Chapter 412 – 75. First Experience (2)
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It’s so absurd.
With this stupid stone hanging on my head,
I don’t understand the current situation at all.
“… What are you?”
“…”
“What? … I heard you’ve been dating for over 10 years.”
What can I ask of Seol Da-bin on the pretext of today?
Kill such naive thoughts right away.
After forcibly pushing open her thighs that kept trying to close.
The other side of her right hand, which is squeezing her thigh.
With the only free thumb she had on her left hand, she spread Seol Da-bin’s labia.
I couldn’t open it to her sides because she kept struggling,
Even just on one side.
Quite blatantly.
The entrance is finally getting wet,
You can see everything inside.
“…”
“…”
I’m still struggling and flinching a little, perhaps because I’m embarrassed to be seen by another man, but I’m not interested in that.
That’s the problem.
The problem is that I went so far as to scan my body to see if I had seen something wrong.
… Hymen.
Other people may not know, Seoldabin, but you shouldn’t have it.
She said she had been seeing her boyfriend for over 10 years.
Even when she was a middle and high school student, she lived next door to her boyfriend.
She has something like this.
Does that make sense?
“… Religion? Chastity before marriage, for some reason?”
“…”
“Say it quickly. I’m going to get frustrated and rummage around.”
“… It’s just that. I haven’t felt like doing it yet.”
It occurred to me that there was something like that in Christianity, so I asked about it, but it didn’t seem to be this reason.
But it would be even more foolish to believe that ‘just’ answer.
Even if I wanted to somehow look into Seol Da-bin’s head, I don’t have the ability.
At best, I just think I don’t want to talk about it yet and pass it off.
So, how much experience do you have with your boyfriend?
Did you just hold hands? Anyway, isn’t it too much bullshit to just hold hands?
Still, we probably kissed at least.
Even if there was no direct sexual activity, wouldn’t it be possible to have a blow job or a goddaughter?
And…
I responded one by one to the delusions that were growing uncontrollably, but eventually I scraped them off and put them away.
Anyway.
‘There’s just one thing I haven’t done with my boyfriend yet.
Because it was right in front of my eyes.
I,
Because I might be able to have it.
“Whew… Anyway, then, the last consultation was…”
“Even if I haven’t tried it… I know what sex is like…”
I haven’t tried it yet.
The words that Seol Dabin spoke in his own voice made her blood run cold, but for now, she held it back and continued.
Even if you try to use force against this woman, it won’t work.
It should be dropped naturally.
We need to encourage natural interest.
We must naturally encourage them to let down their guard.
Naturally, you have to create a secret.
To that end, the most obvious path is…, … As expected.
To become a useful man to Seolda-bin.
Becoming a replacement for your boyfriend.
If only there was a chance.
I am more than confident in doing so.
“… Are you trying to have your first experience with a dildo like this when you’ve never even tried it?”
“… What’s wrong with that? Even if it’s a toy, it’s not much different from the real thing…”
“Ha… That’s not what I meant…”
“…”
It is said that he has already behaved quite ruthlessly, but the mask of pretending to be nice to ease Seol Da-bin’s guard is now at his limit.
A little while ago. In front of her holding a dildo.
The use of harsh words was intentional to create a heightened appearance, but things are a little different now.
The situation is so fucking funny.
It’s absurd.
In the meantime, I thought that I could be the first to get dirty, and my blood started to rush.
Anyway, like bipolar disorder, it was all mixed up, so even minimal filtering wasn’t easy.
All I can do is just spit out whatever comes to mind and then deal with it.
Therefore, I took a deep breath, sighed as if emptying my lungs, and tried to do something about my overheated head.
If you get too excited, you might end up knocking over the entire table.
… First, saying you don’t have experience because you just don’t feel like doing it is bullshit.
So what I need to worry about now is,
‘Detailed’ relationship between Dabin Seol and her boyfriend.
Why have the two never had a relationship yet?
They always seemed close, like childhood friends, so what was the problem?
Come to think of it, a few weeks ago, didn’t you ask me things that men might like? They say it’s similar to boredom.
When I went to the beach, I prepared a pretty bold swimsuit. Couldn’t it be because of a reason related to the boredom from last time?
… Boredom. Boredom.
Isn’t there a possibility that it’s not ‘not doing’ sex, but ‘not being able to’?
Of course, Seol Da-bin just said that her boyfriend is of normal size,
If you haven’t been in a relationship for over 10 years, you might not be the normal size.
After finishing the barbecue, my boyfriend confronted me in the living room, saying it was because of his snoring. Actually, maybe there was another reason.
Why did I buy a dildo that looked similar to mine and not my boyfriend’s in the first place?
There are also a few hypotheses that go back and forth for a moment.
Be as persuasive as possible.
The result of using my hard brain to somehow connect my thoughts.
“…”
First of all, start with this.
I let go of Seol Dabin’s thighs and gently walked away from her.
“What’s it like to have your first experience with a toy…”
“…”
“… Get dressed. Let’s go out for a moment and talk.”
Because of sympathy – rather than.
When an opportunity that will never come again comes.
Before Baek Ji-ho.
While Baek Ji-ho didn’t know.
With the intention of becoming involved with the girlfriend he cherished so dearly.
… The dick is already full of blood,
He slowly hid it, conscious of Seol Da-bin’s gaze.
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It didn’t matter that I was embarrassed by Seo Woo Jin.
You’ve been acting like you have a lot of experience, but the truth is you’ve never even slept with a man. If I were to look at the cause, my fault would be the biggest one.
What can I do?
So, if she was treated like a fool by Seo Woo Jin, she would just keep her mouth shut and let it slip out of her ear.
Well, in the end, he urged me to answer, so I gave a short answer…
That’s roughly within the expected range.
But what happened after that turned out a little differently than I thought.
“Drink.”
“… Shouldn’t a doctor usually tell you not to drink things like cola?”
“I’m not a doctor. If I get hurt or sick, it all makes money.”
“…”
Of course, she lost her virginity to Seo Woo Jin.
I guessed that the dildo would be stuck all the way inside by now.
Rather than experiencing such a shameful thing, I was sitting on a swing in a dark playground and being handed a cola from a vending machine.
How on earth did this happen?
Of course, it’s much better now than being bullied by Seo Woo Jin, but I’m worried because I have no idea what’s going on in that man’s head.
It’s literally because I’m a virgin…
As I was fiddling with the can of Coke I had just received, I heard the sound of chains clanking next to me.
It was the sound of Seo Woo-jin roughly opening the swing with his hands, probably because it was dirty from the kids stepping on it.
“… I’ll drink it well.”
I don’t really like soda, but I can’t spit on someone else’s goodwill.
I frowned at the carbonated carbonation that stung my throat and swallowed the lump of sugar.
Meanwhile, Seo Woo Jin, who was sitting on the swing, followed suit and was sipping cola.
In the meantime, the comment I heard saying, “Why pay money to drink something like this?” Is a bonus.
Then, the question of why on earth I bought two cans of cola lingered in my mouth, but in the end, I swallowed it down.
This is because Seo Woo Jin, who spilled cola on the dirt floor, spoke first.
“Of course I thought he would have experience.”
Now that I think about it, his tone has become polite again.
The informal language I briefly heard was because he was embarrassed when he confirmed that I was a virgin.
All of my friends in the article are under the illusion that I have a lot of experience, but it is natural for Seo Woo-jin to be confused.
To make matters worse, they even caught me buying a dildo…, … Of course, it would be difficult to think that you have no experience.
Well, I guess this wouldn’t have happened if Seo Woo Jin hadn’t done such a crappy thing from the beginning.
Surprisingly, this part didn’t feel particularly bad.
I guess this is roughly how delinquent students are not expected to have a good attitude toward class and dress in an exemplary manner.
Seo Woo Jin has already asked me to be his sexual partner…,
He even went to counseling saying he was worried about having too much sex drive…,
It’s as natural as pirates plundering a village to seize a weak point and lead it to such a dirty side.
Of course, that doesn’t mean it’s okay for him to threaten and rape me.
Since he understood his situation, he gently tilted the cola can and answered.
“… That’s possible. Even if you’re like me, you won’t think that you have no experience.”
Recently, when I listened to my friends’ love stories, about 6 or 7 out of 10 people had sex with their boyfriends as soon as they met.
There were also cases where, after starting a relationship from the beginning, they started dating because they liked their partner.
Of course, in this case, there are many cases where it develops into a simple one-night stand or something like that with a close male friend…
In addition, if you think carefully about the timing of Hayun getting a boyfriend, she probably had a relationship with Seo Woojin within 15 days.
In the midst of all this, I have maintained chastity for over 10 years.
Even if you exclude when I’m too young, I’m definitely the one who’s unique.
“…”
… But I never thought the hymen was that important.
Of course, it was unpleasant to lose it because of a toy, but if it was fate, I was willing to accept it.
Does it feel a little different for men?
I was gently pushing the dirt floor with my feet with a small curiosity.
“… The boredom you mentioned to me the other day. Was this what you meant?”
Are you following me?
Or is it just the instinct of the person sitting on the swing?
Seo Woojin, who was rocking at a similar beat to me, quietly asked.
“Roughly speaking, it’s not 100% like that… About 70%.”
“Did you get into a fight with your boyfriend? … No, if you said you had a fight, you seemed really fine every time we met again.”
“…”
Well, I don’t know.
From what I felt at the pension the other day, I think it’s just because, unlike you, I don’t have much of a sexual desire.
… Baek Ji-ho is not confident in his body.
I even think it happened because I reacted strangely in the past.
There were many reasons that came to mind, but it was not a story worth revealing to others.
Therefore, as always, I tried to pass this off as a general answer.
“If it’s caused by something like erectile dysfunction, I can treat it. My downside is that I feel dirty, so I don’t really want to do it, but what can I do? Just think of waxing…”
“…”
“Oh, if erectile dysfunction is due to mental reasons such as stress or trauma, it would be difficult for me to treat it.”
Because he spoke more seriously than expected.
After fiddling with the cola can for a while, I answered.
“… That’s not the reason.”
He’s bad, but he’s good.
A villain with a story that always appears in novels and dramas.
As I was looking at Seo Woo Jin next to me, I had exactly the same thought.
Of course, this does not mean that Seo Woo Jin’s actions were normal.
Again, I don’t like the sexual partners I had in the past.
I don’t like the fact that Hayoon’s sexual desires are directed towards his younger brother.
I even don’t like the fact that today, when we met by chance and found out my weakness, he half-threatened me.
The same goes for the way I just caressed my body and made my dick hard.
However, the consultation that Seo Woo Jin requested.
… The sound I heard at the pension.
Besides, I… When it was confirmed that it was negative, he sighed in embarrassment and got dressed.
As I thought a little while ago.
Even though it was impossible to forgive, it was possible to understand why he did it.
You’re just a natural pervert, so my eyes roll once in a while.
Because I have a general idea of what kind of person Seo Woo Jin is.
“Then what was the problem? Differences in personality… Something like that would cause problems in dating in the first place.”
“…”
“Do you have strange tastes?”
… Because we have a lot of secrets to hide anyway.
To put such a secret on the chopping block, I feel more comfortable with a pervert like this than with a reasonably close friend.
Tilt the can and slightly wet your tongue.
With a stinging carbonation.
“… I made a mistake.”
“Mistake?”
“… This is my first time telling this to others, so if you don’t keep it a secret, I’ll reveal everything. You touched my body, Jiyoon’s story, etc.”
“Why don’t I keep it? It will only cause a further rift between me and her boyfriend, and I will be socially ostracized.”
“… Ha… Right. So, what does it mean…”
A story about preparing a famous and expensive drink for my boyfriend’s birthday.
A story about getting drunk and feeling like that.
A story about a strange reaction I had just before having sex for the first time.
… So, it’s a little smaller than average.
Because my erection was loose. The story is that it ended in a haphazard manner.
The story is that after that, he began to be treated like Harry Potter’s Voldemort.
A story that I couldn’t tell not only my parents but also my friends, for the first time only to Seo Woo Jin.
I sat down on the swing and calmly sighed.
Since there was no one passing by, it continued without stopping.
Fortunately, Seo Woo Jin did not laugh or laugh when he heard my story.
At best, they just follow me with a squeak, squeak, or a light swing.
“Is that why you asked me to tell you what men like?”
“… What, is it strange?”
“No. It’s not that it’s strange… Oh, I guess that’s why I was sleeping in the living room the other day. It felt awkward to share the same bed.”
“That was because I really snored.”
“Ah.”
I just let out a short laugh and sat in silence.
After finishing the story, I sipped my cola with the thought of wanting to learn how to smoke.
Other people say that sharing secrets with someone makes them feel more at ease. When I tried it, it was a lie.
Instead of feeling relieved, I’m just embarrassed. It’s probably something people who want to hear other people’s secrets made up.
… Still.
I didn’t just hate it.
I was suffering inside alone for several months,
It would be okay to ask that man as bluntly as usual.
“… Hey, Seo Woojin.”
“Yes.”
“I know I did something wrong… But is it really that shocking? I’m embarrassed because it’s smaller than I thought.”
“Well, of course I feel bad. Maybe I have a complex.”
“Yeah, I know that, but…”
The man in the article below has no reason to be laughed at by anyone, so I don’t know.
I sighed, thinking that a question like this would be meaningless.
If this is going to be the case, it might be better to ask men more explicitly than last time what they like…
Okay. Anyway, we are in a relationship where we are both holding bombs.
There is no need to come all the way here to save the day, as it would be fatal to reveal each piece of information we already know.
So, after careful consideration, just before I was about to ask Seo Woo Jin a few questions, he happened to be looking in my direction and spoke up.
“Now that things have come to this, I think it would be right for me to tell you something.”
“… What?”
“A secret like yours. I’m actually still meeting a sex partner.”
“…? No, wow, trash…”
“You probably had some expectations anyway.”
“… I thought there might be about 4 people.”
“I guess that’s the image they had. Still, it’s not like there are only four people.”
“First of all, it looks like there are more than just one person.”
“I’ll keep that part a secret for now. I think I’ll go tell my sister as soon as I tell you.”
“… I’m not stupid. That can’t be possible. Then you’ll tell Baek Ji-ho that I tried to buy a 9-inch dildo…”
“That’s right. I will be socially buried, and her relationship with her boyfriend will be destroyed.”
“It’s the same as what I said before. Why do you know?”
“I’m just saying this to confirm. … Anyway, in that sense, there’s something I’d like to ask Mr. Seol Da-bin.”
I guess I should have installed a location tracking app the last time we met.
With that thought in mind, just as I was about to throw away the remaining coke like Seo Woo Jin, I heard the sound of a chain rattling next to me.
As soon as I turn my gaze to the side, what I see is Seo Woo-jin coming this way.
A swing that is lightly moving back and forth by itself.
I thought it would be rude to openly throw away a coke in front of the person who gave it to me, so I looked up at his face with a slight frown, as I always did.
“It’s already happened like this. … It’s a secret. Wouldn’t it make a difference if I made a few more?”
“… It depends.”
“In some cases…”
“…”
“There is one way to solve what we both discussed with each other at the same time. How about this?”
“Counseling…? … Ah, you have sexual desires. I have what men like…”
“Yes, that.”
“… How do I do this…”
“It’s simple. Because once you and I become sexual partners, it’s over.”
“…?! There’s no need for that kind of relationship at all…”
Because of Seo Woo Jin’s outrageous remarks that were heard in front of my eyes.
I naturally let go of anger.
“You were going to have your first experience with that thing you bought for me. But you actually hate real sex because it feels like cheating?”
“… Well, it’s sophistry.”
“I think calmly. There’s no need to use that fake silicone dick. I can also teach you what men like.”
“… There is no need.”
“If the dildo is caught by people around you, it will be even more difficult.”
“If you don’t get caught… You just don’t get caught.”
“Have you thought about how to wash it after use, where and how to dry it, and where to hide it?”
“… That…”
After thinking for a while.
A few words.
I spat it out hesitantly.
“… Hey, I know what you mean… But just wait a moment.”
“…”
“… Do you want to do this with me that much?… Sex?”
“I think all ordinary men think the same way. … I just want to run away with a fortune.”
… A fortune-teller.
Thinking back to Seo Woo Jin’s hard and erect genitals that I saw before putting on his clothes.
“… Trash. Waste. Even if you hear this?”
“Not me, but there are people who like that kind of thing, calling it selling.”
“Haa…? What… I really feel like a pervert…”
“You never know. Your boyfriend might like that too.”
“Oh, probably not… Maybe…”
“Anyway, this is what I’m talking about. What men like.”
“… Yes, but…”
What will Baek Ji-ho like?
I wonder if Seo Woo Jin and her tastes are similar.
Recalling how she was usually shy.
“… Over there.”
“I’m listening, so I’m talking.”
“… Can you stay still while you do that?”
“If you want.”
“… Can you keep your mouth shut?”
“That too, if necessary.”
“… You can only answer what I’m asking, right? … Which way did it feel better… Like…”
“In short, shut up and act like a meat dildo. Learn from me, then use it on your boyfriend.”
“Oh, meat deal…”
“I will. Is there anything else you need?”
“… Later. If I remember… Ah, condom…”
“I have a lot at home.”
“… Ah. Um.”
“Did you go check it out?”
“…”
“…”
“… If something goes wrong, I’ll stop right away.”
“I can’t force myself to do it. I do it the way I want.”
This isn’t about having sex with Seo Woo Jin,
Just.
I’m just masturbating alone.
I just study alone using a dildo.
Without my boyfriend’s knowledge.
Adding a secret.
