Chapter 205 – Usual… Routine, SEPal Report (3)
Usually… ‘S routine, SEPal report (3)
Doing the national gymnastics naked in front of a full-length mirror was quite a novel experience.
No, more than that, it is surprising that even in 2047, national gymnastics has not been forgotten.
… As for manual gymnastics, the national gymnastics is still alive.
When I think about it, I didn’t really do national gymnastics after graduating from elementary school, so I thought I was just forgotten these days.
That too in 2047… The national gymnastics in Korea…
Rather, did the master who gave this order think that I would even know what national gymnastics was?
In a way, gymnastics reminds me of my childhood.
At the same time, memories of my innocent childhood… A sense of immorality, as if I was being overwritten by pervert-like memories, made my body tremble… I feel base pleasure.
… My heart trembled with a sense of immorality.♡
I feel dizzy, as if I’m somehow doing something I shouldn’t.
I returned to my elementary school days, and… I took on the appearance of a strange woman, naked too… A picture of myself doing national gymnastics.
It was quite comical to see a grown man doing national gymnastics naked.
However, from the person involved’s point of view, in addition to the sensitivity of the body that has become more sensitive, this exercise called national gymnastics requires more active movement than I was aware of, so every time I do a certain movement, it feels a little… I used to sigh at the obscene sensation.
70F.
It is simply said to be 70F, but in reality, the upper chest circumference alone has increased by a whopping 7 cm from 84.8 cm to 91.7 cm… Since it refers to growth in girth, not just length, the size of the suddenly swollen breasts could be said to be beyond imagination.
Rapid growth to the point where a child has become an adult.
A drastic change in breast size, to the point where you can clearly see the difference in size with the naked eye.
Of course, this difference could not be felt.
Not only did it appear on the outside, but in real life, the load on the chest and the difference in inertia depending on the volume could be clearly felt at every moment.
Especially… If you do an exercise that includes slightly active movements like this, you can feel it right away.
The size of the breasts has suddenly expanded, and the vibration of the heavy flesh on the body whenever the breasts shake in the air is quite strong… My back twisted in a moist, painful feeling.
Quite violent recoil of the chest. The body’s load on the waist and shoulders and the shock of recoil due to inertia flow directly through the body.
Arm exercises, whole body exercises, jumping… Every time I move my upper body vigorously, the light impact I feel on my chest is more stimulating than I thought, sometimes making my body feel hot.
Especially… Pierced nipple that appeared yesterday.
That hard metal ring stimulates the nipples hard every time the breasts shake… It made me sigh dizzyingly.
Quite… It was thrilling.♡
The problem is that if this were just the load or pain caused by exercise, I could have easily overlooked it, but the biggest problem is the change due to the one addition that happened yesterday.
Pierced chest…
Oh, I’m not saying it’s because of the piercings in the nipples.
… Of course, the additional stimulation provided by the metal was quite a problem, but that was not the fundamental cause.
When I had my nipples pierced, Anna gave me a strange spell… ♥ That was the biggest problem.
What on earth did I do, what went wrong… Was it simply that the influence of the spell was that strong, or was it not that I was now consuming it on a daily basis? . I don’t know if it was due to the drug’s effect of reducing resistance, but I couldn’t figure out what happened.
She was even more aware that her body was becoming strange.
… Pain, yes, the reaction to pain was the problem.
It was truly incomprehensible, but I was becoming unable to perceive pain correctly.
It’s too strange to be said to simply be a pleasure from masochism…
The sensation was too clear and vivid to say that it was not a problem of the mind, but a result of the mental pleasure of being exposed to irrational violence.
Literally, deterioration of the body.
Before feeling pain, there is a feeling of pleasure, as if being caressed.
This dizzying flow of current, which is not simply due to a feeling, but actually flows through the body, is clearly a signal transmission through the pleasure nerve…
But that didn’t mean I couldn’t feel the pain.
The pain itself was still alive, and when the irrational stimulation that was applied occasionally continued, the resulting pain would precede it. I felt pain when her buttocks were tapped or the fat mass on her chest was violently shaken.
It wasn’t that there was no pain.
The sense of pain was alive, and the pain caused by the pain was felt.
At least in these matters, I believe that I am still normal… I think I have the common sense to feel pain as pain.
I was not yet broken to the point where I could not tell the difference between pain and pleasure, and at least I knew that I was satisfying my masochism through the pain, rather than enjoying the pain itself.
However, that common sense has recently begun to crack.
It was true that there was pain, pain, but…
A sharp feeling that precedes the pain even before it is felt… Haiyan─ The current of pleasure spread like ripples, and I became aware of the dizzy feeling caused by pleasure before the pain.
As time passes, that proportion is biased toward a sense of pleasure… Gradually, the line between pain and pleasure became blurred for me.
That fact… It brought even more fear and alarm.
Not being able to recognize pain as pain… It was more scary than I imagined.
Pain that begins to be replaced by a sense of pleasure.
The boundary between pain and pleasure becomes blurred.
It’s only been a day, but my body is already… I started to look forward to the feeling of pain.
Beyond just masochistic tendencies… A body that fundamentally begins to desire masochism.
At this rate, the anxiety that I would eventually come to perceive the pain itself as nothing more than pleasure ate away at me.
Gradually… It was falling apart.
A deformed condition that can even be called simply masochistic tendencies.
Like this, really… What should I do if I become unable to feel any emotions other than pleasure?
My head hurt♥
Just like that, I was able to finish filming the national gymnastics exercise that warmed my body with an excited sigh.
What the recorded video looks like… Let’s just say it was a very embarrassing sight.
Oh, and thank you for your continued comments and support… [The unicorn cries and cries] Master.
… The destructive one who took my virginity… The man who boasted about male things, master… ♡
His sponsorship list and comments… With exactly yesterday as the boundary, as if to remove any unpleasant traces, I am reviewing the sponsorship records and comments that have been sent so far… I deleted everything.
… ?
Is it because she is no longer a virgin?
What on earth is it about virgins that we are so obsessed with?
I thought it was absurd, but at the same time… That day… I swallowed my saliva while remembering that fantastic first experience.
The end, that… The contemptuous sound that the heartless male had made towards me at the end of his irresponsible ejaculation rang in my ears.
The man spat and left as if he didn’t care about the passionate and violent love they had shared just moments before, and as if he didn’t like the sight of the woman’s collapsed face.
Probably the most shocking thing that happened that day… An act of unwillingness.
More than that, the last time that made him feel like his virginity was worth less than a piece of toilet paper.
So miserable… It was so humiliating♥ that the man’s last appearance came to mind as if it were a good thing.
… It was humiliating.
A shame that cannot be washed away.
… People really… ♥ What are you thinking?
It’s so sad… It’s a pity… I was ecstatic ♥
Ah… Why is it, as a human being, a moment that should be so miserable and deplorable… I’m so ecstatic… What was dizzying was♥
And then, the man left without looking back, as if he really had no value since she was no longer his virgin.
All records were completely deleted, as if I had become an impure object.
… I offered my virginity to a man like that.
At the same time, the violent… Wild sex… That was what came to his mind and made his face blush.
Yet… As soon as it came to mind, my heart pounded passionately.
That… It was amazing♡
Putting humanity aside, that male’s dick… It was special.
Before remembering the discomfort of that last humiliating situation—
That man’s favor─ that… It was a feeling of regret that I might not be able to experience the destructive or even destructive experience again♡.
This…
Even though he was aware that he had eaten, he couldn’t stop thinking about it.
It may seem like a bitchy girl, but… As such, the first experience of that day, the first experience, was unforgettable and shocking.
Every moment, he thought he might die.
I really thought I was going to die.
My internal organs are pierced by a burning stake and become like grilled skewers. Every time I get impaled, a flood of pleasure exceeds the limits of my brain cells, a torrent of dizzying pleasure that threatens to destroy my body, and I cry out near death. The moment I cried…
Defeated by the dick, dominated by the dick, surrendered before the dick… First_experience.
Really… I thought I was being murdered by Mr. Jaji.
It seemed as if each and every brain cell was dominated by the feeling of pleasure, and was dyed in the joy of pleasure… A dizzying experience.
Without even a moment to reflect on reason, he did so harshly… I was roughly hit and pressed by the dick.
Boom♥… Rice cake── Thump♥♥… Rice cake.
I literally put my dick down my pussy as if I was hitting it with a mortar.
At the same time, the imprinting ceremony took place.
Still, I haven’t experienced the strange behavior that has countless explanations.
If her explanation is correct, in the future… For the rest of her life ♡ Will she be never able to forget that experience?
… If you think about it that way…♡
Fear, excitement… In the midst of the tightrope walking between these emotions, I still felt the pain of a vivid foreign body feeling like it was pressing all over my stomach and intestines.
Even after a day… The intense sensation was so vivid that it felt like you could touch it.
