Chapter 211 – If_Happy Story 01: Fumble → 0.2 %
If_Happy Story 01: Fumble
→ 0.2%
Now, 5 minutes have passed since he committed the crazy act of urinating all over the food bowl he was using.
The fact that the ending had been twisted, which she had not suspected at all, caused her to be overcome by a strange sensation that she herself could not understand.
A small stick slightly longer than a finger, half pink and half white. And a narrow frame space that is much smaller than that.
The solid red line that appears between them,
Two lines.
A sight that makes you doubt your eyes.
There was a C indicating that there were no errors in the diagnosis, a solid red line in the control group, T to indicate pregnancy, and an experimental group…
A red solid line confirming the identity of the person was clearly engraved.
Undeniable, vivid
Two lines
Red solid line.
Ah…
Fumble.
In TRPG, this is the situation where the lowest probability judgment occurs. For example, when four six-sided dice are rolled at the same time, all four dice indicate 1.
In this case, even if it is a situation where success is absolutely necessary, the decision means unconditional failure. It is as absurd as tripping over a rock that sticks out from somewhere while simply walking.
It is as absurd as a dragon being burned to death by the flames of its own breath, or the Demon King in the final chapter suffocating to death by getting his neck caught on a toothpick. Although it seems impossible at first glance, the possibility of it happening is definitely not 0.
A word that means an absolute judgment of failure
Fumble.
Those words were passing through my mind.
The same probability that all 9 coins thrown in succession show heads, 1/512, approximately 0.002, a 0.2% possibility.
It seems like it won’t happen, but it does happen sometimes. The odds that it would actually happen and end up crashing down on me.
What happens. I had overlooked that possibility.
As much as it was overlooked, a strict judgment… Came to me and… I threw it away.
Undeniably, two clear red solid lines invaded the field of vision.
… Pregnancy… I did it.
Am I pregnant?
It was so unexpected that I couldn’t afford to think of anything else.
It would have been nice to say that at that moment, I had completely forgotten about the bet.
Above all, my head was filled with the thought that there was life inside this ship and body, and I had no time to pay attention to anything else.
The first emotion that came to mind was denial.
Twenty-five thousand won, too expensive for a disposable pregnancy test, I thought the device was wrong.
I don’t trust rational judgments that deny that it can’t happen.
In a hurry, I entered the pharmacy again and purchased a pregnancy test of a different brand.
Five pregnancy diagnosis kits from different companies.
I was looked at by the clerk with a strange look, but I didn’t have time to worry about that.
When urine does not come out, forcefully drink water.
Drink water… Urine that is drunk and squeezed out.
The urine that normally overflowed so much now doesn’t leak out like a dry well.
Already, the relaxed appearance at first was gone, and the paper cups I had roughly prepared… I took a pregnancy test of a different brand and soaked it in the urine that was forcefully expressed.
… This time it didn’t even take 5 minutes.
Appears clearly
Two
The red line.
Clear evidence pointing to pregnancy.
Something else, something else… All indicators pointed to the inevitable truth.
A mess of pink sticks.
The shape of the disheveled sticks was slightly different, but without exception, two red lines were clearly visible.
I couldn’t bear to turn my eyes away from that fact.
Even if I repeat it… Even if I repeat it… The indicators showing the same result were showing such clear evidence that I could not bear to look away.
Maybe I… It looks like she ended up getting pregnant.
What should I do…
In that unrealistic situation, I couldn’t think of anything.
I was just wondering.
Slavery, contracts, things like that.
The reality that I had given birth to a new life was sudden and heavy.
A pregnancy that occurred without any preparation.
I didn’t know who my father was, and there wasn’t a single drop of emotion, such as love, mixed in during the process.
All that existed was an overwhelming sense of pleasure.
A feeling so far removed from what a mother should feel.
At all… The weight of the unexpected pregnancy is heavy.
I was tormented by that fact, agonized over it, and hesitated for hours.
My focus was blurred, and my head was dizzy.
The first thing I saw with my wandering eyes was a camera that was filming this scene.
In an unexpected situation, I forgot to turn off the camera. No, I had forgotten that there was a camera.
At the same time, the existence of a contract comes to mind only then. Contents of bet.
Ah…
The fatal thing was what still remained.
Only then did I remember the details of the bet I had made in passing.
Slave…, A story that people who have lived in ordinary modern society would have only read about in books. But now that it has become reality, an undeniable story is coming.
Kindly, the attached file sent through SEPal contained a stamped fingerprint that was clearly engraved by him and a copy of the contract, which was an unfair contract itself.
There was no element to deny.
Like that…
I became the mother of a child, and at the same time, I became someone’s slave.
Obviously… You must have been hoping for this situation yourself,
I couldn’t laugh.
The overwhelming sense of reality weighed heavily on my shoulders.
I was dizzy at the conclusion of such a truly unexpected disaster.
I can’t get my hands on anything.
I couldn’t even realize what I was doing or how I was moving.
Just, my legs felt weak, and I didn’t even realize that I had collapsed… I sit down on the floor.
I can’t think of what to do or what to do. I can’t think of anything.
Pregnancy… The perception that a new life has been conceived within the belly.
Two solid red lines clearly appeared on six different brands of pregnancy tests spread out on the floor… It makes you feel an unavoidable sense of reality.
What I have done myself is something that cannot be undone… It brushes the back of my head like a flashlight.
And what happens after… Even your own destiny.
The feeling that the reality that has been postponed and put off is now coming.
A reality that cannot be escaped or escaped from.
Along with the realization that he has done something irreversible, the reality that it is already too late to turn back comes upon him.
It was only then that reality was shaken by awareness, by the destruction that had been postponed, by the awareness of the fear, anxiety, and fear that was approaching reality.
A feeling as if the ground beneath your feet is collapsing.
I can’t stand properly.
I was just sitting there helplessly, but it felt like the world was spinning around me.
What to do, how to do it… There’s no way anyone could know.
Just… I couldn’t think of anything.
I feel dizzy.
All I can do is escape reality like this.
I sit down on the floor and quietly turn my unfocused eyes towards the ceiling.
Only time passes.
Going to work at a café, eating as usual, taking the given medicine, putting an enema into the butt hole…
Even uploading photos of SEPal’s daily routine…
I couldn’t even think about taking pictures of the pregnancy test results.
No, would it be correct to say that I didn’t want to think about it?
I couldn’t do it.
Do nothing… I couldn’t.
Just devastated… Only time, only time flows endlessly.
Even if that happens, nothing can be resolved.
A meaningless, useless escape from reality.
It seems that I was more shocked by this situation than I thought.
I completely forgot about going to bed, and spent the night sitting on the floor with my eyes open.
The signs of heat that scolded my body, the masturbation that I always did while lying in bed… I couldn’t do it today.
I didn’t do it.
I didn’t want to do it.
When I came to my senses, I think it was probably after morning.
Why maybe… That’s because I myself couldn’t tell what time it was.
When I came to my senses, the sunlight was shining through the window.
My forehead is hot.
Usually… A completely different kind of heat than the obscene heat that I always felt.
An unpleasant, stinging sensation made my head dizzy.
… I don’t want to think about anything.
I don’t want to… I didn’t.
Meanwhile, I was just devastated, but… I was hungry.
I was hungry.
Even in this situation, even in this situation, you can still be hungry…
Growling─, the sound of my stomach rumbling quietly echoed through the room, completely ignoring my current feelings.
It’s as if I’m claiming that the worries I’m having right now aren’t a big deal, as if I’m saying it’s just a trivial thing that’s worse than starving for a meal…
I’m hungry, I’m hungry.
It sounds really stupid, but I was feeling hungry even in this situation.
Self-blame, regret, fear about the situation you found yourself in… The fact that such feelings were only inferior to hunger was shocking and unacceptable.
… There was nothing to do, but with the sound of being hungry and the feeling of hunger growing stronger, I had no choice but to stand up.
Not yet… I couldn’t escape this feeling, but I wanted to at least eat.
Habit is so scary.
Even in this situation, I took off my clothes and was naked… Naked, lying face down on the floor, eating feed made for humans like livestock.
Yesterday morning… In the same dog bowl where he urinated…
Perhaps due to my mood, it tasted a little salty.
A brown solid mass that fills the mouth.
Although it was not tasty at all, the body skillfully continued this act of chewing, which had already become a daily routine.
At the same time… Even in this situation, I was starting to get a little heated.
A completely different kind of heat than the unpleasant feeling from earlier… Passionate heat filled with sexual desire.
Does this mean that the body has already become habituated?
Just by eating, your body automatically reacts.
Just now, I couldn’t stop the moisture from seeping into my lower abdomen, as if it were a lie to say that I had no intention of doing so.
Fortunately, the opposite sex has not yet recovered from the shock… He was stubborn as if he couldn’t do such a thing and just forcibly blocked the downward movement of his hand.
Yet… A little bit of relief that I haven’t been completely tainted by pleasure.
However, that sense of relief is easily shattered by the subsequent prolongation of the physiological phenomenon.
I didn’t do something.
It wasn’t anything special.
Extension as usual.
It was just an extension of the karma that I took for granted every day.
It was just that the desire to defecate was naturally promoted as the act of eating continued.
Normally, I would have inserted a suppository with light blue liquid flowing into my butt hole, but my body had already become so that it would react naturally even if I did not have to do such a thing.
How much better it would have been if it were an unavoidable physiological phenomenon caused by medication.
However, even if one’s body was not particularly dependent on drugs, it was already capable of promoting reflex excretion in a form no different from a conditioned reflex.
By pointing it out, it made me want to go to the bathroom.
… A swollen belly.
I had already become unable to bear that feeling.
Of course I couldn’t bear it…
Under the prepared pet litter pad, a lump of light blue jelly is excreted… It was excreted.♡
In the midst of all this, is it an unfortunate habit to end up laying down pet toilet pads? It arises and goes away naturally, like flowing water.
“Ohhohohohoho!!♥”
Just by not quenching my sexual desire for a day or so… The sexual desire, which was overflowing like a dam, burst out as if collapsing due to the pleasure of excretion through the anus.
Barking like an animal.
In the end, I…
Unable to last even a day, he moaned and masturbated like a lustful animal.
The shock of becoming a slave.
The shock of pregnancy, of having conceived life in one’s own womb.
In front of the pleasure of excretion, it just flowed away like a sand castle collapsing.
Ah…
Ah… ♥
The fact that she is an unavoidable female…
It was something I noticed again.
Maybe it was because of my mood, but it felt like there was moisture around my eyes instead of my lower abdomen.
It’s strange, it’s not even a sight… There’s no way it could get wet.
Huh… ♥
… The serious wandering and self-reflection ended with just one act of masturbation.
In this way, becoming a slave didn’t seem like something strange at all.
I was so shocked by something like this that I had to miss work without notice. I felt really sorry.
I contacted you yesterday to apologize for being absent from work without any contact. For some reason, the store manager seemed happy that I didn’t show up.
… That fact hurts.
I feel like I have become a useless person, as if I know how I am viewed.
I am losing my place.
Even though I thought it was a blessing to be self-employed, I felt sad.
A total of six pregnancy tests thrown on the floor.
Everything had two lines drawn in bright red, so it seemed clear what it meant.
Ah… Camera.
It was only then that I realized that I had left it recording all day yesterday.
How crazy it was.
And then, SEPal’s command came to mind.
My chest is tightening.
… Slave.
Words like that make my heart tighten and tighten.
A word I’ve imagined, but never thought would come true.
Now the word was coming upon me in a rather realistic way.
What should I really do…♥
I was definitely scared and anxious, but…
On the other hand, there was also a part of me that let go of my expectations.
In the end, she was that kind of woman, that kind of female.
Again… That kind of awareness is exciting.
It’s dizzying.
