Chapter 668 – #94. Shin Ae Ahn (9)
“That’s why when I go to the dorm these days, I’m completely out of my mind. And it was fun because I was in a position to give advice to the kids. I thought I could understand why they meddled with my relationship a lot.”
Haha! The members seem to be having a lot of fun.”
“Isn’t it the feeling of being secretly satisfied by listening to someone else’s relationship? I never imagined that the members would watch over my relationship with this kind of heart.”
“I’m glad it looks fun. Aren’t the other members sad? How about introducing it one more time? If my friend is dating, I want to do it too, wouldn’t I?”
Hearing that he would do it again, Shin-ae fell into trouble.
“No. At least I don’t think I’m ready for now. Even if I introduce you, you probably won’t be able to do it properly like last time.”
“Isn’t it the way to date to meet as often as possible?”
“Usually women are dumped by men so much that they use that kind of method a lot, but I don’t think it suits our kids. Kids have high eyes, so they don’t slap on any guy, and when they show their feelings with courage and get rejected, they’re not used to it, so I get a lot of shock.”
Now was the time to heal the wounds from the blind date through time.
“Then, if things go well with Jiyong later, how about going on a double date with him? I think it will be fun.”
“Omg! Double date! I want to try it! I think it will be fun.”
“Are the two of you close enough to go on a double date? Jiyong didn’t ask hyung, so I don’t know the situation. Given the atmosphere, wouldn’t it be better for us to propose first?”
“Maybe it is? I think it would be nice if we pushed each other out so that the two of us could go on a double date.”
“Of course.”
It was a natural sense to that extent.
It was the same with Shin-ae, who was once a party, who had a taste for counseling and helping members in dating.
And it was also very enjoyable to share that fun experience with her lover Haesol oppa.
Then Shin-ae, who suddenly had an idea of hers, put her hand on top of his.
When Hae-sol’s brother made skinship with her first, he flipped her hand over as if it were natural for her, and intertwined her hand with the hand on top of it.
“Because I was watching the members start dating fresh from the side, it reminded me of our relationship. I don’t know about you, but the members helped me a lot even before we started dating.”
“I know because you talked about it. That’s why you put so much effort into letting your sisters-in-law relax.”
“They are also very snobs. You went all over the gift.”
“I don’t think you’ve just loosened your heart over a gift. Because those things are all a kind of interest, and sincerity for you. The reason I take care of your members is because you are so precious. The members know that, so it must have eased their minds. I guess I didn’t do it right for you. No matter how many gifts I sent you, you wouldn’t have felt as comfortable with me as you do now?”
“… I think my brother speaks very nicely. This is why I went all alone.”
I really liked my older brother who spoke beautifully.
“I think this time also benefited from my brother. If it wasn’t for oppa, how would we have gone on a blind date with senior Jiyong? The members are also very grateful for that.”
“I know very well how much the members have to pay attention to in order for an idol to be in a relationship. That’s why I’m grateful to the members.”
Haesol oppa is also an idol, so he seems to know that other people’s consideration is needed for their relationship.
Hae-sol oppa, who sympathizes with her without having to tell her, is so lovable that Shin-ae couldn’t stand it and kissed him on the cheek.
Side!
“I love you big brother.”
After that, the conversation had to be interrupted thanks to Haesol’s brother who reciprocated her kiss with warm skinship.
“Hak, haha. Haha!”
I don’t know if she was lucky or unlucky, but she was outside and couldn’t finish her work, so she gasped for breath.
As she gasped for breath to cool her reddened cheeks, Haesol’s brother gently stroked her waist.
“Oops!”
The heat hadn’t gone away yet, so my body reacted sensitively to even the slightest touch.
“Oh, brother. Would you like to see my picture? I brought it because I wanted to show you today.”
At this rate, her bottom will be so wet that she will have to change her underwear.
So, it took time for the body to calm down as much as possible.
At least, she had to avoid Hae-sol’s brother staring at her with the look in her eyes that made her want to eat him.
So she took her iPad out of her bag and showed it to her brother.
“Are you finished?”
“Yes. It’s a study, but it’s finished. I’m very proud. I had a lot of urges to do a remake in between, but thanks to my brother, I was able to serialize it somehow and make it this far.”
When you get lost and wander, when you get caught in a slump and the story doesn’t progress, etc.
Each time, Haesol’s brother gave her advice, and she was able to bring her study work to this point.
“Are you confident again now?”
“Hmm… I’m still a bit scared. I finished it, but it doesn’t mean there aren’t places I want to fix.”
Why did you suddenly make a study to the end?
It was because something bad happened to her Shin-ae.
Shin-ae, who developed her skills with the help of her older brother Hae-sol, started drawing her webtoon, and she also signed a contract for her work, which received a good response through a webtoon site, and began publishing it serially.
Only in the beginning.
Although there is a lot of waiting time, being a female idol is a tough job that cannot be taken lightly.
However, webtoon writers often suffered from carpal tunnel syndrome, which was a job with an intense workload.
It couldn’t be easier to do both at the same time.
Eventually, a problem arose.
As time was running out, the contents began to go uphill.
Criticism after harsh criticism poured in, and Shin-ae, who eventually exploded mentally, hurriedly gave up the finale with the worst ending.
“Still, I won’t be serializing for the rest of my life like back then! Not quite like that. Once the completion is complete, if you start serializing with this, will it be lighthearted in that all you have to do is revise it and post it?”
“Then let’s start lightly.”
“But my studies are really fun, right? Since I am the person who wrote this, I am very anxious because it cannot be evaluated objectively.”
“Fun. If you start publishing this series, will you contact me right away to sign a contract?”
“Maybe not. Because the ending was so messed up.”
Shin-ae was still hesitant to publish her study work serially, saying that her previous work would have an impact.
At first, she started drawing as a hobby, but before she knew it, Shin-ae became as serious about drawing webtoons as she was about idol activities.
“Am I too greedy? You just have to give up one…”
“It’s just a matter of making a large amount and starting it like you do now. It’s not like there’s no way, so why give up one of your talents? It’s not that I don’t want to do it, you still like to draw.”
Shin-ae was greatly comforted by Hae-sol’s older brother’s encouragement not to give up what she likes.
To the point where I can muster up the courage to try serializing again.
“I’ll upload it once.”
“Good idea. It will definitely work out.”
The regret of the previous work, which ended in a mess, is washed over.
Because it was my first time, I was clumsy, and because it was my first time, I was swayed.
While working as an idol, she received a lot of swearing, and she was used to bad comments, so she said that it was okay.
Even if you think about it yourself, it’s because the criticism they are making is right.
“It won’t be like the work I uploaded in the past, right?”
“Of course. You’ve already made it to the end. If you upload while correcting the parts you regret, at least you don’t have to struggle because time is running out. It’s very different to serialize because you’re pressed for time, and to revise it while watching people’s reactions.”
When bad comments really hurt, it was when there was justification for their criticism.
I myself was stabbed more deeply because I sympathized with the malicious comments.
Solving that, her brother worked hard to soothe her, comfort her, and encourage her to draw again.
Isn’t it a completely different law when you need criticism and when you need praise?
“Whew…”
“The things you worry about won’t happen. Actually, I don’t think there will be much modification. I kept looking at your work. At that time, I made a mistake too. You should have watched until the end.”
“At that time, I wanted to show my older brother that I could do well alone. Then it exploded fiercely.”
“Are you reluctant to accept my help?”
“No! It’s not like that. I wanted to show my older brother a reassuring side. Younger people have something like that. Trying to take pride in useless parts.”
When a man is older and a woman is younger, women often do not call men older brother.
This is the subtle pride unique to women.
“Of course I have changed my mind. I think it’s right to get help from my brother. I knew that struggling to do it by myself was not for my brother.”
I learned well at best, but I couldn’t rely on it because I was proud of myself at the end.
If I had asked my brother for help when I was having a hard time, the ending would not have ended with such criticism.
And as a result, it was Haesol’s older brother who tried hard to stop him from trying to break the brush because he was depressed.
I did it alone because I wanted to show it to Hae-sol oppa, but it actually caused trouble to Hae-sol oppa, so wouldn’t it be a turn of events?
“I hope this work goes well. It was made while discussing with my brother from the beginning to the end.”
And Shin-ae’s wish brought about a bigger storm than she thought.
It’s so intense that you can’t handle it.
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“When will this episode be uploaded?”
“Aagh!! Next episode!! Next time!!!!”
What is the standard of a masterpiece in general?
Some will see that more stringent conditions must be set, and others will say that it is not right to set standards for masterpieces according to the money earned from the work.
However, as the world has changed rapidly, it is true that the standard hurdles for masterpieces are much lower than in the past in the flood of contents.
“Is that so much fun?”
“Huh.”
If you ask people who have not thought deeply about the standard of a masterpiece what should be the standard of a masterpiece, Shin-ae wanted to say this.
Even though it is a field she is not interested in at all, when she has heard of the work.
When she asked a person walking down the street if they knew this work, at least 50% of them answered that she knew it, and she said it was okay to call it a masterpiece.
‘But that’s my work.’
After receiving the advice of Haesol’s older brother and completing the study, the series began.
The work titled “Mermaids Don’t Cry” Exploded in awe.
On a level she never imagined.
‘Does this make sense?’
At first, I was just happy.
But while she was delighted with her outpouring of praise, she was also worried.
‘What if I get screwed up again? What if it became boring?’
Anxiety pours out.
If it wasn’t for the emotions she always experienced while promoting as an idol, she would have gone mental in the current situation.
But Shin-ae endured.
She was used to being anxious while promoting as an idol, which happens every time she makes a comeback.
She also contacted the site faster than expected, as if she felt unusual momentum, and she signed a contract.
In particular, the site seemed to give a big score in that it had already been published until the end.
It was because she was at least determined not to make the same mistake twice that collapsed in the latter half of her previous works.
“Writer! This episode is also really fun. I think you can keep going at this pace. This week, we’re in first overall.”
Even at her company, she paid a lot of attention to protect her mentality.
Shin-ae was delighted and happy with her situation.
But was it the problem that she was too good even if her work did well?
“Writer!! I really want to have a meal with you. I’ve prepared news that you’ll really like if you listen to it!”
Her editor has asked to meet with her, wanting to eat her.
