## Chapter 86 – Black Widow’s Memory (1)
After silently embracing Karla, who had become despondent after Yui’s disappearance, I was lost in thought. As usual, I spent the day managing the lair.
I conducted various experiments on the new mutations, but it seemed I had already seen all the types that were likely to be born. Time passed without any significant changes.
However, two pieces of news reached me…
“Do you know where Yui went? We were supposed to go to the social gathering together…”
Karla, who was rolling around on the bed while stroking the spider’s head, suddenly mentioned going somewhere.
‘A social gathering…?’
“It’s there… Several of my school friends will be there… Of course, some not-so-close friends will be there too… But, Lucas is the host, so I’m sure he’ll manage it well and make me feel at ease…”
‘That guy…? From the exam last time…?’
Another name I had heard once.
Although I only heard his voice, it was clear that he was quite fond of Karla.
Hearing that she was going to a social gathering hosted by Lucas, I suppressed my gloomy feelings and playfully nipped at Karla’s clitoris.
“Haaah!! Hey… I’m talking……!! Spider, you glutton!! You just ate spider… are you hungry again……?”
Karla’s waist undulated like a wave, and she covered her momentary moan with her wrist. Her words seemed to hold a strange anticipation, as if she had been waiting for it.
However, the brown-haired girl, who was gradually becoming aware of her situation, seemed to be expressing her gloom and falling into her own worries.
“But I… gave my virginity to Spider… Will Lucas dislike me if I’m not a virgin…? What if he finds out… will he hate me……?”
Her action of forcing the spider into her vagina, even tearing her hymen, to save it.
Surely, as a noblewoman who should cherish her body, such a thing would be a great concern.
Vivian and Ranie seemed to enjoy the relationship itself, regardless of virginity, as they considered themselves free spirits who had abandoned their families and everything else.
“Ugh… Ahh…… Haaah…!! W-Wait a moment……!! Hee…!! Too strong…!!”
But perhaps this was the most normal reaction.
Giving her virginity to a monster of unknown origin was absurd in the first place.
Even I in my previous life would have been horrified if asked to offer my balls to a bug.
“I… I’m going to cum… to Spider……!!
I’m embarrassed to say this… but it feels so good……!!
You’ll eat it… sniff…… deliciously… right……?”
The fact that the excavation site in the magic engineering girls’ restroom was operating was only possible because it provided the female students there with the maximum pleasure they could obtain without losing their virginity.
Although connected by pleasure, it was only possible because of a certain level of trust.
Karla, who was currently writhing comfortably on the bed, gushing fluids like a fountain, was also able to do so because of the trust that I would receive all the fluids that were to be spilled on the bed, in a way.
‘Well, considering how she struggled to arrange the mattress by herself when cleaning earlier… she probably didn’t want to do it twice……?’
Her eyes were half-glazed over, as if worries didn’t exist, and her lips were parted and trembling convulsively.
A small droplet of saliva was about to drip from the corner of her mouth, but Karla swallowed hard at every precarious moment, panting and whining in a tearful voice.
“Sniff… Ugh… Nooo…!! D-Don’t look……
I… I’m sure I’m making a weird face…
Hehe… Heehee… Spider…♡”
After showing the whining Karla what’s what, she ended up completely exhausted and collapsed on the bed without even putting on her underwear, falling into a belated nap.
And with the new news that came after I finished caressing her, my thoughts began to become even more complicated.
‘The tunnel construction… is complete……?’
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In the dark lair, a stranger in the small system that operated with minimal life as created peace.
Clicking her hard chitinous legs, covered in smooth cuticles, and making her own hideout in the corner of the lair, which was another’s territory, she was spending her time mindlessly tearing off and eating the red flesh of something that was once human, like jerky.
However, that didn’t mean she was letting her guard down.
She was still inside the monster’s belly, so to speak, and it could extend its evil claws at any moment.
The once fearsome lone hunter, who was aware of even the slightest changes in the surrounding air through the monster’s sensitive hearing and the spiderwebs that stretched in all directions, was still focused on them and steeling herself once again.
‘A young but dangerous individual.’
After saying that he would come to call her separately when the preparations for letting her out were complete, Enic, who she once thought would end her life, was no longer looking for her.
Whether it was because she was young or for some other reason, Enic, who seemed to have an innocent side, was leaving her alone, as if she were a defenseless and unresisting wounded beast.
Innocence meant weakness, which would only be eliminated in the world of the survival of the fittest.
That was why the innocent young human babies who knew nothing, and the baby monsters who had not learned anything from their mothers, died the most.
If they couldn’t receive help from someone.
However, if they looked to the wrong person for help, that would also be a shortcut to death.
“I don’t like it…”
What did he see her as in the first place?
Although it was a thing of the past, she had held its lifeline when she was in the special evaluation underground labyrinth, and she was a predator who was prepared to fight in her own territory.
Enic, who had healed her by even using his own nutrients, also allowed her to live freely in a corner of this lair.
Although there were some restrictions, the treatment she received, which went beyond sharing prey and even allowed her to eat first, was treatment that could only be received by a mate among monsters.
To allow an individual who was completely unrelated to his territory to stay so freely and take care of all their needs for food, clothing, and shelter.
– Well, the plan was messed up…
But to bring so much prey.
The dowry isn’t too bad.
Although she had once made such a joke in the past.
It was a story from when she was still a deadly hunter, and a lighthearted joke from when she was a bird trapped in a cage longing for freedom, a time when her life was on the line.
However, that joke was only a frivolous remark from the perspective of a thorough ‘superior’, from the emotion of thinking that she had to fight and survive somehow on her own.
Suddenly reminiscing about the past, she narrowed her red eyes and quietly lowered her head.
‘Enic’s mate.’
That was simply another expression of a willing prey, allowing Enic to suck her body to the marrow.
Enic, who was not divided into male and female, could reproduce with the females of any plants and animals, but that also meant that there was no reason to protect any one mate for life.
‘If it’s just a female, he will simply “use” them like consumables.’
In a way, they were the same.
Together because they were needed, and to be sacrificed because they were needed.
However, they had to live with a dream and hope in one corner.
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As a result of a biological experiment, it was problematic for Arachnella, who was not a normal living being, to survive and try to have offspring, but even if she tried to do so, the conditions were not good.
If they met someone who got along well, the small Arachnella who ‘was’ a man would struggle to protect the large Arachnella who ‘was’ a woman, in their own bland world.
In Chao Xing, where there were sometimes almost dried-up forests and even wastelands and deserts, the Arachnella’s habitat was generally a forest on the verge of becoming barren, and in such places, they would live in pairs, looking only at each other.
It was virtually impossible to fill their bellies without fighting to the death with the vicious monsters that had survived in Chao Xing’s harsh environment.
It was difficult to easily obtain food in such a place, and sometimes starving was almost like a daily routine.
So, when the female, who was strong as she was large, struggled to hunt monsters, the male would always look apologetic for not being able to help, and would accept it with the feeling of chewing on gravel.
However, that didn’t mean that the female didn’t understand his difficulties.
She would simply comfort the male, who was worried, and pat him in her arms, saying it was okay.
‘I think… I’m pregnant.’
Anyway, if they dreamed of a happy life relying on each other like that, and then if they had a child by chance or good luck…
‘I guess… thinking about baby names might take a lifetime?’
‘I’m going to put those worries off until later…
Because there’s nothing I can do about it anyway…
I saved some meat for you…!!
Take it when you go…!!’
‘You eat it. Didn’t you say you’re pregnant?
I don’t think you’ll have time to worry about me.
Haa… You’re trying to go down a difficult path……’
A slightly drooping voice that felt cute was echoing in her head, as if it were playing in her ear.
And a pure and beautiful smile that she would probably never forget was vividly appearing before her eyes.
‘Still… if we have a new family, I’m sure we’ll be happy…
It’ll be more lively than just me and him…
We’ll hunt together… spend time together……
You think so too, right? Don’t you?’
The babies born in the barren forest without eating anything were nothing more than meaningless lives that were born with some deficiencies or were already dead in the egg.
However, tragically, those new lives did not seem to be able to agree or understand that they should share the insufficient nutrients in order to be born and live as one life.
The offspring sucked all the nutrients from the female’s body like parasites, so the female’s body was deprived of nutrients day by day, and she became drier and drier.
The male, who watched her with tearful eyes, was immersed in anguish day by day.
And eventually, at some point, he made a decision and offered his body.
He fed his blood and flesh to the female, who had become emaciated day by day, and had her chew and swallow that blood and flesh so that the nutrients could be delivered to the babies in the female’s belly instead.
For the sake of the babies in her belly, and hearing the sound of her own body crying out for nutrition, she sobbed as she tore off and ate what ‘was’ her mate, swallowing tears of blood.
She should not have just blankly watched the figure of that being, whom she could call a friend, as she faced it.
The bloody tears flowing from her eyes as she met her gaze were still vividly etched in her mind.
‘I’m sorry. I don’t think I can live like this.
Don’t you do this… okay……?’
Eventually, she hanged herself on an unnamed tree and comfortably left for somewhere where there were no more worries or anguish.
And after quietly looking at the eggs that had already rotted all the way through, splitting open her bulging belly.
She finally closed her eyes and turned away, leaving that place without saying a word.
‘What was so resentful? This is our destiny.’
And at this moment, the sound of teeth grinding could be heard from her teeth as she bit down hard on the human arm she was putting in her mouth.
‘It must not be so… absolutely……’
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