## Chapter 231 – What I Desire (4)
I did manage to achieve my initial goal of finding Carla, but the sight of her left me frozen in shock.
‘That’s… a spider……?
Why is that there?
Is that one I failed to manage?
Is that one of our colony members…? No, it’s not?’
But seeing that scene, I couldn’t help but vividly recall the memories of the past.
Carla, in a dark room, with only a small magic lamp lit just enough to make out the shapes of things.
There she was, sitting on the bed, wearing only a top, her lower body barely covered by the blanket, partially exposed.
And that short, blunt word, her own unique sign.
And as I looked at that familiar form with four pairs of legs, clinging to her skin and rubbing against her flesh, the thought inevitably crossed my mind.
‘Could it be… is there necromancy here……?
Did Carla finally go crazy and turn to dark black magic……!!
No…!! You’re still young!! If you do that……!!’
Lost in my own thoughts, I called out to Carla in the echo of my mind.
But soon, I snapped out of it at the sound of Carla’s whiny voice, mixed with irritation and tears, and began to observe her again.
“Ugh… This… This isn’t it……
Ugh… Ugh… It’s soft, but……”
Looking closely, unlike the spider that was all black, this one was pure white.
And with the addition of awkward movements, instead of latching onto Carla’s clitoris as it should, it was rubbing its head against her vulva, repeating some inexplicable action.
Its movements, like a robot with faulty programming, only made me feel a sense of unease.
‘Oh…… What is that……?’
The sight of it, which reminded me of a metallic texture, made me approach Carla, slowly climbing the wall out of curiosity.
But that was only for a moment, just as I was creeping up towards Carla.
– Thwack
Something silver, like a spear, suddenly shot up from below.
The spider, reacting reflexively as it pierced the ceiling I was clinging to, lost its balance and plummeted to the floor.
‘Whoa, whoa, whoa!! I’m falling!! Hold on tight!!’
“Ah!! Stop!! Halt!! Halt!!
Security defense system, stop!!
A… A malfunction……? No way…”
Carla, equally surprised by the sudden action, fussed and fidgeted, then picked up the thing in front of her.
“Whew…… What’s wrong……?
Hey, what’s wrong?
Did I not implement it properly…?”
‘How would I know……!!’
But the thing in her hand just wiggled its legs as if it didn’t know.
Perhaps because Carla had told it to stop, the thing that had shot a spear into the ceiling like a harpoon was pulled up and hung there, frozen like a water droplet about to fall.
And what Carla was holding in her hand was…
‘You shouldn’t be asking me……!!’
The two beings had switched places due to the sudden commotion.
And of all things, the spider I was possessing was now in Carla’s hand.
‘What do I do, what do I do, what do I do?
What do I do, what do I do, what do I do?
What do I do, what do I do, what do I do?’
Of all places to fall, it had to be on Carla’s bed.
‘More than that, how can she not notice something falling from the ceiling?
Is this an Ace bed……!! The mattress is amazing!!’
“Just once… Just one more time……
I’ll try again… Just once…
Let’s… Let’s eat……?”
Seeing Carla blushing with me on her lower abdomen, I felt dizzy and fidgeted, barely moving my legs.
‘How do I escape……?
Should I just put her to sleep?
Maybe she’ll forget when she wakes up…?’
Even after finally reaching her crotch, my worries continued.
‘I have to pretend to be that thing for now…?’
It felt like a long time since I’d seen it, Carla’s cute little vulva.
That vulva, with its firm shape without even a hint of stretching, had a beautiful form that any man would want to thrust into and impregnate.
But that purity and innocence, untouched by any man’s hand, was Carla’s greatest asset as a woman.
I used to do it to survive, but now there was no need to covet Carla anymore.
Even if I took all the female students of the academy, I could leave Carla untouched and let her spend the rest of her life without knowing anything.
With much deliberation, I slowly thrust the spider’s head into her labia, and moved my body along with it, rubbing my head against it as that thing had done before.
Perhaps because of the aroused senses, each time Carla’s labia twitched, the fluids that welled up from her vulva were smeared all over the spider’s head.
The perversity of the fluids welling up from a virgin’s body amplified my guilt.
Nevertheless, Carla, with a sullen expression as if she was missing something, like a heat-ridden female in heat, eventually closed her eyes tightly.
“Really…… Is it not possible……?
I… About you…
I thought I knew a little…
But I didn’t know anything…?
Do I have to… let you go…?
I don’t want to… I don’t want to……”
As her shoulders began to rise and fall slightly, I continued to watch her without stopping my actions.
What was I to Carla?
It would be fortunate if I was just an object to relieve her sexual desire.
But if that was the case, she should have made another toy.
Why was she crying like this, saying she wanted to be with it, even going so far as to create something like a spider?
‘I thought she was getting better……
Was I wrong……’
If I ended up connecting with Carla again, it would definitely be even harder to leave her next time.
‘I don’t want to give her false hope.
Disappointing her again later would be even…’
“Why… Why can’t I…… Hicc……
I… I made it well… Properly… Ugh……
Hic… Hic… Come back……”
A dream that she could move forward with would be better than false hope.
If that was the case, wouldn’t everyone eventually be able to accept it?
As the spider’s mouth opened, it bit down on the small pink protrusion in front of it.
“Hic… Ugh… Aah……!!”
A moment that could be called an instant.
The half-closed eyes, filled with tears, flashed open, and at that moment, the tears that had been welling up gently flowed down.
The uncontrollable exclamation that burst from Carla’s mouth echoed through the rest area.
“Eh… Hicc… Ugh……?”
Before the surprised Carla could even grasp the situation, the small mouth that was biting her clitoris was tormenting it as much as it wanted, as if playing with a toy inside.
“Ah… Ah… Aah…!!
Ugh…!! Ah… Wai… Wait…
Heing……!! Ahng!! Haa!!”
The blanket that had been slightly covering her lower body was caught in her feet, and her smooth thighs and hips were completely exposed, but she didn’t even notice as she arched her back like a bow.
Without even knowing what was happening to her body.
Just desperately grabbing the small being that was biting her vulva and clinging to it as if she didn’t want to let go.
Of course, it was an act of sticking a spider to her vulva, but through that hand that she held tightly as if she never wanted to let go again, her warmth was also flowing towards the spider.
“Haa… Hiss… Haang…!! Spider… Goo……!!
I… I like it……!! Spider Goo……!!
Do… Don’t go… Hicc… I… I……!!”
Before Carla’s desperate cry could end, the spider’s mouth sucked in her clitoris.
When it even gave it a subtle vibration, Carla trembled all over as if she had been electrocuted, and stuck out her tongue with a strange voice as if her tongue had hardened.
“Ehehe… Huehe… Heung… Ehehe……!!
I wike it… I wuv… I wuv it……
Gi… Give… Give it to me……!!”
Just like the memories of the past that remained.
She pulled up the top she was wearing as I had taught her, and pinched and twisted her cute nipples that were exposed in the air.
Then, before long, Carla shook her waist as if an earthquake had struck, and reached her climax as it was.
As the sweet nectar that was sprayed coolly filled the spider’s abdomen, I was finally able to release Carla’s clitoris, who was panting.
“Hiss… Hicc…… Haa…
Haa…… Ugh……
Aah……!! Ah!!”
But the moment I took my mouth off her clitoris, Carla, as if she had come to her senses, raised her waist with a strange voice.
But Carla, whose strength had left her waist and slumped back onto the bed in an awkward posture, tried to hold me back by putting strength into the hand that was holding the spider.
‘Did she really notice……?’
I watched the panting Carla’s chest rising and falling as I was being held, but only for a moment.
Eventually, with a trembling hand, Carla brought me to her chest, and I gently lifted her clothes as I always had, and gently bit her nipple.
Delicately, and softly, as if handling a precious treasure.
As if this was the being I loved most in the world.
As the trembling palm slowly stroked the carapace of the spider that was biting it, sharing its warmth.
“Hehe… Hiss…… Spider… Goo……
I… I missed you……
Really… Really…… It’s Spider Goo…
I… I succeeded……
Finally… We meet again……”
At that very moment when I was reminding Carla of the sensation of sucking her nipple.
Strength slowly began to drain from Carla’s hand as she tilted her head slowly to the side as if she was tired.
Carla, who was reacting with twitches to the stimulation of having her breasts sucked, had fallen asleep and her body had become unable to wake up.
After releasing her nipple, I slowly slipped out of her arms, and was finally able to escape from Carla’s sleeping embrace.
‘Is she asleep…? She’s asleep, right…?’
There were many things I wanted to say, many things I wanted to convey.
Nevertheless, I had too many thoughts, and I couldn’t put anything out.
‘This wasn’t a path that was only good for each other, huh……’
I could only hope that by letting her know one more time, Carla would realize and become independent.
‘Is what I want, after all, a painful thing for you?’
Feeling unusually depressed today, I rolled off the bed and onto the floor, and slowly put my legs on the wall and began to climb it.
The figure of the spider slowly disappearing into the darkness, climbing the wall, became blurred.
And along with the figure of the silver liquid droplets gently sweeping over the small trace of fluid left by the spider, only a girl who had fallen asleep with a faint light was showing a small smile on her lips.
『Gene acquisition, applying spiral structure.
【Environmental Adaptation Protocol】 activated.』
