Chapter 137 – 35. Sinking (1)
How many months have passed? I can’t even estimate it. All you see is an endless ocean and the same people you see every day. At some point, this rotten space that blurred even the sense of time began to gradually erode my mental world.
“Ugh… Bored…”
I hold my head in inexplicable frustration and lament, not lament.
Actually, it was amazing and fun until the first week. It was refreshing to see sailing ships that were operated in the past. Unlike the original world, it was so enjoyable that my heart pounded just by seeing the various marine creatures that I had only seen in games.
But that’s only for a moment. If you see the same thing for days and days after a month or two, it is natural to gradually get tired of it, no matter how new it is.
At least I don’t know if there’s anything I can do. Since all I did when I woke up was eaten and stare blankly out the window, staying sane was not as easy as it sounds.
“I’ll take a short break!”
Let’s lie down in bed with bright eyes. Without fail, the deck captain’s voice is heard. I hope you get up and trudge out as if you had made a promise.
Sunshine so warm it hurt my eyes welcomed me.
Aha… The weather is so nice.
The cold winter is almost over and the weather is actually close to spring now. Well, nothing much changes here with the sea all around us just because spring has come, but the flow of the air, which was cold enough to hurt, has changed noticeably.
“Uh? “Saint, do you want to go fishing?”
I was just about to lose my mind. A sailor with whom I became close friends approaches me with a bright smile.
She comes out at this time every day and gently asks me if I have memorized my behavioral patterns. There wasn’t anything wrong, so I lowered my head slightly.
“Ah yes. “Can I borrow your fishing rod?”
“Yes. Write as much as you want. “You must be very bored staying on the ship.”
If you want to do it, it even tells you the location of the fishing rod and rice cake. So, I packed my belongings and trudged to the deck.
When I arrived with rice cakes and a fishing pole in both hands, the sight of a woman leaning on the railing caught my eye.
Uh? Bishop Lisa.
Is it something to do after a meal? I’m staring blankly beyond the horizon with a tobacco plant in my mouth.
As if I wasn’t the only one who was bored, she was sighing deeply, so I held my breath as much as possible and ran to her corner so as not to bother her…
“Priest, you’re not even a rat. What are you doing there, Jjolrangjjol?”
“Ah…”
What is this? Does this guy have eyes on the back? It didn’t make sense without a sensor detecting me.
While I hesitated for a long time, Bishop Lisa turned around and looked at me. He then tapped on the side of the railing, telling me not to think about running away and to come here.
“Why did you try to run away?”
“Oh, you’re running away. “It seemed like the bishop was lost in his agony, so I just gave him some space, so he could be alone.”
“Really… Sounds that don’t even sound like words… “If you avoid me as soon as you see me, I guess you really dislike me.”
Is she crazy? Would you like it? If you look at it, sexual harassment is constant, but I feel like I want to keep a distance of at least 1 km.
To be honest, I don’t know if I mix it up with a bit of love and give it to Nadenade. I can’t even feel the slightest affection. He’s a person who looks at me as if he’s some kind of deal… It was natural that he didn’t want to be in the same space for a moment unless he was an idiot.
“It can’t be. How much I like you, Bishop. Ehehe!”
Ha… Still, I have to escape the situation, so I laugh heartily and say nonsense that I don’t even mean. I laughed out loud, probably because she could clearly see my lie in her eyes, but I cringed involuntarily at the cold feeling that went up my spine, transmitted only through the air.
“Under… It would be great if you didn’t keep trying to run away…”
“… “
Bishop Lisa, who has now come within close range, sweeps my face with a hand twice as big as mine. Even though it is a situation he would normally hate, his face turns bright red at the slightest touch, perhaps because his body has been trained. Bishop Lisa was enjoying my reaction.
“What are you going to do if someone sees it?”
“You want me to see it? Rather, it’s more thrilling and fun to be at risk of getting caught, right?”
Crazy. It’s unique from the start. Even though I know I’ll get criticized if I get caught, I don’t stop. Rather, it is surprising that the mindset is that if you get caught, you will get caught.
The damn thing was, even in this situation, my damn body was feeling her touch.
“By the way, are you feeling okay? “I think I went a little too far yesterday.”
Huh? Yesterday? Ah… !
At her words, the events of the previous day, which I had forgotten, suddenly flashed by. Because of the shame of the corruption, my erection was not going down easily, so I took out some of the accumulated buildup from Bishop Lisa, but when I came to my senses to see what was possessing me, I found that I had already finished the whole affair.
And in the process, I vaguely remember bits and pieces of biting and sucking memories.
The image of me fucking like an animal to the point where I thought my back would be broken came to mind as a panorama.
“What? “Don’t you remember?”
“… “
Seeing me confused, Bishop Lisa tilts her head and narrows her eyebrows.
I never thought part of my memory would have been deleted. Well, it was strange that I was fucking the bed to the point where it broke, but it was still intact.
For some reason, my back hurt a lot this morning.
Damn, I realized that the reason the film stopped playing again was because of the alcohol. In fact, there is nothing to do on the ship and all you do is drink the whole day. I thought you threw up again and got into an accident…
When I opened the inner compartment, it turned out to be worse than that.
“That bishop… “Did we finish yesterday?”
“Ha… The numbers won’t go up. Check it out.”
Ah, that works!
I quickly pop up the status window at the top of Lisa’s words.
I can hardly stay still, so I wave my hands around in the air and urgently roll my eyes here and there. Soon, with a haze, letters were engraved in the air, and I read them straight away, chewing my nails.
[Current corruption level is +39.]
…
Kyaaaaa!
I hold my head and let out a silent scream at what has happened.
No, the number that was 38 until yesterday has risen to 39.
There were some things I didn’t expect from the beginning, but when I faced it with reality, it was indescribable.
Fucked… What do we do? I’m turning 40 soon…
It was something that would go up one way or another. I no longer expected to lower the numbers and just wanted to maintain the status quo, but that is not easy.
Every day, disturbing thoughts try to occupy my mind, but in some ways, being able to endure this much was almost a miracle.
Actually, the reason why this happened was because I was trying to slowly increase my numbers and keep whatever reason I had left for a long time…
Even though it was because of the shame of corruption, I was struggling on my own because I didn’t want to end up like a child whose brain was occupied by his dick.
“Priest, how much is it?”
Unable to shake off my anxiety, I chewed my nails in silence for a while. Bishop Lisa seems curious and asks about the numbers.
I sigh and say 39. It’s okay to lie, so I wish she would worry at least in these cases, but she would rather tell me the numbers. The corners of my mouth turned up as if I was amused by my gradual deterioration.
“Priest, did 40 have reduced intelligence?”
“Yes. That’s probably right.”
Driving me crazy. To make matters worse, the penalty is also very unintelligent.
When it’s hard to think clearly, and you’re being slapped with such a stupid penalty, the future becomes bleak.
If this continues, won’t you really become an animal that can’t do anything except fuck your pussy?
Then you really fucked up… As for the Golden Beast, having only Sylvia in our party is enough, so there’s no need for me too…
“Then you don’t really have to worry. There’s no point in becoming more stupid anyway.”
“…”
Lisa, is this Lisa? What do you mean?
Although some people are very worried, Bishop Lisa, who is actually the culprit behind everything, speaks calmly as if it is no big deal.
Even if it’s not a big deal, it’s true.
He said he liked me at some point! Treat yourself with a little respect, bitch!
“Bishop, I’m not that stupid.”
“I’m not stupid… Haha. A passing mutt would probably laugh. Even now, all I can do is get excited by being touched like this… If you don’t believe me, I cried like an idiot yesterday, wiping out all my tears and snot. I put it all in a crystal ball. If you’re curious, would you like to take a look? If you look at it, you will see how thoughtlessly you live.”
“… “
“Why? Are you upset? That won’t work. Actually, I was a little short yesterday, so why don’t I just try to get to 40 today?”
Ugh…
There are no real assholes.
Even if I want to say something, I can’t say anything because my dick is being held hostage. I couldn’t help but clenched my trembling hands and drew the sign of patience three times in my head to control my anger.
