Chapter 683 – #95. Mei Lin and Joanna (7)
Mei Lin didn’t show her feelings even though her insides were boiling with thoughts, and she ate the lunch box that Jin Hae Sol had packed for her.
Jin Hae-sol also didn’t seem to guess that Mei Lin’s stomach was upset.
“It’s delicious.”
“I will. I didn’t know you liked this, but if you want to eat it again, just tell me. I’ll make it anytime.”
When she shows interest in a food, she loves it and smiles broadly.
I don’t know how stimulating her look is.
She ate all her lunches and thoroughly hid her sharp teeth until she brushed her teeth.
“Looks like you really liked it today. You ate a lot faster than usual. Shall we go outside for a walk to clear your stomach?”
In less than 30 minutes, the lunch box was exhausted.
It was true that she ate a lot more quickly than usual, even though she had brought plenty of food and most of the lunchbox went into Haesol’s stomach.
“First, brush your teeth.”
“I’ll get you a toothbrush.”
Hae-sol, who brought a disposable toothbrush and toiletries, and held it out.
She went into the bathroom and brushed her teeth.
If this were their home, they would have brushed their teeth together in the same space, looking at each other in the mirror.
Feeling sorry for that, she came out after meticulously brushing her teeth.
Soon after, Hae-sol came out as if she had brushed her teeth.
“Is there a place I can go for a walk near here?”
“There’s a common room, but that’s probably where the kids go to rest. It’s a disaster for them when I go there.”
Mei Lin’s mind was spinning like a treadmill.
Her prey has so many parts to peck and savor, and any bite of her will satisfy her.
She seemed to others that she did not want to share her prey, so she needed to go where no one was.
“Let’s just rest in the break room. Walking is tiring.”
“Shall we?”
Hae-sol obediently agrees with her saying that she had to take medicine anyway.
“Do you always work this hard?”
“I’ve never thought of it as particularly difficult. It’s something I do every time.”
“I remember it wasn’t like that when I was working with you.”
“You think you’re the same as the kid you’re filming right now? You’re completely different. Not the same at all.”
From one to ten.
There was absolutely nothing in common.
Perhaps, if he gets inside her camera lens, he will wake up from his drugged-out mind.
But the model she was shooting now was an unattractive model that she didn’t even want to put in her lens.
Wouldn’t it be too much to ask the cook to give the rotten ingredients and make the best-tasting dish?
On the other hand, Haesol was a food ingredient that was fresh, rare, and had an overwhelming taste by itself.
Ingredients that chefs always want to have, but are afraid to use when told to cook with these ingredients.
“You mean I’m better?”
“Don’t make me say the obvious twice.”
“Hmm~ When we worked together in the past, I was in a good mood too. It was the first time someone took a picture of me so well.”
“Thinking about it now, I was lacking a lot back then. It would be different if I filmed again now… No. Not now, but when I get better.”
I have a strong desire to put him on my lens right now.
However, it was clear that the disease she was suffering from would hold her back, so she suppressed her urge.
The chef’s hands are stiff, so even giving them good ingredients will only give you a terrible disappointment.
“Do you want to take a picture of me?”
“…No. I don’t like it now.”
“You don’t like it because you’re sick? I thought that even if you filmed me, there would be unsatisfactory results.”
His pride hurts, but his guess is correct.
“If I take a picture of you in such an idiotic state, only terrible results will come out. Even now, that’s why I keep pressing the camera button pointlessly.”
Yes, dumb is the right word.
I felt the urge to delete all the work I had created by pressing the shutter button all day today.
As she bit her lip and couldn’t hide her resentment, Jin Hae-sol came closer and took her hand, which was holding her fist.
“It’s okay to be photographed meaninglessly. Why do you have to take pictures with me in a meaningful way?
“I’m taking you on camera! I don’t want to take pictures without meaning.”
Would a chef feel comfortable if he said it was okay to spoil the food like trash after he brought you the best ingredients?
Rather, your face will burn as if you have been insulted.
“Hmm…Don’t you remember? May already took a picture of me meaninglessly.”
Memory?
“A lot of that too.”
“Never.”
No matter how depressed you are, don’t forget what happened.
“Yes. The day I had sex with Joanna. You took the picture and deleted it right away. He said it was okay even if there was no meaningful result.”
“!!”
“And we took a picture together while we were dating these days, right? The picture wasn’t great enough for May to be satisfied. I was covering my face with a mask, and my hair was tousled from the wind.”
It was.
However, the photo was not a photo visible to others, but a photo containing memories, so I did not attach much importance to it.
What significance do you attach to a photo you take just for fun?
All you have to do is keep the memories.
“Can’t we think of it like that this time too? It’s like a joke between us, a picture we take with the intention of leaving memories.”
“It can’t be like that. It’s just a joke. And why do you keep asking me to take pictures for you? If you wish, there will be an overflow of photographers who will take pictures for you.”
She said it herself, but she was the one who was hurt by it.
His job of being photographed by others has become resentful and jealous these days.
Even though she took her medicine, she couldn’t control her emotions and impulsively cried out with her heart full of tears.
“I’m not interested in taking pictures of me having sex with you like that time.”
Until this conversation, she said it because she was full of thoughts of eating him.
However.
“That’s nice too.”
“What?”
“Take it. Like that.”
What the hell was he thinking, this man didn’t hesitate to tell me to take a picture of himself.
If it’s her, it’s fine.
“You’re a man. And you’re a celebrity. You know what will happen if it’s leaked.”
“It’s been filmed before.”
“At that time, you and I were in a romantic relationship. We were in a state of trust. But now we’re just strangers. He’s someone who can betray you and leak your photos.”
It makes sense to naively believe in your ex and entrust your body to her.
I felt like I should tell Joanna about this and tell her to crack down on her boyfriend.
“I know Mei, so there’s no way I’m worried about that.”
It makes me cry again that I know myself well and pamper myself.
“How do you know me so well? Because the time we haven’t met is longer than the time we met?”
People change.
He himself has changed a lot.
However, Hae-sol seemed to remember her past self and wanted to win.
“Hmm, if you want to do something so bad, leak it. I’m confident in my body, so I’m not particularly ashamed of leaking it. You already know that I meet a lot of girls.”
There is no way that a man who meets a lot of women will not be promiscuous.
So, even if your exposed photos are leaked, there will be no problem.
This is what it means.
Hae-sol’s behavior of not taking care of his body filled him with anger.
Then suddenly, for whatever reason, his mind went blank and he came to his senses.
It was a momentary change, but the realization that the change gave was stronger than I thought.
‘You’re doing that on purpose. To provoke me.’
The realization that Jin Hae-sol’s behavior was intentional.
Why are you doing this on purpose? If you think about it, the conclusion becomes simple.
‘To cure me.’
If so, in what way?
The root cause of depression is loneliness that came along with the accumulation of stress.
It’s still hard to believe that you’ve broken down like this because of loneliness, but you have to admit it because that’s the reality.
And the best way to relieve loneliness was to make a ‘lover’.
‘You have to have sex to take a picture like that.’
There are people who have never done it before, but what I can guarantee is that there is no one who has only done it once is sex with Jin Hae-sol.
That’s why I tried to keep my body from coming into contact with Jin Hae-sol while living together.
‘Because that was my last pride.’
He must have thought so, but while he was unconscious, he became impatient to rub his body with him.
Didn’t just a moment ago you were full of thoughts of snatching him by the scruff of his neck, crushing him under him, and fucking him?
If I hadn’t been alert for a moment, I would have moved my body right away.
‘You’ve become an asshole. The prey was me, not him.’
It’s hard to believe that a man would think this way, but considering his brute force and considering gender bias, it was a workable trick.
She took a deep breath and looked at Jin Hae-sol as she cursed at her unusually poor judgment of the situation on her own.
“?”
I thought her reaction would explode, but she suddenly became cold and Jin Hae-sol looked at her incredulously as she sat still and didn’t say anything.
She said, adding more confidence to her guess.
“Were you thinking of provoking me to attack me?”
“Oh, did you hear?”
“No matter how distracted I am these days, I can notice your sinister intentions.”
“Ah~ Then everything is wrong. It’s a pity. I thought I could be attacked if I went on like this.”
“Do you think I was just attacked? It could have been something bigger than that. I’ve been out of my mind lately, so I don’t know what’s going to happen.”
What would have happened if he could not hold back his anger and behaved recklessly?
“Don’t do anything you’ll regret by acting so defenselessly.”
“If I hadn’t done this, you wouldn’t have touched me. I’ve been dating like kids forever. And I’ve been feeling it since before. Having sex with Mei will solve everything.”
Her depression will soon be cured as she will no longer be able to reject him.
If you’re with him, you won’t have time to be swayed by these feelings.
Because he will be busy struggling with the exhilarating pleasure and happiness he provides.
“So, stop passing on me now. How long are you going to leave me alone? I’m starting to get lonely too.”
Her Jin Hae Sol presses her as if he can’t take care of it any longer.
“Surrender.”
Crisp-
“Because Mei can’t beat me.”
By unzipping your pants by yourself.
Hae-Sol Jin gives her death sentence to the depression she suffered from.
Earth! Earth! Earth!
