Chapter 1025 – #100. Utopia (10)
What should I say a little?
‘I’m not sure if it’s a dream or real life.’
After sex.
My naked body, wearing nothing, clung to his side.
He was also not wearing any clothes, so we were literally a pair of cockroaches that were embarrassing to be seen by others.
“When are you going?”
Haesol and I spent a lazy morning rolling around in bed without getting out of bed.
But I couldn’t stay here forever and leave reality behind.
If you walked in a dream, now is the time to wake up.
“I don’t want to move from here for the rest of my life.”
“Still, I have to go. You stayed out all night without saying a word. Everyone is probably worried.”
“No one is worried. “No one knows I’m here.”
“What do you mean, that? “You sneaked out here?”
Isn’t that a bigger deal?
Didn’t the man suddenly disappear?
When I came to my senses, I jumped out of bed.
Mate!
“What are you doing? “Get dressed now!”
I hit him on the shoulder without causing any pain and urged him on.
“Ahaha! Why are you so embarrassed?”
“So you don’t look embarrassed now? He really is! There is something else to joke about.”
We have to hurry and put him back in his place.
In fact, it may already be too late.
By now, many people may be wandering around looking for Haesol.
“Haaam~ Don’t worry. Because no one will be looking for me.”
“Why is there no one looking for you!”
A man named Jin Hae-sol is someone who will attract the attention of people around him just by existing.
Moreover, the fantastic sex I had with him last night made me realize that I should not dare to cross this man.
Just like it was a long time ago, the last night I spent with Haesol will remain as an unforgettable good memory.
“No one knows that I am here in the first place.”
“You keep saying strange things.”
“Listen carefully. “You’re so embarrassed right now that you don’t understand what I mean.”
Haesol grabbed my wrist, which was struggling to move, and pulled me onto the bed.
I had no choice but to get on my knees on the bed, and he grabbed my hands.
“Now, listen. No one here in Utopia knows about my existence. To be exact, there is no one except my sister. Oh, there’s one more person. “I had no choice but to ask for some cooperation.”
“… “I keep telling you to listen to it, but you keep saying strange things, so I don’t know what to do.”
There’s only one other person like me who knows about this?
I don’t understand how that is possible.
“You definitely said you were going to farm here.”
Isn’t it possible to farm, grow, and harvest alone?
“Uh… If you bring that up, you have to apologize first. “I lied so that my sister wouldn’t think it was strange.”
“It was all a lie? Then what are you?”
Jin Hae-sol, who knows no one in Utopia.
Was it a fairy or a ghost that had sex with me last night?
“I think I should introduce myself again. I’m glad we can meet again after a long time. “I know that I heard something from that person.”
“At first glance? “That person?”
“At that time, I held you not with this body, but with that man’s body.”
“!!!!”
“Even though I held you using someone else’s body, I loved the time I spent with you back then. “To the extent that I still think about it.”
Suddenly, I remembered what he said in a rough voice when we were having sex.
You had to come all the way here to meet me.
“Did you really mean that?! “You came to see me?”
It wasn’t just going back and forth between regions, nor was it going back and forth between countries.
It was said that a lot of effort was put into crossing dimensions.
“I’m not used to being rejected, so I felt a bit dizzy. “I can’t remember the last time I clung to someone else, but you remained in my heart enough to put me through this trouble.”
He continued talking to me who was so embarrassed that I couldn’t say anything.
“I was going to give up if you ended up with another guy. Since we are on different levels in the first place, it is natural for us to live our whole lives without knowing each other’s existence unless it is something special. But you haven’t met any other men until now.”
“It’s not because of you that we stopped meeting.”
It’s just that the situation happened that way.
Since there were so few men, it made no sense for them to become lovers.
“I know it’s difficult to become lovers due to the circumstances. But you didn’t even think about it. I thought of you sometimes, you being all alone and lonely. So I asked for a favor. “Can you come to my side?”
“I refused.”
“Even though I said I could give you back your youth, I didn’t expect you to refuse. Being able to regain youth is a truly incredible opportunity for ordinary people.”
“Half of my life was for utopia. “I am too old to leave here and adapt again to an unfamiliar place.”
And at this age, it was a time when stability was needed rather than adventure.
“I would have done the same. The explanation was insufficient, and you trust a person you don’t even know to come across the dimension? I was crazy. I don’t know what you believed and why you acted so confidently. “I reflected a lot.”
“So you came this far? “To apologize to me.”
“I would apologize, but the more precise reason is to take you away.”
“… “It’s absurd.”
This man is the man she once had sex with.
“How old are you? “Is it true that you are younger than I?”
Sigh-
Haesol smiles meaningfully.
“After… “I guess our age difference really isn’t that much like you said.”
I thought it was just something to suit my mood.
But what I thought wasn’t a lie was a lie, and what I thought was a lie was real.
“So what do you think? “I will treat you well and have pleasant sex for the rest of your life.”
It was against the law to smile with that face.
Moreover, it was clear that this guy intentionally didn’t reveal the truth until after they had sex.
“Did you intentionally not tell me until now? “To prevent me from saying no.”
“You are correct. “I guess I can call this bragging, but I know it would be pretty hard for you to reject me after we have sex.”
“If I choose you, I have to go to where you live, right?”
“Of course. “I can’t leave my woman here.”
In Haesol’s eyes, this may be nothing but an uncomfortable and poor place to live, but I was loving utopia.
Therefore, if I was asked to make a decision right away, I couldn’t.
‘Crazy bitch, it’s hard to make a decision!’
To come to my senses, I cup the cheek of my face with my hand! And hit him.
Haesol opens her eyes wide, probably surprised by my sudden action.
“?”
“I’m trying to come to my senses.”
The idea that making decisions is difficult is wrong.
‘It’s just an excuse because I’m scared.’
What more can we do if we remain in Utopia?
There is nothing.
Because we don’t need her here anymore.
All she could do here was waste her food and kill time.
But what if you follow that man?
At the very least, you might be able to do something productive rather than wasting time like now.
“If I follow you, what happens next? “I don’t know anything about where you live.”
“So are you scared?”
“It hurts my pride, but it’s true. Scary and scary.”
“Hmm… How should I explain it? Actually, it’s a place where you don’t necessarily have to do anything as much as here. Hmm… “If you think about what’s worth doing, ah!”
Mate!
She slaps her palms together as if she remembered Haesol.
“Are you enjoying the daily life that you lost because of the zombie virus? Did you go to college? If you didn’t graduate, you could try graduating, or you could join a company and become an employee. What was your dream? Whatever it is, it can be achieved if you work hard. There’s no need to think it’s too late. As you know, life is meaningless to us. “I’m learning again, one by one.”
“!!!”
Thud-! And my heart sank.
Although she doesn’t know it, it’s as if she’s just heard something incredibly shocking.
It is completely understandable that he, who is not from here, does not understand what it means to regain lost daily life.
Why did I so stubbornly create a utopia?
It was because I wanted to get my past life back.
Living a normal life, studying normally, laughing and talking with friends, taking classes or traveling by bus.
This includes earning money, experiencing stress because of it, and receiving a paycheck to buy something delicious or something you wanted to buy.
She lost it all because of the zombie virus and thought she wouldn’t get it back until she died.
But this man says that he will get back what he thought he would never get back.
“Is it really possible to live like that?”
“Because it’s natural in our world.”
How many years did you spend trying to find that naturalness?
Tears came out suddenly.
“Huh? Why are you crying? “Did I do something wrong?”
“Idiot…”
So when are you going to cry now?
“Suggest me one more time. Normally, you do something like that three or three times.”
Haha! Is it so. Will you come with me? I will make you happy.”
“I’m sorry for accepting it so late. I’ll go with you. Thank you.”
Thank you for not giving up on me and coming to pick me up.
It was a sorry thing for those who would remain in Utopia.
I also thought that it would be against the law for me to leave alone with him.
But when I heard that I could get my daily life back, I couldn’t refuse.
I want to be happy.
No, you will be happy.
I hold the hand held out to me and promise that I will willingly go beyond dimensions to become happy.
He smiled with a beautiful face and stroked his frightened head.
