## Chapter 92 – (5)
“Jian, do you have a moment?”
“Huh? Yeah, sure. Why?”
Hanna spoke to me cautiously.
Hearing her words, I tried to act nonchalant as I replied.
‘…Hanna’s talking to me first.’
I couldn’t believe it.
Not only had I come on this trip to Japan with Hanna, whom I’d secretly admired from afar, but we were even sharing a room.
It was almost comical.
I wasn’t some lovesick middle schooler, yet a single word from her made my heart flutter like this.
‘I really do like Hanna.’
I’d suspected for a while that I might like women more than men.
When I was a student, the other girls would gather and talk about male idols or actors in dramas, but I honestly couldn’t relate.
That’s when I started to feel like I was a little different from other women.
And then, as time passed and I started working as a model, I realized.
‘I like women.’
It took me so long to realize this simple fact.
And Hanna was the first person I’d ever liked after discovering my true identity.
The fact that Hanna had a boyfriend hurt, but it didn’t matter.
Like an idol fandom.
I was content just to watch her from afar.
But then Hanna suddenly invited me on this trip.
Not just any trip.
An overseas trip for several nights, and she was asking me to come along on a couple’s vacation.
Logically, I shouldn’t have gone.
Even if she invited me, it would be rude to intrude on their couple’s trip.
But—
‘They’re the ones who offered…’
Thinking that, I came to my senses and realized I had accepted the offer.
With dark intentions, convincing myself it was okay.
In the end, it seems like that choice was the right one.
Not only had I gotten closer to Hanna, but she was now calling my name in a sweet voice.
I couldn’t hide the smile that crept onto my face.
When I asked Hanna why she called me, she hesitated before making a request.
“Could you… pretend to be asleep later?”
“Pretend to be asleep? Why?”
“Oppa’s coming over.”
“What? Here?”
I wasn’t that surprised by the request to pretend to be asleep.
I didn’t know why, but it wasn’t a difficult task.
However, I couldn’t help but be shocked when Hanna said “Oppa,” meaning Sunghan, was coming over.
This was the women’s-only floor.
I thought we might get kicked out of the hotel if we got caught.
For a moment, I thought I should stop them, but I couldn’t.
It was partly my fault that these two were risking it all to meet in this room.
So, I offered an alternative.
“Why don’t you go up to his room…?”
It hurt to think of them meeting somewhere I couldn’t see, but it was the right thing to do.
Hanna chuckled softly and slowly looked at me.
Her gaze was so alluring that I caught my breath.
Then, Hanna said something unbelievable.
“Are you sure that’s okay? You like me, don’t you?”
“Wh-wha…?”
I was so surprised that I couldn’t speak, and my mouth just opened and closed like a goldfish.
How did she find out?
Was I too obvious with my feelings? Or did she catch me glaring at Sunghan?
To be honest, there were too many possibilities.
As I thought about it, another question arose.
Why?
If she knew how I felt, shouldn’t she be avoiding me even more?
Why would she ask me to pretend to be asleep?
“You want to see it, don’t you?”
“…See… what…?”
“Me, doing it.”
Hanna casually dropped a bombshell.
Hearing those words, my head spun.
It was like I’d drunk strong liquor; my breathing became rapid, and my body felt hot.
I didn’t need to ask what she and Sunghan were planning to do in this room.
Her sultry tone and slightly flushed face made it obvious.
So, she was going to show me?
Sunghan and her, like that?
“I, I…”
How should I respond?
Honestly, I didn’t know how I felt.
It would hurt to see Hanna and Sunghan together, but would I ever have another chance to see Hanna like that?
No, probably never.
Unlike me, Hanna was a normal woman who liked men.
When I couldn’t answer easily, Hanna leaned her beautiful face closer to me.
“You want to see, don’t you?”
“…Yeah…”
Without realizing it, I nodded.
And then, night fell.
***
As promised, I lay on the bed at an angle, pretending to be asleep with my eyes slightly open.
Hanna was waiting by the door for Sunghan to arrive, ready to open it.
Soon, there was a soft knock, and when she opened the door, Sunghan quickly slipped inside.
The two of them looked so sweet together.
Seeing them from a distance, I felt foolish for even trying to get between them.
Why did Hanna ask me to pretend to be asleep?
I thought about it carefully.
‘Is that her fetish?’
That was the only conclusion that made sense.
I’d heard that some people get turned on by showing their acts to others.
‘Wow…’
The couple’s conversation gradually became more intimate, and their bodies moved closer together.
They began to undress each other while looking into each other’s eyes.
The sight was so erotic that my heart pounded.
‘So, this is what a real man and woman…’
Honestly, I’d seen it often in videos.
One of the biggest advantages of liking women was that most adult videos were geared towards men.
Thanks to that, I’d seen a lot of adult videos.
That’s why I couldn’t understand why I was getting so excited just from watching.
Hanna’s flawless, snow-white skin and Sunghan’s bulging muscles were so different that they made each other’s bodies stand out even more.
Even when Sunghan roughly grabbed her buttocks with both hands, Hanna brought her face to Sunghan’s ear and deliberately made moaning sounds, as if even that was pleasurable.
Their foreplay became more intense, and now I could hear their breathing.
The scent of lustful sweat tickled my nose, and Hanna’s moans sent shivers down my spine.
Contrary to my expectations that I might get hurt watching them, watching their actions only gave me pleasure.
And then, the moment arrived.
“Put it in…”
Sunghan, aroused by Hanna’s daring words, pounced on her.
And he thrust his monstrous cock all the way into Hanna.
“Ohh…♥”
Hanna let out a rough moan at just that.
‘So hot…’
Hanna had the expression of a female in heat.
How much pleasure did she have to feel to make that expression?
It was definitely different from the acting I’d seen in videos.
It was the happy expression of a female in heat, enough to make me realize that all the smiles she’d given me before were fake.
Hanna wrapped her legs around Sunghan’s waist.
It was a tight embrace, as if she wouldn’t let him go until he came.
Their bodies were stuck together like magnets, not allowing even the slightest gap between them.
It was too good a sight to watch with my eyes half-closed.
So, taking advantage of the fact that they were focused on each other, I secretly opened my eyes wide and took in the scene.
“Ugh…♥ Oppa… I like it, more…♥”
Hanna clung to the man as if begging, and Sunghan moved roughly, as if he was going to break Hanna.
I worried that it might hurt, but instead, Hanna tilted her head back and reached a grand climax.
Hanna’s white body trembled, and her mouth opened, letting out moans in a faint, trembling voice.
“Aaaah… I feel so good…♥”
Hanna’s head fell limply onto the bed, and she turned her head and made eye contact with me.
Hanna looked at me with pleasure-filled eyes.
Gulp.
I swallowed without realizing it.
‘Is this sex…?’
It was lustful sex, chasing only each other’s pleasure.
I could almost feel the pleasure through Hanna’s hazy eyes.
“What, you were awake?”
And then I heard the man’s voice.
The voice that had annoyed me so much just this afternoon now sounded so stimulating.
I tried to hide under the covers, but Hanna grabbed my hand.
Then, Hanna came closer to me and kissed me.
“Mmph?!”
I was flustered, but happy.
The strength left my face, and my mind became hazy.
“Phew…”
It was a short kiss, but my mind went blank.
‘Why? Why?’
My heart was pounding so hard that my head felt like it was spinning.
I stared blankly at Hanna.
“Focus on me.”
Hanna kissed me from the front, and at the same time, the man came up behind me and caressed my shoulders as if giving me a massage.
“W-wait a sec…”
I tried to resist, but then Hanna kissed my lips again.
Hanna’s kiss and touch felt so good that my mind became hazy.
Taking advantage of that, Sunghan started massaging my back, passing over my shoulders.
‘What’s with this couple…?’
Gradually, the man’s touch didn’t feel so unpleasant.
It was the touch of a man who was very skilled with women.
I didn’t understand why it felt so good to have my shoulders and back touched.
I really didn’t understand anything.