Chapter 290 – I Love You
Wolfgang looked into the distance for a moment.
Laying in the same bed with your beloved lover and thinking about other things.
It wasn’t a very good move. Even quite a few flirts tend to focus on one woman at night. Even more so if you take that into account.
Such is the fate of the man with many flowers in his hand. Love many women, but don’t neglect all of them. In a way, it is similar to tending a flower garden.
It should not happen that one flower withers noticeably compared to the others, or that it blooms so splendidly that it overwhelms the fragrance of the other flowers.
‘Alicia…’
But, what should I do in this case?
Right now at this moment. The face reflected in Wolfgang’s blood-red eyes was undoubtedly Alicia’s. It goes without saying that the woman he envisions in his mind is also Alicia.
However, is Alicia sharing warmth right in front of his eyes and Alicia glimmering beyond his blurry focus really the same person?
Are Alicia, who shared love with him and whispered in each other’s ears, imagining a happy future, and Alicia, who has lost her memory and is afraid of him, really the same person?
—Thump, pound…
His heart, beating slowly but powerfully, seems to be screaming that the two Alicias are the same.
Wolfgang’s instinct as a man also constantly urged her to quickly hold the lovely Alicia in her arms and imprint the fact that she was hers once again.
But inside Wolfgang, he was still hesitating.
A dissonance that arises as the body, reason, and emotion give different answers. If you are an unmanned person, it is similar to a simma (心魔) that you must always be wary of.
Is it right to force her love on her when she is caught up in the emotions of the moment and no longer loves him?
Alicia, who whispered that her body and mind belonged to her, is completely different from Alicia now.
Wolfgang asked himself.
‘What should I do with you?’
Of course, I don’t care about her little things, and I don’t mind taking her as her desires lead.
The whole empire already knows that Lieutenant General Wolfgang von Schwarz, a war hero and apprentice of the general, is the man of the princess.
Even the children of the manor in the countryside are humming a song about their love. Even the maid of honor and the imperial guard, who value the safety of the imperial family and the imperial family above all else, think nothing of the fact that he enters and leaves the princess’s bedroom in the middle of the night.
Even now, look.
“This, this person… Is too strong…”
Even though he doesn’t do anything for such a long time, the fragile Alicia can never get out of his arms. It means that even if he pushes her forcibly and takes her as she is, she will not be able to resist.
But Wolfgang did not.
Alicia is the woman who has been with him the longest of all her lovers. There is no doubt that the love for each other is deep, even though the methods are different.
If someone asked him which of her lovers he loved the most, she would say that she loved them all equally, but at the same time the woman’s face that passed through her mind would surely be Alicia’s.
Rather, it is more careful because it is precious.
She feels guilty for forcing her own one-sided feelings on Alicia. Through harassment and coercion under the guise of a prank, she lies in the same bed and looks at each other, but if it goes one step further.
Wouldn’t that be a big, irreversible sin against Alicia?
In the middle of her unfocused, dazed eyes, Alicia frowning and whimpering to get away from him and Alicia telling him she loves him with a big smile overlapped.
Wolfgang was confused.
Behind his motionless body, his mind wandered like a drunk.
Just as the present Alicia does not love him, the Alicia he loves is not the present Alicia. If you want to resolve your past regrets and share love, it would be better to share it after recovering your memories.
With the help of Hasene, who reigned as the queen of the underworld with her spiritual supernatural powers, and the help of the archmage Scarlett, Runic of restoration was directly realized. Nevertheless, I still haven’t recovered her memories, but there will be many more if I find a way.
Not much time had passed yet. If nothing is done, there is also an insurance called the Miracle of the Saint, which is a means saved for the last.
Then, at this moment, as it is.
Should I let Alicia go?
—Slowly…
As soon as he thought that, the power in his arm was released by itself.
Even if they released their strength, the prison of hard muscles did not disappear, but the physical abilities of the royal family are far superior to those of ordinary people. Now, if Alicia wanted to escape, she would be able to shake off his arm and run away.
But.
—Sue
“…It must have hurt.”
Instead of moving away from him, Alicia began to caress his cheek slowly.
Pounding, Wolfgang’s heart beat loudly for an instant.
The moment Alicia’s soft touch touches her cheek. Wolfgang’s mind, which had been dazed by severe internal conflict, was suddenly awakened.
She no longer tried to run away. Instead, she seemed to be interested in his past, she was talking to herself and she was trying to get to know him.
The first night with Alicia.
As he licked the large scar across her face diagonally, his blue eyes twinkled with a sorrowful light as if sympathizing with his wound.
Thinking about it now, that might have been the reason why he had a full-fledged feeling of affection for Alicia, whom he wanted to keep away from her because of her perverted sexual desire.
The moment when she came to regard the woman who was her other person as her woman, and the woman who was her lover as her lover.
It was about to be reproduced in a similar way at this moment.
Her hands were warm as they brushed away at her hideous scars. It is so warm that it feels like a warm feeling is swirling not only on her face, but also from the depths of her heart.
—Thump, pound… !
My heart beat fast again.
Wolfgang urgently controlled his metabolism to prevent the vibration from reaching Alicia. She would still believe he was hardened.
The moment she becomes a complete stranger, she once again tries to accept him as more than a stranger. Wolfgang never wanted to ruin the moment with useless reactions or fuss.
So I stayed still as if I was a stone statue.
Then Alicia’s actions became more and more bold.
Her hand that stayed on her face gradually turned downward, and even though she was facing his scar-covered body, the emotion that stayed on her face was more of goodwill rather than fear or disgust.
“Hmm…! That might not be too bad… No, this isn’t it!”
And, the moment she saw her blushing as if she was ashamed of her.
His arms twitched and trembled. He lost control of her momentarily and almost kissed her roughly.
It was getting harder and harder to suppress the pounding heartbeat. So she closed her eyes tightly.
“Hey. Oh, no. Hmmmm, honey… Are you sleeping?”
Because the woman in front of her is so lovely.
I’m afraid I won’t be able to control these crazy, seething emotions anymore.
If she loses her reason and covets her like this.
I’m afraid that those beautiful eyes will glow with contempt for him.
I couldn’t stand it.
That’s why she closed her eyes at all, but fortunately Alicia didn’t seem to feel any discomfort.
“Well, it’s just about sleeping together. It’s not too bad since you take the place of the futon.”
However.
Alicia burrows herself into his arms.
She took a deep breath in hers as if pleased to share her warmth with him.
The moment she was about to fall asleep in his arms, skin to skin with him.
“Alicia.”
“Foot medicine?!”
Wolfgang couldn’t stand it any longer.
A very small crack appeared in the thickly built wall. After breaking through the crack like this and tearing down the wall. He couldn’t wait to take the sweet fruit hidden behind the wall.
“If I go back to the past and meet you again, I will definitely fall for you again.”
“What, what are you talking about…!”
That’s why Wolfgang chose to confess his honest feelings to Alicia.
“Love you.”
It was a straight line this time.
Just like he always did
So, after she confessed her feelings for her.
Wolfgang belatedly swallowed his saliva. He was restless like never before.
It was not too difficult for him to imagine what he would be like now. He must be showing blatant desire with his eyes wide open.
Was it too sudden?
Like an adolescent boy who has just opened his eyes to the opposite sex, she might have guessed that it was love with a very trivial piece of favor from a woman’s approval.
Maybe she hates him.
Wolfgang studied her eyes. Even in the dark, his brightly shining eyes could see through Alicia’s expression.
“Ah, uh…”
Shame, embarrassment, excitement…
It was a complex mixture of various emotions, but there was no negative emotion in it.
Wolfgang, who made countless women his own, was well aware of the fact that women are inherently weak beings.
It was also Alicia, who had grown up in her body but still had the mind of a young girl.
Because she was like that, she was confused by her subtle mood at this moment and her first passionate courtship of her man. And it could be that I’m misunderstanding that I like this person because of the complicated feelings that have become jumbled together.
He has already come too far to be considerate of such a delicate girl’s heart.
—Gasp!
Wolfgang wrapped his arms around Alicia’s slender shoulders.
“That, my dear… I…”
Alicia’s breathing became rough.
She was no longer rejecting his contact.
Wolfgang’s hand, which had been caressing her shoulder, did not hesitate to take the opportunity and went straight down, gently brushing her hair and back.
“Heh, hehe… I can’t sleep…! I can’t… I, I’m the princess of the empire…! This kind of thing…”
A flushed face and an excited moan.
She already had a female face, not a girl’s face.
Once again, it was time to conquer her.
