Chapter 118 – 23. Jealousy (2)
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Thump, thud.
The sound of a dry board marker tapping on a whiteboard lingers around Han Su-ah’s ear and then falls.
“Crime in the city always carries the risk of buildings collapsing…”
The same goes for the teacher’s voice heard over the sound of the board marker.
Etch! The same goes for the sound of a friend sneezing lightly and touching the base of his nose.
The same goes for the sound of sparrows chirping outside the window and continuing their strange story.
All those sounds gently circle Han Su-ah’s ears, then fall helplessly.
Why?
Isn’t it obvious?
That’s because I’m taking class while half asleep.
Moreover, in the health room…
…
… Um.
Anyway.
Even opening my eyes was a struggle right now.
“…”
It’s been 30 minutes since class started.
Han Su-ah couldn’t fill in a single word in her her open notebook her her her.
Instead of cramming her lesson material into her head and moving her hands, she just dozes off and nods her head.
… Well, actually, even when I was fine, my concentration in handwriting class was terrible, but it was even worse today.
Other thoughts keep lingering in her mind.
In the morning, I knelt down in front of the bed in the health room and went to sleep… Things like sucking on something,
In the end, she… Lie down on the bed…
… Ugh.
Why did I do that?
Did I go crazy for a moment because I watched too much porn in the early morning?
Have you gone back and forth between dreams and reality?
“…”
… It was dirty, but it felt good…
“…”
It felt good, but… !
It hasn’t even been 24 hours since you and I decided that we were just sex partners and not going to have sex.
In a place where Yozora is not around, wearing a condom and puking in an animal-like position…
Two, two times…
Maybe three times…
No, was it four times?
Anyway,
Mating…
“… Response…”
At that time, someone lightly stabbed Han Su-ah’s defenseless forearm with a sharp knife.
A subtle sting that stings enough to slightly wake you up, but doesn’t startle you.
Of course
It was Yozora who was sitting right next to me and laughing.
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Han Su-ah looked to the side of her and began to press her eyes with the corners of both her palms.
Of course, this doesn’t mean the fatigue will go away at all, but it would be the minimum courtesy to react like this.
… And, even though you said you weren’t going to have sex yesterday, you did it right away.
Because I feel embarrassed, my cheeks feel warm.
– Thank you.
– ( ._.)
When I wrote something in the blank space of Yozora’s notebook, Yozora drew an unidentified face underneath it.
It seems like someone is nodding or glaring.
… I really don’t know what it is, no matter how much I look at it.
‘Something seems to upset me…’
Han Su-ah, who was looking at Yozora’s bright smiling face and the writing in turn, was wondering if it would help her wake up, so she continued talking a little more.
The most fun thing is to secretly do something else during class.
Why, something that you normally don’t look at can’t be that much fun if you watch it during ‘class time’.
For example, ebs. Something like that.
– I’m so sleepy… I can’t even follow a single class.
-This can happen. Well, having trouble sleeping is a common thing.
Then, Yozora smiled brightly, resting her chin on one hand.
Why does this person have prettier handwriting than mine even though he is Japanese?
As she was thinking that thought, her pen kept moving around on the notebook.
– I guess you saw a lot of porn in the early morning?
Hitting the nail on the head.
She tried to hide her expression somehow, but
I couldn’t even erase the agitated look in my eyes,
Staring at Han Su-ah’s face.
“…”
“…”
In the end, it was Han Su-ah who avoided eye contact first.
Do you not have the feeling of ‘shame’?
No, no.
I’m sure you were very embarrassed until we met in front of the crosswalk in the morning.
Now, if he sees even a small connection, he seems to want to drag it into a dirty story somehow…
Of course, pervert is correct.
And he’s such a shady pervert that he saves his boyfriend’s number as his master his.
Han Su-ah, who glanced at Yozora’s eyes, began to write carefully.
– I just couldn’t sleep…
-Why are you suddenly using polite language? And is it true?
-Why do I lie about something like this…
– Hmm. Didn’t you miss out on masturbating with a side dish after having sex with me and Woojin?
Rather than being careful,
Fast. She started writing.
-Isn’t that what it is? What is a side dish, and what is masturbation all of a sudden? I’ve never done something like that before because I’m shallow.
– Hmm. Yesterday in bed…
-I didn’t. Masturbation.
-Hmm.
I did it.
I masturbated while imagining Yozora with her face pressed against the back of the sofa and making panting noises.
I masturbated while imagining the two of you lying on the bed having sex with your tongues intertwined.
I masturbated all night, filling my head with delusions of what would happen if something like that really entered my body.
That’s why I couldn’t admit it even more.
Because
… Because it’s embarrassing.
– Right. It wasn’t.
When the crunching sound is over and you lower your head, what you see is Yozora’s cute handwriting giving her approval in a somewhat strange tone.
Han Su-ah, who was wondering what to say in response, ended up biting her lip and avoiding her gaze.
She was just thinking about other things and other things until the first period ended.
“… Huh…”
Behind them.
Jiyoon Lee, who sighed in dissatisfaction, was also similar.
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Secret.
This full-bodied two-syllable word actually lacks the thrill of excitement it seems.
Think about it.
There is also a story about how when I was a little kid, I woke up and my bedding was damp.
There is also a story about how he earned a considerable amount of pocket money for himself by searching through his parents’ winter clothes in the summer.
A story about enjoying the culture of being a bastard in your own room while thoroughly cosplaying as an ordinary person at home and outside,
All of these are worthy of being labeled as secret, but…
These things are closer to suspense full of tension, and isn’t it a bit difficult to say that they are close to words like ‘excitement’?
Even though the gist of ‘kongdak kongdak’ is somewhat similar.
However, there is an easy way to add fresh excitement to the word secret.
The method is very simple.
Just add the word ‘love’ behind the word ‘secret’ and that’s it.
“I woke up yesterday.”
“…”
Immediately after the rescue and first aid training session.
Among the friends sitting around as usual, one friend spoke casually.
The person who was struck by the words thrown like that was none other than Lee Ha-yoon.
Lee Ha-yoon was sitting on a chair in a posture that was as bad as possible for her back and drinking banana milk.
She was doing her usual thing and froze in place.
Fortunately, there was no friend who could catch Lee Ha-yoon’s suspicious reaction and trace it back to their ‘secret relationship’.
It’s not that I don’t have such persistent and capable detectives among my friends, but it’s because I’m currently busy sympathizing with my friend who broke up yesterday.
“It seemed like it.”
“Me too. Ah, didn’t we bet money on this?”
“I don’t know. “I forgot.”
“Last time, what, you said you were a high school boy? If you want, you have the opportunity to legally have sex with a high school girl in school uniform, so why are you dating?”
“I mistook the excitement of almost dying for love.”
“Oh, that’s right. Shake… Shake tree effect? Anyway, I’ve heard that something like that exists scientifically. That’s it.”
“You guys started out…”
“…”
Isn’t it?
Well, anyway.
Lee Ha-yoon did not say a single word and quietly buried it.
Even Jiyoon, who thought she had to hide it, now knows that we are dating.
Woojin has never said anything like that, never say never, never say never.
I feel like if Lee Ha-yoon wants to, it doesn’t really matter whether she reveals it to others or not.
So, either I will reveal it myself someday,
Whether you get caught by a friend while on a date,
I don’t think either of them will have any problems…
“…”
Perhaps because it was my first relationship, it was very difficult to find the right time to talk.
‘… What should I do?’
When should I tell my friends about this?
Should I just hide and live like this?
But, that…
Boast… I want to try it too…
Umm…
Lee Ha-yoon hid behind her friend, chewing on an innocent straw.
Fortunately, this time there were no friends who pointed out the ends of her trembling ponytail.
“This is why the MBTI trend is so annoying. I say everything I want to say and then say, ‘I’m sorry. It’s because I’m a T.'”
“There’s nothing better than talking to someone you’ve never met before.”
“That’s right. And isn’t this better than forcing sympathy by doing the calculations?”
“Admit it.”
“… Anyway, I’m mentally and physically weak today…”
“Hmm. What’s the next class?”
“Practice. The… “Rescue us did earlier.”
“If I get caught in a group with this guy, my rating will be ruined.”
The noise of people talking about insignificant topics mixes with the noise of the kids in the class, making them louder.
The same goes for yawning, saying that you are already tired.
In this situation, if you say, ‘I’m dating a public health teacher,’…
It would be perfect to be treated like a sick person.
I don’t know. I don’t know.
There will be better timing later.
I’ll just skip it for now.
Or not…
Ah, yes.
When I go home today, how about asking Woojin to come with me and walking right next to him?
Then, tomorrow, when my friends ‘accidentally’ see it and ask what my relationship is with Woojin,
Well, actually I… Like this, like that…
… Hmm.
It’s a bit natural… Me?
“…”
… Good.
Let’s try it starting today.
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Let’s try it starting today.
The bubble gum that was blown with the promise bursts with a popping sound.
It’s not because I saw a strange sight.
It’s just because I made a mistake.
“Huh…”
Dismissal time.
Lee Ha-yoon licked the soda-flavored bubble gum that was slightly sticking to her lips with her tongue and arrived in front of the health room with both hands stuffed in her fleece pockets.
Something makes me nervous.
I chatted a lot on KakaoTalk for no reason, and even though I pretended to be hurt during the day and went to the health room and talked to Woojin.
Well, it’s worth it.
Right now, I’m trying to carry out a strategy called ‘Go home with Woojin and reveal that we’re secretly dating and then ask questions’… !
A very subtle sense of distance is needed here.
They hugged each other tightly and asked, ‘Are they dating?’ Isn’t it a bit embarrassing to show such distance?
Besides, why are you hugging me when I’m your older sister?
Even if we hug, Seo Woo Jin has to hug my arms. Yes.
Even so, if we walk from a distance, others will see us as just one teacher and one student.
Just as there is a saying that if there is smoke in the chimney, you have to put out the fire first.
In order to do that, we first have to stick together…
But, to what extent?
A street where your arms quietly pass by while walking?
How far can you hold your fingers when you slightly bend the back of your hand?
Or is it just a distance you can walk with your hands intertwined?
Just jump on my back?
… I don’t know.
Lee Ha-yoon, who was blowing bubble gum again, glanced around the quiet surroundings and grabbed the doorknob.
First of all, I have to go home with Woojin.
It’s a sense of distance and all, but after doing that first…
“Since when did you get sick?”
“… I don’t remember. Since middle school.”
“It’s been a long time. That means it’s difficult to treat.”
“… Quack.”
“Well… You’re a quack. I didn’t study as hard as the doctors.”
“… Get treatment quickly. Stop patting your head.”
“It has to touch your body first.”
“… “Pervert.”
“Okay, okay.”
“Huh… I’m dating a pervert like this… I’m worried. Really.”
Two people’s voices were heard through the crack in the door.
One is the voice of a boy I know well.
The other one is also the voice of a girl I know well.
I don’t know myself,
People around me said that there was a subtle resemblance,
Little sister’s voice.
“Ah, sister.”
“… ? Lee Ha-yoon… , Oh, no. Is your sister here?”
“Yeah. Just now.”
“… Hi.”
When she pokes her head into the public health room, she sees Ji-yoon sitting by her bed with a frown on her face.
She is sitting in front of her, smiling softly, and Seo Woo-jin is also sitting on her chair and coming towards her.
Lee Ha-yoon greeted them lightly and entered the health room.
“…”
I know very well that Jiyoon suffers from chronic headaches.
Because of that, she knows very well that she is a bit fierce and rude when dealing with people.
She also knows that the two people have become quite close after receiving treatment for the headache.
I also know that Jiyoon, who didn’t even have a regular friend, let alone a male friend, now has her first friend.
She also knows that the two of them now often play games together.
I know that Ji-yoon always wears the same clothes, which is ridiculous, so Seo Woo-jin, who was frustrated while watching her, tried to buy her clothes.
“Hiyap.”
“… Sister, what are you doing?”
So.
I just hugged Seo Woo Jin tightly.
“What should I do? Show affection.”
“There’s Jiyun in front of me, so why…”
With Jiyoon,
Woojin goes in between.
Kkook.
“What’s wrong with this? You can at least hug. … Not even a kiss.”
“She usually acts very solemn and says she is her older sister. Why is she acting like this today? Did she eat the wrong lunch?”
A reward for saving me money at a convenience store last time.
When she added that, she swallowed her words for fear that Jiyun, who was listening next to her, might worry.
I’m somehow jealous that you and Jiyoon seem close.
When I said that, she seemed narrow-minded and looking at her sister, she seemed to be thinking about something, so I swallowed her words.
Actually, I want to be stroked by you too.
When I said that, she swallowed her words because she had somehow been pretending to be her older sister.
Instead.
“… My heart.”
Lee Ha-yoon, who said that, rubbed her face heavily against Seo Woo-jin’s hard body hers.
This is something that even close friends can’t do.
“… I want to take back what I said earlier. My sister seems more perverted than you.”
“…”
“… Just leave that and come out. Lee Ha-yoon. I’m receiving treatment.”
“… Ah, uhm…”
Because it can only be done by being a girlfriend.
