Chapter 572 – #85. Unboxing (3)
Lanna’s expression quickly faded.
I was already in a bad mood today, but the timing was bad.
She humbly admitted her mistake and hurried to rectify it.
“Looks like I gave up again. I shouldn’t have done this, I’m sorry.”
“No. It’s my problem. The boss is not wrong. I’m a strange bitch when I say let’s get married.”
“If it’s uncomfortable, shall we talk about something else?”
“Ha ha, no. Rather, it hurts more to see the boss being uncomfortable because of me.”
In the past, after hearing the news of Lanna’s pregnancy, I prepared for the wedding in earnest.
However, preparations for the marriage went to nothing as Lanna suffered her miscarriage.
She refused, saying that she did not think she would be able to marry him.
‘I still feel dizzy when I think of that time.’
If I made a mistake, we could have broken up.
Lanna, who miscarried her child, fell into a severe depression, and she even said that she had no face to see me because she had lost her child through her own mistake.
At that time, if I hadn’t turned around, the word to break up would have come out.
‘I’m not 100% sure.’
Having barely escaped that crisis, I was dealing with Lanna as carefully as possible.
And by her constant showing of her willingness to marry her, I reassured her that my heart hadn’t changed.
If you don’t, I’m sure you’ll say let’s break up.
Lahn I think her legacy is entirely her own fault, but how can she say it’s not my fault?
I had enough power to keep the child from dying.
But she couldn’t.
For when she grieved alone with her miscarriage, she was doing something else.
Of course, I couldn’t help but regret that if she had asked me for her advice beforehand, things would have been different.
However, I tried not to think that our relationship would be too jeopardized if I made her the object of her resentment by thinking of her in that way.
‘It’s too cruel to tell someone who blames himself like that that it would have been better if he had told me sooner next time. It’s not worth it to just kill it alone.’
Next time, I’ll take care of things in advance.
Lanna is taking extra care of her health so that she never miscarries her child again.
Of course, it is unimaginable that such a terrible thing would happen twice.
Lanna miscarried her child and lived like someone who lost her smile for over a year.
She’s back to laughing now, but when it comes to the anniversary of her miscarriage, she locks herself in the house and doesn’t even think about coming out.
So that day, I always made time to stay by her side throughout the day.
“Are you taking good care of your health?”
“Sure. I’m taking good care of it. The nutritional supplements the boss brought were effective.”
“I’m just talking about it, but I brought a lot of nutritional supplements today.”
“Yes? Where are you?”
“I left it on the porch.”
I got up, took the luggage I had left on the porch, and unfolded it.
“You can take one tablet of this and this one a day, and this one is made with juice, so you can eat it in the morning.”
“Did you bring this much again?”
“Are you going to eat it all?”
“… Sure. Okay.”
Lanna’s miscarriage of her child is an unexpected tragedy, even on her part.
How would you know?
The thought that her child would be miscarried in a contact accident she thought lightly.
It wasn’t even a big accident.
She said it only came with minor muscle soreness in her neck and that she had no major soreness.
She wasn’t even bleeding, and the car was slightly dented, so she just returned home without a check-up at the hospital.
And that is something I will regret for the rest of my life.
The next morning, she woke up with a terrible stomach ache and she was bleeding.
It was then that Ranna said that she intuitively realized that something big was going on.
Her ominous intuition was so clear that she couldn’t bear to contact me, and when she rushed to the hospital alone, the doctor had to receive the tragic result that her child was no longer moving.
‘The reason for the miscarriage was so trivial that it was even more shocking.’
If there had been a very big accident, I think it would have been easier to understand.
It was a big accident, so she said she couldn’t help it.
It was only fortunate that Lanna had her health restored, she said.
However, the cause of the miscarriage was a small contact accident.
How could she lose her child so vainly.
So she seems to have made Lanna more frustrated.
Because of her own negligence, her child was aborted.
Even if it was a light touch accident, she was pregnant and she should have gone to the hospital to get tested, she said.
‘Would she have been different if she had been tested?’
She didn’t want to think this, but it was also something she couldn’t help.
Anyway, because of that day’s work, Lanna started to eat the nutritional supplements I brought.
After hearing her story, she said that before that, she didn’t take all the nutritional supplements I gave her.
Since she is still in her twenties, she may not have known the importance of nutritional supplements.
‘Even when I was young, taking nutritional supplements was annoying, so I often skipped them.’
She’d been through her twenties, so even though she knew she wasn’t feeding her full, she didn’t care.
When she enters her 30s, she will naturally become interested in health and learn the importance of nutritional supplements.
I don’t know how foolish an idea that is.
Anyway, because of that incident, Lanna and her marriage were postponed indefinitely.
Her wounds did not seem to heal even after many years, and even when she quietly asked her thoughts about her marriage like today, there was no positive reaction.
‘Is that the only way after all?’
She had no intention of breaking up with Lanna, so she had to get married.
But this stubborn woman is not going to break her stubbornness.
Then what should I do?
It is also a year or two for Lanna to take care of herself so that she can gather her mind.
As long as she continued to neglect her, there would be no good results, so I thought that I should persuade her even if it was somewhat of her own strength.
‘The problem is that Lanna isn’t the kind of person who will break her will just by convincing her with her words.’
Then, what can be done to break Lanna’s stubbornness?
‘There’s no need to worry.’
To restore the heart that was damaged by pregnancy back to pregnancy.
That was the only way I could get Lanna’s mind back.
‘I tried to wait until the wound healed as much as possible…’
Buried her child in her breast
Will this wound really heal over time?
No way!
It was a foolish choice to wait until a wound that could not be healed in the first place.
It was the wrong way from the start, and I couldn’t continue to do it wrong.
‘Lan, if I ever get pregnant again, I’ll take her heart.’
Today, I was about to take medicine from the store to get pregnant.
Lanna doesn’t know at all, though.
‘To do it without saying anything would be too violent for Lanna.’
That’s why I caught the day today.
To meet up with her friends and ask her about her pregnancy, which would make her feel good.
The problem with her was that she came to see her friend and was not in a good mood, contrary to what I expected.
It’s an angle I measured hard to ask when I’m in a good mood!
However, the plan could not be stopped.
Because I was already on medication.
Seeing her would weaken her heart, so she deliberately ate first.
“Lanna.”
“Yes?”
“How do you feel about being pregnant?”
“… !!”
Lanna’s eyes widen at the words I said after hesitating.
Until now, between the two of us, pregnancy and children were forbidden words that were never mentioned.
I broke it, so she was surprised.
“You really want me to get pregnant again?”
“Huh.”
“Do you want to marry me?”
“Marriage is not the problem. Because I already think of us as a family.”
“Then why are you suddenly talking about pregnancy?”
“I thought that your wounds would heal a little with time. So I thought it would be better to wait and see.”
“…”
“But that’s not it. You are still in pain.”
“So you’re trying to patch up my wounds with another child? As a means of forgetting a miscarried child?”
Lanna’s breathing becomes rough.
I was on the verge of becoming enraged after being stuck in one thought and cutting off both front and back.
I hurriedly grabbed her hands and spoke in a low voice to calm her down.
“If I was that trash, would you have met me? Am I that kind of person to you?”
“… It wasn’t until just now. So what did you just mean by that? Did I misunderstand?”
“Yes, you must be wrong. Our first child will forever remain in my heart. The first child is the first child, and I want to have a second child with you.”
“Suddenly, why the second? I am satisfied now. The work is going well, and the relationship with the boss is good. No, it was good. I don’t know anymore.”
To Lanna, pregnancy seems to be a painful word that makes her react so sensitively.
“… I’m sorry if my words hurt you. I’m a human too, so I couldn’t help it.”
“Did I do something to make you sad?”
“Even though time passed, you didn’t give up. So I guess my mind was impatient. I thought this was the only way I could hold you.”
“You thought I was going to ask you to break up? Why the hell would a man like the boss think such nonsense? I’m not that crazy bitch.”
Yes, no
How many times have I struggled not to break up with you?
“Because I am a man? Do you have a lot of money? That’s just prejudice for those who don’t know our relationship. The you I know would have said to break up if time continued like this. So I had to catch you, and this is the only way I came up with. Having a second child and becoming a real family.”
“Why are you so obsessed with me? I’m not that great.”
“To me, you are the most precious person in the world. It doesn’t matter what other people say just by looking at your appearance. You are the only person named Lanna in this world.”
After hearing my words, Lanna’s face became watery.
“It wasn’t because of the boss that I was in a bad mood today. Friends… I just did it because I brought up some nasty things.”
“What kind of story was it?”
Lanna hesitated, then she sighed and confessed.
“The boss asked me when I was going to get married. It’s a strange situation for anyone to see. A man insisting on marrying a woman? They’ll say it’s not a drama.”
I thought it was a bit strange seeing her with a lower threshold of sensitivity than usual, but I never thought this would happen.
What is certain is that I got the perfect worst for me.
Even those around her revealed her concerns about her marriage to her, and she even brought up the topic of her marriage to me, to make matters worse.
Her excessive sensitivity was only then understood.
“Anyway! That’s why I felt bad. It’s not because of the boss. “
When I put on her face in disbelief, she spoke again.
“You’ve never really thought about breaking up? Boss, don’t think like that in the future either. My friends brought up the topic of marriage because they were worried that I might be abandoned by the boss. They say I’m asking to break up with the boss? That’s ridiculous.”
“Lie. I can’t leave you, but you aren’t That’s why I’m still trying so hard not to be abandoned.”
Now that the situation has come to this, all we can do is arouse sympathy.
She had to somehow turn her situation around to release her rejection of the pregnancy she was having.
You’re probably stung by my words by now.
When I miscarried a child, there’s no way I can’t remember the conflict.
