Chapter 177 – First, Sex_An Intense First Time That You Will Never Forget for the Rest of Your Life… ♥
First, sex_It was an intense first that I would never forget for the rest of my life… ♥
A terrible male scent that makes your head pound.
The texture of the bumps and protrusions that can be felt on the cheek from the skin stimulates the imagination.
The size and ferocity can only be seen even through the trunk.
The five senses, which had become sensitive to the point of being unrecognizable after repeated injections of drugs that did not know what type or purpose they were for, were able to deduce many things with just that amount of information.
I can do it.
Size or shape… Even that state is somehow known to me. I am overwhelmed.
I can’t take my eyes off it.
Filling your nose… I couldn’t escape this dizzying smell.
It’s all in my head… I am so filled with things about this man, this male, that I can’t think of anything else.
Just snorting unsightly… I bury my head in the trunk and fall in love with it.
I thought it was like an animal.
She was aware that she looked very ugly as a woman, and indeed as a human being, but she could not go against her instincts.
Just that alone makes my lower abdomen hot.
I was out of breath.
A female in heat.
Excessive information sent by sharp senses easily exceeds the total amount that can be accepted and causes hyperventilation.
The material of the cloth rubbing against your cheek, the size and volume of the hideous object sticking out beyond it, the thick concentration of sweat encroached upon in the confined space, and even the residual smell of ammonia, are all within your grasp. It seems to vividly encroach on the nasal passages and mess up the head.
In my imagination, the large size and hideous shape of the dark red anaconda never left my mind.
As if I was captivated by her eyes, the image in my imagination was vividly imprinted on me.
“That person is the man who will grace Ha-eun’s first appearance today. Looking at you now, I’m glad to see that Ha-eun is also satisfied. Originally, our boss was planning to take Ha-eun’s virginity away, but unexpectedly, someone else came in contact and decided to bid on Ha-eun’s first experience for a whopping 35 million won.”
Successful bid…
A person’s first experience was that her virginity was bought and sold as if she were an object.
AV… It was also filmed, and there were so many more… I’ve done a variety of lewd and vulgar things, but when it comes to my own body… The fact that chastity was traded through the value of money gave rise to unpleasant and degrading sentiments.
In fact, in SEPal, you are provided with fictitious currency called points and are said to be able to carry out various commands… You might say it’s not much different from selling your body.
The feeling given by currency with points and face value was very different, and the work at SEPal was limited to taking pictures or leaving comments… There was a big difference in the emotions I felt when I heard that my daughter had been auctioned off for a huge sum of 35 million won.
The misery of having my body bought and sold by someone other than me.
I couldn’t help but feel even more saddened that such a precious fact was arbitrarily decided without permission. I feel like my right to decide on my own body has been taken away by someone else.
There’s your own… The discomfort of having the initial value, the value of the body, set at a specific amount.
… A mysterious feeling flows through my body, as if I have become a cheap prostitute whose body is bought and sold for money, not as if it were, but literally.
A dark poison spread throughout my body.
It wasn’t that I didn’t feel miserable. It wasn’t that I didn’t know shame, or that there was no shame. It’s not that I don’t feel humiliated and pathetic at times.
This situation wasn’t anything other than disgusting and humiliating.
The moment my dignity as a woman and human being was undermined, the moment my human rights were ignored, I couldn’t help but feel very sad and regretful.
It’s not that I don’t know those feelings. It wasn’t that I couldn’t feel it.
However, every time I feel that emotion, the moment I feel humiliated, the feeling of humiliation dominates my mind, the moment I blush with shame, and cannot bear to raise my head due to shame, at that moment, a cruel pleasure dominates my whole body. The crotch gets wet with base ecstasy.
My face blushes in misery, and shame tightens my entire body.
More than regretful and sad feelings… It is covered with ecstatic pleasure and becomes unbearable. I become addicted.
Falling, being crushed by others… I feel so much pleasure that I can’t help it.
Have I become a masochist? Or was she a masochist from the beginning?
It is said that people are irrational and absurd, treated, traded, and valued as they please, and treated as if they are objects, or as something lower than objects, and are defiled, belittled, and sold.
Even in this situation, no, because of this situation, I remembered the ecstasy.
Get excited and bury her nose between the man’s trunks.
I fall in love with the strong scent given by the male.
It gets even more excited, and out of pain, it imitates a cat crying. As if I had become a female, like a cheap prostitute being sold for money, for one night, with my body… As if I had become such a miserable bitch that I gave my heart over to a piece of paper money… ♡
They acted coquettishly and made flirtatious remarks as if they were falling in love.
Then, a huge hand grabbed her face and pulled me out of her trunk.
“Ah…♡”
The warmth and body odor of a male moving away. I can’t stand it and let out a pitiful groan.
The grip of the man holding my face was huge.
Should I say that my palm is as big as my head? Only then did I get away from the light blue trunk that had filled her mind and look at the man holding me.
“Hello. Have you calmed down a little?
Nice to see you. [The unicorn cries and cries]. Ah, it’s a little embarrassing to try to use a nickname like this.”
The man takes off the sunglasses he was wearing.
The exposed face looks a little innocent compared to its imposing size. However, perhaps because of the inevitable difference in size between him and me, his simple-looking face is helplessly overwhelmed.
I am overwhelmed by the physical differences that can be seen just by looking up a little.
No, it’s more like [The unicorn cries]… I think it’s a bit amazing that such an embarrassing name can be mentioned outside.
The man scratched his head in embarrassment, wondering if I was the only one who thought that way. The appearance seemed somewhat naive, which lightened the mood a little, but the pressure that came from the natural difference in size was unavoidable.
“I didn’t want this moment to come, but it was inevitable.
But… If she was no longer a virgin, she at least wanted to do it with her own hands, so she was able to come here through the boss with great difficulty.
Still, it’s not a waste to think that I can leave with my own hands an unforgettable memory of losing her virginity to Ha-eun for the rest of her life.”
… What a ridiculous obsession this is.
I felt this before, but he was not an ordinary person. No matter what, it follows me to a place like this… I was amazed by that obsession.
However, the man with the embarrassing nickname of [Unicorns Cry] Was so strong that you can’t even imagine from his absurd words, naive voice, and innocent-looking face.
No, it was not so much sturdy as it was bulky.
Wide shoulders, a solid body with a copper color that can’t help but be seen in the naked upper body, muscles exposed, and forearms as thick as logs.
The overwhelming size of his height overwhelmed me just by showing it.
Lee Ha-eun’s height is 167 cm. Her height was considered relatively short for a woman, but even that was nothing compared to the man in front of her. Even compared to the other men around her, he was about a head taller.
Wouldn’t it easily exceed 2 m?
However, the body that was wider than that was proud of its bulky physique. Thighs and forearms reminiscent of a horse, as if she were really a unicorn, and a thick waist supporting it all.
… And even more than that, the ferocious presence flaunting beyond the trunk.
I am just overwhelmed by the drastic difference in size.
I am already so overwhelmed by the male in front of me that I can’t even remember a trace of that ridiculous nickname.
He is so manly that I can’t even compare him to myself, who was just an ordinary office worker in my previous life. No, something like that could be said to be appropriate for the word male.
Due to the overwhelming difference, both males and females could not help but feel defeated.
I am overwhelmed.
I give in.
Even from the same species, there were differences that could not be overcome.
Just by looking up… I had no choice but to surrender.
As if I wasn’t the only one who felt that fact, the man’s eyes looking down at me changed.
Abandon the gentlemanly attitude inside and outside the screen.
Rough wild nature breathes.
The winners and losers were clearly divided.
He changes from his innocent appearance just moments ago and gives orders in a harsh voice.
“Take it off.”
But it was so natural that I couldn’t feel anything strange.
I obey his words like I should have from the beginning.
Like a submissive slave, she kneels in front of him and, in a servant-like posture, points her hand toward the trunk where the bulky object is hidden.
And I was stopped.
“Not with your hands, but with your mouth.”
Short words that don’t even make up a sentence.
I think it shows the gap between him and me, making me even more excited.
And, as he said… Instead of being a maid, he withdrew her hand, feeling as if she had become a domesticated animal, and pressed her lips to the edge of her trunk.
A strong male scent that spreads across your tongue.
Just a little bit of inhalation makes you dizzy from the strong smell that hits your brain.
Carefully, I grab the end of the trunk with my lips and slowly go down.
Along with the hideous object slowly being revealed, the terrible and disgusting male body odor that filled my mind was distant. In a hazy way, I fall in love.
When I took off the entire trunk, only then did I reveal myself… That hefty, or rather ugly, thing that doesn’t even feel like a good word, suddenly landed on my head.
It was just big.
2 m 22 cm. It was so hideous and huge that it could be said to match the size of the man, who could already be described as a horse rather than a human.
My slender arms, let alone my arms, are as thick as my thighs.
The weight that lightly presses down on the head creates the illusion that it is carrying a human head.
And a terrible smell.
A strong body odor struck my nasal passages, as if all male pheromones had been collected and concentrated.
It was amazing that something like this could be hidden inside just a piece of cloth.
That’s how big it is… It was ugly.
The visible dark red blood vessels and thread veins were so disgustingly large that they were visible to the eye.
Same man… The male symbol was so different from mine that it was miserable to even use the word. There was a huge difference in size, thickness, shape, and texture.
It couldn’t even be said that the difference between a child and an adult was that small.
It was just a different species.
I am overwhelmed.
I couldn’t help but feel a sense of defeat.
Before the female, we are faced with the fact that we cannot win from our very existence. It becomes engraved.
The fact that you are a helpless loser and that you are a living being that must obey and submit is clearly etched into your mind.
That much presence.
Pseudophimosis.
Hidden in the foreskin that covered the object, which was already a waste of the word penis, was a glans penis that was full of the scent of a soft male. The overwhelming scent of a male that can be felt even when he has not yet fully revealed himself.
… ♡
It was weighing down my head.
That weight, that presence, tramples on me and the being called me.
I can’t help but look up.
Even the shadows and shadows completely cover my face.
I couldn’t even win against the shadow of a dick.
Complete defeat.
With that alone, she is forced to accept the truth that she is a helpless female.
Overwhelmed by just the presence of a shadow, the evidence of the female is shed.
… It left a small yellow stain on the bottom of the matrix.
