Chapter 9 – 4. To Deal With a Crazy Bitch, You Have to Be a Crazy Person.(1)
9.
I even wrote a letter to ask for help with a problem that a person can’t answer seriously.
The answers that come back all treat my worries as a joke.
I know.
That this is an absurd situation.
But that’s why there’s nowhere else to ask.
ㅇㅇ (58.77): But the boy is such an asshole.
ㄴㅇㅇ (44.85): ㅇㅇㅋㅋㅋㅋ A woman does that, but she runs away like an idiot
I read through the comments one by one.
Even in between the playful comments, there is something that people who empathize with and leave comments say the same thing.
‘The man is an asshole.’
‘Take off the dick.’
‘A pup that doesn’t eat even though I feed it with something floating in his mouth.’
The more I read those comments, the stronger the thoughts that came to my mind from before.
Why the hell am I trying to push Seoyeon away?
Is it because they are childhood friends who have been together since childhood?
No, because you think of them as family rather than just friends?
Honestly, I know that I can’t go back just because I think of Seo-yeon that way.
No matter how much I yell at her Seoyeon to quit, she doesn’t work on her.
Rather, the more I say things like that, the more my obsession gets worse and my actions become more extreme.
‘Then wouldn’t it be better to just do whatever Seoyeon wants…?’
The more I read the comments, the more my thoughts started to focus on that.
ㅇㅇ (58.77): But where does a bitch come to fuck a man?
ㄴㅇㅇ(44.85) : ㄴㅇㅋ Bitches who can’t even move when cocks are fucked have no manners, they’re so arrogant
The more comments go down, the more extreme comments start to appear.
‘Okay···. How long are you going to be beaten by Seoyeon?’
Rather, I am stupid for being bullied by Seoyeon like this.
If I rather ate Seoyeon, I ate it…
-Match!
In an instant, she swung her hand toward my cheek.
‘What was I thinking just now…?’
I’ve been going through so many strange things lately that I’m becoming more and more strange myself.
I just threw my smartphone away before I could think of something even weirder.
*
-Bang! Bang! Bang!
“What······.”
I was asleep on the sofa and woke up to the sound of the front door breaking.
“Ha Jun-ah! Ha Jun-ah!”
– Bang bang!
Remembering that I had changed the front door password before going to sleep, I walked to the door in a daze and opened the door.
– Jump!
“Ha······.”
Seo-yeon, who entered with an urgent expression, sighed in relief when she saw me.
Seo-yeon looked at her worriedly as if she thought something had happened, but her expression soon turned cold as if she was very angry.
“······What are you doing?”
“What?”
Up until yesterday, if Seoyeon made such an expression, she would have been very embarrassed, but not anymore.
I made up my mind too.
I am no longer attracted to her.
“Why did you change your password?”
“Do I need permission to change my house password?”
“·········.”
I’m so awkward that I’m going crazy, but what about Seoyeon?
It’s a face full of embarrassment at my sudden change of attitude.
He looked at me blankly, passed me by, and started going inside.
I grabbed her arm and stopped her in her tracks.
“······Why.”
“Where are you going?”
“What?”
“I have to ask permission to come in and go in. Isn’t that your house?”
This is my home. It’s not your house
In the future, I am reversing the expression that you should not act as you please here.
I am only now doing what I had to do from the beginning.
He was indecisively and indecisively dragged around by her, but now he corrects it.
“·········Can I come in?”
“Okay. Come in.”
In her determined face of mine, she can’t help but ask her permission with her disapproving face.
I smiled brightly and greeted her.
Sticks and carrots must be sure.
When Seoyeon saw me smiling, her hardened face gradually loosened up.
*
“·········.”
“·········.”
A different look than usual.
I stare at her at her, and she avoids my gaze at her.
Every time she looked at her, she looked at her on her bed, and in her heart of embarrassment, she wanted to avoid her gaze, but she desperately held back and looked at her.
Seo-yeon is restless that she has done something wrong and she turns her head around to avoid making eye contact with me and her eyes.
The opposite of yesterday.
“Hey, hey… Ha Jun-ah…”
“Huh. Why.”
“My, what did I do wrong…?”
“Wrong? Hmm······.”
I was wrong. Very big mistake.
‘Where a girl fucks a man…’
For a moment, I remembered a comment I had seen earlier.
He turns her head around and swallows the words that were about to escape her mouth.
“No?”
“But why······.”
“Huh? What?”
“·········No.”
Let’s pretend that nothing is wrong with her, and let’s stare at her. In the end, she swallows the words she wanted to say and turns her head.
Seoyeon would not understand this situation itself.
If her real self caught on to me and I only frowned, it would be frustrating because I, who had been flustered and didn’t know what to do just by looking at her, suddenly changed and put pressure on herself.
“Ha, Ha Jun-ah!”
“Huh.”
“Where shall we go to play? Huh? The weather is nice too!”
I want to avoid this situation, so I grab my hand and shake it, saying let’s go outside.
The fact that she, who had always lived only in her house because she wanted to do something to me in her head, says these words speaks to her feelings now.
But······.
“No? Do you like my house?”
“Uh… That, yes…”
I’m definitely determined
I promise to fix Seoyeon’s habit today.
“Today, Seoyeon wants to tell you something.”
“Uh, huh? Uh uh…”
Seo-yeon’s body trembles as she clenches her fists as if something has finally come.
“First. Please contact us in advance when you come to our house in the future. Get permission from me first.”
“·········.”
“Answer.”
“·········.”
“Answer!”
“·········Yes.”
Gradually, the expression disappears from Seoyeon’s face, and she answers in a very downtrodden voice.
Was I too harsh…?
But it hasn’t even started yet.
“Second. From now on, don’t disobey me in my house. If you say you don’t like me, don’t do it. Don’t force me.”
“That, that!”
“What is that? Don’t come if you don’t like it Can’t you come?”
“·········.”
“Answer.”
“Yes······.”
It hurts my heart to hear Seoyeon’s voice, which looks like she’ll burst into tears at any moment.
But the more she does, the more she must eat her heart.
And here, the moment she withdraws to tell her that she is sorry, she just goes back to her original state.
She’ll come into my house casually and make a fuss to fuck me casually.
“Last. We are just friends no? What is a friend family. Do you know how old we’ve been together? I don’t know either. I don’t even remember. We’ve been like family ever since we were that young.”
“·········.”
“Answer.”
“············.”
I had to be a little careful.
I had to go a little slow, little by little.
I acted too hastily thinking that something would work if I acted decisively.
There is a fact I overlooked.
Yoo Seo-yeon. She was… Pretty crazy.
“… That’s right.”
“What?”
“You love me too!”
“What is that… Ugh!”
– Kwadang!
I jumped up from my seat and fell backwards due to Seo-yeon attacking me, and I fell to the floor.
Seo-yeon climbs on top of me and holds onto my body so that I cannot move.
“You liked it too! Hajun, you love me too! We love each other!”
There was madness in her eyes as she grabbed my arms and looked down at me as she screamed in agony.
It was a big deal.
I had to slow down.
The relationship should have been restored step by step from one.
I was in too much of a hurry.
“Seo, Seo Yeon-ah. So that’s…”
“You liked it too! You said you liked it too! You sucked mine too! We had fun together! You love me too!”
“No, so… Leave this for a second…”
It’s already spilled water.
You have to start over slowly.
First you need to calm her down.
“·········.”
Seo-yeon, whose eyes went wide in excitement, strangely let go of her hand that was holding her body.
Did my heart finally reach Seoyeon?
To my shame as I was thinking that, Seoyeon came out of the kitchen and held out something of hers to me when I got up.
“Eat.”
Our own rules that came into being a while ago.
The rule that when Seoyeon wants to do something, she holds out her cup and the moment I take it, I’m OK no matter what Seoyeon does.
“Eat.”
Do you want to do that even in this situation?
Seo-yeon’s face, which continued to urge me to stand in a state of absurdity, seemed devoid of any emotion.
I reached out and took the cup that Seoyeon held out.
Then, the corner of her mouth started to go up to one side.
After all, you laugh at me as if you were like that.
When I see Seo-yeon like that, an unknown emotion surges inside me.
Now I get it
I handed the cup back to Seoyeon.
“You eat.”
To deal with the crazy bitch.
I must be crazy too.
