## Chapter 10 – (4)
Time rewinds to the class reunion.
To be honest, the thought of attending the reunion wasn’t particularly enjoyable.
I felt like it was a waste of time, and I would have much preferred going on a date with Kang Minhyuk.
I even considered trying to persuade Kang Minhyuk to skip it.
I was sure that if I asked him not to go, he would give it up.
But I couldn’t bring myself to say those words to Kang Minhyuk, who was so excited about the reunion.
“What are you so excited about?”
“Oh, I heard that Sunghan is coming today. It’s been years, seriously.”
“Ah… Sunghan.”
My boyfriend, Kang Minhyuk, seemed genuinely happy, but I wasn’t quite as thrilled.
I had been aware of his feelings for me back in high school.
He would not only constantly insert himself into our dates but also stare at me blankly.
He never actively confessed his feelings, but even if the oblivious Kang Minhyuk didn’t notice, I couldn’t help but be aware.
That Sunghan liked me.
After graduation, he must have given up, intentionally distancing himself from us and becoming less communicative. I remembered Kang Minhyuk being disappointed for a while.
I was secretly worried.
What if he still had feelings for me?
It might be an overestimation of myself, but I had experienced similar situations many times.
Even this time, as soon as the topic of attending the reunion came up, some classmates contacted me, subtly asking if I was still dating Kang Minhyuk.
Some of them even confessed their feelings out of the blue.
Of course, I rejected them all.
There was no guarantee that Sunghan would be any different.
When the time for the reunion arrived, we arrived a little late and received a warm welcome from our classmates.
“Wow, are you guys still together?”
“You two really look good together.”
“Still the handsome and beautiful couple.”
Kang Minhyuk laughed and brushed off the attention, and I smiled and sat next to him.
Handsome and beautiful couple – we heard that often.
But the truth was, I didn’t date Kang Minhyuk because of his looks.
His appearance didn’t influence me at all.
What did influence me was Kang Minhyuk’s innocence and the way he looked at me.
Yes, that innocence and those guileless eyes that were now tormenting me so much.
‘Isn’t this too much, even for him?’
It wasn’t like I lacked charm as a woman, nor was it that I hadn’t tried to seduce him.
In fact, my seductions weren’t entirely ineffective.
I could sometimes see a bulge in Kang Minhyuk’s pants.
However, he always avoided intimacy, saying he wanted to cherish me.
‘Is he, like, gay?’
I even had my doubts.
‘Should I just pounce on him? Ugh…’
I should have been honest from the start.
Having come this far, I stubbornly didn’t want to be the one to make the first move.
I wanted to somehow seduce Kang Minhyuk and make him pounce on me.
The problem was that my silly pride was preventing me from being intimate with Kang Minhyuk.
Looking around, I didn’t see Sunghan.
“We’re going out for a smoke.”
As they said that, a group of men placed something on the table in a flurry and headed outside.
I glanced over, curious, and saw a pile of car keys, wallets, rings, and necklaces.
All luxury items meant to be subtly flaunted.
“Ugh, these guys, seriously.”
“Let them be. When else would they show off if not now?”
“But, which car does this key belong to?”
So this is what a class reunion is like.
Seeing the subtle bragging that I had only heard about was strange.
While everyone looked at the group of men with disdain, there were definitely three people who seemed envious or looked at them differently.
It seemed their boasting had been somewhat effective.
And then the group of men brought in another man.
“Who is that?”
“Isn’t that outfit really expensive?”
“The shoes too…”
Except for me, who had no interest in luxury brands, everyone seemed to vaguely realize that his clothes were expensive.
To me, it just looked like a neat outfit, so I was a little puzzled that it was considered expensive.
Now that they mentioned it, it did seem a bit pricey…
And then I looked up at the man’s face.
He was ordinary.
Familiar, though it had been a while.
It was Sunghan, who was supposed to come today.
He was a bit bigger, and he seemed awkward in this setting, not even looking at us properly, as if we were strangers.
Then he made eye contact with Kang Minhyuk, and the two waved at each other, looking happy.
In the past, he had always seemed wary and uncomfortable around Kang Minhyuk, perhaps because of me, but now I couldn’t see any of that.
I was relieved.
“Sunghan, sit here.”
At Minhyuk’s words, Sunghan naturally sat next to me.
I felt a little uncomfortable, to be honest, but I figured the reunion would be over soon, so I just had to endure it until then.
And then Sunghan asked me an unbelievable question.
“What was your name again?”
“Huh? It’s Yena. Don’t you remember? The three of us used to hang out all the time.”
He forgot my name?
How could that be?
I felt a little, just a little, disappointed.
He used to make his feelings obvious back in high school, even interfering with Kang Minhyuk and my dates, but now he had forgotten everything.
He was still looking at me now, but the lecherous feeling from before was gone.
He seemed a bit more mature somehow.
He was an adult, of course, but he felt different from Kang Minhyuk and me.
Was it because we hadn’t climbed the stairs to adulthood?
‘Today’s the day.’
It was now or never.
I had to somehow get Kang Minhyuk drunk and pounce on him.
Kang Minhyuk, who usually didn’t drink, was caught up in the atmosphere of the reunion and started drinking.
Seeing him chugging beer, I thought this was my chance.
‘But isn’t he drinking too much?’
I knew Kang Minhyuk’s alcohol tolerance well.
At most, one bottle of beer.
I also knew that he would fall asleep quickly when he drank, so I was worried.
I followed Kang Minhyuk with anxious eyes—
Clang.
Without realizing it, I knocked the spoon off the table with my elbow.
“Yena’s drunk~”
“Minhyuk, what are you doing! Take care of the drunk Yena!”
“What~ I’m not drunk?”
As if they had been waiting for this moment, hyenas playfully teased me, saying I was drunk.
I bent down to pick up the spoon and looked under the table.
And then I saw it.
Something stiff and erect in the pants of Sunghan, who was sitting next to me, lifting up his jeans.
‘Oh, my god… it’s huge…’
I didn’t know what he was looking at to get so hard, but the moment I saw it, a switch flipped inside me.
I was already filled with sexual desire and masturbated every day.
Moreover, the content of the videos I had been using as material lately was about being pinned down and forcibly violated by men with large members.
If I saw something like this—
‘Is it, is it getting bigger?’
As I kept looking, the thing in his jeans got bigger, and now I could see the shape of the glans.
I secretly took a picture of it with the phone in my left hand.
Then I slowly picked up the spoon and looked up.
I glanced in Sunghan’s direction and our eyes met.
‘Why, why was he looking this way? Could it be…’
Was he getting hard because he was looking at me?
Thinking that made my stomach ache a little.
I felt like I would go crazy if I didn’t release something, so I turned on my secret SNS account and wrote a post.
[The guy next to me has a huge dick… so hot…]
[My sex drive is exploding these days and I saw an erect dick.]
[I’m going to get my boyfriend drunk and take him tonight.]
[Ah, but I think he’s going to fall asleep again…]
[Ugh, I want to be raped.]
Writing down my lustful thoughts made me feel a little better.
And just as I finished writing, Kang Minhyuk finally passed out.
‘Looks like it’s not going to happen again today…’
Once Kang Minhyuk was like this, he wouldn’t wake up no matter how hard you hit him.
As the classmates said, it seemed like I had to go now.
And Sunghan offered to take Kang Minhyuk home.
We took a taxi, and Sunghan carried Kang Minhyuk on his back into his house.
Gulp.
I felt strangely nervous.
What if I was forcibly taken next to the sleeping Kang Minhyuk?
…Just in case, I decided not to do a broadcast today.
However, despite getting hard looking at me, Sunghan didn’t do anything to me.
He didn’t even talk to me much.
But then Sunghan looked at his phone and sighed softly.
“…Why?”
“Oh, I heard that a broadcast I was looking forward to isn’t happening today.”
My heart skipped a beat at that moment.
The timing was too perfect.
I had just posted a cancellation notice, and then he looked at his phone and said that.
Could it really be a coincidence?
Just in case, I asked who it was, but Sunghan intentionally avoided answering.
That made me even more certain.
“A, an adult broadcasting streamer?”
Sunghan gasped as if surprised, and then finally nodded.
My suspicion turned into certainty, and at the same time, I started to feel excited.
Even though I was about to have a secret that I couldn’t let anyone find out, I actually felt good.
Honestly,
I was getting turned on.
I wanted to ask one last question.
“Who do you watch?”
“There’s, there’s someone named Amber.”
Ah—
Just hearing that answer made my legs ache again.
My breathing became rapid, and I felt a little hot.
The person he had been looking for, forgetting about me, was actually Amber, the star of the adult broadcast that I secretly did.
I felt sorry, but also a little proud.
From this moment on, Sunghan and I had a secret to share.
