Chapter 31 – 10. Friday (5)
6.
When he came to his senses, he was carrying himself on his back and heading somewhere.
I soon came to my senses and said that if I drop you off here, he will go on his own, but he pointed out his current appearance and told me to simply wash up at his house and he would rather call a taxi.
‘…Did I go home because I was doing that?’
I was embarrassed to imagine what he was doing, so I couldn’t help but fill my head with thoughts of how I would face him at school from now on.
… Not only that, but the rudeness he showed from the bar up until now was embarrassing.
However,
It was not worth thinking about it for a moment, but she had no choice but to fall into the comfort of the cadet’s back.
‘…It is comfortable.’
How long has it been since you’ve been carried on a man’s back?
Except when I was very young, it seemed that I had hardly ever done that.
No, even when I was young, I didn’t allow anyone to touch my body carelessly.
At that time, it was overflowing with guys who would cheat at the slightest opportunity.
So I acted tough, and I don’t know my heart, but at some point my body became strong enough to protect myself from those guys.
It was an inevitable choice to protect oneself from the chaos of one’s hometown.
‘…I never dreamed that it would become a barrier to falling in love later in a foreign country.’
I wouldn’t know if I had been born and raised among those guys from the beginning.
Because he knew right away that the world wasn’t just full of guys like that.
She was wary of men, and at the same time wanted someone’s love.
‘Strange…’
So,
She hates to admit her own deviations, but she thinks she knows them well.
While hoping for someone’s warm hand full of affection, on the other hand, I can’t trust it completely and entrust it to you if it’s a trick filled with insidious selfishness.
Her process of giving her that her faith was very difficult for her.
There was no contradiction.
It is a case where the armor I wore because of the environment completely became myself.
‘…Strange.’
So she was feeling strange.
Strangely, this comfort now wasn’t bad.
No, it was rather good.
Strangely, I liked that someone looked at me as a ‘woman’ and cared for me, not as a strong ‘instructor’ or a high-ranking ‘hunter’.
… Although, of course, she had a small complaint that she wished it covered the situation and time.
If so, am I being too greedy?
‘It’s strange…’
That’s why she felt strange about this situation.
Because she wasn’t a woman who was so wary of herself in the first place.
If that were the case, she would have already been soiled by countless men’s touches.
Nonetheless, from the moment she was embraced in his wide arms, despite her wariness.
To be precise, from the moment he recognized that he was also a man, his face kept heating up and his heart beating so strangely that he couldn’t stop it.
… I have to be vigilant, but she keeps losing her vigilance.
He must have said something strange, drunk and languid, but it was fortunate that he did not hear it.
‘This is strange!’
And that feeling peaked the moment I arrived at his house.
‘Why am I here?’
Entrust your body and mind to a feeling of drowsiness and languor.
I was just resting for a while leaning comfortably on his wide, reliable back that made me want to rely on something, but before I knew it, I had arrived at what he called his house.
But didn’t he originally live in a boarding house?
‘Where are the rest of the family?’
Then, immediately, her thoughts take on a new phase.
‘Are we the only two in this house?!’
No, what if you had a family in the first place?
‘What on earth was I thinking to quietly follow him all this way?!’
She was very confused.
As if he was aware of my complicated feelings, he casually pointed at a corner of the house and said,
“You can wash over there.”
“…I think Taeyang cadets live in dormitories, but do they have houses?”
“I got it from the government/association.”
Ah… He seemed to be getting the attention of the association already.
Hagiya, I thought that the skills he showed could be enough.
It’s a society where meritocracy is prevalent.
But even so, where did the rest of the family go and why was he alone…
“Family…”
“I’m an orphan inter…”
“…You must have had a lot of trouble at a young age.”
Suddenly I felt pity for him.
It’s like the pain of comradeship.
Exactly, the environment is different, so I can’t say it’s exactly the same conditions, but he must have been very lonely.
Looking back, I think I only acted a little… Harsh on him.
I need to do better next time…
‘Oh no. This is not it.’
Hurry up and get out of this house.
I felt like I was going to be weird about something.
I’m sorry to him for bringing me here, but he’ll just wash his face and leave.
Then she goes to the bathroom and sees herself in the mirror looking at herself in a terrible way, and hurries to wash his face writhing in shame.
‘Did I ever have a conversation with a cadet like this?’
But just then
Suddenly, the man standing outside the door called me.
“Instructor, it looks like you spilled some alcohol on your clothes. Instructor, could you take off your outer clothes?”
Outerwear?
…Now that I’ve been sober, I can see that even the outer clothes are not in a good condition.
There were stains of alcohol all over the place, and occasionally traces of other food…
There was nothing wrong with giving you a coat like this, but why did you ask for it all of a sudden?
I take off my coat and think about it.
“You mean outer clothes? But what are you going to do with this…”
“I want to suck.”
The moment I heard those words, my mind flashed.
And why did I just give that clothes away – I felt regret.
As if it was so obvious, I reached out my hand from the crack in the bathroom door and said it, so I gave him the clothes without thinking.
Maybe it was because I wasn’t sober yet.
“Now, wait a minute. Sun Cadet!”
He shouted, but he just stared blankly at me in front of the washing machine, which had already started running, as if he was suddenly asking what was going on.
I was going to just wash my face and leave right away, but what if I wash my clothes right now?!
It’s not wrong, but the clothes I’m wearing inside are more exposed than usual to leave that clothes alone.
It is a one-piece dress with open shoulders and no fabric even to the chest, and the side chest and armpits are exposed when the arms are raised.
It’s a little hard to go outside…
It was the clothes I prepared for today, but I ended up getting caught in it.
“That…If I wash that clothes, how am I supposed to go home…”
When she asked herself, she replied with an ‘Oops’ as if he hadn’t thought of that far.
“Ah… I ran it in small amounts, so if I put it through the dryer, it would take an hour… Instructor is a woman too, is it a little bit like staying at a man’s house until late at night? Then how… Even my clothes. … Instructor’s clothes will be returned to me on Monday.”
The time had already passed 11:55 and was pointing to almost 12 noon.
Deep down, she regretted it.
I’m so conscious of him, is it okay that he’s alone with me all this time?
‘Surely I’m an attractive woman?!’
So she came to her heart.
She was hot
I look at him hurriedly rummaging through clothes in the closet and say something I don’t want to say.
“Okay. It’s an hour… It’s not even that long.”
7.
“Okay. It’s an hour… It’s not even that long.”
I turned around and waited anxiously for her answer, pretending to look for clothes, until then I was able to breathe a sigh of relief.
To be honest, I think it was a bit ambiguous.
The situation was too different from then to use the case of winter as a perfect example and push forward.
However,
Fortunately, it worked this time too.
Even when she was picked up by me and brought into her house, there was no sense of ambiguity, but she must have been halfway there, seeing as she blushed and said that she would stay at home.
This is why proper wheat sugar is important.
“Then, since this has happened, I will simply wash up and come out.”
Saying that, she even asked me where the towel was, and then she went into the bathroom and turned on her shower.
‘The effect is certain.’
In the past, looking at the reaction that Winter showed after Yasu, I definitely knew that the skills I had were working very powerfully.
I haven’t had any particular experience of being involved with anyone yet, except for winter.
Of course, it might be because I don’t have the experience of hitting the opposite sex that far outside of winter.
But if you were forced to fight with someone of the opposite sex just to test your skills, that would be indecent.
It’s not that there aren’t any women who would do it if they wanted to, but I didn’t want to do that.
‘Besides, the skill doesn’t activate just because any woman goes and commits it.’
It is true NTR and NTL when you have to cross the river that you can’t return to your heart thoroughly.
In that sense, simply ignoring the other person’s intentions and simply pickling pleasure was the worst way.
‘Even if it goes a little bit, if there’s a way to get the heart, it’s right to use it.’
That’s why, despite having a crush on each other, they committed each other under tacit consent in a subtle atmosphere – it was more suitable for the beginning of NTR.
Even if the beginning was bad, there may be cases where the end is good, but most of them didn’t.
‘Isn’t that why I’m going through all this hardship?’
If you gently scratch the heroines’ lacking parts, it is impossible to distinguish whether it is a good feeling or a hormonal reaction due to skill like that.
Hey, considering the fact that liking is originally caused by hormones that occur inside the human body, the feelings they feel towards me may not be very different from liking.
Anyway, you can make someone fall in love with you so easily, but there is no reason to forcefully rush from the first meeting with 0 liking, leave the easy path and go back the hard way.
Look at me
To the instructor who just came out of the bathroom with her hair washed saying that this happened.
“Instructor, I… There are no chairs in the house… I guess you should sit on the bed?”
“Go, you mean together?”
“…I’ll sit on the floor, of course.”
I was embarrassed at first, so when I pretended to be embarrassed and told him, I suddenly saw him knocking on the seat next to me with a mischievous expression.
‘That’s my bed. Instructor.’
“No, let’s sit together.”
“…Are you all right?”
“Sure. Isn’t this the sun cadet’s bed?”
Fortunately, it seems that she also had a sense of shame.
Even if it’s all about doing it, I had the landlord sit on the floor, but it was too much to sit on the bed.
With her hesitant hesitation, she deliberately sits uncomfortably on the edge of the bed next to her, careful not to be startled by her sudden approach.
Her body stiffened as if she was nervous.
‘Now then, how do I cook this?’
How I took this next step was very important.
