Chapter 1023 – #100. Utopia (8)
A handsome young man.
The child who identified himself as Jin Hae-sol gives off a particularly unique feeling.
Even though he is a woman, he has an older man, and his heart never beats for a younger man.
Isn’t he the type of person who is very interested in the opposite sex?
I like looking at beautiful things, but getting my heart racing or having rational feelings about it was a different story.
‘Why am I doing this?’
At first, I thought it was because I suddenly became senile.
However, just because he got older, and his body became dull, it did not mean that his senses also became dull.
The reason I suddenly feel this strange feeling is because of that child.
When you first see the other person as looking at the opposite sex, you become nervous as a result of his actions.
‘Yes, that gaze.’
It wasn’t the way you looked at an aunt you knew.
It was so hot that I was embarrassed to face it, as if I was hoping for something unknown.
And there was an unknown affection for her in those eyes, and those were her words.
‘Ha… I’m embarrassed.’
Because the child has a good spirit.
Because my eyes are exceptionally clear.
So he thought he was misunderstanding and mistaken.
Making a strange misunderstanding could have made Haesol uncomfortable.
‘Let’s come to our senses. Why are you trying to tie me up with someone like me just because I’m lacking something?’
Perhaps thanks to these efforts, Haesol continued to visit her without any suspicion.
When she came to visit, she would always bring both hands full of gifts.
The gifts were mainly things that could be used to decorate the old house, and thanks to this, the once dreary house was suddenly transformed into a place where people live.
‘I can’t believe such cute things come into my house…’
In addition, she even personally repaired worn-out parts here and there in the house.
How good you are at your job.
She didn’t even ask for help, but she fixed it in the blink of an eye and started laughing.
‘I understand why he does this, but…’
If you keep bringing things into the house like this, it will become difficult to clean them up.
She knew that Haesol was bringing these things out of her favor, but she really wanted to decline.
She was increasingly unfamiliar and embarrassed by her changing home.
‘I must be angry this time. I am firmly refusing to say no.’
She wanted to tell me not to do it again and again.
No, she actually told me not to do it at least once.
But don’t you like the way she smiles and is full of cuteness? When I said that, I couldn’t help but say no.
When she said she liked it, how happy she was.
The words “Stop bringing it” Couldn’t come out of her throat.
Thanks to this, she realized that she was weak to people who were charming.
I didn’t have the confidence to overcome him.
“What did you bring so much today? “I don’t know where they get this stuff so well.”
“I’m quite talented.”
“Now I really have nowhere to put it. “Every time you come, you bring a lot, so the house is full.”
“I put it away before bringing it in. “I brought it because I thought it would be a good idea to leave it there.”
Oh my god.
Haesol walked away triumphantly and hit his chin! And place a small flower pot on her window sill.
“Ta-da. Isn’t it pretty? It suits you well, right? I brought this to leave here. “Isn’t the picture pretty?”
“… It does look bright.”
“Look at it. Because it will suit you well. I will also take care of this flower pot, so you can just keep your eyes on it. There is no need to worry.”
“You’re taking care of this too? “What are you going to do if you keep increasing the workload?”
In fact, Haesol is already taking care of all the crops.
I was able to cook somehow thanks to my experience living on my own, but I was hopelessly inexperienced at growing crops or plants.
When Haesol found out, she started taking over the work one by one, saying she would manage it herself.
And when she came to her senses, she realized that all the crops she had been managing had become Haesol’s share.
“I like it. “She can come and eat something delicious under the pretext of taking care of the crops.”
“You prepared all the ingredients, so I just cook?”
“Isn’t cooking by someone else the most delicious? It must be annoying for you to have to go through the trouble of cooking because of me.”
“It’s annoying. Yes, thanks to you, I am eating well these days. “If you weigh yourself, you’ll probably gain weight.”
Far from being annoying, I find myself waiting these days to see when Haesol will come.
Isn’t it possible to have human feelings even if it’s not the passionate love you send to your lover?
Haesol was a child with so many strengths that she was easily liked by everyone.
After her retirement, she felt even more affectionate towards the child who had introduced her to something ‘new’ to her, who had been wasting her time alone at home with nothing to do.
“When you’re alone, do you usually read?”
“Yes. Because there’s nothing else to do other than that.”
“She said that in the old days, when she retired, she would travel. “Has she ever thought about traveling?”
“Let’s go on a trip to these times? “There are just zombies everywhere?”
“There are almost no zombies around Utopia. It’s impossible to go on a grand overseas trip, but wouldn’t it be okay to take a short trip outside of Utopia? If possible, it would be better if I also wear a hunchback there.”
When I was active, there were many people who were afraid of the outside of Utopia.
No one would think of going outside of Utopia unless they were forced to take turns and take on the task of dealing with zombies.
But things seem to have changed a lot these days.
If you look at the idea of going outside and feeling like traveling.
“Aren’t you afraid of zombies?”
“I’m not scared. It’s rather frustrating. Because of those damn zombies, you have to be trapped in a place like this for the rest of your life. Ah! Of course, I’m not saying I don’t like utopia. If it weren’t for here, I wouldn’t have been able to meet you. “For me, it’s fortunate.”
He says something strange again.
“I think I said this last time, but I told you not to say anything weird, right?”
“Why does this sound strange? It’s unfair.”
“Oh, if you were my nephew, I would have hit you with honey chestnuts. “I’m just very playful.”
“Your nephew? “I hate even thinking about it?”
“What is wrong with my nephew’s position that he doesn’t even want to imagine it?”
I’m starting to feel a little sad.
In fact, she thought of Haesol as her nephew.
“What is that expression? “Are you sad about what I said?”
“No.”
“Not really. “It’s a very hurt face.”
“Just… I thought of you like a nephew. But you actually don’t want to be my nephew.”
“Our only relationship is as nephew and aunt? There are many other things too. “I’m just saying I don’t want to be a nephew, it’s not that I refuse anything else.”
“Other than that, what can we do between us?”
“Hmm… Lover?”
Sigh-
Haesol smiles slyly.
I was so irritated by that smile that I couldn’t help it and hit him on the shoulder with my fist.
Don’t put too much force into it, just put in as much emotion as possible.
Puck!
“I kept saying it. “Don’t make such weird jokes!”
Puck!
“Ahh! It hurts, sister. Why is this a weird joke? Ah!”
Puck!
“You really need to change your habits this time. If an adult tells you not to do it, then yes, I understand. That’s what I’m saying!”
“Wait a minute!”
Chin! Chin!
Hae-sol, who thought he would take it easy, jumped up from his seat and grabbed both of his hands in an instant.
I tried to free his hand as if it were impossible, but the grip I felt in Haesol’s hand was much stronger than I expected.
Haesol quickly pulled my hand towards herself, put her face in front of me, and said.
“Isn’t this something you should notice? You visited the house every day, brought me delicious food, and even asked me to go on a trip with you. “Are you oblivious or are you just pretending not to exist?”
“…”
“You keep avoiding me by saying strange things, but do you really want to make up your mind and say something strange?”
“Come on, stop fooling around. How much of an age difference is there between you and me? Why do you say that? Of course, from my perspective, I have no choice but to take your actions as a joke.”
“I’m serious. It was like that from beginning to end.”
In fact, being in a relationship with a man is also a funny situation.
What do men have to do in Utopia?
It is to embrace many women for the survival of humanity.
When you make a man who has to have sex with countless women your lover, how much burden will you have to endure?
Both that child and yourself will be looked at negatively and the relationship will end in nothing but hurt.
“Even if things really turn out like that between us like you said, how many difficulties are there? “It’s better not to take the difficult path.”
“Why do you think there are so many difficulties? Is it because of my age? Age is no problem.”
“How much would young women swear at me if I took you over here? “If you date an old bitch like me, you too will get criticized and be treated like a funny person.”
“More than that, don’t you hate it because I have to hug another woman?”
“I’m not a dirty person who gets jealous of things like that. “You and I don’t get along.”
“In the end, the reason we don’t get along is because of the age difference.”
“I don’t want to see you being criticized by others because of me. “Can’t we just stay like this and keep this distance?”
As has been the case up until now, this child sometimes visits my house to look after my crops, and I cook for him and have a light meal.
When we can take a moment and have a comfortable conversation.
Yes, ignoring the age difference, I thought we could end the relationship neatly if we were just friends.
Haesol’s expression hardened at the request that contained my wishes.
It was his gentle touch, but his fingers were quite strong and grabbed my chin.
I didn’t even notice that his chin was clenched as I was looking into his deep lake-like eyes.
“I don’t like it.”
“Haesol.”
“It just doesn’t suit my temperament to stay that far away. Even right now, I want to roll around in bed with my sister in a dirty and dirty way.”
It was the look in the eyes of a wild beast, as if it was going to eat me at any moment.
It was also a moment when I realized how big a mistake I had made in the past when I thought I was an infinitely bright and gentle child.
