## Chapter 58 – A Secret Deal With My Childhood Friend’s Mother (1)
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I want to have sex.
I want to have sex.
I want it right now.
Right now, I desperately, earnestly, and intensely want to have sex!
I shouldn’t have abstained yesterday.
I should have at least jerked off before coming out today.
But I didn’t.
Why? Because maybe, just maybe, I might get to have sex today.
If I ended up having sex today, and I’d already blown my first load with a wank, wouldn’t that reduce the number of times I could have sex? That’s why, based on that rational thought, I didn’t touch myself.
A foolish hope that I might get laid!
It’s all because of Jung Se-in.
If that bastard hadn’t filled my head with such nonsense, I would have come here today without any expectations. I foolishly got my hopes up when he told me to bang his mom.
What? You’re going to say I wasn’t planning on doing it anyway?
Fuck off!
When Jung Se-in first told me to bang his mother, that’s what I thought. She’s my friend’s mom, how could I do that?
Besides, if you mess with a married woman, you could end up in a goddamn drum. Unless my brain’s in my dick, I should avoid that at all costs.
But isn’t it true that if you tell someone not to think about an elephant, they’ll think about an elephant?
That’s how it was for me. I thought I wouldn’t be able to have sex anyway, and then all I could think about was sex.
I’ve got a disease where I’ll die if I don’t get laid!
That’s how I’d describe my current state. I wouldn’t actually die if I didn’t get laid, but that’s how it felt.
This feeling has only gotten worse since I came into this house.
Especially after seeing Jung Se-in’s mother.
“Come on in.”
“O… O…”
The sincerity of a former top actress!
I always thought she was beautiful, but I realized today that she hadn’t been showing her true colors until now.
My friend’s mom was hiding her power. Until now, she’d been concealing her strength. Jung Se-in’s mother, genuinely made up and dressed to the nines, was beyond the realm of ordinary humans like me.
She completely shattered my expectations of what fell under the category of ‘friend’s mom.’ I was almost as shocked as when I had my first sexual experience.
What would a food fighter who’s been starving for two days do if you put the world’s greatest delicacies in front of them?
That’s how I felt right now. I’d been abstaining for two days, and in front of me was the world’s most beautiful woman. And she was giving off this vibe like she was trying to seduce me.
I was so captivated by her every glance and gesture that I was ready to tell Jung Se-in, “From now on, you’re my daughter.”
I thought to myself. I want to have sex with this woman.
I’ll do whatever it takes to make it happen.
But, how??
Forcing yourself on her is what a loser would do. You might get stopped halfway through. And after it’s over, you’re definitely going to jail. I can’t do that.
A progressive and sustainable sexual partnership!
That’s the ideal outcome for me. It’s practically an impossible goal, to be honest.
An excessive obsession with sex.
It can turn even the smartest people into idiots.
We occasionally see stories in the news about intelligent and successful men who fall from grace because of absurd sex crimes.
However.
I was originally an idiot, so it was the opposite for me.
The moment my obsession with sex exploded, I went from being an idiot to a genius.
Doesn’t multiplying a negative by a negative result in a positive? You could say I became a genius by multiplying an idiot by an idiot. At least, by my standards.
Countless stories in my head fit together like puzzle pieces. Things I’d seen, heard, and experienced since meeting Jung Se-in.
Things about Jung Se-in, her mother, her father, even things I’d looked up on the internet for fun.
Things I’d seen, heard, and passed over without a second thought actually had meaning. They were all foreshadowing.
What Jung Se-in was thinking, what Jung Se-in’s stepmother was thinking, and even what kind of person Jung Se-in’s father, whom I’d never even met, was like. All the information in my brain connected and provided an answer.
At that moment, a path to sex opened up.
I broke down the wall that was blocking me and reached a new level.
When do humans have sex?
Let’s ask this philosophical question.
Humans have sex when both the man and the woman believe that having sex is better than not having sex.
Material, mental, and physical gains and losses all play a role. Anyway, humans have sex when they decide that what they gain is greater than what they lose.
As for me, I’m in the mood to do whatever it takes right now. But if I forced myself on her, I’d lose more than I’d gain. So I had to create a situation where I could do it while losing as little as possible.
Then what about Se-in’s mother?
She probably doesn’t even have that thought in her head. The option of doing it with me, that is.
So I had to make her think about it. The option of doing it with me. And I had to make her think that what she would gain by having sex with me was greater than what she would lose.
But how? The answer is simple. I just have to present her with a condition she absolutely can’t refuse.
The problem is whether I can fulfill that condition, but surprisingly, I had that condition in my hands.
“You know? Se-in listens to me.”
That’s right, Jung Se-in is my cheat key.
And as soon as I said that, the look in her eyes changed.
She started thinking. About having sex with me.
It’s unfortunate, but most sex doesn’t start with pure attraction alone. You have to consider all sorts of conditions before doing it. Because sex is a transaction.
There’s a buyer and a seller in every transaction. The seller who sells the goods and the buyer who wants the goods. If you replace the goods with a body, that’s sex.
In most cases, the man is the buyer. There’s no need to explain why. The reason I desperately want to do it with Jung Se-in’s mother right now is exactly that reason.
But I didn’t propose this deal first. To avoid becoming the buyer. Because the one who takes the lead in the deal is always the seller.
That’s right.
I was planning on becoming the seller in this deal (sex).
“Ji-wan.”
Se-in’s mother called me in a surprisingly gentle voice.
There were tears in her eyes, but her eye makeup wasn’t smudged. Is it because it’s expensive makeup? Kwak Jo-young’s was a mess when it happened.
“I’m sorry for saying strange things. I didn’t mean to break you two up…”
That’s not something a mother who gave me 20 million won to break up with her son should be saying.
“Yes. I know. You’re just worried about Se-in.”
“That’s right… I’m worried that Se-in will go down the wrong path.”
I’ll agree with her where I can.
All for a successful deal!
I nodded with a serious expression. I’m more serious now than ever before!
“As you know… our family isn’t exactly ordinary, is it?”
“That’s right.”
“That’s why I’m more concerned about Se-in. Because there are people in the world who want to see our family fail. If it gets out the wrong way…”
People who want to see the family fail. Is she talking about people who oppose her politician father?
I don’t know much about politics, but those kinds of scandals would be devastating. Especially since Jung Se-in’s face has been shown on the news as her father’s daughter.
“As the lady of this house, and as Se-in’s mother, I want to protect our family.”
As she said that, she took my hand.
“Uh oh?”
Wow.
Wow wow.
Her hand was incredibly soft.
She probably doesn’t have much physical strength, but I couldn’t let go of her hand. Just holding it felt like I was being caressed.
My already erect dick got even harder. Just from holding her hand.
Even though I crossed my legs to hide the fact that I was hard, it felt like it was still obvious.
“Ji-wan. Could you help me out?”
“Oh, Mother. Please don’t do this.”
I pretended to be flustered and tried to let go of her hand. But I also pretended that I couldn’t let go because Se-in’s mother was holding on tightly.
“If you help me, I’ll do anything I can in return.”
“…Anything?”
That was a very tempting thing to say, but on the other hand, it wasn’t enough.
“If it’s ‘anything,’ what specifically…?”
“Oh, an allowance? I could give you a little more.”
“Hmm.”
Her eyes glanced at the envelope of money containing 20 million won.
Of course, that wasn’t the answer I wanted.
“Or, um, I could find you a good job.”
Maybe that’s the best answer.
But that’s not the answer I wanted either.
I could feel that Jung Se-in’s mother was deliberately avoiding ‘that topic.’
She probably feels the same way I do.
In this deal, the one who brings up ‘that story’ first becomes the buyer.
If I demand sex first in exchange for cooperating with her, I’ll definitely be at a disadvantage later. In the worst-case scenario, I could even be sued. So I should never bring it up first.
Conversely, if the mother proposes sex as a condition of the deal, her position becomes just as unfavorable. So she’s deliberately beating around the bush. Waiting for me to make that request first.
“Ji-wan. What can I do? Huh?”
No matter who says it first, it was pretty much a foregone conclusion that we would end up doing it.
At that moment, a question suddenly popped into my head.
“…Why are you going so far?”
Why is Jung Se-in’s stepmother going so far?
Why is she making a deal that involves having sex with a guy like me, even if it means being resented by her stepdaughter?
Even as a genius who has awakened, I couldn’t figure that out.
