Chapter 638 – #92. Ahyeon (2)
Woo woo woo woo-
“Wow.”
“I rode it the last time I went on a trip, so it’s so amazing?”
“Huh. Aren’t the clouds so pretty? It’s amazing how the world becomes so small when you go up. It would be perfect if I composed with this feeling, but it’s a pity.”
My brain is blown! I feel like I’m open.
Is this why the environment is so important?
Even though it is simply out of the usual space, my hands tickle with a different stimulus.
“Hee hee~ hee~ hee~ um um~ um~”
Enjoy the present moment while humming a clumsy and monotonous melody.
Taking the music you love as your profession also means that you will no longer be able to do what you love as a hobby.
But she wanted to enjoy the moment itself, so she decided to let her rising inspiration flow with a hum.
If it was usual, I would have been busy drawing on the music paper in a hurry, lest I forget it, rather than enjoying inspiration with humming.
“Good?”
Hae-sol hears her hum and puts her notes on top.
As if he was not a singer, his attractive voice added to the melody, and the song came to life even more.
Hehe~”
It was very thrilling and fun to sing together in a low voice to avoid harming others.
A new country arrived after enduring the flight time while hanging out with Haesol.
It is also a place where there is a university that everyone has heard of at least once.
“You mean I’m going to go to music school here? Crying! I still can’t believe it.”
Falling in love with the charm of a foreign city, she takes Hae-sol and falls in love with her.
My heart was beating so fast it felt like it was about to explode.
It is a study abroad that I have prepared for a really long time with his help.
“Where did the person who said that going abroad to study alone was scary go? I love you so much.”
“How can you not like it! What a wonderful place! You don’t seem to have any inspiration because you traveled around a lot while promoting, but for someone like me, it’s a huge change!”
It was as if the melody was already running through my head.
No, it’s true that the song is actually being heard!
“Are you busking over there? Can you hear the singing? Did you wear glasses?”
“Huh.”
“Let’s go, let’s go!”
Worried that the sound would end, Hae-sol ran with Hae-sol’s arms crossed.
♧ ♧ ♧
I confirmed that there was no problem with the house I had prepared in advance for studying abroad, and the car I had to drive to school arrived safely and on time.
No matter how much they say they will live in their original house, it is true that they need tools to make life simple, so Hae-sol and her arm in arm, walking around the mart and shopping extensively.
When I go to the mart, I keep thinking that I should buy this, and that it would be nice to have that too, so when I woke up, my house was filled with things before I knew it.
“I was going to buy it.”
“Let me do this much. You’re going to have a hard time studying in the future, but your boyfriend can help you like this. Your boyfriend is overflowing with money. Know?”
“Hehe~ Thank you!”
She is no more than what she has earned, and it is Hae-sol that she has amassed a lot of money several times over.
A purchase as small as this would leave no blemish on his bank account.
“Because they’re doing this, they really feel like newlyweds.”
“It’s okay if we practice in advance.”
“Kyaaak! Oh my god!”
I thought I would be lonely by myself when I went to study abroad, but just having Haesol by my side made me feel completely different.
“Thank you for coming with me.”
“If I said thank you one more time, would you fill it up 100 times?”
As she said that, she smiled, and the smile was so radiant that it made her heart ache.
‘Ha, it’s harmful to the heart.’
In many ways, her boyfriend is unhealthy.
It makes people impulsive and unscrupulous.
Chew-up, Chew-up! Jjook!
He grabbed her boyfriend by the collar, pulled her down, and attacked her.
The arm naturally hugs the nape of his neck.
On her first night to study abroad, she was able to spend a hot night with her boyfriend like that.
♧ ♧ ♧
It was better than I thought to interact with people who compose.
Furthermore, since all the people entering this school are ‘serious’ about composing, the conversation went well.
What she particularly liked was that she was free to say what she wanted to say without looking at her.
She always had to be careful when talking to the acquaintances she had made while attending a composition academy.
‘Because I noticed.’
She started composing much later than those people, and even though she is doing well, she is doing very well.
It was only natural that envy and envy followed.
Even things she did without much thought would turn into gossip, saying that she had changed.
After overhearing their gossip, she cut back on her interactions with her acquaintances.
Wasn’t it possible that her efforts to be nice to those who already wanted to hate her would change nothing?
But here, there is no need to notice.
Because.
“Is this your song? So good!”
It was because all the people gathered here were geniuses on par with her.
Moreover, unlike Korea, where humility is a virtue, they often accepted words to embellish themselves coolly.
No, on the contrary, I couldn’t understand it if I pretended to be humble.
“Is this the unique personality of Asians?”
Rather, it’s to the point of trying to understand her humility with such words.
“If I were you, I would have told you a lot.”
“If you don’t love your music, who will? I think you need to feel more confident!”
This is why there is a saying that you should meet your friends well.
She made friends who did not discriminate against Asians, and thanks to that, she was able to fill her low self-esteem without realizing it.
There were times when the content I learned at the academy came out in class, but it was so much fun that I was able to study much more deeply than then.
It was hard for her to understand people who said that studying is fun, but before she knew it, she was able to enjoy her life studying abroad enough to say it herself.
“Are you coming home less and less these days?”
“Oh.”
“Is studying abroad so much fun?”
“Yes? No, I just get to make new friends, so hanging out with them makes me lose track of time.”
Her study abroad life was so enjoyable that she neglected her boyfriend for a while.
Before he came, he said he would get angry if he was neglectful, but he forgot.
When you experience an unfamiliar culture and make a song out of the inspiration you get from it, your friends praise you.
“You don’t have to pretend otherwise. Because it was a joke Did you make good friends?”
“Huh! Communicated with me so well. They kindly explain things I don’t know, and they don’t discriminate against me because I’m an Asian. It’s fun to experience a different culture. I also enjoy classes where I can learn things I didn’t know.”
“I’m glad that studying abroad worked well for me.”
Fortunately for her, her boyfriend understood that she would focus on her study abroad life for the time being.
However, not everything went well like studying abroad.
“The atmosphere of the composer’s songs has changed a lot. We had a good atmosphere with the former composer.”
A song made with the new knowledge gained while learning and the unique stimulation received from studying abroad.
It had a lot of influence on her composition style, and as a result, the company that liked her existing atmosphere began to express disapproval.
“Of course, this song is good enough. But our concept matched the old composer’s style.”
They didn’t want to risk it.
With her proven style, she hoped that her singer would be successful.
“I am confident in my music. I think you can be successful with this song.”
“Although what the composer said is correct… The song is very different from what we wanted. I’m not asking for too much, how about slightly rearranging this song to give it a bit of an old vibe?”
He shows confidence and doesn’t listen to me even if I try to convince him.
‘Have I changed too much? Everyone said it was good…’
I couldn’t understand whose fault it was.
Since it is not just one or two people doing this, the enjoyable life of studying abroad is starting to get entangled.
Is what I’m studying right?
Isn’t it that I’m not growing, but rather going backwards?
The center starts to shake, and the fun things in the past are no longer.
“What the hell is wrong with you? What do you think?”
Heart started to shake.
Fortunately, she had someone who could understand and comfort her feelings.
“Your song is definitely better than before.”
“Right? It’s good? But why doesn’t it keep happening!! I think I’m going crazy!!”
The music is good, but the reason why the contract was rejected.
Hae-sol gave the answer in a simpler way than she thought.
“This is just one case. Because it doesn’t fit the concept.”
“Concept… Ha ha.”
This is something I know all too well.
Because when they make excuses, they all talk about concepts.
“It’s not just an excuse. For idols, the concept is really important.”
Usually, when you ask a composer for a song, you ask him to create a song with a certain atmosphere and a certain concept.
Or do you ask many composers to send you a song because they are looking for a song with this concept?
It is here that Ah-hyun feels unfair.
“But this song doesn’t fit the concept!”
“Yes.”
“These people just want to write something that has been tested. You don’t want to be adventurous!”
“Your words have a point.”
“What should I do? Should I change it to a song that clearly lacks something?”
“No. Just reject it and don’t hang on to it from your side.”
“Really?”
“Huh. Why do you work with blind people? I’ve said it before, but the time has come to do it now, just as I started working with Honey Entertainment at first and now I started working with other companies.”
I was momentarily dazed by my boyfriend’s advice.
After all, he meant to be surprised in a little bigger water.
“What can I do with it…”
It would be nice if we could do that, but it’s not easily possible.
However, Haesol seemed to have a different opinion from hers.
“There is such a good song, so why not? The problem is that you think it won’t work unless you try it.”
“I don’t even know how!”
“What are you going to do after making a connection? I’ll connect you. As a reliable person to turn to for advice.”
I was also grateful for the fact that I had to get help from my boyfriend, but I felt embarrassed and embarrassed.
If you make a good song, you should be able to receive a reasonable result, but since the world is not a normal environment, I had no choice but to get help.
What she didn’t know at this time was that her boyfriend’s scale was bigger than expected.
