Chapter 80 – 16. Words of Love (4)
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Everyone has their own shortcomings.
Some people, out of a trivial sense of inferiority, look for someone inferior to them whom they can look down on at any time,
Some people look for someone who will treat them kindly because of the love they did not receive from their parents,
Because of their own secret tastes, some people hide behind anonymity and look for people who will satisfy their tastes.
That’s how you fill the deficiency.
This feeling,
Sometimes it is called love.
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Han Su-ah has a deficiency called loneliness.
She’s never been more torn like that,
A very small and shabby deficiency that can be easily solved by just making a few like-minded friends.
In fact, even calling it a deficiency is nothing more than a scratch.
In the first place, she’s a woman who has everything except that, right?
Money.
Because in modern society, there is nothing that cannot be done with money.
If there is something that cannot be done with money, it means that there is not enough money.
It’s been several years since the joke was made.
Luckily, I was born into the status of a princess, so there’s no way I don’t have enough money.
I wasn’t particularly interested in why she worked so hard to make friends while practicing conversation.
She’s never made a friend before, so she’s just practicing to make one… , I’m just going to gloss over it.
I learned about Yozora’s hobbies and tried to act like an ideal friend as much as possible,
Stay by my side until you feel comfortable being with me,
I erase from Han Su-ah’s side the real friend candidates who are more worthy than me.
This is enough.
Then in the end, only Yozora and I will be left by Han Su-ah’s side.
At least until she graduates from the academy.
This is enough.
If something happens, you will hesitate to find me,
Even if that’s not the case, the only person she can go to is Yozora.
This is enough.
Because she didn’t want to lose the friends she barely made,
You will be giving up a significant part of your relationship.
This is enough.
This was enough as a foundation for Han Su-ah.
“Whoa…”
First of all, I tried to use only the softest words possible, but did it really work?
It’s good that I tried it once, but no matter how much I think about it, the way it’s spoken doesn’t suit me, so I wanted to quickly let go of the concept.
A chilly winter night.
While I was lightly warming up near Ichon Hangang Park, I sat down on a bench to take a moment to catch my breath.
I took out the earphones she was talking about that were low on battery, put them in her case her, and took out the cell phone that was in her outerwear her pocket her her her.
Unfortunately, there were no notifications on my phone.
I think it’s been about two hours since I left Su-ah’s house her her, where she was busy talking about comics (to be honest, I couldn’t understand anything except the money thing).
Wouldn’t it be nice to send at least one word of thanks for being practicing my partner today?
Well, I was planning on building up goodwill by continuing the conversation like this, but I never thought there would be anything said…
Well, it’s unfortunate, but that doesn’t mean there is no harvest at all.
I also knew the location of Han Su-ah’s house,
I don’t know if I’ll ever use it, but I also took note of the first 3 digits of the front door password.
I also found out that the bed she usually sleeps in is just the right size for having deep sex all night long.
Now, one day, all you have to do is watch Han Su-ah’s unique cold expression distort with pleasure.
I was wondering what would happen if I put the button on wrong the first time, but I guess I don’t have to worry about that.
Now all you have to do is fasten the remaining buttons.
As we get closer, I’ll often send you personal KakaoTalk messages.
Let’s think it’s because it’s still awkward.
Excited… No. No.
Doesn’t her words of excitement seem a bit feminine?
Earlier, while listening to Han Su-ah’s three-hour briefing session her on her her comic book her her her, she must have adopted that genre’s unique speaking style.
From now on, I’ve been trying to impress Han Su-ah with the wrong common sense, but I never thought I’d be the first to fall for it.
I’m looking forward to it.
Okay. A word like this would be good.
I look forward to seeing Han Su-ah panting and wagging her tail under me someday.
There weren’t many people around anyway, so I put my cell phone in my pocket, patted my cheeks with both hands, and got up from the bench.
I was in the middle of pulling up my neck warmer like that.
A woman I looked like I had seen somewhere passed in front of me, kicking the urethane floor.
It’s quite fast for an average person.
This is especially true considering that she is a woman.
A chilly wind passes by behind her,
Around the time when the thought, “You’re running well,” Changed to the thought, “Your pelvic line is crazy.”
The gaze rests on the blue-white hair gently swaying near her waist.
What immediately came to mind was a woman who had visited the health room a few days ago.
Student council president.
Another villain alliance spy in charge.
Seoyeon Baek. She looked exactly like the hair of the woman who left after giving that impression of her ass.
“Hmm…”
That’s strange.
It’s a course I used frequently even before my return, but I don’t think I’ve ever encountered him in 10 years.
Is it because I meet so many people that I just can’t remember?
Or maybe you didn’t see it because you were stuck in the smoking booth every time you took a break?
If not that, well… It might be a kind of butterfly effect.
Just a moment of rolling thoughts.
She probably didn’t see me, so she continued her course and disappeared beyond her streetlight.
Even though it was chilly, the puffy Nike leggings that went from the hips to the ankles underneath the thin, fluttering outerwear were quite nice to see, but it was a bit disappointing.
When you’re looking at your hair, you’re probably looking at your butt.
Ugh.
“Hu… Si, foot… Huu…”
Immediately after my lukewarm imagination of her, a man running and begging, perhaps because he was having a hard time this time, passes in front of me.
I guess I’m not very physically fit.
I know you’re working hard, but the sound of your panting breath really bothers me.
If you’re going to gasp like that, I wish I could hear it in a woman’s voice, not a man’s voice…
I stood up, picking my ears, and started running slowly along the course again.
The cool night air passed under my ears.
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… Something…
Something…
I’m not sleepy…
What time is it?
I think I tossed and turned for at least 30 minutes…
… Okay.
I fumbled for the place where the charger was and held the cell phone in my hand.
1 o’clock in the morning.
It was just an hour after 12 o’clock, when I lay down with the intention of sleeping.
It was definitely a time when I would have normally fallen asleep.
But why am I still so distraught today?
I, who had been writhing under the blanket, poked my head out from under the blanket.
I pushed back the hair that was tickling my cheek and leaned against the bedside as if I was reading a comic book.
The blinking eyelids feel infinitely light.
As if it were now 12 o’clock in the afternoon.
“… It’s strange.”
I was exhausted from trying to talk to others during the day.
In the evening, I was exhausted from giving a great lecture to Seo Woo Jin about what romance comics are.
After sending him away, I was busy praising myself, recalling the conversation that lasted for three hours, thinking that this was my first time and this was pretty crazy.
After some time had passed, I realized that Seo Woo Jin had been leading the conversation by adjusting to me for the entire three hours, so I jumped into the bed and tapped the awkward sheet with the top of my foot.
So I must be tired now…
What is it really?
“Hmm…”
Since it’s like this, let’s drink some water and refresh ourselves.
I turned on the fluorescent lights and went out to the kitchen in my pajamas and quenched my thirst with the cool barley tea in the refrigerator.
The lady is probably sleeping.
If you hear a rustling noise coming from the kitchen at night, you can be sure that it is someone asking if you need a late-night snack.
Well, it’s time for you to sleep too.
After coming this far, I only ate a couple of pieces of pork from the kimchi stew and returned to the bedroom, licking her fingers.
But she still couldn’t sleep.
The same goes for brushing your teeth too late,
How is it that this happened! (I don’t know what that means) I washed my face and came back, but the situation was the same.
I wasn’t sleepy at all.
For example, like a person whose brain is drenched in endorphins. (I don’t know what this means either)
Even though tomorrow is Saturday, I want to avoid changing my sleep pattern…
“…”
I wasted 20 minutes like that.
If this happens, the thing that bothers me is what happened this evening.
He gave a passionate lecture in front of Seo Woo-jin, who showed interest in comics.
Maybe I was so excited at that time that my brain is still in a state of awakening.
… It’s true that it was fun.
The mystery ends on a bland note.
After finding the culprit, I immediately put my earphones in my ears and turned on YouTube.
I was planning to fall asleep while listening to the refreshing sound of rain, ASMR.
“… Huh?”
Right below the video.
That was certainly the case until a very sexy cartoon advertisement caught my eye.
“What is this…”
To put it bluntly,
The woman was naked.
It would be fortunate if that were all, but there is even a line with a subtle sex appeal in the speech bubble.
Judging from the unique colors and natural Korean language, it appears to be a Korean work.
What is this?
There are usually a lot of interesting advertisements, but why does an advertisement like that suddenly appear?
Is it night?
Or, is it because I keep searching for sexy comics recently because of Yozora?
The terrifying algorithm of AI?
I don’t know.
I just turned off the screen and quietly closed my eyes.
“…”
But eventually, what came to mind was Seo Woo Jin.
Seo Woo-jin, out of consideration for me, deliberately kept the conversation focused on romance comics.
What also comes to mind is Seo Woo-jin, who was called master by Yozora.
… With such and such tastes,
Pervert Seo Woo Jin.
Haven’t you realized today that a good way to talk to someone is to talk about their hobbies?
Is it for nothing that it is said to be masculine?
Is it for no reason that it is said to be feminine?
So, taking a quick look at that might be a little helpful when talking to a guy later…
“… Sigh…”
Is that possible?
I sighed heavily and pulled the blanket up a little more.
“…”
Under the frowning eyebrows.
With slightly narrowed eyes.
“…I’m not particularly tired right now. Just a little… Yeah.”
Anyway, I now have a rough understanding of what sex is.
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─ I studied 21 types of adult cartoons under the guidance of
It’s more violent than you think,
More than I thought… Semen is very sticky and plentiful,
… It feels so good that my hair turns white,
Frequently, the woman urinates on the bed,
I roughly understand that right after the act is over, the woman will definitely have drool flowing from her mouth.
… Oh, that’s right.
At the end, the woman licks it with her mouth to make it clean. Yes.
However, the ones recommended by Yozora are probably female scents.
I thought the masculine scent would be a little different.
So what men like,
What pervert who helped me today likes,
All it does is enrich the spectrum of knowledge.
Because it might help you talk to men later.
Never, never, never, I don’t watch it because I want to see dirty things.
In the first place, I had no interest whatsoever in that disgusting act of reproduction.
Really, I swear.
The end of extremely expedient self-justification.
I listened carefully to see if I could hear any sounds outside the bedroom, and carefully turned on the screen of my phone.
