## Chapter 122 – (13)
I stared at Seonghan’s face.
‘Did he look like this the first time I saw him?’
Honestly, I don’t even remember.
Back then, I just thought of him as a big, rude guy.
So, his face and body didn’t really register.
Even if I had noticed, I probably wouldn’t have found him attractive.
But over the past few days, my impression of Seonghan had changed rapidly.
Seonghan was always saving the people around him, including me.
He always took the lead, and he always solved the problems that came his way so easily.
Today was no different.
Today, I witnessed pure evil for the first time.
A truly bad person I’d never seen before.
Seeing a cruel villain stab someone next to me without hesitation, I froze.
I realized for the first time that people could be scarier than monsters.
It wasn’t just me who was trembling with fear.
The two people near the stabbed man had even lost strength in their legs and collapsed to the floor.
To be honest, I almost collapsed too if Seonghan hadn’t been by my side.
He gently wrapped his arm around my shoulder, reassuring me, and I barely managed to stay standing, trembling.
Seonghan at that moment was serious and dependable.
He usually doesn’t show that side of himself.
He always shows that side of himself when people are at their most vulnerable.
He always steps up and saves them.
The face I used to find a little scary now just looked reliable.
I was thinking about all this in this strange atmosphere when I suddenly started to worry.
‘What should I do? This atmosphere?’
My shoulder and side were still pressed tightly against Seonghan.
It would be weird to act surprised and pull away now, but it was also a little strange to keep sitting in his arms.
The atmosphere was unusual.
It felt like something was about to happen any minute.
The atmosphere in this room wasn’t sweet or exciting.
I felt that kind of atmosphere more with Jaehoon. The atmosphere in this room now was…
Like a gun about to be fired.
An atmosphere filled with an unknown tension.
I felt Seonghan’s soft gaze.
When our eyes met, I had a feeling.
That Seonghan was going to come closer to me.
‘What should I do? Could it be that Seonghan Oppa…’
Honestly, I had a feeling this moment might come.
Because Seonghan likes me.
He compliments me every day and makes his feelings known, so I knew for sure.
So, I thought that if we were alone all day, there might be a moment like this when Seonghan would make a move.
Every time I thought that, I told myself that I had Jaehoon and that I should refuse.
But.
When that moment came, I couldn’t imagine myself refusing him firmly.
‘If I refuse too harshly, he’ll get hurt, right? …And honestly, I don’t dislike him that much…’
They say a woman’s heart is complicated.
Even I thought so myself.
Honestly.
I wished Seonghan would do something first.
That way, I could either refuse or… allow it.
As if reading my mind, Seonghan said,
“Turn your head if you don’t want to.”
“Huh? Ah…”
Seonghan’s face was getting closer and closer.
Slowly, but surely, he was coming towards me to give me a choice.
What would happen to me if his face got any closer?
…I’d probably end up kissing him.
Thinking that made my heart race.
My face flushed, and my breathing quickened.
‘A kiss? Me? With Seonghan Oppa?’
It wasn’t unpleasant.
But, I shouldn’t.
Because I have Jaehoon.
And, Jaehoon might open the door and come back to my room any minute.
But even so, for some reason, my body wouldn’t move.
I just stared blankly at Seonghan’s approaching face.
I had the choice to turn my head if I didn’t want to, or just stay still if I did.
Faced with that choice, I half-closed my eyes.
I tilted my chin up slightly.
Considering the difference in our heights while sitting, I had to tilt my chin up.
‘I’m crazy…’
I knew this wasn’t the right thing to do.
Even if we weren’t dating, Jaehoon and I were in a state close to a “some,” where we both knew we liked each other.
But even so, I was tilting my head up to kiss another man in Jaehoon’s living room.
The guilt hurt, but thanks to that choice, Seonghan smiled.
Seonghan looked at me gently, then supported the back of my neck with his large hand and kissed me.
“Mmph…”
As soon as we kissed, it felt like electricity was running through my head.
I was glad I was sitting on the bed.
If I had been standing, I would have collapsed.
Seonghan when he was kissing was different from the Seonghan I knew.
He was much rougher and more masculine.
And I didn’t dislike it.
I’m always the one who takes the lead in my relationship with Jaehoon, so maybe that’s why I feel this way.
At least Seonghan didn’t hold back his emotions like Jaehoon, and his actions were much more proactive.
Thanks to Seonghan’s masculine side.
I felt like an ordinary woman in front of Seonghan.
“Haa… Puhah…”
The short but intense kiss ended.
But Seonghan’s eyes weren’t satisfied, they were burning with even more desire.
Looking into those intense eyes made my heart race.
The desire that was boiling within me was conveyed so explicitly just by looking at him.
“You’re like an animal.”
“…Sorry.”
“Don’t apologize. …It’s a compliment.”
My head was a little dizzy from the kiss.
Maybe that’s why.
I said those words.
“Not… enough?”
“…”
Seonghan didn’t say anything, he just nodded.
What’s next after a kiss?
Is there an intermediate step?
Or will we go all the way right away?
If so, I shouldn’t allow it—
But my mouth was already moving.
“You can do more…”
I noticed Seonghan’s feelings and quietly allowed it.
Then Seonghan pounced on me.
“Kyaa!”
I screamed softly at the speed and pressure.
Seonghan was very excited.
He touched my breasts through my clothes, and he grabbed me and pulled me up as I fell onto the bed.
“W-wait, you’re being too rough… Ungh…”
Even though his touch was rough, I felt good everywhere he touched me, like electricity was running through me.
It was a feeling I had never experienced before.
I realized for the first time that feeling good could make you make noises involuntarily.
‘My head is getting hazy.’
My whole body was focused on Seonghan’s movements, and all of Seonghan’s movements felt sensual.
That alone was already my limit.
Seonghan persistently whispered in my ear.
“You don’t have to hold back your moans.”
“Your body is so sexy.”
“Did you prepare this lingerie? It’s pretty.”
Does he know that I like compliments?
He persistently whispered sexy compliments in my ear.
More than any other of Seonghan’s actions, that was so stimulating and made me feel so good that my head spun.
Honestly, just hearing Seonghan’s voice now.
My back twitched and trembled.
“G-give me more, more compliments.”
“…You’ve become honest.”
When I came to my senses, I was asking him that.
What if he thinks I’m disgusting?
A small anxiety arose, but Seonghan accepted me.
“I want to keep touching you.”
“Your breasts are big.”
“I want to… do it with you.”
The compliments were vulgar and obscene.
Honestly, they were more like sexual harassment than compliments.
I would normally hate hearing those kinds of words, but my heart kept pounding.
I was the most excited I’d ever been in my life.
More than words could express.
“Haa… Haah…”
Why am I getting so excited?
I never even imagined that I could be this much of a pervert.
Seonghan pulled up my hoodie and sports bra at the same time.
I didn’t resist, but rather moved my body to make it easier for him to undress me.
In order to be complimented more.
My large breasts flowed out, and then he pulled down my pants.
“This lingerie is…”
“Ah… I just wore it because it’s comfortable…”
I lowered my head as my slightly racy panties were revealed.
Originally, they were panties that I had picked up when I was getting a sports bra at the department store.
They were for sports, but they were racy panties with my butt exposed.
Originally, I had secretly packed them in case such a moment would come when I was living with Jaehoon.
I somehow wore them today.
And I really ended up showing them.
To Seonghan.
“It suits you?”
“It suits me… t-this kind of racy panties…”
It was ambiguous whether it was a compliment or not, but I didn’t feel bad seeing that Seonghan liked it.
*Click.* *Click, click, click.*
That’s when it happened.
I heard the sound of the door lock.
*Creak, clunk.*
I heard the sound of the front door opening and closing.
My body froze instantly.
“I-I think the two of them are back.”
I whispered to Seonghan, even stuttering in surprise, but Seonghan looked relaxed.
I could even hear the two of them talking through the door.
“Are the two of them still not back?”
“I guess not. The pharmacy was a bit far.”
“I hope nothing happened to them.”
I was touched by Jaehoon’s worried words, but at the same time, I had to feel guilty.
I was having an inappropriate relationship with Seonghan behind the closed bedroom door.
And even in this situation, Seonghan didn’t stop moving.
I could feel his large hand going down my waist.
“Don’t make any noise. They’ll hear us.”
“…”
It was too cruel to say that to me when I was already soaked with excitement, but I nodded.
I had already come too far to refuse Seonghan’s words.
