Chapter 74 – 074. Temptation (2)
When exactly did I realize that my body was sexy?
I felt incredulous stares from around the time I graduated from middle school, but I was young at the time and never really thought about the meaning.
However, as she became a high school student, she gradually began to understand men’s gaze.
Even to the guys in my class who were never particularly nice to me.
Even to the unpleasant men I meet on the subway.
Even the teachers who definitely look fine and are even married.
Sticky, dirty and disgusting.
The most sinister gaze.
After I understood the meaning, I tried to cover my breasts by putting on something.
However, I quickly realized that the gaze would only shift towards the skirt.
In the end, no matter how I dressed, the fact that men looked at me dirty didn’t change,
I felt more comfortable showing off my body openly.
I could get rid of all the flirtatious men just by showing that I was displeased that way.
Of course, even though I dressed up and tried to impress, there were still a lot of people who kept looking at my body.
“Oh, it’s going to be hard, really…” ” .”
“Drink water, water.”
For example, like Kang Joo-hyuk, who is sweating profusely next to me.
I wear leggings on a regular basis, but they can’t take their eyes off me just because the top is too short and my belly button is visible.
I’ve seen more than that dozens of times.
The days when this man didn’t glance at my breasts or thighs were when he pretended to be a nice guy for a moment before breaking into my house.
From then on, he just kept trying to strip me,
He’s probably still thinking all kinds of bad thoughts to try to rip me off.
“Give it to me.”
I’ve been wondering why such a man hasn’t touched me like that since that day, but unfortunately, there’s only one answer.
… I don’t even want to say it,
I can’t explain it unless I want Ji to be jealous.
Of course, there is no reason for me to feel that way toward Kang Joo-hyuk.
It’s not like I have romantic feelings.
We’re just hanging out, why me?
Even if you catch an innocent girl and date her, it has nothing to do with me, does it?
“Why do you keep exercising without saying you’ll rest first?”
“… I feel like I’ve been eating too much lately, so I’m trying to lose weight. “Why?”
“It’s okay if you gain a little weight.”
“…”
… Just.
The reason I don’t want to see that guy having sex with Hinami.
It’s not jealousy or obsession, as Kang Joo-hyuk mistakenly thinks,
It’s just that Hinami doesn’t like that bitch.
Unlike me, she has everything.
I felt like if he took what he wanted, he would go on a wild rampage and make me suffer again.
So purely, I just didn’t want to see that bitch happy.
Having sex like that in someone else’s house… It’s a similar reason.
Isn’t it so funny that a girl who is younger and more popular than me can’t attract a guy like that and sits on the floor and masturbates?
I can make Kang Joo-hyuk look bad just by sweating profusely like this.
“I don’t have any belly fat… , Ah. Sorry. “I got caught.”
“It’s sticky with sweat so it falls off.”
“What’s so sticky about sweat?”
“Fuck off, please.”
Look. You can’t stand it because I dress profanely in front of others, right?
Do you get annoyed because other men can’t take their eyes off me?
The reason I only wore modest clothes when I was filming a video for YouTube the past few days was because I was worried that I wouldn’t be able to stand it if I wore school uniforms or cheongsam or something like that, right?
No matter how much you try to play with me by pretending not to see and pretending not to like me,
After all, you are a man who thinks with that needlessly large dick, not with your head.
… So, why don’t you quit acting soon, Kang Joo-hyuk?
“Well, since I don’t have anything to film today, do you want to go somewhere to have fun after exercising? Just change your clothes.”
“What?”
“Let’s take a day off, whether it’s watching a movie or doing something. Now that I think about it, I’ve never been to the movies with you.”
Don’t say things that don’t suit you.
What, a movie?
You?
With me?
Do you want to go on a date?
… Make sense.
Do you want to play dating with me now?
“What are you thinking again, Kang Joo-hyuk?”
“What. “I can also watch movies neatly.”
I was so sick of Kang Joo-hyuk making such a shameless expression after saying something truly out of place.
You just have to be honest, right?
I waited for a few days to figure out what to do again, but when I saw her in a tank top and leggings, I was so disgusted that I couldn’t bear it anymore.
“If you want to watch it, just watch it at home. “The TV is big anyway, so it’s a waste of money.”
“There are things you can only see in theaters,”
“Do you really want to go see a movie with me?”
“Well, not that.”
“Then what is it?”
Just like the last time I touched my thighs all day while sitting in the passenger seat, I want to go to the movie theater and rub them without anyone knowing.
Is it hurting your pride to be honest?
Or else.
“But you can’t go with him, right? “Everyone will recognize it.”
“…”
… Do you want to hurt my pride like that?
I,
Do you want me to be jealous of you?
“What. Just kidding. Let’s go home. When I think about it, it’s just like you said, it’s a waste of money. “I haven’t decided on anything in particular to see.”
“… Go.”
“Go?”
“Let’s go. After exercising. “Go see a movie.”
Yes.
If you really want to, I’ll pretend to do so and make things right.
Anyway, you can do it right now,
A topic that is restless because it wants to pour out its desires.
**
“Do you want to go out?”
“…”
Kang Joo-hyuk’s whisper gave me goosebumps for a moment, but I just nodded and got up from my seat in less than an hour.
I thought about it again as I was leaving the theater, but I didn’t want to go back to my seat either.
The reason is… , The first thing is that the movie was really boring.
It’s a horror movie, but I don’t even understand what it’s about.
It’s not that the actors’ acting skills are bad, but the characters themselves are just strange.
Honestly, it’s not scary.
Above all, I couldn’t concentrate at all.
Because
Because the crazy couple sitting in the seat in front of us was openly biting and sucking.
“I should have listened to what you said earlier. It’s a waste of money.”
In fact, the only time Kang Joo-hyuk and I touched each other was when he bumped his fingers while eating popcorn.
Of course, this man was definitely trying to pat my thighs.
Before watching the movie, no. From the time I got home, changed my clothes and left.
Because he always had that shameless smile on his face when he was openly looking at my thighs on the street.
“The movie wasn’t fun, so let’s go eat something delicious.”
“It’s okay. “I want to go home.”
However, perhaps Kang Joo-hyuk still had at least some shame left in him, so he did not commit something as shameless as the couple in front of him earlier.
I’m not sure if I should call that consideration or if I just didn’t think anything of it.
What is certain is that living with a guy like Kang Joo-hyuk did something to my brain for a while.
All the men are staring at me at the gym. Do you allow me to touch my belly?
The people sitting in the backseat would be able to see it, but were you planning on not saying anything when I touched your thighs and put your hand up your skirt?
… I’m crazy, I am.
Wearing clothes that are a bit vulgar,
Being treated dirty in front of others is a completely different thing.
“Don’t be so angry. “You chose and wore pretty clothes.”
“I’m just wearing the same clothes I wore last time?”
At this point, it seems like I’m wearing a short skirt because I want to be touched in front of others.
I just,
I just didn’t want to see you pretending to be a normal, healthy man.
“Well, it means that you were pretty that day and you are also pretty today.”
“Even if you give me a compliment that doesn’t contain any substance, I don’t get anything.”
“There is no substance, but there is a lot.”
Is it because those precious thoughts touched Kang Joo-hyuk?
He looked around for a moment, then led me towards the wall and hugged me from behind.
“Hey, crazy… !”
And with an incongruously careful hand,
In a place where there was no consideration at all, my heart was gently lifted.
In a position where your breath touches your clearly exposed shoulders.
Because of the height difference, my heel lifts slightly.
“I lifted it because it looked heavy. “You’re comfortable with this too, right?”
“Let go, people are passing by… ” !”
To touch bare skin, you have to take off your sweater and bra.
It feels as close to the heart as the outrageous hand gestures of that day.
I just hugged him gently from behind.
“Why are you overreacting like this? “Am I going to eat you?”
“Catch it and eat it… No. Let go for now.”
“I put it, I put it, okay?”
“Ha, really. Crazy bastard… Do you want to touch me like that outside too? Kang Joo-hyuk, do you have no self-control?”
“If it weren’t for you, I wouldn’t have been able to come see the movie with you in peace.”
He just showed his true feelings for a moment.
Goosebumps appear all over his body.
The fluff stands up tightly.
My heart is pounding.
… Because when you have no pretense, you are scarier than a horror movie.
“Anyway, I’m sorry for ruining your date. “I’ll go back and make you feel better, so don’t sulk.”
“Hey, what is that…”
“… Or do you want to do like them before?”
I put my finger into the choker you forced me to wear,
If you pull my neck and shove that voice into my ear, my body will tremble in fear, even though I know it.
“Ha-eun, if you like that kind of thing, you can do it. Right now.”
“Hey, don’t say anything weird. Let go…”
“Okay okay. I’ll let you go. For now.”
His fingers, his skim over my collarbone.
With a clicking sound, the choker sticks to my neck again.
Because of this, I feel slightly out of breath and start taking deep breaths with a little difficulty.
… Yes, Kang Joo-hyuk was originally this kind of man.
I almost forgot for a moment while I was pretending to be fine the past few days.
It’s okay, you knew everything.
That this man would be like this.
After knowing it…
It showed a loophole.
“So, what do you want to do now?”
“… “Home.”
“Go home. “What?”
“Chicken and beer. … “If you say you won’t eat, I’ll go drink with a friend.”
“You said you were losing weight.”
“You said you could gain a little weight?”
“What… , If you lose too much weight, it won’t start from here.”
“Don’t touch it outside, kinda… ” .”
This time, I felt a hard hand hug me from behind, much more roughly than before.
I felt relieved for a moment that there was only a wall in front of me, and I struggled and pushed Kang Joo-hyuk away with my elbow.
… It would be a lie if I said it wasn’t scary, but it’s better this way.
Kang Joo-hyuk, who shamelessly covets my body like now,
Because he’s much less scary than Kang Joo-hyuk, who didn’t do anything like before.
