Chapter 408 – 74. Without Anyone Knowing
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First, it didn’t mean I wasn’t in a good mood.
I’m a bit confused by the continuous denial, but what I’m saying is that the pleasure of masturbation was reduced, but it still felt good.
The problem is this pleasure…
It was definitely different compared to before.
When I gently roll my nipples with my fingers, I would occasionally feel a tingling sensation, but now they feel somewhat dull.
I used to cover my face with a pillow when I touched the area around my clitoris for fear of making an embarrassing noise, but these days I don’t feel the need to do that.
If I decide not to make a sound, there are many instances where I end up climaxing and only shaking my shoulders and not moaning at all.
… Okay. Well, maybe there are cases like this.
Because I am now 21 years old.
In terms of years, I have been masturbating for over 5 years since I first learned about dirty things.
There is a possibility that he is tired of masturbation.
However, to sum it up so roughly, one incident that happened recently caught my mind.
Since it happened just a few days ago, the timing is quite ironic.
“… Die, really…”
I did something stupid next to a stupid couple.
Really really really stupid thing.
Anyway. I still think it’s a stupid thing to do.
But it felt much, much better than usual… I will not deny it.
Then, the reason I am not satisfied with masturbation now may be because it does not have the same sense of deviation and thrill as it did back then.
I had a similar idea at the pension, so it wasn’t difficult to put it all together.
However, after thinking about it carefully, I felt that keywords such as ‘sense of deviation’ or ‘thrill’ were somewhat lacking in persuasiveness.
The current situation is proof of that.
Would it feel as good if I unlocked the door and masturbated while gradually increasing the possibility of being caught by my parents?
Won’t you lock the door again because you’re worried about getting caught?
You can insist on it if you want to, but since it is a problem you have to worry about alone, it will only end up wasting your strength.
After obediently changing my mind, I thought carefully about the next suspected cause.
… Just one. There was something that immediately came to mind.
When I gently pressed the vaginal opening with my finger, it felt perfect, unlike usual.
I didn’t put it in particularly deep, I just put it in little by little near the entrance.
For the first time in my life. I spit out so much love juice that my thighs that were lying on my side got wet.
“… But now…”
Even if I did something similar, it wasn’t like that at all.
It’s definitely the same place.
It’s the same finger.
I’m masturbating with the same force,
I couldn’t even find the slightest feeling of that time.
All I could think was, “How on earth does something like this even come into existence?” And feel a little pleasure.
Then, here I am, massaging my nipples and moaning.
And what was different about me, who was desperately pretending to sleep at that time?
I was passing the time by excluding places, situations, and other things.
“…”
It makes me shiver to think about it again.
I want to turn away like I always did.
A memory that is as true as it is doubtful.
That kept popping into my head.
… That
By chance.
You saw it.
Not your boyfriend’s.
… Another man.
“… Tsk, … Ha…”
Is it because it was right after I had sex with Hayun?
The thing that was covered in a lot of slippery love juice and trembled.
The reason why he even asked me for consultation last time, saying he was worried about his strong sexual desire.
Something I thought I knew.
From the simple size to the prominent blood vessels.
Unlike my boyfriend’s… Looks completely different,
That.
“… Haa… Ha…”
I gently touched the vaginal opening with a memory I wanted to forget, then took a pillow right next to me and pressed it against my lips for a moment.
How much time has passed?
I shook my back as I felt my hair turning white.
Underneath the pillow that covers my face, my breasts, which are covered in handprints from being touched a lot during masturbation, rise and fall breathlessly.
Transparent liquid lightly pours down onto the towel, which I thought had been put on for no reason.
It can’t be compared to what I did at the pension, but it’s definitely more than usual.
A climax that doesn’t just feel good, but rather squeezes out as much pleasure as possible.
Although it was a harsh hit.
I want to die of embarrassment.
It’s different from regular masturbation.
… There was no comparison.
“… Ah, Mr. I’m embarrassed…”
First, I think this is the closest to the answer.
It is too early to jump to conclusions.
There are still things to check.
I, too, feel deeply that it is very strange and uncomfortable to think of someone else’s boyfriend’s genitals when masturbating.
But the reason I thought of it was not because it was my friend’s ‘boyfriend”s genitals.
Because my friend’s boyfriend’s ‘big genitals’.
If this is the case, there is at least some room for explanation.
Although the fact that I can’t talk about where I go still doesn’t change, the moral discomfort of masturbating while thinking about my friend’s boyfriend has been resolved.
… The article below says that now I try not to watch videos as much as possible, but in the past, I used to look for all kinds of pornographic videos without knowing that it would end up like this.
Among them, there is also a video of a man with large genitals…, … No, because there were quite a few.
Moreover, I also remember being secretly worried after slipping on rainwater once…
Since then, she has continued to have delusions while masturbating, so although she doesn’t want to admit it, it seems like her tastes are a bit biased in that direction.
Anyway, there is one very easy way to solve this embarrassing situation.
This is something I thought about a few days ago, while pretending to be asleep and eavesdropping on a secret meeting between two people.
“… Keu.”
Just get one.
To replace this awkward situation.
A suitable dildo.
… You can even compare yourself.
Baek Ji-ho,
So that you never know.
*****
A few days have passed since my trip with Lee Ha-yoon and Seol Da-bin.
It doesn’t mean much, but it’s Saturday.
I took a moment to come out and let out a nervous sigh in front of a crowded crosswalk.
It would be better if it was winter all year long.
How could it not work out with Lee Ji-yoon’s power?
“Whoa…”
The second double date with Seol Da-bin ended subtly.
I didn’t make any great gains, and I didn’t lose anything.
As the opportunity arose by chance, I tried to get involved with Seol Da-bin in one way or another, but it didn’t work out as easily as I thought.
Of course, it’s not that I wanted 3P from the beginning or anything like that, but it feels like it was treated too business-like until the end.
Of course, I know this is a natural trend.
Seol Da-bin and I only developed a very small friendship, but to describe our relationship in a dry way, I would say that I was her friend’s boyfriend. Because Dabin Seol is just a friend of her girlfriend.
Actually, if I think about it calmly, I feel grateful that something like that happened between me and Seol Da-bin.
I guess human greed is inevitable.
There is even a saying like ‘Will you be full after the first drink?’
Honestly, I hope everyone does that.
“Huh…”
Because the weather is so hot, standing still outside is difficult.
I wish it would at least cool down with rain, but not only me but also the road in the distance is sizzling silently.
I crossed the crosswalk, shuffled with people, and immediately entered the café in front of me.
Maybe because there were a lot of people who came with us.
Other people’s eyes were focused on this direction for a moment, and then began to disperse one by one.
“Ahh… It’s hot… Our Sua-chan is paying for it, right?”
“… Uh, well… There is a card…”
“It’s okay. I can buy the coffee as well.”
“Oh. Showing off one’s wealth… A talented older sister…”
“Shut your mouth. Yozora.”
Until just now, I was in a perfect mood around Yozora,
Isn’t it shameful to change your attitude so coldly as soon as you go outside?
About an hour ago, I remembered the back of Baek Se-yeon, who was lying face down with her ears dyed red. I shrugged my shoulders and looked elsewhere.
Maybe it’s because the four of us once rolled around until we were exhausted, Baek Seoyeon and Yozora. And even Han Su-ah in between.
The three of them had become quite close to a bird I had not seen before.
I heard that during festivals, when Baek Seo-yeon was free, Yozora took the initiative and dragged the two of them around the bar.
Maybe that has some influence.
One innocent child between two villains who infiltrated while hiding their identities.
Since the combination is like this, I wonder if one of the two will sneak Han Su-ah away without anyone knowing.
She doesn’t think Han Su-ah will take care of bad things.
A story from the distant future.
I finished the order with meaningless thoughts.
Because it’s a café near a downtown area, there are quite a few customers, but fortunately it’s not so bad that you can’t find a seat.
Café 2nd floor. I placed my butt on any suitable table and roughly put down the vibrating bell and smartphone.
And then.
Yozora, who was sitting right next to me, pulled the chair towards me and asked.
“So, how far has the progress progressed?”
A few days ago.
So, on the way home after a double date.
There was a short message from Yozora.
She is not particularly close to second-year student Lee Ha-yoon, but she received her contact information and personal information through Baek Seo-yeon.
That’s why she saved it on her phone and just lived her life forgetting about it.
But that day, after Yozora confirmed that Lee Ha-yoon’s profile picture had changed.
It is said that one question arose.
– Another woman in this photo.
She is very pretty.
– Are you targeting this person too?
– Is that the reason for the trip you said you were taking this time?
When asked why he thought that way, he gave valid reasons such as ‘Because you’re a pervert who only has dirty things in his head.’
She had no intention of hiding it in the first place, so there was no reason not to tell her.
She said that she was thinking about it and that she already had a boyfriend.
And as time passed, today.
As I was cooling off in the air conditioner, I shook my head and answered.
“So far, we’re just acquaintances.”
“… Hmm. I thought that when we met, we would first knock down and have sex…”
“They say I’m crazy…”
No, now that I think about it, Yozora does have some relevance.
Yozora had a mischievous smile on his face as if he was aiming for that.
Thanks to this, when the conversation stopped, Han Su-ah and Baek Seo-yeon who were next to me took turns adding their voices.
“Is this your new girlfriend?”
“… It’s a beast. Really.”
Aside from Han Su-ah’s reaction, which is nothing short of pure,
Baek Seo-yeon’s voice definitely has an edge.
It’s probably because it was very hot outside today, so it would be a good idea to at least be careful what you say to Baek Seo-yeon.
“Ah, yes. When I looked at the photo last time, I noticed that she had a similar vibe to Seoyeon. She also had a bit of a Sua feel to her.”
“That’s right, the two people here too. Seol Da-bin is my favorite too. They could be similar.”
“Hmm~ I like the same faces as Su-a and Seo-yeon…”
Yozora, who had been talking with me while making eye contact just a moment ago, looked towards Baek Seo-yeon while saying meaningful words.
Soon, when I heard Baek Seo-yeon say that if I kept looking at her like that, she would stab me in the eye, the vibrating bell I had taken from the counter began to vibrate.
One person except the two who are busy bickering. She said that Su-ah would go down and get it, but she got up first and told her it was okay and made her sit down.
It would be better for me to go there than to give the impression that I am running errands alone.
I was on my way down the stairs to the first floor.
“Americano. I’d like a Grandero, please.”
“You like ice, right?”
“Yes.”
I saw a familiar face.
I’m even wearing a black mask in this hot weather,
I only noticed it when I heard the voice.
