Chapter 144 – 144 – Understanding Weakness
I nodded when threatened to stay still like a corpse. I am confident of that.
However, unfortunately, I could not accept the request to make it less stiff to make it easier to insert. The way he’s acting like he doesn’t know anything is neat and tidy, but it doesn’t make me feel relaxed.
Garam, whose eyes have rolled back, presses on my silence followed as if he wants me to be in pain, but the feel I feel is soft and comfortable.
Maybe it’s because I wear oversized clothes like Eshen, but it’s much lighter than my first impression.
“You were the hole in the door, right?”
Garam, who was dancing clumsily, suddenly stopped. And then he started moving hard again as if he didn’t hear me.
The sight of it hanging as if it had been lifted up by a cock was stimulating, as if it was tapping into one’s instincts, but if one is to ask which is better, the one where the waist is bumped lively and affectionately is more attractive.
Even though it is a funny gesture because it seems like an inexperienced person is trying to force himself to imitate an experienced person, the feeling of having your lower abdomen crushed by a wet crotch is just lovely.
However, if you try to touch that loveliness, you get a harsh response. After getting slapped on the back of my hand, I lowered my arm and said sullenly.
“I knew because my sister secretly told me.”
“Ugh, huh, so what should I do?”
“Did you plan on continuing like this after that?”
“Damn it. Is it my fault that I inhaled the scent of catnip because my gas mask was defective? It’s against the law to show someone in heat like that!”
“So, was it my fault for being there? No one asked you to, but you came and stole it, right?”
It sounds like something is impatient and frustrating. When I start crying, my hand goes up to wipe away my tears.
Garam scolded as he slapped his palm again.
“Stay still! And it was just a coincidence! A coincidence!”
“Is that possible, little brother?”
And then a shadow crept up behind him.
Before the startled Garam could even turn around, Eshen, who had overcome the shock of the surprise attack, gently squeezed our shoulders.
And I don’t know what kind of strange technique he used, but he gently turned both of us over.
Garam, who was instantly crushed and had the back of his head pressed against the pillow, opened his eyes round. Then he got angry and tried to push me away with his foot.
“Don’t look down on a weak subject from above. Come down now!”
“What are you talking about? You’re a thief cat who came in to steal from others.”
Eshen bit his lip and raised his palm.
“She was having a hard time with her first heartbreak in her life, so I tried to generously share it with her, but since she was playing around with me, you strangled her spine? Beat me like this.”
“···It’s not a good time to fight. You know that I’ll be crushed if I get in between you, right?”
“Anyway, it’s not a coincidence. It’s not a coincidence that you broke the strainer on a good gas mask or inhaled the scent of catnip because of it, just like it was a minor accident. It’s not a coincidence that you went to visit Tan. I know it well.”
“What do you know?”
Eshen picked up my top, which I had thrown off a moment ago. And then he gently waved it in front of Garam’s eyes.
Without realizing it, Garam moved his head towards the clothes as if he was possessed. Then, suddenly disgusted, he picked up his pillow and covered his face.
“It’s the smell. Even if you block the air flow with Monica’s barrier, you can’t control the faint smell on the pavement stones and tree bark. We are born trackers. Even when we are looking for prey, we can’t find the mate we have in mind. When I look for it. How about now?”
“···I’m wondering what’s going on.”
Eshen grabbed the back of my neck. And without even asking what I was going to do, I pressed my chest close to my brother’s face.
Garam took a deep breath in embarrassment and did not exhale for a long time.
“The scent of the person you rely on feels familiar and fragrant. Just like distinguishing a familiar voice even in the noise of hundreds of people, this one’s scent is the only thing that sticks to the tip of your nose. In the end, your instinct told you to steal it, and you stole it. “The day I saw it, I couldn’t stand it anymore.”
Eshen whispered sweetly. However, the content of the simple commentary is more erotic than the tone of speech.
Garam’s knee, which was raised as if he was going to push me away at any moment, slowly changes its position to an angle that wraps around my leg. Eshen squatted down next to the bed and grinned at his brother.
“Isn’t that right?”
“I’m going crazy, you’re talking so much nonsense…”
“I can’t deny it. Isn’t it painful because you don’t feel the same way as before when you’re alone? Leave it to this bastard.”
“···Even if you tell me to leave it to you, I’m not good at taking care of it either.”
I am not a professional at satisfying virgins. It was just by chance that a number of beauties met for the first time.
It would be nice if he wanted me, and not anyone else, to soothe his horny body, but how…
‘I want you to kiss me first.’
Just like before, the guidelines are delivered to your fingertips.
It wasn’t an illusion. It’s exactly as Lilith explained. A part of Garam seeps into me and whispers to me.
As a test, I put my mouth close to it, and although it glared at me as if I was somewhat shocked, there was no sign of rejection.
In the end, I make a bold approach by folding my lips. A definite response comes back. Garam’s whole body is already tingling from the body odor that is carried by his breath.
Even though he is embarrassed by the inner greed he has never felt before, he passionately responds by pressing his tongue against his. Although I suck greedily, I am not very good at it, so I startle at the sound of saliva being exchanged.
The kind of confession that Garam cannot bear to say out loud echoes in her head.
‘It would be nice if it had more of your scent on it.’
He wrapped his arms around her and started touching her entire body. He passionately kisses her shoulders, nape, and center of her chest, which are as pale as her hair.
Garam’s excitement increases every time a sticky coating of saliva appears. Excessively loud pounding is felt not only in the chest but also anywhere where the pulse touches.
Synesthesia, which allows you to guess without saying anything, seems more convenient and scary than you might think. I feel like I know before Garam where he will like where I put my hand.
I don’t know if Garam noticed that too, but .
“Oh, no. Now, wait a minute! This is scary…”
“Are you okay.”
Garam doesn’t understand what it means to be okay. However, he quickly relaxes as he strokes her head.
I’m thinking the hand caressing her lower abdomen is big and firm. The moment he thinks his body is melting into that touch, he becomes aware of the touch of an object deep within his touch.
No matter what sweet food touches your tongue, it will never be so stimulating. Even if you are not strongly stimulated, suppressed vocalizations quickly come out.
The unfamiliar humiliation of submitting to the weak mixes with pleasure and echoes in confusion. The notion of strong self-respect instilled in Garam throughout his life tells him to push this weak liar away.
But Garam’s instincts say the opposite. Isn’t it okay if it stays like this? Rather than meeting someone stronger than her and being forced to do as she pleases, as her compatible song’s providence dictates, wouldn’t you feel safer on this side?
All those thoughts are read as if looking down at a map. And at the same time, you can look down on Garam, who is defenseless without being tied up.
The fingers piteously squeezing the sheets stained with one’s own sweat resemble those of Eshen, who is quietly watching from the side, making one feel a sense of guilt.
“What are those eyes? Is it because you’ve been feeling guilty for bringing down your noble and neat sister to the level of a pervert porter?”
“···When were you noble?”
“Do you want to get hit?”
As I flirted with the smiling Eshen, I was suddenly met with negative reactions.
At first it was a little jealousy. I don’t want to witness the affection that has been building up between us for so long. They want to divert attention even by coercing and threatening.
But her words linger on the tip of my tongue and are swallowed back. Garam is not that strong.
I hate being weak.
“No···.”
“···Garam.”
I hate being weak.
I hated the thin hands and ankles that got hurt whenever I sparred, and the bones that broke easily no matter what I trained them with.
She had always been clumsy and slow compared to her older sister, who was at the same age and was crushing on her. I am also afraid that her mother turns away coldly and clicks her tongue.
She said she was white and that she was deformed. Some of her elders seriously urged her mother to abandon her old ways.
Those born with the ferocity of a tiger do not follow the weak. It seemed like everyone would leave her behind, so her Garam had to chase after everyone with all her might.
It’s panic. An eerie feeling passes through her mind as she is intoxicated with dreamy luck.
Anxiety pushed her back to face her older sister, and in the seat of King Ho, Garam sat down in fear.
It seemed like Garam was trying to mask his fear with a fierce smile or a cruel expression, but he couldn’t hide that fear from himself.
Now I think I know what the younger brother, who had formed a hunting party and came along the long way to chase after his older sister, wanted. What was there was not a fighter trying to overcome Eshen. He is a young child who cried and chased after his older sister who left him behind.
“I don’t like it…”
“Garam, I’m here.”
He hugs his waist and makes Garam sit down. Garam was about to push me away and hit me, but stopped.
The information that he had stopped because he was afraid he would die if he hit him was so scary that it made his stomach tingle, but for now, I just patted his head and calmed him down.
“Eshen is here too. I won’t leave you behind. It’s okay.”
“What are you saying out of the blue?”
“It’s okay to be a little weak. Not everyone is forcing you to be strong. Be quiet, Eshen. I’ll tell you later.”
Eshen also glanced at Garam, as if he sensed an unusual atmosphere. And then he slowly patted Garam on the back.
Garam, who was leaning against me and sobbing, whispered sullenly.
“You’re right. What are you talking about? What do you know?”
“It’s just like that. You can feel something when your bodies are pressed against each other.”
First of all, this isn’t a lie.
Garam gently lifted his head from my shoulder and glared at me with swollen eyes.
“If only I wanted to be comforted by a porter or something.”
“If I had, I would have told you in advance. I know.”
“···No. Actually, I don’t think there’s anything wrong with hearing it. Continue.”
“···Is that okay?”
“I’m just trying it out, but I don’t think it’s that bad even if it’s not Lan Bantai.”
Garam hugged me tightly and clung to me. Eshen, who was patting Garam’s back and then hugging him, narrowed her eyes and glared at me.
“You told me to move. Why don’t you move your back quickly?”
“···You guys are really unruly. You know that? You too, come here.”
“What are you doing here?”
Her sisters were laid side by side. Then she roughly placed her hand between Eshen’s legs, who obeyed.
I feel Garam struggling under the weight of my entire body. At the same time, Eshen’s sentiments are also vaguely visible. I was grumbling inside because I felt like I was being left out.
As I kissed Garam, I deliberately glanced at Eshen like an outsider and whispered.
“Her sister is a bad person. She doesn’t give her sister a chance when she wants to be exclusive.”
“You bastard. Can you give away everything that goes into your mouth? Ugh, I like it there…”
“You like it? Keep doing it? You said she was a noble sister, but you’re flattering her by wagging her tail because she’s so sweet?”
“Think however you want, porter bastard. Well, what kind of bastard is this, Garam? If he thinks he’s good at anything, he gets arrogant.”
“Well, that’s how it is. Anyway, if you touch it in earnest, even if it lasts just a little longer, it will start panting and crying, and it is desperate to overcome it somehow.”
“Wow, did you hear that? Looks like he’s excited.”
Garam is embarrassed by our giggling. And yet, she feels relieved as her feeling of alienation fades away.
And the feeling of my heated body being scraped by something thick slowly melts and flows. The core that has been left rotting is broken into small pieces and spread out.
The fear that had sharpened Garam fades away with each wave of joy. Garam could perfectly understand Eshen’s increasingly ecstatic moans. That day, he felt like he knew what the joy of the pirates and warriors he had glimpsed was.
Garam was accustomed to the feeling of being pushed to the edge of a cliff by a strong man. But she had never been so excited and excited as she was now.
Such coercion can be accepted at any time. Tan is the kindest strongman you’ve ever encountered. Understanding weakness.
···A strong person who understands weakness. This is my first time receiving such an evaluation.
The moment sweat fell on Garam’s cheek, Garam made a request with a tearful smile. The pronunciation was unclear, but the meaning was clear.
I wrapped my hands around Garam’s head, who was in ecstasy, and kissed him. Just as my body odor echoed to Garam, Garam’s cries echoed in my mind.
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“Brother.”
Did I hear something wrong? I quickly lifted my heavy head from sleep and woke up.
But my younger brother, who went to study abroad, is not here. It wasn’t even his younger brother’s voice to begin with.
I tilted my head and looked to the side. Garam, who was drowsily rolling his eyes, stared at me, then gently pulled his ears and laid him down.
Then, I placed my cheek on his chest and leaned in closely. Garam Taiga muttered with great satisfaction.
“Brother.”
“···Wait for a sec.
“Why? Is there a problem?”
“My heart hurts.”
Garam vigorously threw away the blanket and supported my body. Eshen, who had been snoring while leaning on my opposite shoulder, was swept away by the recoil and tumbled under the bed.
“Why! Well, the ceremony was done, brother! Then there shouldn’t be anything wrong! Does he have a chronic illness? Sister! Does this person have an illness?”
“Oh, nothing! Is that possible? What is it? Where does it hurt?”
“···It’s not because of the Mithra Holy Spear, and it’s not because of a chronic illness. Garam, try again what you just said.”
“You went through the ceremony?”
“After that.”
“There shouldn’t be anything wrong?”
“In front of him.”
“Brother?”
“Wow. This is what it feels like.”
“What are you talking about, I’m so cold-hearted for no reason. Garam, you crazy little brother, do I have to start throwing my head in the morning because of your fuss? And what kind of brother are you? I’m going crazy.”
“···Then how do you tell me to organize my titles? Don’t call me oppa when I’m five years older than you?”
Garam looked confused and said it as if it were obvious.
That’s it. There was something I didn’t want.
Even without the synesthesia granted by the power of the goddess or anything like that, Garam was able to soothe a complaint I had never even imagined.
“Listen, Eshen. How many years younger than me were you?”
“Four.”
“Have you ever thought of calling me oppa on a regular basis?”
“How many lives do you have?”
“You’re being so mean. I’m hurt. Please comfort me, Garam.”
As I tried to tangle, Garam panicked and pulled his body back. And in the process, he ended up seeing the bed from a slightly wider perspective.
The moment Garam saw all the stains on the bed sheets, he screamed and kicked my chin.
And as I was helpless, I screamed even louder.
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“I want you to tell me what you were hiding.”
“Thank God. It doesn’t look like his jaw was broken.”
“Stop talking back. Now, I want you to tell me what you’ve been hiding.”
The jaw that the doctor adjusted moved smoothly. Only after hearing the diagnosis that there was no brain damage did Eshen feel relieved and carry me out.
In addition to feeling sorry, Garam seems to be shocked and confused in many ways. Our party members are having a hard time trying to appease them.
I was relieved because I thought it ended without any nail marks on my body, but it was still the same. There are two Eshen. The fearless Eshen and the fearful Eshen.
Let’s just tackle one person at a time. When there are two of us, it seems like the risk is somewhat greater due to other issues rather than the night. They are truly hardcore sisters in many ways.
And even before that, there is something that bothers me. This is something that has made me worry again because of Garam.
In fact, Garam’s panic at the thought that Eshen had left him without a word was not entirely unfamiliar to me.
“Tell me if you’re fired.”
“It’s not like deportation or dismissal or anything like that. Why are you doing this all of a sudden?”
“Then tell me right away. I’m ready to listen to everything except deportation.”
“Uhm. Well, I don’t want to handcuff or handcuff you with a rope like I did to Garam, but I think you might cause a riot if I hear that.”
“Actually, at this point, I think it’s just an extension of play, whether you’re handcuffed or tied with rope.”
“I need to stay in the compatible song.”
“In what way?”
“Tena asked about my work from afar. It’s a rather large number of cases. It’s similar to a magic cave, but they said they found some very ancient ruins.”
“So?”
“I’m going to take a quick look around. Will it take about 15 days? In the meantime, you’re resting at Hwanhwagok.”
“What? You’re going to go on a mission without me? Are you saying that?”
“···I thought you would hate it, just like Tena said…”
“Can’t you come to the mission without me? It’s not like I can participate in all party work. If you’re in a hurry, you can just borrow a dragon or something from here and join, right?”
Eshen glanced back at me. With a bright color.
“Is that so?”
“That’s right. It’s natural.”
“No, well. Tena said she did something wrong in the past, and you wouldn’t be happy if I told you to leave her behind. Wow, I couldn’t be more at peace.”
“If I buy something, if it’s okay, I’ll ask you to put it in, but if you’re a patient, you should know the subject. Thank you, Eshen. I think I should get some rest during this time as well. Well, I’ve never been able to play for this long since I started working as a porter, right?”
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“I answered leisurely, but it’s all a lie. I’m so anxious. What if something happens while I’m away? Will they be able to change their socks without me?”
I’m so fucking anxious. As I sat on the dark observatory and complained of an occupational disease, Adamantone gave me a reluctant look, as if he had no idea what the problem was.
Then he slowly nodded his head and looked away.
“Is that so?”
“Damn, I know that the topic of porters may sound like groundless bullshit. But that’s not true! Last time, in the magic cave…”
Adamantone was in pain, holding his face as if he couldn’t even imagine. As the person who turned him into jerky, I decided to refrain from speaking.
“···I admit that you are great, but you will still be able to figure it out. Aren’t you all party members who have already surpassed Class A? They are all recognized for their experience and skills.”
“Really? Nothing bad will happen, right?”
“Just like you said to Tigris’ girlfriend, isn’t it possible for all team members to participate in all missions in a large party? It’s funny that I even say this, but if you’re on the same boat, trust me and leave it to me. Nothing much will happen if you look away for a moment. “What?”
“How were you? Did anything happen after I left the party?”
“Well, uh.”
Adamanthon groaned and scratched his head.
“I got my balls ripped off by a snake…”
I panicked and tried to run to Eshen. Adamantone quickly grabbed my collar and made me sit back down.
“Just stay here for a while. I’m just as anxious as you are.”
“Why?”
“You’re coming over there.”
“Who?
I looked back in the direction pointed by Adamantone. Dust was rising on the road leading to the narrow gate of Hwanhwagok.
It becomes familiar to the eye. That is the unique dust cloud of the cavalry. The refreshing sound of a horse stamping its feet is satisfying because the impact is clear.
I always thought that way whenever Uncle Mansell ran leading the party into battle.
…And the moment the white and gold metallic light flashed, I was speechless. Apparently, that sound is just like in my memories.
Adamantone spoke while chewing his lip.
“···It’s my father.”
