Chapter 133 – Chapter 133 Cecilia, Past Regrets
“What, what?”
Cecilia stood there for a while when she saw Ryu Clyde who had turned into a woman.
Leuclid.
He was her own ideal type of her.
She was the main character of a novel she read.
She was once her lover her.
Always beside her like a giant pillar, like a giant wall.
She was a man who would stand firm and stand firm no matter what happened to her.
He was a strength, someone you could always rely on.
Broad shoulders.
Big stature.
Not only thick hands, but also calluses left on the palms.
Everything about him was big and dependable.
Except he gets brutal sometimes.
He was the perfect man
But why?
That’s how the strong man became like this.
Slightly shorter than Cecilia.
Slender, slender physique.
The sharp jawline that was the symbol of Ruclid had become softer than that.
Even cheeks that blushed shyly.
Anyone could see that it was completely female.
“Ryu… Clyde?”
Cecilia’s voice her trembled as she spoke.
“Fit… Oh It’s me, Cecilia.”
I couldn’t believe it.
No, I didn’t want to believe it.
What she did to her was cruel, but she still retained her affection for him.
I didn’t know if it was love or lingering.
It was because of that remaining affection that he had visited Ruclid today.
She wanted to see his face her and confirm the feelings she had for her.
So I came
“Why?”
Cecilia asked in a bewildered voice.
My voice trembled.
“I do not know either.”
The answer she got back wasn’t what she wanted.
Why did she change herself?
What happened.
I thought she would tell me that.
Because like the main character, Leuclid knew everything, and he had everything.
“Is that all?”
“I really don’t know…”
Ruclid’s voice crawled.
“Okay?”
Cecilia looked at Maurice.
“What happens? If you are the minister, can you tell me?”
“I don’t know the exact reason either.”
“Isn’t that what you made of a woman?”
“You’re right. But there are things I don’t know either.”
It was true.
She didn’t know why.
It must have cast a spell to make Ruclid return to being a man.
Circle turned to maximum.
I did my best.
I was surprised, and Ruclid was also taken aback.
Why?
Magic that restores a castle that has already been changed once by magic has several limitations.
3 reasons not to go back.
Either he hates Ruclid going back to being a man.
It’s already too adapted to a woman’s body.
If neither of these two
Falling in love.
What is it
Among me
‘Two years.’
Is that too big
I do not know.
“If the minister doesn’t know, then you really don’t know why.”
Cecilia, who looked at Ruclid for a moment, sighed.
She didn’t know what her sigh was for.
“Minister.”
“Tell me. Her Majesty the Empress.”
“Could you give me some time to talk just the two of you?”
“It’s just the two of you.”
“You promised to let me see you alone.”
I sighed for a moment.
“Hmm, okay.”
“Thanks.”
“Call me if anything happens.”
I left the room with the two women.
‘I thought I was in shock.’
What are you talking about
***
“What is this like? If you made me like that, I’d rather be laughing.”
“…”
Ruclid’s shoulders narrowed.
He was wearing the white uniform he wore when he was emperor, but the dignity of that time was nowhere to be found.
“Did you do that just to be like this?”
“…”
Ruclid couldn’t answer.
“Speak. As before. Like you did to me I mean, make a sly excuse and confess honestly. Why are you not talking?”
“Sorry…”
“… Is that all?”
“Yes.”
There was no winning.
There was no relaxation either.
When Cecilia liked Leuclid, she did not see any of the good things about him that she felt.
Now she had the Leuclide in front of her, maybe she was just a woman smaller than Cecilia.
Haha…Haha.”
An unknown emotion surged up.
Is it just anger?
Or regret?
It was an emotion I dared not imagine with her short hair.
“Sorry.”
“What?”
“I’m really sorry.”
She was often told that she was sorry when she fell in love with and fell in love with Leuclid.
It was a more honest and sincere apology than ever before.
But my mind was not relieved.
She told her that Leuclide’s apology was rather inflaming her anger.
Leuclid lowered his gaze and crossed his fingers to apologize.
“After going through it, I realized how vicious the thing I did to you was. I did something I really shouldn’t have done. A person shouldn’t do that.”
“What do you mean?”
“Sorry.”
Cecilia realized.
The prince she saw in her novel is dead.
The prince could not overcome the crisis facing him and became a weak princess.
Leuclide, who had lost all of the features she loved, was just a nobody.
To give up everything and stay here just for someone like this.
To kick the chance to return to the original world and stay here!
Betrayed by someone you trusted.
I came here because I wanted to trust someone like that one more time.
Even that last trust was betrayed.
Her heart ached
It hurt terribly.
Than when I was lost.
More than when I was blinded and deaf by him.
“Ha, it’s really frustrating.”
“What?”
“I gave up everything to be happy with you.”
Cecilia’s voice was cold as she spoke.
I didn’t feel a single piece of affection.
“Cecile…”
“Don’t even call my name with that mouth anymore. Because it’s disgusting.”
“What? But I want to sincerely apologize to you…”
“I didn’t come here to get an apology or something.”
Even if she turned into a woman, if she had shown her confidence that he originally had, she wouldn’t have been disappointed this far.
She wouldn’t have broken her heart this far.
“Sorry.”
Cecilia forced herself to hold back her hand.
Her blood flowed from her clenched fists her.
“Is it good that you can’t go back to being a man?”
Cecilia asked.
Ruclid couldn’t answer.
“A piece of trash. You are not a man Ruclid, whom I loved with all my heart, is dead.”
Cecilia looked at Ruclid with troubled eyes.
“I thought for a long time about what to say after meeting you. Shall I say I forgive you? Shall I say it’s okay Shall we say that we should not do that in the future and let’s reflect and comfort each other? By the way…”
Cecilia swallowed her breath.
“It’s all to no avail. Because the Ruclid I knew is dead.”
“Cecile, I am not dead. Look. I’ve become a woman, but I’m still like this…”
“Shut up!”
At Cecilia’s screams, Leuclid shut her mouth.
“Don’t speak with that mouth. Because I don’t even want to hear it.”
“Cecile.”
“Let’s part well with each other. Won’t be coming here in the future Originally, I wouldn’t have said anything, but I’ve come here because of affection.”
“Is it Emily? Could it be that she who turned into that woman is going because of that bitch?”
Ruclid was the first to raise his voice.
Jealousy? Or a sense of betrayal?
However, no matter how much she raised her voice, she couldn’t feel any of her power her that Cecilia had felt in her past her.
Rather.
It was a tingly feeling.
“At least Emily doesn’t do that like you. So, don’t look for me in the future.”
Cecilia got up from her seat.
She chose not to bring up the many stories of her attempts to meet him.
Negotiations for when Ruclid returns as emperor.
Alimony due to her divorce her.
With the many trials left for Ruclid.
Her warning not to keep her and her Emily in check in the future, and so forth.
There were many things she wanted to say, but she wouldn’t reach the current Leuclid.
She was sure it would.
“Cecil, Cecil.”
Bang!
Cecilia left her room, leaving Leuclid calling her pitifully.
“Are you done talking?”
Said Maurice, who was waiting outside the door.
“Thanks.”
“It ended earlier than expected. I thought we were going to talk a lot.”
“I was going to… You saw it. Like that.”
“Hmm, what were you trying to say?”
“It’s nothing. I’ll tell you later when I get a chance.”
Cecilia laughed awkwardly.
Now that the emperor had fallen, he was the man who would become the real power of the empire.
At least you shouldn’t be enemies.
“Okay.”
“Yes. And what she was supposed to talk about. Can I see you tomorrow? I am a little tired now.”
“Good. It must have been a rather shocking scene.”
“Thank you. Then.”
Cecilia, bowing her head, left her seat her.
I let Cecilia walk away and went back into the room.
In her room her was Leuclide with clenched fists.
“Maurice.”
“Why?”
“Why can’t I go back to being a man?”
“Complex. I can’t figure out why either.”
“Can’t we go back now?”
Ruclid looked at me with tears in his eyes.
“It is a difficult question to answer.”
Haha.”
Laughter was powerless.
“Looks like there is no way. Really.”
A wounded cat would be just like this.
“Close your mind. See you again soon…”
Ryuclid grabbed the hem of my clothes as I was about to leave.
“Don’t go. Stay by my side for a second Like back then.”
“Whoa, got it.”
I sat across from Ruclid.
“It’s really different.”
Ruclid, who was fiddling with the back of my hand, said.
“Obviously, they used to have the same hands as mine, but now they are much thicker… It’s going to be long The body is also large and definitely a man’s body.”
Ruclid, who was talking to himself as if grumbling, stroked his body.
“On the other hand, I’m completely a woman now. I can’t even go back.”
Asked Ryuclid.
“How am I now?”
“I do not know. This is out of my control I also have little knowledge about gender reassignment magic.”
“Then… Go. After all, you have to live like this now.”
Ruclid’s face darkened.
She said nothing for a long while.
“Can I give you a hug?”
“Do you want a hug?”
“Yes.”
“I have no interest in hugging men.”
“Not a man. See, I’m definitely a woman now.”
Leuclid pointed to her own body.
“You’ll cover your eyes if I take off my clothes here right now.”
Ruclid’s pupils wavered.
Meeting Cecilia was a psychological shock.
I don’t know what you were talking about.
“Impulsive direction is not good.”
“You don’t have to be nice to me. I’d rather just deal with it. I was a bad guy Enough to cause you to rebel and the people who said they were loyalists betrayed you.”
“You are now a woman.”
“You also said that I was a woman when you saw me. But why not!”
“Because you were a man, and because you are an emperor.”
At those words, Leuclid narrowed her brows.
“Then…”
Calm before the storm.
After a moment of silence, Leuclid opened her mouth.
“You mean you’re going to hug me if you’re not the emperor?”