Chapter 310 – 60. 1 Hour With You
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“I’m going to go to the bathroom for a moment.”
Approximately 5 minutes.
After hearing only the sound of breathing and turning pages without any conversation, I walked outside with an obvious excuse.
I guess I had been holding my breath all this time without realizing it, but belatedly I breathed out lightly.
It may have been a bit crowded for a few minutes, but the once quiet cartoon café was suddenly crowded with couples who looked like middle and high school students.
With a little noise due to the loose etiquette typical of minors.
If it were me, I would have frowned when I saw that bustle.
It wasn’t really like that now.
I didn’t.
Rather than that, it seems more correct to think that it couldn’t have happened.
To worry about such trivial things, the only thing I was worried about was stuck in my head.
After tidying up the area around my wrist, which was empty, I moved my gaze around following the instructions posted on the wall.
Then, my gaze stopped at the far corner of a long, hallway-like street.
I walked along the sign that said ‘Toilet’ written in pretty font.
When you enter the bathroom, what you see is a boy around high school age humming and playing with his hair in front of the sink mirror.
I gave a cursory nod to the man who moved out of the way as if I were being generous, and started to wet his hands with cold water.
“…”
How should I treat a relationship of 10 years?
Now that I am thinking about it in hindsight.
─Shoo!
“Hmm hmmm…”
“…”
I’ve felt this a few times before.
Recently, the atmosphere of Yozora has changed.
To make a playful analogy, I think it would be roughly correct to say, ‘After 10 years, I’ve finally grown up.’
When I was at the hideout, I was a girl who was annoying me on a lazy day, saying let’s do this, let’s do that, like a cat complaining because she was bored.
When he wasn’t at the hideout, he would drag you to the bar as if it were natural on days when you wanted to relax at home.
After returning to the past, she was busy begging me to rape her every day.
These days, let alone the tics, kids like Lee Ha-yoon and Han Su-ah were doing things they would do.
There is always a reason for change.
And since I wasn’t that stupid, I was able to vaguely guess what Yozora’s actions meant.
Perhaps, it means that he has feelings for me, even if only in a small way.
Or, since she almost got abandoned once in the past, she is now begging me to cherish and love her.
Sometimes I just drink until I get nervous.
At some point, she said she wanted to be raped and only did annoying things.
Come now.
Belatedly.
“Whoa…”
It wasn’t like she was still annoying or anything.
I can say exactly that one thing.
What exactly do you think?
I don’t know.
We spent 10 years together,
When people around me ask if you are dating,
We exchanged awkward glances for a moment.
As if it was obvious, he responded by telling me not to talk nonsense.
If you say it feels like receiving something similar to a confession from a childhood friend.
Is it a bit similar?
… On the subject of saying that to people around me,
When we are alone.
Go once in a while.
Atmosphere or something.
Curiosity or something.
For various reasons.
Without adults knowing.
Hiding in the room.
I’m sweating embarrassingly.
Hidden.
If you say it feels like receiving something similar to a confession from a childhood friend.
Is it a little similar?
To sum it up coherently, the words are mixed together arbitrarily.
The words that came to mind are somehow insufficient to express this situation.
In the end, I tried to wet her face with cold water, which was just rubbing against her hand.
I felt the curious gaze of the male student next to me, but I washed my face one more time without paying any heed.
The water droplets that flow down my chin drip down and wet the sink.
Maybe it’s because my head has cooled down, a little.
Very little better.
“Hello? Hey, it’s so noisy over there… I can’t hear you…”
“…”
A male student answers a phone call from somewhere and then slowly walks out of the bathroom.
As I was looking at him in the mirror, I grabbed a handful of tissues right next to me and started wiping my face.
All that was solved was
With nothing.
310
The commotion outside was still the same.
There were several times more young students wearing school uniforms than adult couples, and thanks to this, the cartoon café was literally as crowded with noise as any other café.
The sound of laughing haha while playing something like a board game.
Light chat on various topics.
And even the gentle sound of a song coming from the speakers.
I imagined a library-like atmosphere as a place to read books, but that doesn’t seem to be the case.
Maybe it’s because it’s a comic book that’s easy to read.
Maybe it’s just that each store has its own atmosphere.
She waved her dry hand in the air a few times and returned to the small secret room where Yozora was waiting.
“…”
“…”
There was no particular conversation.
The moment I pulled back the curtain, Yozora, who happened to be yawning, spotted me and just slapped her palm down on the spot where she was lying with her usual mischievous smile.
As I sat comfortably against the wall, Yozora, holding a cushion in her arms, climbed on top of me once again.
“Ha… It’s comfortable…”
“How comfortable is this posture?”
“Well, it looks roughly similar to a chair!”
“What is a chair…”
It’s not heavy.
Still, it felt heavy, not as light as cotton.
Since I have carried this body several times in my life, it is also a weight that I have become accustomed to.
But it had been quite a while since I felt that kind of weight in front of me.
No, I think it can be considered the first time.
As Yozora just mentioned by chance, I had memories of her sitting on my thighs like a chair and pouting that she was bored.
Like today, after giving permission, he came on top of me.
Why are you holding on to a comic book so calmly?
It was definitely the first time it had happened.
“You’ve come this far, why don’t you go and see something? I’ll recommend it!”
“… I don’t know. It’s annoying to watch. I don’t have time to read until the end.”
“This is really fun to watch! I watched it because of Sua-chan at first~”
When she said that she was annoyed, she tilted her head back and chattered.
I originally liked dramas and movies more than comic books.
In the end, all three were grouped into the category of creative works, so it seems that this one was quite to my taste.
It resembles the Yozora I know.
This is not the Yozora I know.
Yozora and I are close friends without a fault.
Like this now,
It’s just a trivial chat, but it’s like Yozora’s cheeks are blushing.
“Hmm. I think Seo Woo-jin, you could watch pornographic things.”
“I don’t necessarily want to see it as a cartoon.”
“Well, well~ With Seoyeon and Sua-chan… Next to me, it’s easy not to notice. Hmmmm.”
“…”
“… This body… Is there too.”
“… What kind of way of speaking is that?”
“Sometimes, when I watch cartoons, I see something like this… The way the young lady speaks…? Something like that…”
“…”
Yozora tries to speak out like usual.
I’m trying to speak out like usual.
Feeling the awkward awkwardness between them, I carefully adjusted my posture.
… It’s not because it’s uncomfortable.
He keeps doing it.
Pretend it’s not.
By touching.
… No,
It could be a real mistake.
Over and over.
By reaching.
“Well… Then, do you want to watch what I’m reading with you from behind?”
“… What is it?”
“Because it’s a romance comic, boys may not like it…”
“… That’s what Han Su-ah likes.”
“Hmm. Right? You knew?”
“… Look.”
“Huh?”
“I might use it on Su-ah later. Let’s see it together.”
“… Okay! Then…, …”
“…”
When I thought about it, I thought for a moment that this was an inconvenience.
As I carefully hugged Yozora’s waist, she stiffly hugged me, her fur standing on end like a startled cat.
… This side is better than before.
He said it was comfortable, but he secretly wriggled on top of me, wondering if I was dying of discomfort.
Because there were so many unnecessary touches, it was difficult in many ways.
I told you earlier that she didn’t come here to do that, and if I had, I would have taken her home.
I wonder if he did this on purpose,
I kept hearing it.
“… What are you doing? I’m watching it, so I’ll just explain it briefly. Or watch it from the beginning.”
“… Oh, this isn’t volume 1… Uh… Let me explain…”
But it’s only a little better.
It was a bit far from the meaning of ‘it’s okay.’
“… Is this the main character?”
“Uh.”
“One day, the female protagonist’s family moves in next door, and they are blind… Oh, because they are blind…”
No matter how much the opponent is Yozora.
Because it’s not okay for the unique soft touch of a woman’s body to constantly touch her thighs.
Because touching it isn’t enough, being forced down by your weight is not okay.
Because I’m so close, I can faintly feel the sweet scent, because it’s not okay.
“… Shall we watch Volume 1 again together? I’m still only at the beginning of Volume 2 anyway…”
“Wait. … I think that’s it.”
Pretending to be defenseless and leaning into my arms.
While I stretch my arms to the side, he whispers and tickles me to let me know that he is next to me.
“I’ll skip it when I finish reading? You’re a native speaker, so you’ll read faster than me.”
“… Do whatever you want.”
Comics in black and white tones translated into Korean, as well as flicking through them.
Haha, it’s okay to do this with only a curtain in between other people who are talking loudly.
Because it’s not okay.
In fact, if the location and appearance were changed a little, it would be no different from the usual everyday scenes that I spent with Yozora many times.
Various situations come together.
Because it’s so hot.
“… Yozora.”
“Huh?”
“It’s heavy.”
“Wow, it’s heavy…! When I measured it yesterday, I was sure… But it wouldn’t be that heavy anyway.”
“Anyway, it’s heavy. Change your posture.”
“… If I change it, how can I change it… Ah.”
I gently push her away as she doesn’t want to go down on top of me.
Instead of her uncomfortable thighs,
Sit down between her crotches to give her space,
She continued her words by hugging her waist like before.
“What are you doing? I’m not passing it.”
“… Hey, Seo Woojin.”
“Uh.”
“… It’s reaching… That.”
“… It’s been like this since a while ago, so just turn the page.”
“… Yes.”
It’s not like we’re dating.
Not even close friends.
While maintaining my distance from you.