone like me would be terrified of.”
“No, that’s not what I meant. I just…!”
“It’s okay. Stop it. If you continue, you’ll end up fighting.”
In fact, this is as good as fighting.
I know very well that cutting off the conversation without solving anything is a bad choice.
Nonetheless, she turned away from her husband.
It was because my heart was so cold at the cold truth that had been unintentionally proven by him.
In the heart that was filled with happiness, a cold chill begins to penetrate.
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Her husband took time to come back to himself and apologized politely.
I explained that I hadn’t looked down on the company that way, and that I just wanted to tell you that you are more important to me than the company.
Any other normal woman would have been delighted by that.
How could you hate being told that you are more important than that much money?
He probably wanted to convey that meaning to her too.
But, unfortunately, she felt more frustrated than happy to hear that.
‘If I’m not genuinely happy that I’m more important than the company, it must mean that I think the company is more important than I thought.’
Her self-esteem, her superior life in general, all come from this company.
So what does her company mean to her?
But on second thought, it wasn’t even her husband’s fault.
He didn’t look down on the company, he just valued himself more than that.
It’s just that she twisted his words and it’s her own fault.
“So you fought in the end?”
“Huh.”
She couldn’t even tell her friend this private story.
So who the heck can you tell your story to?
A person who is always by his side.
It was ‘Mom’.
“Eww! You have such a strange personality. You are my daughter, but your personality is so picky and dirty. I don’t know why your son-in-law is living with you like this.”
Of course, complaining to her mom didn’t make her feel better.
It’s because her mother didn’t even take her side in the first place.
“Mom!! You have to take my side!”
“Why take your side!! You did the truth!”
“Ha… If even my mother is like this, who am I going to complain to?”
“There’s no reason to complain, don’t you think it’s a problem?”
Her mother was very good at hitting her right in the middle.
“Isn’t mom strange? She says that the company she spent so much money on is not more important than me. She says it doesn’t matter if I eat it, but this isn’t normal.”
Despite her protests, her mother did not show any sympathy.
“This bitch is so blessed…! Ugh.”
“Ah~ Really~! Am I really weird?”
“You’re weird. This one! So, let’s think the other way around. Your husband said that the company is more important, so you should put all your health and stamina into work to grow. Are you sad or not?”
“…Not sad.”
“Look at that!!”
Puck!
“Evil!”
Her mother’s heavy smash blasts her back.
“Which beat should the son-in-law play so that you won’t be offended? You bitch!!”
“It hurts!!!!”
“You, don’t talk nonsense to your son-in-law. It’s your fault unconditionally, so I beg you! I’m a person who prays once a day just for my son-in-law to take you and live. Why is your heart so twisted? What’s the problem? “
“It’s just… I’m embarrassed. It seems like there’s something hidden from me.”
I know that even if I told him about the strange awkwardness he felt, he wouldn’t be able to sympathize with me.
Even if others see it, no, even if the blood mother sees it, her feeling of embarrassment for no reason would be absurd.
So, before hearing her answer, she was sighing, but her mother spoke in a surprisingly calm voice.
“It’s not about opening Pandora’s box. Being nice to you is enough. What more do you want? Do you really need to know everything about that person? What if I get mad at you and don’t come to you anymore?”
“!!!”
That was something I hadn’t thought about.
That he doesn’t come to see me anymore?
“Will your son-in-law come to see you, who forcibly dug out what he was trying to hide?”
“No…That’s…”
Are you the kind of person who likes kids that much?
Could it really be that he’d lose him by digging into some mysterious mystery in him?
Lanna was at a loss for what she had to say about her words that pierced her mother.
“No matter how great a company you run, it’s all useless. You love your son-in-law too. I didn’t even know you were going to get married, bitch.”
“Seed.”
“Do you know how happy I was when the girl I thought I would never get married brought to my son-in-law saying he had someone he liked? Ah~ I was relieved, saying that at least he would grow old and not die lonely like me.”
“Mom, are you lonely? Then dress up! She should dress up and meet a man.”
“It’s okay! Mom is comfortable being alone. When she was young, she fought and fought so much with your father, so if it’s a man, I’m the one who’s going to take a class. Don’t talk nonsense, get to the point, get to the point!”
The reason her mother fought and fought with her father.
It’s her mother’s fault.
In today’s world, a woman’s jealousy is only ridiculed, but her mother was so jealous of her.
That’s what caused her to fall out with her dad.
“…So what are you going to do?”
“Just cover it up. There is a saying that not knowing is medicine. I’ve experienced it myself, haven’t I? It’s better not to know.”
Her father hid from her mother that he had started a family with another woman.
She was jealous, so she had to hide it.
However, her mother was suspicious of her father’s behavior, and she eventually found out that she had started a family with another woman.
Her father left, saying he was sick of her seeing her mother making a fuss over her.
To protect her father, she acted out of spite, but it rather caused her father to leave.
“Are you still waiting for Dad?”
“No. Why am I? Thanks to my proud daughter, I eat well and live well.”
Mom sometimes says things like this.
I’d rather keep pretending I don’t know.
Then, although he would have had to share her father with another woman, he would not have completely lost it.
‘Did I bring out Mom’s wounds by saying something unnecessary?’
Her mother feared that she would lose her husband as she had lost her father.
“Anyway, don’t do it. Just bury it.”
“…Think about it.”
“Think about it and then think about it!
“Just before, they said that they had a proud daughter and are living well and eating well. Why do words change in one second?”
“Tell me what you did well!”
A violent mother would punch her on the back when she was speechless.
She sighed and collected her thoughts.
‘Is it really right to bury it?’
I know I should listen to her mom, but…
Lanna was perfectly happy in her marriage, but she sometimes felt that she was not right for herself.
