## Chapter 108 – (15)
“Hmph… It’s been a while, hasn’t it?”
I took a deep breath in front of Sunghan’s room.
I was pretending not to be, but my hands were trembling slightly with nervousness.
Actually, this wasn’t my first time getting a massage.
Before becoming the Commander, I had received a bodyguard mission and accompanied some aristocratic young ladies to get a massage once.
It was a luxurious space that didn’t suit a knight like me.
I was overwhelmed by the atmosphere and felt awkward at first, but I soon fell into it as if I were possessed.
The quiet atmosphere, the unknown fragrance that made me feel at ease, and the gentle touch that relieved my tense muscles.
Before I knew it, that memory was deeply cherished in my heart as one of my fondest memories.
What if I had been born as a noble lady instead of a Knight Commander?
Wouldn’t I have gone there every day?
I even had such ridiculous fantasies.
So, when Sunghan first suggested a massage a few days ago, my heart fluttered.
My lips twitched at the thought of being able to experience that again.
I almost accepted his offer without realizing it.
But I exercised patience and refused Sunghan’s offer.
Because I am the Knight Commander.
It was more important to deal with the dungeon that could become a major threat to people someday.
Of course, I sighed with regret after refusing.
And as time passed, Sunghan offered me a massage again today.
Now that the dungeon was resolved, there was no reason to refuse.
Knock, knock.
Having prepared myself, I knocked on Sunghan’s door.
“Just a moment.”
The door opened with Sunghan’s reply, and I opened my mouth again at the sight of the room through the crack in the door.
“Even seeing it again…”
The more I looked around slowly, the more I could only admire it.
It might lack a bit of luxury compared to that place in the past, but this small space had everything it needed.
Soft orange lighting, a refreshing floral scent, and a space to undress, oils, and so on.
It was a space that made me smile with anticipation.
Of course—
“He’s decorated his dorm quite a bit, hasn’t he…?”
As the Knight Commander, not Dana, it was a slightly displeasing sight.
I smiled and patted Sunghan on the back, who was making a troubled expression.
“I’m just kidding. You’ve decorated it well.”
I laughed playfully to ease the tension.
There was no problem.
I could gladly give Sunghan this much freedom.
After that, I got ready as Sunghan had told me.
I took off my clothes and wrapped a thin towel around my body.
It was a little embarrassing, but it wasn’t a particularly strange outfit.
I had worn something similar when I got a massage before.
…Of course, the person giving the massage was a woman back then.
‘He can’t see, can he?’
I had a small worry.
After that, I lay face down on the bed with my back facing him.
It was a little embarrassing, but I felt a little more comfortable thinking that the other person was Sunghan, who had protected each other’s lives in the dungeon.
“I’ll start by loosening your shoulders and neck.”
“Ah, okay… I’ll leave it to you.”
“It might be a little cold.”
“Okay.”
Sunghan applied something like oil to his hands and slowly placed them on my body.
He said it would be cold, but it wasn’t.
It was actually a little warm.
Sunghan’s large hands were felt on my back.
“Ugh…”
“…Does it hurt?”
“Huh? No, no… It’s just…”
I closed my mouth at Sunghan’s kind question.
How should I say it?
That I felt so good just from having his hands on my back that a voice leaked out.
It felt like something was seeping into my body.
‘What is it? Why…’
“Umm…”
I don’t know why I feel so good.
He wasn’t particularly skilled at massage.
His touch was a little clumsy, and the texture was rough, so I felt the calloused palms tickling me.
Even so, I definitely felt the muscles in my body loosening, and I didn’t dislike the feeling of being pressed down with strong force.
“…You can press harder if you want.”
“Yes.”
As soon as I said that, he raised the strength to just the right amount as if he had been waiting for it, and began to massage my shoulders and neck.
His touch gradually went down, sometimes pressing on my waist or hips.
Even though I knew it was a massage, I felt a little embarrassed to have a man touch my body.
Especially when my buttocks were pressed, I felt anxious about whether I had been neglecting exercise lately.
“This area is particularly tense.”
“…Is that so?”
My face flushed with embarrassment as my hips and buttocks were massaged by his large hands.
Even though it’s just a massage.
Am I too conscious of the fact that Sunghan is a man?
‘I feel a little strange…’
I thought that and took a deep breath to calm myself.
It’s not polite.
Sunghan is giving me a massage even though he’s tired and his own body isn’t in good condition.
To arbitrarily—
To arbitrarily feel aroused.
My body temperature rose, and I started to sweat a little.
I glanced up to see if Sunghan was uncomfortable with my sweat, but he was just looking down at my body with a serious expression.
I felt a little disappointed.
‘Still, he’s caressing a woman’s body…’
Shouldn’t he be a little embarrassed?
As I slowly lowered my gaze…
“Huh?”
“What’s wrong?”
“Ah, nothing.”
That is—
I blurted out a voice without realizing it.
I saw it.
Sunghan’s lower body, that thing that was sticking out so blatantly over his pants.
Sunghan was reacting to my body.
Very much so.
The fact that I confirmed that made my body feel even hotter.
How many minutes had passed while my body was being touched here and there?
I was slowly letting out sounds that I shouldn’t have been.
Every time I glanced sideways, I could see something pushing against Sunghan’s pants.
‘He’s reacting even to my voice.’
Actually, after being recognized for my talent and becoming the Knight Commander at a young age.
I hadn’t had much contact with men other than knights.
So, I hadn’t even been in a relationship, let alone received any advances.
Maybe because I’m so oblivious, I might have received advances but just didn’t notice.
But even I couldn’t help but notice that blatant reaction that I could see over Sunghan’s pants.
I didn’t dislike that honest reaction of his body.
I felt a little happy to be seen as a woman, not the Knight Commander.
“Would you like to turn around now?”
“…Okay.”
Swish.
As I turned around, the towel that was tied around my body came loose.
“Ah.”
Short voices popped out from me and Sunghan.
…To be honest, I knew this would happen.
I knew that the towel had been gradually loosening as I received Sunghan’s massage, and I knew that it might come loose if I turned around quickly.
Even so, I turned around.
Maybe I had gotten too much massage, and my head was overheated.
I was surprised at myself for committing such an act.
But the regret was only momentary.
“The towel…”
Seeing Sunghan’s flustered face and his lower body that was reacting properly, I felt a chill run down my spine from the pleasure I was feeling for the first time.
So I crossed the line once more.
“…Sorry, do it like this, it’s too hot…”
I am the worst Commander.
I gave in to my desires and spoke to Sunghan as if I were ordering him.
I knew that Sunghan would have a hard time refusing this request because of my position as Knight Commander, but I said it anyway.
I hated the people who used their power for their desires the most, but that’s what I was doing now.
‘…Just once…just once…’
I promised myself that this would be the only time and shamelessly looked at Sunghan.
Sunghan hesitated, but followed the order and placed his hands on my stomach in this state.
“Heung…”
It was warmer and bigger than I thought.
My abdomen was almost covered by his two palms.
And having my abdomen touched was more pleasant than I thought.
Each time my stomach was pressed deeply, my breath was forcibly exhaled, and I felt strange as my stomach reached inside.
“Hah…”
“…Are you alright?”
“Huh? Uh…”
What sound did I just make?
My face flushed.
But I kept remembering that feeling from earlier.
I asked Sunghan, who was checking my condition and relaxing his strength.
“Can you do that thing from earlier…again?”
“That thing from earlier…”
Sunghan hesitated and then pressed down on my stomach again.
My smooth abdomen was pressed down without even resisting by Sunghan’s strong hands.
A slight stuffiness and the feeling of forcibly exhaling.
An unknown sadness was felt deep inside my stomach.
This is dangerous.
It was a feeling I had never experienced before.
“Hoo…”
“…Are you perhaps seducing me right now?”
“…Huh?”
Seducing?
I had never thought about it.
But I looked back at what I had done so far.
If I thought about my actions so far, they were things that wouldn’t be strange to call seduction.
Of course, that wasn’t my intention, so I tried to correct the misunderstanding.
“That’s not—”
But at the same time, one thought suddenly flashed through my mind.
‘If I say that’s right here…’
If I admitted that I was seducing him, what kind of reaction would Sunghan show?
Would he accept my feelings?
If he accepted, what would happen to me?
I was already half-naked and being caressed by Sunghan.
Would I be put in an even worse situation than this?
I swallowed hard.
My heart was pounding, and my voice was trembling.
My lips moved slowly.
“…That’s right.”
I said it.
“That’s right, I was seducing you.”
Sunghan’s expression became confused and then changed roughly.
I felt my back tremble again at that change in expression.
