Chapter 465 – #68. Vivienne Laurent (6)
Suspicions surrounding the child.
Accusations against oneself.
It’s your fault, so you take responsibility for yourself.
Vivian felt as if everyone in the world was attacking her in unison.
Actually, that’s right too.
This is because it is full of people who click their tongues and point fingers at themselves.
I wanted to find a place to hide, but there was nowhere and I couldn’t hide.
She was because she had an existence she had to protect.
‘What should I do with Mimi?’
Mimi was in a state of shock over this incident.
She is a child who shouldn’t be stressed, but she was so shocked that she was almost in danger.
– People misunderstood. That’s what mom says no. So don’t worry too much… !
-Lie!!! I know everything now Not a child! Mom, it’s because of me that people are swearing at me. Because I am my mother’s daughter!
-!!
Vivian, who was optimistic because she wanted to know how much she would understand the situation even if the child knew, went blank in her mind when Mimi knew the whole situation more than she thought.
The age of 10 is no longer the age to naively trust what her mother says.
Vivian felt her heart break at Mimi’s words.
-Mimi!! Why are you saying that? Where do you say such mean things!
Vivian, upset and on the verge of bursting into tears, forcibly raised the volume of his voice.
Because only then would he be able to hold back his tears.
-Everyone says my mother is bad, but how can she pretend not to know? I don’t know why I was just a burden to my mother. She’s not even healthy, and she’s always worried about her mother. So is this one If it wasn’t for me, there would be no reason for my mother to hear such bad things… !
-Stop!! I know you said it out of an upset mind, but it was never like that. Why is Mimi a burden to her mother? She’s an angel who came to my mother! Do you know how much strength it is to have you by my side? Mimi, you are the most precious thing for mom!
It felt like someone was ripping out her heart.
The mere fact that Mimi made her think this way is her unqualified motherhood.
Unable to show her miserable heart to her child, she forced herself into her voice.
After barely calming her anxious Mimi, Vivian came out of the hospital room and sat down on her floppy floor.
‘I can’t forgive you.’
She could get over swearing at herself, but she couldn’t forgive her child for making it difficult.
Vivian’s mind naturally recalled the man who had created this situation.
Did you say that everything that happens in the future is your fault?
How is this my fault?
It’s because of that man’s petty obsession.
I couldn’t forgive the man who hurt Mimi like this.
But I couldn’t see how to get revenge on him.
At least the family, who could help with revenge, was not very interested in this matter.
‘They made the work themselves!’
It is true, of course, that she created her problems by rejecting her marriage proposal.
However, if the family hadn’t hastily informed of Mimi’s existence, things wouldn’t have been so difficult.
She pointed it out and tried talking to her mother for help, but her return was cold ignorance.
‘So she shouldn’t have had that child in the first place. How much damage have you received so far because of him? Wouldn’t this have happened if I had cleaned it up earlier? Haha, let’s stop talking about this. Because I’m sick of it.’
How can you talk about taking away a child who is still alive and causing harm?
Perhaps her mother couldn’t even remember Mimi’s face properly.
She was not the kind person who would come to the hospital to see the child.
‘If she hadn’t had that child, your marriage partner would have been able to give you a more decent man instead of a man who fell so quickly! They say that as long as you apologize, you won’t incite the media anymore, see you.’
She even showed a way of avoiding her responsibility, saying that it was only right for her to apologize to her because she had made a big mistake by rejecting her marriage, which had been discussed among her families.
When she asked, how can you tell someone to apologize to someone who did something like this, she only got a dumb reply.
‘You’re getting too angry because you’ve been hurt and complained a little bit. It’s not a good attitude to become a woman and narrowly accept a man’s complaints.’
I couldn’t understand my parents who, while showing infinitely generous and affectionate sides to others, imposed strict standards on their families.
Even the little sister, who could speak a little, seemed unable to go against her parents’ wishes.
If a strange woman had been treated like this by a man, her parents would have tried to protect her and help her.
It would be a thing that raises social prestige.
‘If left alone, Mimi’s health is at risk. She is already a child who shouldn’t be stressed…’
For Mimi, stress becomes a threat to her health.
She couldn’t be alone with herself any longer.
The only person who can protect Mimi is herself.
‘What should I do?’
She has to stay alert and act like a wild scab.
She was willing to use everything she had.
In the first place, apologizing to a man to make him feel better was not even in her choice.
Of course, I know it’s much easier to apologize and get things done.
The media that is conducting her witch hunt will also be quieted and, belatedly, they will start taking notice of her excuses.
The people who cursed at her would also cut off her interest as if they had never done that.
But it was an option she couldn’t choose because it meant becoming what the man wanted.
‘Shall we start right now?’
Since the man took his weakness and shook it, he just needed to return the same to himself.
She has come to know her weakness to get through to men in her total mobilization of her personal connections she knows.
‘It’s just like acting. You can do it, Vivian!’
She took out her cell phone and deleted the man’s number from her block list.
The block has been lifted, so now I can contact the man.
But what if I can’t get my hands on it?
She said she could do it in her mind, and it was around the time when she was consolidating her will.
– Vivian? Why are you doing this?
– Wow!
Then, Vivian, startled by the sudden voice calling her, threw her phone into the air.
Unexpected circumstances.
She said her screen would have gone completely if the man who had suddenly talked to her hadn’t held her phone.
-Sorry. I didn’t mean to surprise you.
-Oh my god! Why are you here… ?
Vivian was more interested in the man who rescued her phone than she was about to break.
That’s also because a person who shouldn’t be at Mimi’s hospital has appeared.
– She was wondering if Mimi was doing well.
-Even though…
Clearly, it was Vivian’s choice to end her relationship by refusing his favor.
But I don’t know why I’m so glad to see him again under unexpected circumstances.
Vivian, who suddenly burst into tears, hurriedly lowered her head.
– Oops, I didn’t mean to cry…
Of course, that didn’t effectively hide her crying.
No man, Chin Hae-sol took a step closer to her and placed her crying head near her own chest and shoulders.
Vivian couldn’t resist the cautious and considerate move.
It was because her desire to comfort her was felt so well in his actions.
She wanted to rely on someone, but Vivian, who had no place to rely on, collapsed rapidly when she met someone who comforted her.
– Heuk, heuk…
Without even thinking about wiping away the tears that were pouring down my face.
Vivian gave up and started to cry.
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Vivian, whose face has been cut in half in a matter of days.
Her haggard face proved how severe her mental suffering had been.
-Why are you so skinny? How long has it been since I last saw you?
After barely wiping away her tears, Vivian hesitated at my question and said,
-You know my situation, right? It wasn’t something I could possibly get along with.
-It’s such a difficult situation, I don’t know what I can say to comfort you.
-No. It was a great comfort that you came here like this.
– How is Mimi?
-Mimi is…
Mimirah’s words made Vivian’s complexion worse.
A bit of crying earlier seemed to have helped ease her mind, but as soon as I mentioned her Mimi, her complexion went haggard again.
‘Shouldn’t I have asked more carefully?’
– Not good. I thought I wouldn’t understand the situation because I was still young, but I didn’t.
She explained that Mimi understood most of the situation, and that she was worried that her health would suffer from her stress.
– Can I meet Mimi?
In a sensitive situation, I could have thought that meeting Mimi would be disapproving, so I cautiously suggested it.
I don’t know how helpful my visit will be to the child, but I thought that talking to her would relieve her stress.
Vivian nodded his head willingly, as if he was thinking the same thing.
-Can you please? Mimi will be happy to see you.
Vivian was about to send me into Mimi’s hospital room right away.
But I said it because I knew that Vivian also needed comfort at the moment.
-Wait a minute, Mimi will meet you later. More than that, she has something she wants to ask.
-Does she want to ask?
– I’d like to help, but I’m wondering if there’s anything I need.
-… Are you helping? Me?
I couldn’t explain the complexities of my situation to Vivian, and he just said he wanted to help.
But after hearing my words, Vivian’s expression is a bit strange.
-What’s wrong? Did I say something rude?
Since her situation was the situation, I had no choice but to be careful in dealing with her.
– No, that’s not it…
Vivian continued with a gloomy expression.
– It’s the first time I’ve heard that you’ll help.
-You heard of it for the first time?
Are you so upset?
-Iknow, right. No one said they would help.
Vivian’s gaze at me began to permeate with affection that hadn’t been there before.
Accidentally scored correctly.
It wasn’t a bad situation for me, but at the same time I was worried about Vivian.
Because it means that I was in a much harsher situation than I expected.
-Thank you for saying you would help. That alone was enough strength.
I told Vivian, who was trying to put on a show of my proposal.
– I mean it sincerely. There are more things I know how to do than I thought. It will help.
-This didn’t happen simply because the reporter found out about Mimi.
-I know. That the man who tried to marry for convenience did it on purpose after being rejected.
-!!!
Vivian’s eyes widened as if she never imagined I would know that.
-That’s what I said. There are a lot more things I know how to do than I thought.
Finding out about Vivian’s circumstances was to prove that she wasn’t just bluffing with words.
Vivian must have known that as well, and the way she looked at me changed.
It was a look in my eyes that re-evaluated my value, wondering if I could really get help.
