Chapter 822 – #96. Chinhaesol (126)
When the zombie virus first spread and the world was overflowing with dying people, I felt extreme fear.
Looking back now, I don’t think I’ve ever been as scared and scared as I was back then.
However, living in a world where zombies roam around, the human race has been able to adapt.
‘Zombies are boring now.’
From a certain point on, zombies were the ‘prey’ he hunted, not the object of fear.
Rather, the fight between ‘humans’ who collided to survive gave more fear.
Imagine that the line suddenly disappeared for people who lived on the border of the state and the law.
People who had only one goal in mind, to survive, became surprisingly cruel.
A world in which morality has collapsed.
Was it like this in primitive times?
The world where everyone but us was the enemy was harsh, and it was very difficult to live.
‘How can a person be so cruel?’
Among them, people with the same opinion and the same meaning were united.
We couldn’t even express our morality in a world where everyone was cruel.
As much as those people became cruel, we also adapted to the change.
Even though it has changed so much.
‘Not everyone could have lived.’
Many colleagues died.
Now the memory of the name and face is hazy.
It was not easy to fully remember the faces of former comrades in a world without civilization.
His life was too hard to remember each one of them.
As the victims were forgotten one by one, he and his companions began to recover the lost ones one by one.
‘Shelter complete. It’s really something I’ve been dreaming of.’
And finally.
Survivors began to build shelters among themselves.
Building a shelter meant preparing for the ‘future’.
And it also meant that it was time to worry about the survival of mankind, not just ‘us’.
‘I have a future. It means that my hard work was not in vain.’
The best thing about successfully building a shelter was that I didn’t have to go around the ruined city to find food.
Of course, they still regularly send out search parties to procure supplies.
Because people need more than you think to live.
However, compared to the days when I was starving and struggling to sleep, now that the shelter was completed, it was like heaven.
And when the body became comfortable, people started responding to another desire.
Baby.
That’s why I started thinking about the future of mankind.
If we go on like this without thinking, everyone will grow old, get sick and die.
The age of 100 is gone.
Now it has become a world where people will be applauded for living a long life to 60 years old, as in the past.
So, before everyone got sick and died, they had to create a ‘child’ to carry on to the next generation.
However, in the shelter, only one person was able to sow seeds unwillingly.
It was very tragic that that was himself.
Because.
‘Sex is…’
As a child, I had a trauma.
It’s a terrible memory that I’ve never had to spit it out of my mouth to anyone.
Sexual assault by his new mother.
It’s not just women who are raped.
Men can be beaten too.
Especially when he was young, he was betrayed by the guardian he trusted.
It was a great shock, and it was also a tragedy that never ended.
The crime of the new mother was solved through running away, not solved.
If it could be said that running away was the solution.
However…
‘I can’t run away now.’
People want something from him for the future of mankind.
Of course, in the field where he can’t use his power at all.
Eventually he had to find a way to work things out.
The reason he was able to survive, which was kept secret from others, was to put in a request through the ‘shop’.
It wasn’t that difficult to pay the commission fee.
‘Because zombies continue to appear no matter how many times I catch them.’
The number of human beings close to 7 billion.
Since most of them became zombies, it was only natural that the seeds of zombies would not dry out.
That’s how I put in the request, and Shatlam was saved.
The way to carry out the request is for the contracted person to possess his body and have sex with the residents of the shelter.
He may not remember himself, so he will be freed from the trauma.
It was a perfect plan, and he thought his choice wasn’t wrong.
Until he awakened to his very strange and filthy tastes.
♧ ♧ ♧
His life has certainly gotten a little better with time.
He wasn’t sure if he’d ever be able to make a loving person out of his life, but to my surprise, from the first time I met him, I thought he was ‘this person’.
How great is it to meet a relationship in a world where everyone dies so easily?
“Why are you so low today?”
Happy to see her
When we talked, I felt comfortable and felt good.
It is normal to be satisfied with just being able to meet such a person.
“It’s nothing. How are you feeling inside?”
“Are you okay. It’s still early, so it’s time for morning sickness.”
“If you need anything, just let me know.”
“I don’t really need anything. Um~ Ah! There is one. They say I have to be careful, so I’m careful, but I’m a bit bored.”
As if she were exercising every day, she was pregnant with her child and was saving herself from catching zombies.
If she was living a civilized life in the past, she would have put a book in her hand, but in the apocalypse world, books were the most subordinated when taking care of them.
Even if she tried to recommend other things than books, she didn’t have a particularly good hobby.
“I would like to bring a book about pregnancy. I want to get a CD so that I can listen to music that is good for prenatal education.”
It was necessary because she wasn’t the only pregnant woman in the shelter.
You have to bring a bunch of things for the babies too.
“Wow~ Come to think of it, there must be a lot of things you need. I need a maternity robe, and soon I’m going to need a lot of stuff for my babies. What about powdered milk?”
“Milk powder… We have to save it somehow.”
If you go to the supermarket, there will still be powdered milk left.
The only problem is the expiration date…
‘If it doesn’t work, it’s right for me to buy it at the store.’
It would be nice to have a doctor at the shelter with the expertise to take care of the babies.
This part has always been a disappointment.
He stared at his lover who was pregnant with his child.
‘It’s filthy.’
When she saw her lover happy that she was pregnant with her child, she felt sorry for the fact that she couldn’t really make her happy.
But now I can’t help it.
It was because it was still hard for her to accept the fact that she was the trash who felt immoral while looking at her swollen belly and was masturbating alone with that emotion.
Of course, there were bigger problems than this.
‘I don’t feel like my child.’
How can I call that child my child?
I don’t know how this child came about.
‘Would it be different if there was a video?’
If he hadn’t been caught, he would have masturbated while watching the video.
And since you saw it in the video, you are admitting that my child is right.
Even so, she wasn’t the one who planted seeds in her body.
‘How could that be?’
What can’t be done is not possible.
To be honest, I thought I would have to wait until the child was born.
When she sees the child in person and lives with him, she will develop affection.
‘No matter what, it’s because he’s a child who inherited my blood.’
“I’ve only been pregnant for a few weeks, so why do I want to have a baby already?”
“… It will be fine. Don’t worry too much.”
In the process of giving birth, you will need a lot of items from the store.
In the process of going to get things for pregnant women and children, I was planning to hunt zombies and get coins.
Her body will not be harmed in the process of giving birth to her child.
“It’s not because I’m worried, it’s frustrating because there are so many things I can’t do.”
“You want to catch zombies?”
“… No. To be honest, I want to have sex.”
“…”
He was silent for a moment, then tried to smile.
She knew that if she got pregnant, she would be free from sex as well.
But she seemed to feel a stronger need for her sex drive since her pregnancy.
“I’m sorry. It is difficult to do for the time being.”
“I know it too. Since I’m already pregnant, I have to give it to someone else. Heeing, he’s still my man, but I think it’s too much. Can’t you just let me taste it?”
He had to overcome this kind of crisis several times a day because of a lover who burned his sexual desire without even trying.
Unfortunately, he still couldn’t use ‘it’ on his lover.
When she masturbates alone, she works well, but when she is alone with her, she does not.
“I’m sorry.”
“Chit, okay. Isn’t it because I think about my body? Then give me a chest massage. My chest is getting bigger and it hurts. I have to be gentle.”
“Yes. Okay.”
It’s not that you can’t erect your penis, but you can’t do a chest massage either.
She gently caressed her breasts to relieve the swelling.
“I haven’t even gotten hungry yet, is it too unusual?”
“It is exceptionally low. It works though. Pregnant women.”
“I’m not really this kind of person… Only take it when you are pregnant. My mood changed all the time, so I couldn’t help it.”
“Sure. It’s okay to just treat it.”
I’m sorry, so I have no choice but to do better.
“Because you treat me so well, I keep feeling sorry for you. What if I do what I feel and my brother hates me?”
“Nothing like that. I’m not such a fickle person. It’s not even light dating. If that was the case, I wouldn’t have wanted it to come to fruition like this.”
She said while stroking the belly of her lover who hadn’t come out yet.
How did you meet the fate?
She was not one to take her relationship so lightly.
“It is because I am so blessed. You don’t do this to other people.”
“Because you sacrificed that much. This is definitely what you deserve. Please do not think that it is too much to be treated like this.”
“You started knowing everything. Even though I said it was okay, you keep saying sorry.”
Her lover lifted her hand to his face and stroked her cheek.
I felt like I was about to burst into tears at her kind touch.
She misunderstood why his lover was sorry.
I’m not sorry for that.
‘It’s because I’m sorry you love trash like me.’
In fact, he also wanted to have sex with his lover.
To be precise, he wanted to see his lover having sex with ‘the other man’.
Because that was the only way to solve the sexual desire.
The problem is that ‘he’, who received the request, was caught filming with a hidden camera.
He didn’t do anything special other than erasing the video stored on the camera.
‘Maybe it was just once, so he meant to look after me.’
But what if you install a hidden camera again?
I didn’t know much about him, but he wasn’t the kind of person you’d see twice if you saw him once.
