Chapter 378 – #57. How to Get Out of a Slump (2)
How Haesol gets inspired when composing.
I had doubts because the method was so absurd, but I tried it because I was wondering if there was anything I couldn’t do if I could get out of the slump.
Isn’t it funny that Hae-sol is next to me and I don’t try?
But.
‘What is inspiration?’
It seems that it was a method that did not suit you.
I felt the pleasure he gave me, and when I woke up, it was the next morning.
What was really absurd was that Haesol was really inspired by doing that.
Non-juk-
Ahyeon’s lips puckered forward.
It’s not that I’m jealous of Haesol’s talent.
However, there are emotions that cannot be hidden.
‘I envy you.’
Unlike himself, who has to suffer even when making a song, he couldn’t do it even if he didn’t want to be envious of composing comfortably.
“Okay, let’s try again.”
I forced my envy towards Haesol into it.
Doesn’t being jealous of him change your situation?
Fortunately, he came to see me, so my depressed mind was at ease.
So now is the time to really try composing.
I sat in a chair excitedly.
That part of her was tingling in the aftermath of her yesterday, but it wasn’t bad because that feeling made her tense up.
“Hmm…”
Blink blink
Blink your eyes.
I tried putting her hands on the keyboard.
“Um…”
Let’s move our hands as we go.
Thinking so, she made her melody as she thought of it.
The hands are gradually released, and a flowing melody is created.
Starting with the familiar melody, a little bit of a popping rhythm came out.
“Is this part good?”
Ahyeon smiled with satisfaction and tried the rhythm again.
But after that it was a problem.
10 minutes… 20 minutes… 30 minutes…
Time passed, but still unable to develop a single melody, Ahyeon eventually let go of the keyboard.
Just because she felt better didn’t mean she was out of the slump.
“Nothing has changed. What am I?”
The air in the studio feels stuffy.
I feel like I’m suffocating.
Ahyeon got up from her seat and opened the window wide.
I felt like I had to do this to breathe.
She took another deep breath and put her hands on the keys.
Melody started again.
But the melody seldom moves forward.
Ah-hyun’s concentration dropped, and she had miscellaneous thoughts running through her head.
‘Yesterday was really good.’
The scent of Haesoli.
She had her own special scent that no one else had ever smelled.
If Haesol was by her side now.
She wanted to smell the scent again.
When I think of the scent of Haesol, the smell of his sweat naturally comes to mind.
Sniff-
There was no way that Hae-sol’s scent would remain in the studio, but Ah-hyeon sniffed and inhaled the scent around her.
As expected, it only smells like an artificial diffuser.
Even the smell of Haesol’s sweat was fragrant, but somehow the diffuser scent, which should have been more fragrant, felt nasty.
It seems like a pervert, but Ahyeon honestly thought that it would be nice if the smell of Haesol’s sweat remained in the studio.
‘When Haesol is sweating… It’s when she’s on top of me.’
Gulp-
The belly throbs loudly.
Last night, her belly was filled with Haesol’s ‘it’.
The time was too short for that feeling to disappear, and I felt sorry for the empty seat.
‘I must have finished it yesterday…’
She tries to slip her hand down.
Ahyeon desperately focused her mind and put her hands back on her keyboard.
To keep it from going down again, she hit random keys.
‘You had a hot day with Haesol yesterday. Masturbating again here… It’s too perverted.’
It was an act that many women who couldn’t meet men would curse at him, saying that if they knew about it, they would spend more years together.
Ahyeon suppressed her rising sexual desire.
Even so, Ahyeon and she were thinking of calling Haesol as soon as possible.
‘How is the child getting better and better? I wondered if I could become more handsome there…’
Her friends say that no matter how much they like a man, they get tired of seeing him for a long time, but strangely, Ahyeon, who she met Haesol, never once thought that she would ever get tired of it.
When she met him she was always happy, her heart trembled.
Strangely enough.
‘What should I do if I look good?’
Even when I first met her, she was so good-looking that I wondered if this was a person, but now she is so good-looking that rumors of CG circulating around her.
Looking at that, it’s clear that innate beauty is the most important thing.
No matter how much she takes care of herself with cosmetics provided by Haesol, she gets pimples when she is stressed out or when her stamina is low.
Ah-hyeon is particularly annoying, so she sometimes forgets or doesn’t use the cosmetics Hae-sol gave her.
However, Hae-sol had never been ugly.
Her skin was perfect, and her body was perfect.
“Even he has pretty hair.”
No matter how beautiful a person is, hair is hair.
Haesoli also grows where hairs should grow.
The problem is that even the hair that grows is pretty because it’s Haesol.
At that time, Hyun-yi suddenly came to her senses at the sound of a message that took her out of her thoughts.
“Aww, I thought of something else.”
Though she kept moving her fingers, she had a wild idea and her piano couldn’t have produced the right melody.
She turned off her recording and checked her cell phone messages.
[Rose-sister: I’ll stop by the studio later.]
Since it was a workroom inside the academy, it was not new that Rose-unnie frequented it.
Ah-hyun thought that she couldn’t be pathetic towards Rose, so she slapped herself on the cheek, then she even washed her face with cold water and then went back to work.
And after a while, Rose unnie came into Ahyeon’s studio.
“Did you eat?”
“Not yet”
“Are you always not eating?”
“That’s why my sister brings it every day.”
“What a shame! You clever little boy.”
Rose laughed, as if she didn’t hate Ahyeon’s charming words.
She ate her sandwich and the coffee she brought.
When I felt full, I felt like my spirits were lifted.
“As expected, caffeine. I don’t think she could have lived without caffeine.”
“The coffee isn’t great.”
Originally, she liked sweet things, but at some point she started drinking only Americano.
She had to eat this so she could wake up and go to work.
“Did you meet Haesol yesterday?”
“Uh? How did you know?”
Even though it was not her turn, she secretly came to visit her, so she couldn’t help but stumble.
“I’m trying to be condescending, but I told you to visit.”
“Oh! Really?”
“Then how could he, who is busy working, come to know about your condition?”
“Wow~ I’m very impressed.”
Ahyeon wondered if her condition looked so bad, but she was so grateful to Rose unnie for taking care of her.
“Thank you, buy me a cup of coffee later.”
“Yes!”
“So how are you feeling? Did Haesol do the right thing yesterday? Judging by how soft her skin is, it must have been a hot night.”
“I had a happy time.”
“What about the song?”
“Uh… I do not know.”
“Still not getting it? Didn’t you just think so?”
“No. I think it can’t be helped because it’s a slump. Everyone experiences a slump at least once. But Hae-sol came, so I felt a lot better. If it wasn’t for Haesol, would I have been depressed today?”
He worried that he would be sad if I said that he cared for me but it was of no use, so he appealed to me that his mood had greatly improved.
But, said Rose, feeling that she still hadn’t come out of the slump.
“Have you worked on anything today?”
“… No. I can’t make a song that fast because I lack the ability.”
“Still, there must be something I worked on today. Let me hear I see you’re my song bug. If you take that one time, there is no answer. In that case, you have to listen to the songs to people around you and get feedback to regain your confidence.”
“Ah…”
I was in the studio all day today, but I couldn’t make any proper music.
It is natural that there is nothing to show because there is nothing to work on.
But Rose said that even that was fine, and she wanted everything to be heard.
In the end, Ahyeon decided to tell me what she had been working on lately.
She thought about saying no, but she didn’t like it.
It was because she knew that taking time for herself, calling Hae-sol, and paying attention to her by visiting her like this is Rose’s ‘heart’.
She never hated seeing Rose take care of her.
“Hmm… Isn’t that bad?”
Unfinished, unfinished melodies were intertwined here and there.
Embarrassed and ashamed, Ah-hyun’s face bursts with heat.
“You don’t have to lie just because it’s for me. It’s all a mess…”
“I’m not saying it’s okay when I’m not okay with lies. It’s not bad in that it’s an unfinished version.”
Ahyeon, unable to believe what Rose unnie said, moved on to the next song with her lips pouted.
And that recording was a recording of Rose playing with the keyboard when she had a dirty thought before she came to her studio.
“Ah… ! This is not… Uh?”
She emanates a melody that does not exist in her memory since she made it with her own hands.
Somewhere sticky, catch your breath! A catchy melody that makes you choke.
The gurgling rhythm continues, with saliva swallowed spontaneously.
“What is it, after all, my song is poor! Are you saying you don’t like this? A song that Honey Enter will rush to buy right away if it is sold with a sexy concept?”
Rose unnie asks with a dejected smile.
Ahyeon ran her fingers through her own ears, blinking her eyes at the unbelievable melody.
I was dumbfounded at what I had just heard.
“Is this the melody I made up?”
“Why are you asking me that?”
“Uh, where have you heard or not? I did this without realizing it while thinking about something else…”
“What, you were a genius too. I heard that Haesol is envious of the way he composes, and you are the same.”
Ahyeon opened her eyes and felt like her nose was cut.
Why is this so good?
If Rose hadn’t asked to hear the song, she would have deleted this recording without even checking it herself.
When she remembered that, her backbone felt chilly.
“Sister… Sister!!!”
Ahyeon jumped up from her seat and took her into Rose’s arms.
“Thank you! If it wasn’t for her, I would have deleted this without even checking it!”
“Is it because of me?”
“Yes!! Wouldn’t she even know I made this if it wasn’t for her sister?”
“You don’t even know what the hell you were doing to make something like this?”
“!!”
At Rose’s words, Ahyeon’s mouth closed like her shell.
How would you say
She said she remembered the moments she and Haesol had last night.
‘Hut! Come to think of it, was this the way Haesol got inspiration?’
My hands moved on their own while thinking perverted thoughts, and this song was created.
It was a 180 degree different method from Ahyeoni’s way of composing, and the atmosphere of the song was very different.
“Now then, is the slump over? The present I prepared was successfully eaten, right?”
“… Yes. That’s right. It’s because of my sister. Thank you!”
“Then be nice to me. You kid.”
Rose glanced at Ahyeon, saying that perhaps because she became close with her, she kept trying to match him.
But that part was unavoidable for Ahyeon.
From the beginning, Ahyeon liked to whine and complain to people who were good to her.
“Sister Yii!!!”
She realized that she was out of her slump.
She needed to properly thank the person she was grateful for.
Isn’t she Ah-hyun, who fell into depression because of her slump and was filled with skepticism about her composer?
She didn’t know that something pretty serious might have happened had she stayed this way.
“Anyway, what are you going to do with this song? Are you going to sell it to Honey Enter?”
“Uh… Maybe not?”
“Then, can I have our academy students guide me again this time?”
Rose asked, her eyes twinkling.
As she had done for herself, Ahyeon readily nodded her head in agreement.
“That’s about it, of course!”
The skills of the academy students recommended by Rose are comparable to those of the pros.
She had the belief that it would be okay to trust Insun and leave it to her.
Ahyeon couldn’t control her joy and hesitated, but after Rose returned, she began to refine the melody in earnest.
